I cant stress enough how much i look forward to starting on T, and getting top surgery.
I cant wait to hear my voice crack for the first time.
I cant wait to start shaving
I cant wait to look down at my chest and be happy with what i see
I cant wait to pass as a male
I cant wait to get that jawline i hope i get
I cant wait to stop getting my period. (You have no idea how wrong it feels, every freaking month!)
I cant wait to be called a boy by everyone around me
I cant wait to be a proud trans boy, who isnt afraid.
I cant wait to people making fun of my voice cracking, even if im 21 when i start on T.
I cant wait to go topless at the beach, and no one staring at me weirdly.
I cant wait to be ‘one of the boys’
I cant wait to be able to go into the mens section in stores, and not get weird stares.
I cant wait to go into a mens bathroom, and no one looking at me weirdly.
I cant wait till i find a name that i think suits me, and then having people calling me that
I cant wait to teach people about lgbt+
I cant wait to meet other people like myself
I cant wait to hear somone call me their BOYfriend
I cant wait to be refferd to as a boy, even when im not around.
I cant wait to hear my mom and dad call me their son
I cant wait to tell my story to other trans people, and hearing other stories
I cant wait to wear a dress, even after i have transitioned fully, and then rock it!
I cant wait to stop being scared
I cant wait to stop crying
I cant wait to stop hating my self
I cant wait to not feeling like this anymore
I cant wait to be happy with my self
I cant wait to be a better person
I cant wait to be more happy, so much more happy
I cant wait to get the people out of my life who arent okay with me being trans
I cant wait to set and X with male on tests
I cant wait to start growing a beard
I cant wait to then shaving it off
I cant wait to when people dont have to be scared to come out as trans, or anything else
I cant wait to all parents are accepting and supportive of their kids
I cant wait to all people re accepting and supportive of their friends and family.
I cant wait to being trans isn’t something you should hide, becouse you are scared of others reactions.
I know i can do many of these things already when i havnt gotten the surgery nor started on T. But when i do get the surgery, and start on T, i know im gonna be much more confedint. Im gonna move away from where i am now, and start again, as the boy i truly am, and not someone i pretend to be.
I am so lucky that i have suportive parents and suportive friends, and im so happy. I am so freaking lucky to have them, even though im not fully out at all to everyone i know, just this little start means so much. And i cant imagine how it would be for somone without the suport. So please, if you know somone who is trans, agender, bigender, or something else, pleasure suport them. They might ask you to use a diffrent pronounce, or name, and if they do that, please use the name/pronounce they want, it means so much. And even if its a bit hard for you to remmber it, please try your best, and if you use the wrong name/pronounce, just quickly change it and move on, no need to make a big deal out of it. But just things as that can help so much, it can really mean a lot.
Being trans isnt always easy, some people have it worse than others.But i know just the smallest things, can make someone that much happier.
I my self is a 17 year old trans guy, i havnt always known that, but im glad i have figured it out. There are still a lot of things i dont know yet about my self, But for now, i know im a trans guy, i am pansexual, though leaning towards guys, so i would say im quite gay.
People figure out who they are at diffrent times, some when they are young, others when they are older. ANd that is okay, you should never force anything, and you dont have to label yourself, some people like labels, others dont. Just do what you feel comfortable doing, and dont judge others for doing the same thing.
I know i dont have a big following, and most of my folowers are porn blogs, but i just really nedded to say these things, and i will probrly reblog this post later, and probrbly also write one more or two. Happines is something that comes and goes, right now im okay, but i know that i will meet people who wont agree with who i am, and tell me that who i am is wrong, and tell me all kind of negative things, and i know i will cry, a lot more, happy tears and sad tears, beauce there is gonna be hard times and good times, and that is never gonna change, i hope it will though.
Anyways, im Ollie for the time being, a little gay trans guy just passing by. My inbox is always open, and i would love to talk to people, and learn about their experiences.