focus up

Things Did Not Go As Planned

So my plan today was, visit the eye doctor in the morning, ended up taking 2 hours. I had my eyes dilated for the first time and was surprised to find I wouldn’t be able to focus close up for another few hours. So wasn’t able to work on texts while I waited.  

Then have a nice lunch with my family because I haven’t been home for awhile and I missed them. (This did go as planned) 

Then at 1 pm I planned to finish my Transdigital Literacy project within 2 hours and then spend the rest of the day working on requests and the next series. As it turned out, the project took a total of 9 hours of constant work and I’m kind of contemplating, for the first time ever, if I really want to be a librarian. 

Thanks for letting me complain for a hot minute. 



“I gave up practically the whole world for you,” I tell him, walking through the front door of my own love story. “The sun, stars, ocean, trees, everything, I gave it all up for you.” 

Jandy Nelson, I’ll Give You the Sun 

happy (late) birthday @pixlokita!!! 

another part for the baby shinichi au, this time with ‘ellery’ making himself a nightmare for haibara to look after so she’ll hurry up with her antidote. this is probably right after she tells him he’s better this way because at least now he can’t run off and reveal his identity to people (plus he’s still ticked off about hattori being the one to name him after his favourite writer, how dare she allow that to happen)


A tiny growing strawberry with his arms crossed

Kise Mido Mura

Life is like a camera. Focus on what’s important, capture the good times, develop from the negatives, and if things don’t work out – take another shot.

anyway can media and everyone else stop ignoring louis’ amazing achievements and success and the incredible things he’s done with the single despite terribly difficult time in his personal life, as well as all his words about picking next singles, mentions of him writing etc just because it’s a collab and because his team is incompetent and wants people to rather focus on fucking up his image im fucking tired 


some bungou for tomorrow’s artist alley commission samples

anyway it would have made more sense to draw akutagawa but the paper could barely hold all the ink on chuuya’s coat, so i changed it to kyouka