I struggled with whether or not I liked Fluttershy as a character for a while because I saw so much of my past self in her. She’s shy, quiet, low self esteem, anxious… I looked at her and I would get really mad because I would think “I bet nerds think this is the perfect fucking moe girlfriend but I have been this character and it is actual mental hell”
I think that’s why I tend to only remember I like her when she has episodes about herself, about learning to be confident and believing in herself. Every time she tells a monster to fuck off or tells that little shit-head rabbit of hers to behave himself I feel like high-fiving her little yellow hoof because you can do it, girl. Nerds fetishise helplessness in girls and you’re trying to show them that that’s wrong.
After 4hour practice im feeling my left index finger and thumb getting numb . I think that its because I put a lot of pressure in them . But I woke up in the morning- still numb, after 10 hours! What shoud I do? Any advice?
dein ruhiges lieben
verströmst du im fließen
von ebbe nach flut dämmen und deichen zum trotz
trittst du mir über die Ufer
wo ich die sandsäcke
tränkst du meine erde
mit träumen vom meer seegras und salzblumen lässt du mir wachsen und streichst mir durchs Haar wenn Zeit ist zu blühen