fluts

I struggled with whether or not I liked Fluttershy as a character for a while because I saw so much of my past self in her. She’s shy, quiet, low self esteem, anxious… I looked at her and I would get really mad because I would think “I bet nerds think this is the perfect fucking moe girlfriend but I have been this character and it is actual mental hell

I think that’s why I tend to only remember I like her when she has episodes about herself, about learning to be confident and believing in herself. Every time she tells a monster to fuck off or tells that little shit-head rabbit of hers to behave himself I feel like high-fiving her little yellow hoof because you can do it, girl. Nerds fetishise helplessness in girls and you’re trying to show them that that’s wrong.

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tags
verbirgst du schicht
um schicht

in deiner weichen schale

nachts
(wenn es draussen
dunkel ist
wie in dir drin) dann reisst
die flut dich mit

& deine perlen kullern tief

bis
unter meine haut (dort
leg ich sie
zu meinen)
.