flower crown jc

Never Again.

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   Today was Nash’s funeral you had Matt and Hunter come to your house that morning. The loss was taking a toll on everyone in the group. You could only imagine how the Grier family felt and Cam they were the closest with him. 

“C'mon (Y/N), let’s go." Matt yelled to you.

   You slipped on your black vans and ran out to the Cadillac and drove to the church. The whole ride there it was quiet. Matt had bought us each a rose to put on Nash’s grave. Each one of us gave Nash something special in his casket.

(Y/N) - You gave him your favorite necklace you didn’t take it off for 5 years and he always teased you about it.

Hunter- She gave him her favorite bracelet.

Matt- Gave him his bucket hat.

Taylor- Gave him a bandana.

Kian- Gave him a flower crown.

Jc- Gave him his boy scout bandana thing.

Sammy- Gave him his watch.

Sam P- Gave him a glow stick.

Jack J- Gave him a palm tree leaf.

Shawn- Gave him his lucky guitar pick.

Jack G- Gave a lacrosse button.

Cam- Gave him his phone.

   After the funeral you guys all went to Denny’s to have brunch and figure out what to do with yourselves. Sitting there and trying to eat was horrid, Cam didn’t even look like he knew what was going on.

"Cam, you okay?" Matt questioned.

"Huh, what? Ya I’m fine. Just hurting.. I lost my best friend man, I’m going through a really hard time right now." Cameron responded holding back tears. 

   Cam ran outside to go for a walk, you ran out behind him. You felt everyone’s eyes on you two running out of the diner.

"Cam, Cam!" You yell behind him. "I know that this is hard, believe me, I have had my fair share of going through deaths. They suck, nothing is fun about them." 

”(Y/N), I just wish I would've said to him to put his belt on. I feel like I could have done something, but I didn’t. I will forever blame myself.“

"Cam, Nash was old enough to know that he should’ve worn his seatbelt, and it’s very upsetting that his silly mistake costed his life. Take that as a message to wear your seatbelt every time you enter a car. Blaming yourself for something that you had no control over won’t help anything." You say while hugging him.

   Cam cried into your shoulder for a couple of minutes and than you guys walked back to the table.

"You guys, even though we lost someone very close to us we can’t make this summer suck. Nash would’ve wanted us to have the greatest summer ever." Jc says.

"Exactly, what is one thing that Nash always wanted to do that he never got to do?" Jack J asks.

"He always wanted to go to Las Vegas and go hotel hopping." Cam said.

"Well it looks like we are going on a road trip you guys." Matt says.

"Everyone meet at my house tomorrow morning at 10." You say.

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   You rented a big RV, for the month and had everyone chip in a little bit. Unfortunately Hunter and Shawn couldn’t come on the trip they would be leaving for tour in a week. Hailie and Mckayla took their spots. Kian and Sydney got into a fight and that is why she wasn’t coming.

   Matt was the first to show up. He helped get the RV ready. 

"Pillows, blankets, toiletries, snacks, pop, water, movies, aux cord, clothes?”  You questioned.

“Check, check, check, check, check, check, check, and check." He says with a smile.

"Hey!”  Jack G said while grabbing your waist.

“Hey!" you responded and gave him a peck on the lips.

"Ahem." Matt coughed.

"Okay, let’s go get more water for the Rv."  You say trying to break the awkwardness.

   You saw Jack J, Sammy, Cam, and Kayla in the house and told them to go to the RV and claim a bed and put their bags in it.

"Guess who!?" Someone said while they put their hands over your eyes.

"Stoooop." You whine. You turn around and you’re surprised to see Kian. "Uh, hey you can go put your stuff in the Rv.”

“Okay!" Kian says and walks off.

   Everyone was in the RV, you gave your mom one last kiss goodbye and you all started the adventure to Nevada.

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   The first one on driving duty was Cam, he was the best with driving larger vehicles. Next to him was Mckayla, you were glad that she was right there next to him. It made you happy knowing that she finally got him and that she can help him cope with his loss of his best friend. Thinking about best friends made you miss yours. So you decided to shoot Hunter a text.

 - Hey, I miss you like crazy and I wish I had my best friend on this adventure.

  You went to go lay down in your bed and wait for a response while laying you started to read a magazine with the same celebrities on the magazine. Just as you were about to doze off Jack came and laid by you.

"Hey, how ya doing?" Jack G asked while laying on your chest.

"I could be better, just wish Hunter was here. And that Nash was too, it’s just a little upsetting." You say glumly.

"I know, but everyone on this bus loves you.”  He says while giving you a kiss.

   You lay there with Jack on your chest until you both doze off together. But you were rudely awaken by Taylor smack camming Jack.

“What the fuck, Taylor?!" You yell.

"Oh boo whoo." Taylor teases.

"Nice one!" Matt says to Taylor giving him a high five.

Jack goes to clean off his face and you walk out to go get a snack. Everyone is watching jackass on the tv and Cam is still driving with Kayla right by his side.

"How much longer?” Jc yells.

“About, 12 more hours. I’m going to stop in Canon City, so that we can take a rest.”  Cam explains.

“WHO’S GUNNA READ ME A BEDTIME STORY?!" Sam P yells.

"No one." Kian says with a devilish smile.

   You walked off to Matt’s bed and sat by him.

"How’s it going best buddy?" You ask while jumping next to Matt.

"So, are you and Jack official?" Matt blurts.

"Uh, I don’t believe so, why?" You say confused.

"Oh, well I don’t know. Just wondering." He whispers.

"Ok." You say than walk off.

   You went and got your pjs on and went to go find Jack and ask if  you can sleep in his bed, You both went to lay down and you fell asleep to his breathing rhythm and his warm arms around you.