Whenever a friendship falls apart, I always blame it on myself. Most of the time with me this happens with losing contact and just slowly drifting apart. I always think it’s my fault for not keeping contact with them, not talking to them when they don’t talk to me first, and just. Ugh. Idk. This happens with so many people I once considered ‘close’, but now we barely acknowledge each other. I hate it.

I just suck with people sometimes, you know. fdjsklaj