I’ve been away for a while. I haven’t been eating well, going to the gym, or even attempting to make an effort to better myself. I hurt my foot over a month ago and it still acts up, but I’ve been using it as an excuse to stay inside. There were a lot of birthdays this month and I celebrated them all which meant a lot of cakes, a lot of eating out, and now that I’m 21, a lot of alcohol.
But today is a new day and with all of that behind me I am ready to start anew. Weighing in today and taking new measurements. Starting over. I just need to take this day by day and remember why I’m doing all of this.
Thank you guys for continuing to support me, and thank you so much for 3,000+ followers. It means the world to me that I have so many people following my story and holding me accountable.
It’s the crappiest thing to be so afraid to fail that I don’t even want to try.
This mindset is my biggest weakness and I continuously fight it every day. If I want things to get done, I need to just DO them. I can’t hope and wish and expect anything to change unless I consciously make an effort.