fit freaks

As requested by @thalia-freaking-grace: Lance as Josh Dun from Tøp

Keith

Eating cleaner, feeling cleaner.

I’ve been so focused on my diet lately and despite having a major breakout at the beginning due to the huge change it has definitely made a mahoosive positive impact on myself both physically and mentally.

I’ve swapped my cows milk for soy and coconut, swapped from quick supermarket snacks to healthy, organic, clean snacks such as fruits and natural yogurts. I’ve been having my vegetables with homemade dips so i know all thier ingredients, removed ALL caffeine from my diet and minimised my sugar intake, drinking 2 litres minimum of water a day. I have removed the majority of red meats only eating these once a weeks, and have added more quorn into my diet. I have started shopping locally for my meats and dairy too supporting smaller butchers and farms it’s not much pricier and you know the source. Smoothies have made a great breakfast replacement for my stupid early hours at work after eating a solid breakfast in a morning anytime before 6am was giving me the worst stomach pains ever.

Overall i feel so much fresher, so much more awake and alert. I have tonnes more energy and it is all definitely taking an effect on my body. I’m shedding my fat like crazy and due to the dairy and white meats my muscle building has sped up incredibly. It’s a strict diet but it’s definitely worth it and your body soon adjusts to its new routine and all bad cravings vanish!

I had once thought you held the stars in your eyes
I saw you through those pathetic rose tinted glasses, seeing only the good
Soft edges, rounded corners
Your eyes held a promise of something more than this world
Your hands created a pathway of sound to escape
But now, now I see clearly
With the glasses thrown to the ground
A mix of fragmented pieces and broken hearts
I see you as you are
I see the cruel creature, using and leaving people
I see the slimy, twisted depths of your mind
And how far you’re willing to go to fit into this freak show
The soft edges and rounded corners are instead sharp planes and jagged joints
The girl I once knew is no longer a girl
Maybe once she was,
But in her place
A monster has grown

one thing that really bugs me is the stereotype that all people with ocd are organized and have perfectly clean houses 

like while that may be true in some cases, it can be quite the opposite for other people. 

like for example, hoarding is connected with ocd. but a lot of people brush off hoarders as being lazy or gross because they dont fit that clean freak stereotype everyone associates with ocd 

and when my ocd was really severe, i would avoid cleaning as much as possible because i didn’t want to deal with being triggered. cleaning meant touching contaminated things, touching contaminated things meant intrusive thoughts, and so on. honestly even today when my ocd is less focused on contamination, i still dread changing the litter box or taking out the garbage for those exact reasons 

and then there’s people with ocd who don’t have any worries about contamination whatsoever. im willing to bet a lot of these people go undiagnosed or aren’t always taken seriously 

basically the whole stereotype that ocd = neat freak is extremely harmful. yes, some of us fit that stereotype, but it does not define ocd, and that idea is actively hurting people 

MY GOD IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD TO HAVE OUR BOYS BACK!! I’VE MISSED THEM SO MUCH!!

  • The boys were so loved up and domestic making breakfast and everything!!
  • They actually TALKED ABOUT THEIR WEDDING AND AARON WANTS TO START PLANNING!! HE’S SUCH A ROMANTIC DEEP DOWN!! *screams*
  • Diane FINALLY acknowledgingthat what she said to Robert at Sarah’s grave was out of order and way bellow the belt!! About time!!
  • AARON PLAYING WITH HIS RING!! HOW FREAKING CUTE IS THAT!! 
  • Aaron looked SOOOO bloody GORGEOUS in his white shirt and suit!! HE NEEDS TO WEAR THAT MORE OFTEN!! 
  • CHEEK KISS!! HOW UNBELIEVABLY ADORABLE WAS THAT AND THE BIG SMILE ON ROBERT’S FACE!! JUST KILL ME!!
  • Aaron giving relationship advice!! OMG AARON’S ACTUALLY BECOME THE GUY YOU ASK FOR ADVICE BC HE’S HAPPY AND ABOUT TO GET MARRIED!! I’M CRYING!!
  • Robert looked so freaking FIT even when trying to break the law!! His new hair cut and suit looking SO on point!!
  • THE BACKGROUND PHOTO ON ROBERT’S PHONE IS ONE OF HIM AND AARON!! YOU DON’T GET ANYMORE COUPLEY THAN THAT!!! HE’S SUCH A SOFT LAD!!
  • Robert ripping into Rebecca and telling her how he’s only USED HER ALL ALONG!! SHE’S NOTHING TO HIM!!
  • “I ONLY WANT THE MAN I’M GONNA MARRY.” KILL ME NOW!!
  • Robert coming home feeling low and all he wants IS A CUDDLE FROM HIS FIANCÉ AND TO TELL HIM HE LOVES HIM!!! I’M DEAD!!
  • ROBERT BEING HONEST WITH AARON AND TELLING HIM HE WAS WITH REBECCA BC HE DOESN’T WANT TO BE THE GUY THAT LIES ALL THE TIME ANYMORE!! ALL BC OF AARON MAKING HIM A BETTER PERSON!!
  • “Everything I need is right here” bc AARON IS EVERYTHING!!
  • ROBERT APPRECIATING AARON IN A SUIT AND GIVING HIM THE ONCE OVER!!!
  • THE BOYS BEING ALL FLIRTY AND BIG GRINS!!
  • “Do you want to take this upstairs?” - AARON’S GRIN WHEN HE SAID IT!! HE JUST WANTED TO HURRY UP TO THEIR BEDROOM AND HAVE SEX WITH HIS HUSBAND-TO-BE!! THESE TWO CAN NEVER GET ENOUGH OF EACH OTHER!!
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idk what im thinking when i was drawing the first two drawings. bishie artorias and ornstein? LMAO and ofc doki doki Ciaran

EDIT: added Ciaran unmasked. i think i added too much blue/purple hues to her hair shading xD ah well!