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saudade (noun) | PORTUGUESE

a deep, nostalgic, and melancholic longing for something or someone, often accompanied with a denied fact that what one longs for will never come back

“I wonder, can I keep up with it? The speed of the world without you in it.”

57 / 100 Days of Productivity
25 Dec 2016
Merry Christmas😊

Working on my notes. It’s about Deposits (Bank Liabilities) Journal.
I love orange-blue color coding. I call it InooDai combi😄

anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm a MTF trans person I've been thinking about top surgery but I'm not sure about it. There are times when I do want breasts and times when I don't want breasts. Do you have any advice on what I should do?

Try keeping track of how you feel about top surgery each day over a relatively long period of time. That can mean writing in a journal each day, keeping a blog, or even just jotting down notes in a Word document. It can help you look for patterns or trends in how you feel about getting top surgery and see if you want top surgery more days than you don’t want it, or vice versa.


Unproductive Week

This week has been super difficult in terms of eating right and getting to the gym. It’s my first week back to school since spring break & I’m so stressed with all the work I need to catch up on & all the new work that’s being assigned. 

Because of all the work, I can’t find time to go to the gym. Once I’m done with my work I just want to go to bed. I’ve been stress eating, eating out of boredom, and eating nothing but junk all week.. ((It really doesn’t help that I have my period.))

I just need to get back into the swing of things. Any motivation would be great & I would really appreciate it if you guys could hold me accountable. I know that it’s my own responsibility, but lately I just haven’t been too motivated. I’ve been feeling bloated and depressed and too gross to bother. 

Obviously I’m not giving up. This is just a bad week.

i know it’s super lame but i’m really excited for 2017. i’m really excited to make changes and focus on being healthier. i say this every year and i fail every time. this year, i want to be different. I’ve spent the past 26 years limiting myself because of my weight, my body and my self confidence. there are so many opportunities for me and i need to let myself experience them.

i know i can start today, i could start right now. i’m definitely trying to make better choices. i thought nursing school was difficult but this is the hardest thing i’ve ever done. i can’t use school as an excuse anymore, i can’t use a random work schedule as my excuse anymore. i need to focus and get honest with myself. i need to focus on my diet and focus on my health.

i can and i will do this.