Alive. (Alex Standall)

Title: Alive

Pairing: Alex Standall x Reader

Word Count: 613 words

Reader Gender: Female

Warnings: Swearing, mention of violence.

Summary: The reader and Alex have been friends, and she started dating a boy who hurts her fisically. One day, Alex decides to show her how a relationsip must feel.

Author’s Note: Hello, so this is my first imagine and I’m excited about it. Don’t be rude in case it’s too bad, I’m sorry.Requests are open.

“I brought some food, because I thought you must be hungry.” Alex said standing in the front door with a little smile. I let him in and just closed the door. He looked tired, and mostly like he was angry. He stared at me.

My arms were covered in bruises, and I looked skinnier than the last time he saw me. After a fight I had with my boyfriend, I stayed at home. My parents weren’t there almost always, and I could stay for days at my room expecting that my body would stop hurting. Alex never liked the dude I was dating, even when I never told him about the bruises.

“You looked terrible.” He said and his voice cracked at the end, while he held my face on his warm hands. I tried to smile and just look down.

“Are you staying tonight?” I asked and I walked to the living room. He slow followed me and we end up sitting next to each other. I opened the McDonald’s bag and start to ate the fries inside it. “Thanks for this.”

“Isn’t (your boyfriend’s name) here? I think he was taking care of you, that’s why I didn’t come the past days. If I had known you were here alone, I would have come on Monday or something.” He said worried and grabbed some fries of the bag.

“He isn’t my boyfriend anymore. We broke up on Monday.” I cleared.

“And, are you okay?” He asked and I turned to see him. He already knew the answer, but he tried to prove my weak and sluttered words, just like he did when he knew I was lying.

“You know.” I started saying but some tears start to come out. “I’m sorry.”

“Hey.” He got closer and hugged me. “I’m here now.”

I felt so bad. He told me about those tapes and I couldn’t tell him the true about how my own boyfriend hurted me so much, how he fucked me and then just if he was mad, or had a tough day I had to pay for everything.

“I promise that I won’t let him get closer to you anymore, okay?” He said really mad while I rested on his chest crying. Then I nod. “Look, now we can watch some movies, order even more food like a pizza or anything and I’ll make you feel much better.”

And just like he said, we watched some Disney movies, and we order a pizza. We spent there, while I cuddled with him and he stroked my hair slowly. Then I turned to stare at him.

“Thanks.” I said with a slow voice. “For staying, and all of this. But, why are you doing it? I know you liked me, but you don’t deserve someone like me as a girlfriend.” I never tried to make it sound rude, even it heard like it.

“I told you I liked you, and I would protect you.” He said patient.

“But, you were always here.”

And it was true. Everytime I had a bad time, I called him because he gave me peace and he gave me what I needed. I tried to comfort him too, just like he always did with me. I just, really like having Alex with me, here. I like Alex.

“Y/n, how you felt this afternoon with me?” He touched my cheek.


“Then, Y/n, this is how a real relationship should feel.”

He got closer and stared at my eyes. He made a trail between my eyes and my lips. I got closer too. He caressed my cheek carefully until we finally kissed.

Can we just stop a minute to appreciate Nishinoya?

He’s the most fisically disadvantaged one in Karasuno, but not once he gave up for this.
He just keeps pushing, pushing, pushing forward for everyone, even for those who don’t believe they have the ability to make it (Asahi I’m watching you).

Noya is someone I wish I could have in my life, cause I know he’ll have my back regardless, and having someone you can rely on no matter what is priceless.
Noya-san is awesome!

anonymous asked:

I love your art so much, I literally would sell you my right hand for a tiny piece of your talent. Can you share any tip for an idiot that have been trying to become an artist for like 8 years but is that so bad, It fisically hurts? :'v

Hello my friend! Thank you so much ♥

First of all, don’t say something like that!! Even if someone is ‘born with talent’, a talent is nothing if it’s not polished with the right amount of exercise.

I am one of the biggest examples. For years, during my teenager years, I always drew however I liked, without even looking at the basics, tutorial or whatsoever. This resulted in me growing up with so many mistakes I still do (and I am trying to improve) that are difficult to fix because they’re just memorized in your hand and head. While I see people both younger and older than me that started or made a good use in the first stages of the basics and now are jumps ahead of me. Sometimes it hurts, knowing that I could’ve been even more better if I studied the basic when I was younger, but you learn everyday so there’s no need to give up. 

The biggest tip I can give you is always the same as everyone else: you have to practice. You have to practice following good tutorials and finding which style suits you. 
I have made a bunch of tutorials on male torso but first of all I think you should work before on mastering how to draw the whole body together and then go in detail 

It might be that you’re trying to master a style that probably doesn’t suit you. this doesn’t mean that you have to give up, just that it might take more time to master it because maybe you’re a bit uncomfortable with it. It’s just a supposition, though! 

Since it looks you’ve been drawing for a lot of years already, you can maybe try to redraw something you did 8 years ago to see how much you’ve improved, and if you can find the mistakes in your old drawing. 

Understanding the dynamics of the body and the face is very important. I don’t mean exactly that you have to draw perfect anatomy (I also don’t, and a lot of other pro artists have their own weak points), but mostly how to make the whole drawing feel dynamic. as if it’s ‘moving’. You have to be able to give the feeling that the character(s) is doing that movement, it doesn’t have to be static (unless that’s what you’re drawing in that moment). Dynamism is what’s most important when drawing. This is a thing very difficult to explain, but there are a lot of good tutorials out there that talk about dynamism in drawings if you google it. you can take infos from all of them or you can try to find the one that might fit  you better. it’s up to you!

I am sorry if I wasn’t particularly helpful… Your question is a bit vague so I couldn’t accompany it with drawings on tips because I’m not sure what you want to improve in your drawings

I hope you can find your way soon!

adorkwithhats  asked:

I like to think that the new google boys™ are kind of knowless about the world around them?like,even thought they are google and have access to all kinds of information,having a fisical body is new to them so everything that come with that is like mind blowing to each one.Blue google™ is already used to the world so to him this is kind of annoying because sometimes this distracts them and interferes with the primary objective™.I know this is kinda silly but just wanted to share with youᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Awww imagine all the other googs getting excited over small things in the world and Blue Google has to explain it to them? And he just gets so frustrated cuz they act like lil kids omg! 

And he has to teach them how to act too cuz they’re literally robotic and don’t understand sarcasm or anything haha :>

anonymous asked:

Why do you hate JJ? Do you hate also JJ/Yurio? How do we have interpret your fanart of Yurio attacking fisically another person just because you didn't like what he said? I'm sorry i hate violence and it triggered me, i assume you kick in the face the one who get you on your nevers in real life

I don’t hate JJ?? 

wait are you one of those ppl who assume that all writers actually writes about themselves? :-/

and nah that would be crazy

i mostly just wanted to draw yurio doing one of those crazy kicks! because he clearly is able to do that!!*-*

LIKE KAPOW!! he might look tiny and fragile but he can probably kick my face off!! D8

it wasn’t meant to be seen as a hate-post toward Jean, but i am sorry if it triggered you!

anonymous asked:

food4thought: chivalry was built upon the idea that women are inferior, thus fragile and incapable of doing certain things (esp fisical effort) on their own, I think is lovely your bf cares for you and I'm not saying he consciously believes that, but some 'manners', esp if directed ONLY to woman, are rooted in sexism and passed upon generations without even thinking about it

100% agree, that’s why this topic is such a point of debate



Internet Age Media Weekend

instalation in collaboration with Preforma Design


Vitrine by Preforma Design

Preforma is a product design studio based in Barcelona that has designed the structure of the vitrine for the ocasion. A design that allows the moodboard to have its perfect fisical environtment.

Fragrance by La Basilica Galleria Perfume

Black Uddù, the exhibited fragrance, plays the contrast between the cold industrial metal and the organic humus of the soil. A simultaneous look to our origins and our future.

La Basilica is a space dedicated to the most rare and exquisite artisanal perfumes from around the world,
based in Barcelona gothic quarter.

Audio by Lolo & Sosaku

Loop of a fragment of “Night”, an audio piece recorded by skype.

Photography Joe Hamilton

Untitled (Blue), 2014 Chroma key cotton and pigment print on 48,3 mm aluminium scafford frame100 x 150 cm. Joe Hamilton makes use of technology and found material to create intricate and complex compositions online, offline and between.

Photography Mara Ploscaru

Julie, 2014. From the series “Constructs” made in 2013-2014 in Berlin. Mara Ploscaru is interested in things that defy gravity.

Specified materials by MaterFAD

Materfad, Barcelona’s materials centre, is a space for research, dissemination, documentation and activism in the field of materials and technology, with particular focus on any that present a novelty feature.

Star signs in love (before the relationship)

Aries- when it comes to love they are open, and kind of a go-getters. They won’t think too much they’ll just do it. They are most likely to fall head over hills for somebody they don’t really know. (usually the across the room-love at first sight type). Impulsive, and with absolutely no plan they will get into relationship fast, which results in short relationship.
Taurus- their head and reactions stay cool, but they are crazy inside. The sometimes quiet Taurus becomes loud to attract his love interest. They will approach confident, sometimes little bit cocky, just to show his dominance. Very patient, and won’t get into anything too quick.
Gemini- the outgoing guy(or gal) will just become closed. They will be more calm, and think more. They are good-thinkers and can get into planing everything. They love excitement and will became more kind. They usually come in big crowds, but will stand out of it just for somebody special.
Cancer- will become more shy and closed. But when you get to them (which is very easy , just be kind when you talk to them), they will be very open. They show their emotions, so you will know what the think of you. Also they’re very romantic, so work up your game.
Leo- sometimes considered a player, moving from one to another, but when they find the right one they will stay. Usually has short relationships, because they don’t want to be tide down. They will approach arrogant and cocky.
Virgo- the picky picker. They like to be single because no one is good enough for them. They need to find the right one. They usually do. The thing they hate is when someone is vulgar and arrogant , then they will most likely blow you off.
Libra- cheerful and playful Libra will flirt their way into your heart. Love to be the center of your world. But usually flirts with more than one guy/girl, just to keep options.
Scorpio- the sexbomb. They will just come into your life and make you love them, not because they’re cute and kind, they are not, but because they are strong and independent. They seduce easily, and loves fisical relationships.
Sagittarius- also may be a player. Gets bored easily, so they keep their options. They love to be dominant, and will approach you with no fear. They will swoop you of your feet with their sweet talk.
Capricorn- the one who doesn’t give up. They will keep trying to get you, and just won’t take no for an answer. Their confidence and arrogant behavior will come out. Buy they are not really like that, that’s just their protection. They build a wall,(which can easily torn down) because they afraid of getting hurt.
Aquarius- the lovable one. Easy to talk to, and will make you chase them instantly. And they love the chase, they love to be the one you fight for, and they usually have plenty of people chasing them.
Pisces- the romantic one. They will not make the first move, because they know you will. They will make you. They are really patient. They will just watch you from the distance and will be giving you signs.

Jimmy Darling Imagine

You stoped in front of the Freak Show and a guy with light brown hair looked at you.
Jimmy: Where closed.
Y: I know. My name is (Y/N) and i’m here to join the shown.
Jimmy: You’re in the worng place you don’t belong here.
Y: Just because i’m not different fisically it doesn’t mean i don’t belong here…
Jimmy: Jimmy. Jimmy Darling.

Y: Nice to meet you Jimmy. As i was saying i belong here. I can control people’s minds.
Jimmy: How’s that?
Y: Like this.
You walked closely to a man that was staring at the poster of the show.
Y: Hi what are you doing?
Man: Just seeing what these freaks think that is a show.
Y: Sorry?
Man: sorry what? you’re not going to tell me that a girl as beautiful as you likes these things.
Y: I’m none of those “things”. - You look right into the man’s eyes- Your going to believe that you half of a wolf and never again call freak to someone because your one of them.
The man walked away like he was a wolf and you walked back to jimmy.
Y: Now you believe in me?
Jimmy: Yes i do, but let’s be honest your a little bit mean.
Y: yes i am but he’s also mean, he called us freaks and we’re not we’re different just that.
He stayed in silence.
Y: Jimmy are you okay?
Jimmy: yes i am (Y/N). Let’s take your things.
Y: Thanks.
He helped you take all your things to your new home.
Jimmy: here you are. - he smiled-
Y: Why are you here ?
Jimmy: I’m the lobster boy. - He said a little bit sad whitch broke your heart -
Y: Show me.
Jimmy: Believe me you don’t want to see it.
Y: I know that i want. Jimmy Just because your hands are not what they call normal it doesn’t mean nothing, you don’t have to feel like that. You’re not a freak Jimmy. You’re just different and different is good. Tell me how many people do you know like me ?
Jimmy: Just you. But it’s differe…
Y: No it’s not different Jimmy your fisically diferent and i’m this that i can’t really say what but i love myself and wouldn’t want to be anyone else and you should feel the same way.
Jimmy:  Thanks i guess.
He left and you stayed there putting your clothes on the right places.
Dinner Time.
We were all at the table eating and  i saw Jimmy looking at me so i looked back and he left the room really fast i didn’t know what was going on but whatever i followed him.

Jimmy: To my room, i’m tired of beeing there why ?
Y: Why were you looking at me ?
Jimmy: It doesn’t matter.
Y: Jimmy c'mon don’t be like that. I hate seing you like that. You know that i care about you if you don’t at least you should, and ….
You couldn’t talk more cuz Jimmy’s lips were against yours,  you loved the feeling of his lips on yours, his tongue in your mouth, his hands on your body…
Slowly he pulled away from the kiss and looked you in the eyes.
Jimmy: (Y/N) you realy do long speaches.
Y: Sorry - You two laughed.
Jimmy: Sorry for this.
Y: Don’t be i like you two.
You kissed him again and on that moment you knew that going to that Freak Show was the best thing that happened to you.

A few opinions on Sansa Stark after 5x06

I think people need to calm down about Sansa Stark and what happened to her in “Unbowed, unbent, unbroken”.
I’ll try to explain it better, but first let me just point out I haven’t read all the books so I know some things of what happens at this point in the original only ‘cause I’ve read spoilers around:

1. I read people are disgusted about Sansa replacing Jeyne so that the rape can motivate Theon’s future actions (which are? I don’t know so far and I don’t want to know but it seems this event will bring some more character development for him). The disgust comes from taking an important, central character like Sansa so that the audience is more invested in what happens to her rather than a character we’ve never come to know (Jeyne). I mean, seriously? May I remind you that in season 4, episode 2, Ramsay Snow and Myranda were HUNTING an innocent girl with hounds, shooting arrows at her, wounding her and feeding her to the dogs while enjoying it? Should I remind you Reek was there, more or less in the same position, crying and suffering like hell but unable to move for fear of what might’ve happened to him next? Shall I remind you I never read one single piece of ANYTHING about that scene (wchich I personally found revolting and horrifyin?). But now Sansa’s in Ramsay’s clutches and …ooh, surprise: everyone’s talking about it, everybody’s upset and everybody’s hating on D&D. That’s to prove a point: it is really difficult, watching a show like this, with this much violence and this many characters, to truly care about a minor character (never shown before) thrust in there simply to show Ramsay’s evil and more. If the thing is, “did they only did that so we were more invested?”, I think the answer’s yes and they were right ‘cause now we all are.

2. Some were shocked, others were outraged, most were both things. By the rape, of course. Now, I hated every second of it. I felt dizzy and short of breath in fear of what could happen to Sansa BUT… what were we expecting? Honestly, would you have wanted her to be the one who seduced him, or somehow held the reins of their first night together? Sansa, whom has never had any sexual experience in her life vs Ramsay Bolton, the most twisted psycho in Westeros (and that’s quite a thing!)? Obviously you wouldn’t have wanted that. And of course, we all never wanted her to face what she had to face but it was clear it was going to happen ever since the wedding was announced. You can easily choose to hate the change in the storyline but don’t come up now with “THEY DID ALL THIS SO HE COULD RAPE HER!”. Technically speaking, that’s what happened historically 9/10 times with arranged marriage and probably you couldn’t even call it rape since she agreed to marry him (remember, Littlefinger gave her a choice after all). Personally speaking I was more disturbed by the psychological abuse than the fisical violence. Deciding to keep the guy who allegedly killed her younger brothers and betrayed Robb in the same room with them as she loses her virginity is like the worst Ramsay could to, to both of them, Sansa and Theon. That’s what we should be concentrating on, I think, ‘cause you can heal from physical wounds but the ones that really scar you are those of the mind/soul. I was outraged for Sansa’s mental position more than I was about a consummated wedding night which of course, it was obvious, wasnt going to be romantic or whatever.

3. Lastly, some people wrote that Sansa’s a broken character now. That all of her character development so far has been useless and that the rape is going to seriously jeopardize any future one.  I couldn’t be less convinced of this. Sansa’s not a little girl anymore. She’s been married to Tyrion and she knows what happens (most of the times) during a wedding night. SHE HAS PROBABLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT SINCE LITTLEFINGER SUGGESTED THE PLAN. SHE KNEW what was coming and she decided to go along with this. It does not mean she deserves it. It does not justify Ramsay. It doesn’t make things easier. BUT IT DOES GIVE HER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT, MATURITY. It’s evident she can’t be playing the game of thrones with Ramsay ‘cause she knows he’s a deranged man but she’s not taking any shit from Myranda… the old times Sansa wouldn’t have done that. She’s at home now, she takes strength from Winterfell. The rape doesn’t mean she’s not badass anymore. The rape doesn’t make her arc stupid and her character development insubstantial. RAPE DOESN’T MEAN YOU’RE WEAK OR BROKEN. RAPE VICTIMS ARE NOT WEAK OR BROKEN. They’ve endured something horrible but that doesn’t mean they’re not people anymore, it doesn’t make them useless or wasted. It’s too soon to say where this experience will take Sansa but to think she’s a destroyed character because of this is stupid. Remember, she endured her family’s butchering, her home’s destruction and her dreams shattering. She endured and came out stronger. I have no idea what’s coming next for her (I hope something good, for sure) but I’m sure Sansa Stark hasn’t “died” here. The North lives with her. And the North remembers.