firstchild

I remember in October I revealed I was pregnant with my first child. I received SO much abuse, including on ask.fm saying I should ‘abort my child because im not capable’ and 'not listen to the heartbeat because it would be more upsetting when I got the child taken off me because of my mental health’. Well, 6 months down the line, I am doing better than I ever have done. I am no longer taking antidepressants (and coping brilliant) and have been discharged from the mental health team. I am SO proud. Not only is my child the best thing to happen to me, she has saved my life. Literally. She has made me the person I have always dreamed of being. So a big FUCK YOU to every single person who doubted me…and just under 11 weeks to go (hopefully) until I meet my beautiful baby girl!!♡ #pregnancy #firstchild #babygirl #love #fuckmentalillness #recovery

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Chara presents you with a bouquet of flowers.

They seem to have come from your garden but you thank them anyway.
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Every single cliche is true- I can’t stop crying- I can’t stop thanking God who’s existence I would question in the past.  I physically felt my chest open up and heart explode with joy and ecstasy this past Sunday at 10:36 in the morning and has stayed gushing.  My mother has been here from TN crying tears of joy with me.  It feels so surreal to now understand the love she felt for me and my brothers.  I cannot explain it without sounding like a stationary outlet store- but- I now know what being blessed is: not selfishly so, just, well… I cannot even begin to elaborate…

… to be continued. 

I am so proud of him.