“I don’t even blame you,” Hux says. He
stands, moves back from the edge of the cliff but doesn’t turn toward Kylo. He
can’t look at Kylo– Doing so hurts, physically, like a gut punch. Even having
Kylo this close, over ten feet away, is like feeling ice coat every bone in his
body, all of Hux’s energy going toward suppressing the primal fear that tells
him to run, run, or risk being attacked again. “I pity you, really,” Hux says.
“He took me from you. I can’t– Look at you, I can’t– Be whatever I was for you
before. He accomplished that, even in failing to kill me. I’m sorry. I’m not strong enough to undo it.”
Oh guys I’m so sorry I haven’t posted something in a while but I was really stressed out because of school and stuff and now I’m ill again, life seems to hate me at the moment. But I finally found the time to write the long announced Who’s She deleted scenes! :) I really hope you’ll enjoy them. :* <3
Who’s She deleted scenes
(Y/N) visiting the Joker again
„Don’t expect any deep
conversations today, we had to sedate him.“
You glared at the guard, which was
bringing Mr J to the visitors room today.
He was one of the assholes that
tortured him, the first time you were visting him here and it seemed that they
had done some more things to him.
„You’ve got fourtyfive minutes“,
the guard added, then he closed the huge metal door behind him and you were
alone with the clown again.
He wasn’t in a good condition and
it kinda broke your heart as he looked at you as if he was completely lost in
his numbed mind.
„J?“, you asked carefully.
„Ooooh, my lovely, lovely … (Y/N) …
so lovely …“, he smiled at you, like he was on drugs.
„J, what did they gave you?“
Mr J’s smile got frozen on his
face, and his eyes darkened in fury.
„Oh they were mean to me this time,
my sweet little doll“, he growled, before he grinned at you again.
„You look pretty, so pretty,
pretty, pretty …“
Your eyes filled with tears.
They had given him so many
tranquilizers that he didn’t seem to know what he was talking about.
„J, look at me … look at me. What
have they done to you?“, you asked worried, kneeling down in front of him.
He looked at you with puppy eyes.
They called him the King of Gotham
City, but the man which was sitting in front of you now, was far away from
being a king.
In this moment, he was just a
damaged little boy in the body of a mad man.
„Just a happy little pill here and
a happy little pill there … have you ever experienced elektroshock therapy,
little (Y/N)? It feels like their toasting your brain … Last time they thought
they’d killed me, I was unconscious for nearly ten minutes, oh you should’ve
seen how happy they had been, until I opened my eyes again then they knocked me
out for the next three hours with the next injection. Awww, don’t cry for
daddy, it’s fine I’m used to it. But I’m so glad my pretty little angel is
coming for me everyday to look if daddy is alright. I really appreciate that, come
here, doll. Sit“, Mr J said his voice low and calm, gesturing with his head for
you, to sit on his lap, because every other part of his upper body was tied up
into a straightjacket, like always when you were visiting him.
You sat down and he rested his head
onto your shoulder, rubbing his face at the crook of your neck.
„Mhmm, you’re such a good girl.
You’re the light that shines into this hell hole, just for me. I live for you,
my dear“, he whispered.
You looked at him, closing your
eyes, while he kissed you roughly.
You knew he manipulated you to keep
you addicted to him and you had to admit that it worked, but you didn’t care
about that anymore, you wanted him, you had fallen for the mad clown.
And at the moment you felt
compassion towards him.
How could they treat him like that?
Electroshocking him, abusing him …
Even though he was a bad man, he
didn’t deserve that, you thought sadly.
„I would love to touch you, doll
Looking back into his eyes you
could see something growing.
Desire, lust … but there also was
something else, something you couldn’t quite match.
Whatever it was, it made you feel
„I could free you before they come
back“, you whispered.
You knew this was probably the most
dangerous thing you could do, but he looked so lost at the moment and you kinda
wanted to touch him too.
„Aw, you really would do that for
daddy, hm?“, he asked placing kisses alongside your neck again.
„Yes“, you whispered nodding your
You turned around to face him and
untied his straightjacket.
A few seconds later you heared him
growling in pleasure, after his arms were finally released.
For a moment you thought about what
you just did and fear took over you.
if this was all he wanted?
if he kills me now?
But those thoughts were all washed away
as Mr J wrapped his arms around your body, to pull you closer into his chest.
He wasn’t rough like you would’ve
expected it first, he was kinda careful, as if this was all new to him and he
just wanted to try how it feels.
This made you nearly cry again.
That a man like him, which was
known to be a cold hearted psychopath acted like a lost little boy.
You didn’t know if this was just
him manipulating you again, but even if this was the case, you knew that there
were feelings behind this action, although Mr J wouldn’t admit it.
„Good girl … taking care of daddy
so nicely …“, he murmered into your ear.
„Yes, daddy. Just remember this,
come for you doll, very soon when I’m outta here, I promise …“
J calling (Y/N) out of Arkham
It was midnight as you heared your
phone vibrating on your nightstand.
You thought it could’ve been Freddy
who was at a bar, too drunk to drive home by himself since it was weekend and
there was no college on Sundays.
He always called you when he was in
trouble, because you were his best friend even though you two weren’t in a
„Hello?“, you said with a sleepy
voice, your eyes still closed.
„Wakey, wakey, kitten. Have ya
dreamed about me?“
Your eyes were wide open as you
recognised the low and gravelly voice of Mr J on the phone.
He sounded amused.
„J? What …? Where are you?“, you
whispered, panic crawling through your body.
„I just took a little walk out of
my cell and decided to call you, your mother’s office offers so many good
things including a good old telephone!“
He sounded so excited it almost
made you smile, but then worry took over you again.
„J, what if they find you? Go back
to your cell“, you said silently.
„Aw, always so worried about me,
princess. You’re so cute when you’re like that“, he said.
You could already imagine him
smirking at you right now.
„J, I’m serious. I don’t want you
get hurt like the last time.“
„Relax, angel. I’m all alone and I
hope you’re alone as well“, Mr J said his voice suddenly darkened.
„J, I have been sleeping before you
called me, of course I’m alone“, you sighed.
As much as you were worried about
what he was doing right now and as much as you enjoyed hearing his voice, you
just wished you could go back to sleep.
„Oh good. So I suppose it’s dark in
your room, isn’t it?“
„Yes …“, you whispered.
What was his point?
„What are you wearing, doll?“, he
„J, I really think you should go
„You didn’t answer my question“, he
Your cheeks reddened immediately,
you couldn’t believe he was doing this with you.
„A top …“, you whispered unsure
„And?“, Mr J asked further.
You couldn’t see it but you knew he
was getting impatient.
„Just panties …“
„Nothing more?“, he asked, his tone
now sounding more delighted.
„No …“, you said biting your bottom
„Oooh, bad girl. If I didn’t know
it better I’d say you knew that I was going to call ya, doll“, he cackled.
„Do daddy a favor and take that top
Oh my god, you really couldn’t
believe the Joker was doing phone sex with you.
You were overwhelmed with the whole
situation, but on the other hand it kinda aroused you to know, that he was
listening to whatever you were doing now.
„I took it off …“, you whispered.
„Good girl. Tell me, are you
wearing any bra, kitten?“, he asked.
Your cheeks grew hot whilst your
„Mhmm, I can imagine you laying
there. Those perky little tits untouched by now and your pussy slightly wet
from my words, am I right, princess?“
„Yes …“, you sighed starting to
enjoy this whole phone sex thing.
„Touch yourself, baby. Touch
yourself for daddy, do it like it would be me“, he growled.
„Tell me what you’re doing now,
„I’m touching myself for you,
daddy“, you purred.
„Where do you touch yourself, baby?
Tell daddy everything“, he said between a hiss and a low growl.
Was he masturbating whilst
listening to you?
„I’m touching my breasts right now,
daddy. Massaging them, making my nipples grow hard.“
„Such a good girl, go on …“, he
„I’m wearing black panties, my hand
is wandering down to my pussy. I’m really wet by now, daddy.“
At first it was odd to speak like
that while Mr J was listening, but now it just turned you on even more, also
knowing that he probably was doing the same thing right now.
„Rub your pussy for me, baby“, he growled.
„It feels so wet, daddy“, you
whispered in pleasure after laying your own hands on your aching spot.
„What are you doing now, princess?“
His voice full of desire.
„I’m fingering myself …“, you
„How does it feel?“
„Tight and wet … it feels so good,
imagining that this could be you inside of me …“
„Oooh, I can nearly feel your tight
little pussy around my cock, baby. Sooo good“, he purred.
Your breathing started to get
heavier and you could feel that you were about to come any time soon, you were
so turned on by Mr J’s words and his raspy low voice.
„Come for daddy now, doll“, he
growled and you did, trying really hard to not make a sound which your mother
could probably hear in her room at the end of the floor.
„Wasn’t that good, angel?“, Mr J
asked, as you were laying in your bed breathless.
You could still feel your body
tingling and you started to giggle silently.
daddy“, you whispered.
J creeping around (Y/N‘s) house while she’s sleeping
my, my beautiful little princess …
will be mine very soon.
It was past midnight as the Joker
was standing in your room, watching you sleep, enjoying the thought of you
being his girl now.
A few hours ago he had escaped from
Arkham and Frost had driven him to your house.
First of all Mr J got rid of your
stupid mother, he would’ve enough time to kill her later, but now it was just
you and him.
came for you, doll. In a few hours it’s just you and me and not even your
mother can do anything about it.“
J kills Freddy
„J …? What’s wrong?“, you asked
irritated as you heared Mr J growling next to you while you had fallen nearly
He sat on the other side of the
bed, staring out of the window with squinted eyes.
You had been at his club late this
night and everything was perfectly fine until you had met Freddy at the
Mr J wasn’t delighted at all to see
you talking to another boy and if you hadn’t told him that he’d better let him
alive, he would’ve killed him right at the place.
„Is it still because of him?“, you
You didn’t want him to get upset
It was already enough for you to
calm him down after you two were leaving the club.
For you it has been the first time
being out with Mr J as his girl, you knew this would be a big thing especially
for him and you knew that he wouldn’t let come something into your way, when he
was with you, but you also didn’t expect Freddy to be at J’s club.
„Where are you going?“, you asked
in a whisper, after seeing J getting up from the bed.
„Sleep, doll. Daddy’s just running
some business, I will be back in a few hours“, he growled giving you a rough
kiss on the lips before he left the room.
„P-Please I don’t even know what
you are talking about!“, the boy with the brown hair begged and looked into Mr
J’s eyes, horror written all over his young face.
„Frost I don’t think he got the
message“, the Joker snarled dangerously.
„You boy …“, Mr J said and gestured
towards the culprit that has spoken to
his girl at, his club while he was with her.
„have gotten yourself into serious
„Please Mr Joker, Sir. I don’t even
know why I’m here“, Freddy Cramer pleaded, his body trembling and his voice
„You don’t know why you’re here? You don’t know why you’re here? You don’t
know it?!“, Mr J yelled into his face.
„Frost do you think I should
refresh this young man‘s memory?“, the Joker asked his first henchman.
„Seems to be a good idea, boss“,
Frost said tightening the grip around Freddy’s arms.
„Goooood“, Mr J responded his words
long and drawn out before his most eerie grin spreed across his face, revealing
his glistening silver teeth.
„Now Freddy, let me tell you just
one simple name, I think this will be enough for you to remember what you did
Freddy’s eyes widened in shock as
he heared your name coming out of Mr J’s mouth and he remembered how he met you
today night at this club downtown in Gotham City.
You looked so different and you
weren’t that talkative like always when you two had seen each other.
„What have you done to her?“
The words came out of Freddy’s mouth
before he could think about it, what turned out to be the next big mistake he
had made tonight.
„What I have done to her? I DID NOTHING TO HER!“
Mr J’s voice sounded like a
thunderclap from the warehouses down at the Gotham River.
„You looked at her like she was fresh meat to you. No one looks at my
girl like that, she’s mine, all mine and to make sure you’ll leave her alone
from now on …“
The Joker didn’t finish his
sentence and before Freddy could ask what he was about to do to him, some hard
and cold metal hit him all across the face.
He fell aside, his nose and mouth
covered in blood, but there was no time to beg for mercy or even help.
No one was here, no one would hear
him scream, and the Joker wouldn’t stop beating him with a crowbar until the
boy was dead.
Freddy was pulled onto his knees
again and the crowbar hits his face for a second and a third time.
„HA HA HA HA … Oh boy, you look
demaged!“, Mr J laughed, enjoying the pain he caused to the young man, which
seemed to be only barely alive now, after that torture.
„No seriously you look like shit,
maybe we should clean his face, Frost“, Mr J added.
„Of course, boss“, Frost said and
dragged Freddy to the banks of the Gotham River.
Mr J walked towards the half dead
body and grinned at him in satisfaction.
„Time to say good bye, Fred. It was
a pleasure to kill ya“, he said then grabbed him onto his hair and pressed his
head into the cold water.
Freddy was weak after the first
round of torture but as soon as Mr J was about to drown him he pulled himself
together one last time and tried to fight against the death.
„Are you kidding me?!“, Mr J said
slightly annoyed but a few seconds later Freddy wasn’t moving anymore.
He was finally dead.
„Some people just don’t know when
to die“, Mr J growled running his fingers through his green slicked back hair.
„Boss. What if they find him? What
would (Y/N) say? She will know that you got rid of him“, Frost suddenly said.
„She‘ll get over it. She doesn’t need
him. Now get his body into the river, and stop asking stupid questions“, Mr J
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