first time posting my own stuff

Territory (Dogboy Hybrid AU) | Taehyung x You

Rated: M 

Warning: Graphic hybrid smut. Please don’t read this if you’re not into it because I don’t want to scar you

Summary: Dogboy Tae gets extremely possessive when “that time of the month” rolls around and find’s it hard to control his natural instincts and his dominating nature during the monthly occurrence.

Note: Ah, okay, so this is my first time ever writing about Hybrids and stuff like that, so please bear with me. The idea came to mind while I was surfing the interwebz, so I just thought I’d write it up. What a thing to be my first post lol, but oh well.. Idgaf. I’m pretty much uneducated on “Dogboys” but I’m giving it my best shot.. HUZZAH!!~ 

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You were driving him insane. The intoxicating scent of you calling out to him, begging for him to mount you and claim you as his own before any other male could get to you. It was hard to fight his natural instincts, but he knew better than to force you into anything and you had told him you didn’t feel well, stating you had ‘cramps’ or something along those lines. But your body was crying out for him to dominate you, your body needed him, he could sense it, and it was taking every ounce of his willpower to refrain from mounting you whenever he was in your presence. And that was quite a lot.

It was already hard enough not to mount you, so he really couldn’t help his need to follow you around everywhere, his possessive nature having to make sure no other male could get near you, his precious bitch. Just the thought of it made the hair on the back of his neck raise, his hands clench into fists and a snarl appear on his lips, slightly revealing his canines hid beneath. 

He was in no mood to be tested today in particular. He could sense you were at your peak of ovulation, which was when it was most hard for him to suppress his feral desires. It was so strange to him how humans were so unaware to what their bodies needed. Couldn’t you sense even a little bit how badly your body was yearning for him? He could only shake his head, perplexed by your utter oblivion. 

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anonymous asked:

hello! i was wondering if you have any links to the fish meta about castiel? or if you wrote any yourself? i can't seem to find it

Hey! well I don’t remember reading anything specific recently, as I thought about it during my review for this episode after seeing this post cross my dash and having a good giggle. But when Cas was first called a fish by Rowena in 10x22 (Dabb episode) I think there was stuff floating around. I wasn’t actually active until season 11 started so I don’t have any archives of meta from around that time, however from my own memory about Cas and fish we have these lines from 6x20:

“I remember being at a shoreline, watching a little grey fish heave itself up on the beach and an older brother saying, “don’t step on that fish, Castiel. Big plans for that fish.” 

“Those first weeks back in heaven were surprisingly difficult. Explaining freedom to angels is a bit like teaching poetry to fish.” 

and this line for 10x22

“You’re just fascinating. An angel that rejected Heaven. That’s like a fish that wants to fly, or a dog that thinks he’s people.”

“ I’d be happy to kill her, she just called me a fish.”

(obviously these callbacks to 6x20 just go hand in hand with season 12 as Dabb is clearly as big a fan of 6x20 as we are. 

I THINK these are the only two instances pre Season 12  but please someone correct me if I’m wrong.

Interestingly there is conflicting symbolism here. In 6x20 BOTH humanity and angels are referred to as fish. Humanity at first as the whole “big plans for that fish” implies that it would evolve into humans, but Cas refers to angels as fish as well in terms of how they cannot understand freewill. 

In 10x22 Cas is really insulted at Rowena calling him a fish, (compared to humans? or Angels?) but Rowena had a point. Cas has been described (I think by Edlund) as the “fish out of water” by being the angel who rejects heaven and tries to be human. He doesn’t quite fit in, but he still tries. From 6x20s symbolically connecting fish to both Humans and Angels it makes sense that Cas is the “fish” in this respect. He is both Angel and Human in a way, or at least, he is the Angel of Humanity at this point.

I think 12x12 explored that imagery with Cas being the fisherman’s “catch” and I don’t think it was a random connection. 12x12 is FULL of references to 6x20 and therefore it just fits. Cas is the fish. Still desperately struggling to crawl onto the shoreline, to find his place in this new scary dry world full of new dangers. Just like humanity did long ago on that shoreline, Cas is finding his place. Thankfully by the end of 12x12 he had his place confirmed. There is no doubt anymore in his mind that he is a Winchester, and that he has a safe place to call home.

It just so happens that one episode prior to Cas being “the fish” Dean said this:

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Its just such a damn coincidence don’t ya think? :P

anonymous asked:

:0 can you do a tutorial for this edit? Mostly the word search part! Also thanks so much for making such awesome stuff Ily and ur edits /post/129348976012/ikon

How to make this gfx

Ok first you need to know that english is not my first language and i’m really really really bad at explaining things also this is my first time making a tutorial but i’ll try my best so pls bear with me. This is the final result.

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anonymous asked:

Do you believe phan is real? (Sorry if youve answered this before ! I love hearing your opinions and am curious as to which side of the penny your thoughts are based on 😊 thanks for being awesome ☺️☺️)

surprisingly, i’ve never received this question directly so i don’t think i’ve ever explicitly given an answer to it. while i have some pedantic quibbles w the phrasing “phan is real,” as i think the implications are a bit problematic, i do believe that dan and phil are romantically involved and i don’t hesitate in stating that or assuming it in the opinions i express on this blog. it’s probably been obvious in a lot of my answers/posts (examples that come to mind: the ‘will they move apart’ speculation, the fanservice discussion, the explanation of why i generally refer to dnp as partners, my reaction to the boncas, etc.), but i guess i’ve never taken the time to explain why i feel this way. 

in my opinion, there’s an abundance of explicit confirmation that dnp were romantically involved back in the beginning that, to me, becomes even more compelling because of their efforts to hide and delete those confirmations years later. these examples, along with a confluence of other very obvious truths (they’ve never had other partners in seven years, they’ve chosen to live together for so many years despite not really needing to for financial reasons or anything else, their lives are built around and with each other, etc.) make me feel very comfortable in my analysis that they’re together. i feel that there are two main reasons that people still deny the possibility of their romantic involvement and i’ll try to briefly address each: 

-heteronormativity. it’s just a fact that if dnp were not both male and all of the facts of their circumstances were exactly the same, no one would even question their involvement. (please excuse my rly simplistic enforcement of the gender binary in the ensuing explanation, i obvi don’t feel that gender is limited to male and female but it’s just easier to use that for the point i’m making). if a male and female lived together for 5+ years, and constantly spent the night at one person’s place/traveled across the country to visit each other even before living together, people would take it as incontrovertible proof of romantic feelings. if a male and female were to act the way dnp do around each other–namely, constantly flirting, teasing, touching, staring–and instill the amount of love and respect into their every interaction the way dnp do, no one would question their romantic feelings whether or not they’ve explicitly confirmed it themselves. if a man and a woman went on their dream vacations together, seemed to exclusively hang out with other confirmed couples, shared ownership of most of their belongings, chose to spend most of their waking moments together, and consistently valued each other over everyone else in the world for years and years and years, all of which dnp do (#confirmed), no one would have any doubts left. this is without even getting to a lot of the infamous tweets and dailybooths and formsprings and skype screenshots. for some reason, it seems like a lot of people think that accusing two MEN of being romantically involved, in a way that they would unflinchingly do to a man and a woman, is in some way rude or offensive or insulting–derogatory even. i think that a lot of people feel that it’s unfairly assuming too much, as if queer people don’t have to spend most of their life dealing with people assuming they are straight. it’s just… very hypocritical to me…. in the highly unlikely chance that dnp really are platonic het bros, i think they’ll be fine in the long run if a lot of people ~assume~ they’re together. and they don’t really do a lot to actively dissuade that assumption. if they’re non-het but not involved, i still think that they’ll be fine. my point, ultimately, is that the assumption of romantic feelings between dnp first of all isn’t even much of an assumption (it’s underlying literally every single thing they do and there’s a lot of evidence that, unless they’re literal psychopaths who took the time to fabricate a shit ton of stuff that implies they’re together, speaks for itself), but secondly isn’t an insulting assumption to make. 

-their own denials of their involvement. there have been a few times where they (mostly dan) have themselves denied their romantic involvement. dan has angrily posted to tumblr that the idea of dating phil is disgusting and laughable to anyone who knows them. he’s outright said things like, “those of you who only watch me because you like to fantasize about me being involved with my friend…” there was a time where they’d explicitly state they were single. but the issue for me with these denials, and using these denials as evidence of their relationship status, is that they’re being taken wildly out of context. most (if not all) of these assertions against the notion of phan being real were made in the aftermath of a huge privacy invasion that ushered in a fuck ton of scrutiny on dnp’s relationship status at the same time that their viewership was growing at unprecedented rates. they’d not been together very long at that point (only a couple of years), dan was going through a tumultuous period of dropping out of college and choosing to devote his life to this still fledgling career as an entertainer. neither of them were in any way sure of the longevity or potential success of those careers, and to actively choose in that moment of immense uncertainty to pin their professional viability on the durability of their romantic relationship would’ve been an insane risk to take. what if they only gained in viewership because of their relationship from that point forward?? what if their audience would only be invested in them as “entertainers” to see their relationship unfold? what if the relationship didn’t last or ended badly? they’d not only lose each other, but they’d also lose their jobs. that’s not to mention the obvious basic concerns of privacy, and keeping their personal lives for themselves to share and cherish. at the end of the day, dnp were and still are a closeted couple. they choose to be for many reasons. and in a moment where a huge piece of potential “evidence” of their relationship status was exposed to the world, they did all they had to do to stay closeted and to keep their relationship status private. unsurprisingly, this includes lying. 

idk, there’s a lot more that can be said about this topic and i don’t want to keep rambling on. definitely message me if you have more specific questions as i’m always down to elaborate on any of these points. i of course understand people who feel uncomfortable stating w certainty that dnp are together when they take such efforts to leave their status ambiguous even now. and obviously a confirmation of romantic involvement is not necessary to enjoy the chemistry and love and joy that they so obviously share with one another. ultimately their connection will always speak for itself and is at the heart of everything they make. all of the discourse around their own personal label for that connection is, in many ways, superfluous. 

be a guardian…is hard…

* EXCUSE ME, FRIEND..?

* WOULD YOU.. ACCEPT THIS SMALL APPLE OF REQUEST..?

* I’M NO GUARDIAN.

* I’M NO HERO.

* I CAN’T BE SOMEONE YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNTS ON.

* I’M THE GREAT PAP- WHO LOST MY DREAM LONG TIME AGO.

* WILL YOU PROTECT MY NEW DREAM..?

* IT’S TO SEE YOU HAPPY..


Previously by @jokublog

archiveofourown.org
last minute. - moonlitswen - Once Upon a Time (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Once Upon a Time (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Evil Queen | Regina Mills/Emma Swan
Characters: Emma Swan, Evil Queen | Regina Mills
Additional Tags: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Meet-Cute
Summary:

Regina gets stood up during a date and - tired of suffering from continuous embarrassment - gets ready to leave the restaurant. That is… until a certain, flustered blonde catches onto her heart break and decides to step in.

3

Neither of them had meant to make their feelings so transparent, but somehow these Amestrians knew (Edward, Greed, Mr. Hohenheim, Alphonse, Dr. Knox… they all had a way of seeing straight through them)

maybe it was something in the way they spoke of each other, or perhaps in the way they protected each other, or in the way they each admired and valued the other

Perhaps the people of this country just have a way of recognizing l o v e when they see it.

Lingfan Week - Making it Public

(repost, because for some reason this never posted in any of the tags, and done a month later because i did not notice at first)

So...

I never really posted anything of my own on this blog, since I only reblog stuff that I like, but I was thinking of sharing some art of mine here. However, I was wondering if you’d be intrested about it…. That’s was basically it…. Thanks !!

Another PSA to my followers

Hi.

So in case you haven’t read any of my helena rants/personal posts recently, let me just fill you in real quick. My mental health has been rapidly declining, and is now at the stage where my doctor is worried and has referred me back to the psychiatric system to go through the diagnosis process once again to see if I was properly diagnosed the first time around. It’s a scary thing to have to go through on my own, I obviously have my family who have always been supportive but I live alone now, and therefore don’t have them around to constantly make sure I’m okay, and that makes this all the more terrifying. On top of it all, as most of you probably know by now, my grandfather passed away five days ago which has really taken its toll on my mental health and my overall ability to function. Due to all of this, I have decided to go on a semi-hiatus for a while. It is unclear when I will be back full time but I have to take care of myself, my mental health, and I need time to process and heal with my family.

Thank you for taking the time to read. I hope you all understand.

*DON’T SELF-PROMOTE OR DELETE THE TEXT, IT’S NOT COOL*

Hey loves! I have had this blog for almost a year now and i hit 20K a couple of days ago so i decided to host my first ever faves. I am really excited about this because i love discovering new blogs and checking out all the beautiful blogs out there and i have always wanted to host my own faves.

RULES:

  • Must be following me
  • Reblog this post - likes are for bookmarking only; it does not count
  • Do not delete the text or self-promote

PERKS:

  • A follow from me, if I’m not already following you
  • A spot on my faves page (under construction)
  • I will be queuing a lot from you all the time 
  • We could do promos together and host stuff together
  • Help with anything you need help with
  • A new friend aka me

HIGHER CHANCES:

  • Talk to me so I can get to know you
  • Have a similar blog style 
  • Check out my uploads here and re blog some of them if you would like
  • Be active and nice
  • Re blog this multiple times so I will notice you

OTHERS:

  • I will be choosing 20-30 blogs
  • This banner was made by the beautiful @rehticent , request for one here!
  • I’ll be choosing once I’m happy with the notes
  • If this flops,I’ll be really sad so I hope it doesn’t flop lol

That’s all for now, I can’t wait to discover all your beautiful blogs,good luck xx

TalesFromRetail: Lady gets mad that we can't return something....

Hey guys! This is my first time posting, and yadda yadda! I’m also on mobile, so please be patient!

A little background: I work at a discounted retail store, they’re all owned by one company and mainly sell clothes, shoes, and home stuff at a lower cost than regular retail stores would. Our store policy is pretty generous. You have 30 days to return with receipt, and after 30 days, it goes back at store credit. If you dont have a receipt, you can also get store credit. Enough background though..

I was working floor tonight, and was called up to ring here and there as backup. I was on the mall side registers (we have two sets). A lady comes up and says she would like to return some things. Okay cool, i can do that. The first are two mens shirts, she has the receipt, okay easy. The next item was a pair of shoes, with no receipt and no tag. A little harder, but still doable. She brought up a pair of similar shoes, that had a tag. I looked over the shoes, and saw the straps were all worn and falling apart, so I tell her I was going to call a coordinator over to verify the shoes. The coordinator comes over and looks at them. While she is doing that, I look at the shirts she is returning, and notice that one is a weird brand, that we do not carry. I ask the coordinator helping me (who also happens to be the Men’s Coordinator as well) and she confirms we do not have that brand, but checks it anyway. Sure enough, it doesn’t match. She tells this to the lady, and the lady erupts. She says how its ridiculous she has the receipt and cannot return them because they’re on the receipt and how we have to take them back and whatnot. The coordinator has had enough and called our manager over. The manager on duty tonight was our meaner one. She tells the lady, all while keeping her cool, that she cannot return the stuff, and that she can take it back to where she got it from. She mentions the coding on the bottom of the shoe and how it was black and we do ours in silver. The lady argues that she has no idea how we code and do that. We also don’t have those shoes.

I was able to return one item that was on the receipt. She paid with a gift card, so thats how it was going back. I ran it though and said my nautral “you can go ahead”, meaning swipe it. She replied with a mean comment about how its about time. She doesn’t swipe, so I say “you can go ahead and swipe the card” she says something, and I reply back. My coordinator and other cashiers tell me its not worth it. Her receipt prints, I staple it to the return one, and circle her balance on it, and I hand it to her. She rips it off and kinds of throws it on the counter. As shes leaving, she says how she is going to report us (good luck, our store is number 1 in the nation), she keeps being a horrible woman, and the cashier next to me says to her “You don’t have to shop here” the woman stops and says “What did you say?” The cashier and the coordinator repeat what was said and she leaves.

A few minutes later, we see her head to thr other registers, and warn them over there, even though she ended up not going over there.

I normally don’t do good in these situations (I cry easily) but I didn’t tonight (so yay!). My anxiety was bad the rest of the night though, as I was worried I would have to see her again, if she was shopping (I didn’t, luckily).

So that was my night. I have never been yelled at by a customer before, but I guess theres a first time for everything! (Sorry its so long!)

By: jinxxgnome

John isn’t really blogging in TST

So sorry if this has been done already but I haven’t seen anyone mentioning it yet so I thought I should write my first meta after a long time…. Sorry if it has a lot of mistakes I write really fast and don’t check more than twice really

Few things I have noticed…

What is John typing if this is an image/picture opened in his laptop? Seriously I don’t think this is a slip up, this is deliberate. Like look at this… the tItle is JOHN BLOG IMAGE.png. Is this a snippet of his screen?

Is that why the blog isn’t updated anymore?

Look at the past series when the blogs were shown… no seriously look

The “live”/as John types the writing is hovering on the screen blog type we get in a Scandal in Belgravia, though no showing of the actual screen…

And here John’s blog counter being stuck in 1895, BUT this isn’t a photo/picture a snippet of his screen like the one in the Six Thachers

Now you get the message, I can’t add all snippets of where we see John’s and Sherlock’s blogs being shown and not a picture but when actually updated the writing is hovering s2 style…

If John was really updating, and with all the brilliant and busy hovering texts we get this series, why is the (since) s2 when John’s blogging the text is hovering scene missing? Sure the episode is fast paced, it is already busy so they couldn’t add it… yeah okay

But why isn’t updated anymore? This is a picture of the draft… John isn’t really typing… and the blog isn’t really updated…

There’s also what John had written(past tense cause this fucking shit is a snippet, John isn’t really updating look at this shit) is quite funny. This is the text(anything in the parenthesis and italicised is my own additions):

Title: 221Back!

Text: And we’re back! Sorry I haven’t updated the blog for such a long time but things have really been very busy (seriously John what kind of sentence is that. Also confirmation that a lot of time has passed since the last blog, The Sign of Three!!! Mary is seriously pregnant but for so many fucking months…. Anyway back to the text). You’ll have seen on the news about how Sherlock recovered the Mona Lisa (no sorry John it hasn’t broken our fourth wall though it seems more exciting than the fourth wall break of the announced of your daughter named after your wife’s freelance assassin facade… sorry name). He described it as “an utterly dreary case” and was much more interested in the case of a missing horseshoe and how it was connected to a bright blue deckchair on Brighton beach.

Next paragraph: I’ll try to write everything up when I get chance but it’s not been missing portraits and horseshoes that have taken up my time. (You sure mate? You missed 59 calls from your elephant term pregnant wife when she was going in labour because you were with your best friend all day?Mate you put an exclamation mark in we’re back but not in the announcement of you being a father? John your unhappiness is showing…)

Next: I’m going to be a Dad. (no exclamation mark, so he’s not excited… this is not a response from a happily married man about his addition in his family)

Next paragraph: I mean I thought I’d spent the last few years being a Dad to Sherlock (wow dad capitalised? Again? and the hurtful baby is Sherlock jokes again? Damn John, you are exuding unhappiness), but it doesn’t compare. The baby runs all our lives (but it’s not born yet, or was it born when you pretended to write this up, Johnny Boy…) (this is John’s parenthesis: Maybe not THAT different to Sherlock then!) (oh boy he exclamated this and not his announcement… yeah he is so happy about the baby…). If I’m not changing nappies, I’m buying nappies (um.. the baby isn’t here yet?) I’ve fought in Afganistan (sorry not present in the screencap but it’s there for milliseconds) and my best friend once faked his own death (still not over it wow!) but none of that ….(I am assuming here he has written compares but his fingers are always in the way however much I slow down the scene) It’s terrifying and amazing and the biggest adventure I’ve been 

Here it ends… We never see what John “writes” as he doesn’t actually write up but pretend. 

Further proof that John has a picture up of his own blog and not actually updating the blog is the actual corner. Now thank God I have Windows 10, same as John, which is weird if they are still in 2014 thanks to the hiatus and the baby etc. but look at this

Like honestly? The time jumps and the continuation problems we’ve always had…. but this is brilliant… not a slip up… 

I am telling you John isn’t updating and this is why the blog also doesn’t update in our universe but I will leave you to further deductions as well…

Next!

The hit counter has changed moved away from 1895, thank god, but still in our real world it isn’t there. The numbers on counter now are 18493 and there’s weirdly an empty space in front of the 1, the hundred thousand space.

and a clearer image here

um??? why the empty space?

Okay so clearly John’s blog is booming, so much success is coming out of it, surely why not update it? Why leave fans waiting? Is this an act? Or MP?

Then we get these:

He has a touchscreen Windows laptop with removable keyboard. Okay alright the props and their time continuum is messed up we know this… BUT LOOK HE ISN’T ACTUALLY WRITING ANYTHING UP, IT’S A PICTURE HE IS LITERALLY NOT UPDATING HE IS ACTING UP WITH THE PICTURE ON HIS LAPTOP WHY???

And then we get the blogs up at the same time as the deduction scenes…

we get the s2 as John is writing up the case the blog post is on the screen effect, but here the client’s case is still unsolved, while usually when we see John write up the cases it’s after it has been solved… so they are trying to squeeze up the time here?

Next case, next blog post, this time the name is mentioned, so this one is probably linked to the wrong thumb they sent Sherlock. Nothing significant here…But why no title here? It’s meant to confuse us into thinking it’s the ontinuation of the last case but it’s not

Next: Wow John can’t really finish these blog posts can he? This is such a small piece, but why?

Next cases: The Circus Torso and The Canary Trainer. Oh here’s Hopkins and sorry I can’t remember his name while writing this but can’t bother to go find out. Here both of the cases are left with ellipsis again meaning it’s not finished. Here again not much context of the cases but the blog posts and the simultaneous Skype call (i think, could be face-time) are loading up the screen… Why? Why are we going so fast, and why are they showing the blog posts when it’s not updated. we’ll never read, have nothing to do with most of the episode, and are stealing precious time which only makes this more fast paced?

Sorry such a shitty screencap. Next up The Cardiac Arrest. Probably a pun as well, but we will never know because the blog isn’t updating anymore. Also because of much less context we get, yet it get’s screen time…. What is the point of this???

AHAHAH this is a nice one. Literally out of context, ellipsis before and after indicating it’s from some other blog post but then again we will never know because John won’t update his blog anymore… But look at this and tell me what your first thoughts are. What are you first thoughts? 

221B has literally been circled by assassins before, Mycroft has warned John, and then John’s wife turns out to be an assassin so is it really so surprising? An assassin who turned out to be…. is a great wait to end this quote… beautiful. 

AND IT COMES BEFORE JOHN REALISES THAT HE HAS 59 MISSED CALLS FROM HIS WIFE. THEY ARE LAUGHING AS THEY ARE GOING UPSTAIRS ARE FUNNY AND LIGHT AND THEN THIS SHIT HAPPENS…. BEAUTIFUL…

And then that’s it… all the fast paced no context cases Sherlock took up and the very heavy blog post effects covering the screen end with Mary being in labour, but Sherlock’s texts to presumably Scotland Yard begin…

Now I will continue this as I go into the rewatch more but it’s funny how I am stuck in the first not even 10 minutes of the show, analysing only 3 minutes of cases for the last 3 hours… 

Anyway anything wrong please point it out, and tell me our own deductions from these scenes but there is more analysis coming, and if there’s something wrong message me, reply, tell me but go easy on me this is my first analysis type post after a long time!

Lastly, to answer many people who have been asking me, no I don’t think that John lost his passion to update the blog or even follow Sherlock after Mary’s death, but I guess part of the 221Back explains why John has stopped blogging, because he can’t keep up with Sherlock, baby and then all the Mary stuff going on… I also believe he’s acting suspicious and OOC just like Sherlock because it could be MP or they are undercover or something but I guess we’ll have to wait and see…

Plus they didn’t talk much in the episode like??? 

Conclusion: Something bigger is coming, but John’s posts will never go up. The are just snippets of him writing them… but never up.

please @hudders-and-hiddles @finalproblem @quietlyprim @constancecream @deducingbbcsherlock @loudest-subtext-in-tv @love-in-mind-palace and many others look at this I am so struck by it!

anonymous asked:

were you ever nervous about writing smut?

hahha yes! it took me a really long time to begin writing my own stuff even though I had the ideas for a couple of months and then when I did begin writing my first smut (show me with jin, of course lol) I cringed so many times! It was the first time I’d ever written sex and described and thought of it so thoroughly, so it took me about five days to finish it and in the end I just quickly posted without thinking too much and didn’t look at tumblr for a day or so 😂😂
I still cringe at myself now sometimes, but I take a deep breath and just write and try to keep my mind separate to the sin that appears on the word document, sort of like an outer body experience lmfao!

anonymous asked:

I just read the post you made about how youd like to be able to explain what it is like to have mental illness and stuff and im actually crying you describe what i feel so well and im actually fucking scared that i feel like that and i dont know really

after i wrote it i read it again and for the first time in a long time i’m honestly afraid of my own mind. but it’s going to be okay. having a mental illness is hard but it’s manageable. we can live full and happy lives. it’s not gonna be hard forever so keep pushing 💞

PSA

So today was the first time I saw someone using my stuff and claiming it as their own and even putting watermarks on it. I don’t mind when someone uses it and posts it somewhere else, but at least give credit and not claim it as your own.

I know the pictures I’m using aren’t mine, but the end product is and a lot of work can flow into one so please if you intend on posting it to your tumblr you can just reblog it and on any other site just give credit whose work it was in the first place.


(also for everyone waiting for their request I will soon continue working on them)

TalesFromRetail: Lady gets mad that we can't return something....

Hey guys! This is my first time posting, and yadda yadda! I’m also on mobile, so please be patient!

A little background: I work at a discounted retail store, they’re all owned by one company and mainly sell clothes, shoes, and home stuff at a lower cost than regular retail stores would. Our store policy is pretty generous. You have 30 days to return with receipt, and after 30 days, it goes back at store credit. If you dont have a receipt, you can also get store credit. Enough background though..

I was working floor tonight, and was called up to ring here and there as backup. I was on the mall side registers (we have two sets). A lady comes up and says she would like to return some things. Okay cool, i can do that. The first are two mens shirts, she has the receipt, okay easy. The next item was a pair of shoes, with no receipt and no tag. A little harder, but still doable. She brought up a pair of similar shoes, that had a tag. I looked over the shoes, and saw the straps were all worn and falling apart, so I tell her I was going to call a coordinator over to verify the shoes. The coordinator comes over and looks at them. While she is doing that, I look at the shirts she is returning, and notice that one is a weird brand, that we do not carry. I ask the coordinator helping me (who also happens to be the Men’s Coordinator as well) and she confirms we do not have that brand, but checks it anyway. Sure enough, it doesn’t match. She tells this to the lady, and the lady erupts. She says how its ridiculous she has the receipt and cannot return them because they’re on the receipt and how we have to take them back and whatnot. The coordinator has had enough and called our manager over. The manager on duty tonight was our meaner one. She tells the lady, all while keeping her cool, that she cannot return the stuff, and that she can take it back to where she got it from. She mentions the coding on the bottom of the shoe and how it was black and we do ours in silver. The lady argues that she has no idea how we code and do that. We also don’t have those shoes.

I was able to return one item that was on the receipt. She paid with a gift card, so thats how it was going back. I ran it though and said my nautral “you can go ahead”, meaning swipe it. She replied with a mean comment about how its about time. She doesn’t swipe, so I say “you can go ahead and swipe the card” she says something, and I reply back. My coordinator and other cashiers tell me its not worth it. Her receipt prints, I staple it to the return one, and circle her balance on it, and I hand it to her. She rips it off and kinds of throws it on the counter. As shes leaving, she says how she is going to report us (good luck, our store is number 1 in the nation), she keeps being a horrible woman, and the cashier next to me says to her “You don’t have to shop here” the woman stops and says “What did you say?” The cashier and the coordinator repeat what was said and she leaves.

A few minutes later, we see her head to thr other registers, and warn them over there, even though she ended up not going over there.

I normally don’t do good in these situations (I cry easily) but I didn’t tonight (so yay!). My anxiety was bad the rest of the night though, as I was worried I would have to see her again, if she was shopping (I didn’t, luckily).

So that was my night. I have never been yelled at by a customer before, but I guess theres a first time for everything! (Sorry its so long!)

By: jinxxgnome

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