first love (a crazy little thing called love)

Justin Foley Headcanons

A/N: Some general Justin Foley headcanons. I also may have slipped a tiny bit of Justlex in there too.

Originally posted by gabbiesworld

  • He’s always wanted a sister
  • He secretly loves being the little spoon
  • Won’t admit it, but he loves country music
  • He’s a huge romantic 
  • He’s bisexual
  • His favourite colour is purple
  • Justin is great with kids
  • Is the type of person to turn on the TV, just to have something playing in the background while he does something (e.g. homework)
  • Justin is obsessed with fidget spinners 
  • He is a Taurus 
  • He loves dipping his chips in a milkshake 
  • His favourite season is Autumn 
  • Justin runs an online blog dedicated to sports and (surprisingly) male fashion
  • He loves RuPaul’s drag race
  • Justin wants to be a social worker (to help kids that are in the same situation he is/was in)
  • He’s such a sore loser (especially when it comes to video/board games)
  • He is an amazing singer
  • He briefly had a crush on Montgomery when they first met
  • Justin loves to cosplay 
  • He loves taking Buzzfeed quizzes
  • Justin has read the Harry Potter series at least 3 times
  • He has a dog called “Roger”
  • He has a drawer of his things at Alex’s place (including like half his wardrobe)
  • Justin has nightmare every other night (which usually ends in Alex rocking him back to sleep)
  • His personality type is INTJ-A (Architect)
  • He is great with parents 

A/N: I may have gone a little crazy 😊😊


Ok look I’m just gonna put this out there…Sokka was the oldest male in the Southern Water Tribe, right? That’s why he was the warrior and all that jazz. Katara grew up with a bunch of old women and girls and little boys. So when Aang came along and subsequently showed interest in her, yeah, I’m not surprised they had a thing. But even if they did love each other, he was her first love. Many would call that a childish love, especially considering he was probably her first romantic love interest. 

Then comes along Zuko, someone she had to hate right off the bat because he was a lil crazy (I mean, understandably) and chasing them around the world, trying to kidnap her friend/possible romantic love interest. But then things change. We see that change in the show. And when the two of them are stuck in the catacombs of Ba Sing Se, we see her attitude towards him change rapidly. Because now she’s gotten out of her childhood home and has been places and met people and learned that not everything is as simple as it once seemed. So here’s this guy that she previously hated, now opening up to her and actually trying to be a decent person. He suddenly does a 180, shattering that fragile trust she had gained in him. And it sucks.

But then Zuko goes through his metamorphosis. And Katara experiences a supreme amount of loss and struggle. She herself realizes that not every person’s history is black and white (shoutout to you, Hama). I’m sure there are tons of examples, but I’m too tired to find and list them.

ANYWAY, when Zuko comes back, apparently a changed man, it’s not surprising that she’s skeptical. She gave him the chance to prove himself before, and he failed. But then he does prove himself a thousand times over. And Katara has the life experience to understand how significant that is. 

Aang is a great guy, but he’s so straight. He never really wavers in his character or morality, at least not to the extent that Zuko does. Katara helps Aang in so many ways with her kindness and strength and generosity. But to me it just seemed so one-sided (again, I’m sure there are examples that counter that, but overall it just seemed one-sided). The fact that Katara is able to find it in herself to forgive Zuko, and the fact that Zuko is deserving of forgiveness, and the fact that they help each other grow, is monumental.

The Liffey

Characters: Jimin and You

Word Count: 2,841

Genre: Sorta Angsty/Fluff/One Shot?

Summary: two hardworking souls meet at a pub…

Y/N, meet me tonight at The Liffey. I’ll be waiting outside for you. -Jimin

The text message he had sent had been on your mind all day. Out of nowhere, he… of all people had decided to text you.

It wasn’t too long ago when you tried to confess your feelings to him and you were turned down. Since then, you have tried your best to forget him. You buried yourself in school and work. You took up running so you could clear your mind.  You even considered moving away but even that was too extreme for you.

Why now? You wondered. You fought every urge to go and see him but you found yourself in your car, headed to the pub anyways.

This is a mistake You thought as you parked your car.

You finally made it outside to the pub where he was waiting for you. The pub was starting to show signs of aging but it was still a favorite place for the locals. From what you remembered, the Liffey had low prices, good beer, and was a great place to unwind after a stressful day.

Today was different though. You were positive that you were going to die from seeing him again. Were you being dramatic? Absolutely.

Years ago you guys met here. It was a random night with just you and your close friends but out of nowhere a stranger caught your eye. Back then, Jimin was shy and you used to make fun of how nervous he was when he first went up to ask for your name. That night, you and Jimin spent the whole evening talking and you were in awe of how sweet he was and how comfortable he made you feel.

He sat in front of you and listened to everything you had to say. You learned about how he was a singer and a dancer and he learned about your dream of going to school, finishing and becoming a doctor to make your parents proud.

When it was time to go, he asked for your number.

That night was only the beginning. A few days later, you guys met up again.

After a few drinks, you guys continued to open up to each other.

“Do you have a girlfriend?” you asked

“No, we actually broke up a while ago. Why? Do you have a boyfriend?” He asked

“Same here, actually…we’re broken up.”

“What happened?”

You shrugged your shoulders and looked away for a moment. To think about it didn’t make you sad but it was a topic you had not thought or shared about in a while to anyone.

“Life… I guess.”

“That tends to happen a lot”

You looked at Jimin.

“Can I tell you something?” You asked

“Go for it” He replied

You took a deep breath.

“All my life I saw my parents struggling. We didn’t have a lot of money and I always felt like I couldn’t do anything even though they sacrificed so much for me… I was never the smartest student, but I knew that if I worked and studied hard, I could go to a good school, get a good job and be able to pay my family back for always being there for me. I know I deserve to be happy, but when I was in a relationship, it really distracted me from achieving my dream of helping my parents and so I had to end it”

“Wow” Jimin replied

“Sorry  I didn’t mean to go on about my sob story”

“No, no, these are the kinds of things that help shape who you are, and quite honestly, I like who you are. I mean, I know we’ve only met a few times, but I can tell that you are a much better person than most of the other people I have known my whole life.

You blushed for a moment

“Thank you”

“What for?”

“For understanding”

He flashed you a smile but you couldn’t help but wonder

“What about you? You seem like a great guy, what happened to you and your relationship?”

“Ah, now that is an interesting tale. You ready?”

“Ohh, do tell”

“Like I said the other day, I’m a singer and a dancer. While most see this as a hobby, I see it as my life. Most people I’ve met, well let’s just say they have a hard time believing that I will get anywhere. My ex was one of those people. She was never supportive and always made me feel like I was wasting my time. And so one day I leave early from practice and I’m walking down the street and then I see her with another guy!

Your eyes were wide open.


“Yeah! They were out eating lunch and everything!”

“Did you go up to them?”

He laughed “No, let me finish Y/n”

“All the time that we were together, I had never seen her smile and look so happy. It then occurred to me that I was never going to be able to give her or anyone that and I realized that day that being in a relationship wasn’t going to work for me if I was serious about my career.”

“Were you in love?” You asked.

He ran his hand through his hair. The question caught him off guard and he seemed deep in thought.

“I think love is interesting in that it never ends up like how you think it will” He replied.

“What do you mean by that?” you asked.

“I mean, it is usually when you least expect it… or when you’re not looking… falling in love just sorta creeps up on you. With her, I don’t think it was love. Or, true love? I mean, what she did was wrong but I thought about it and had to think about why she did it. I was never home. I was always in the studio. She must have been so lonely and I caused that.”

You understood that all too well.

I guess we’re just not meant for love” You joked.

“Hey! I’m quite capable! I just have a lot of goals to achieve before I can settle down!” He laughed.

You raised a glass. “Well then, dreams first… then love! Here’s to us and our dedication!”

He laughed again and raised his glass with you.

Soon, meeting up together became a regular thing for the two of you.

As the months and then years rolled around, you tried to fight your feelings. It was subtle at first and you didn’t think too much about it but then you began to notice the little things about him that just made you crazy. For all the time you spent together, you knew you were falling for him.

For one, you fell in love with how hard of a worker he was. He would always call you late at night to ask how school was going and then he would tell you about how he was still in the studio practicing. If you told him to go take a rest he would refuse until he got his dance moves correct. Once he was satisfied, he would ask you to come out with him for drinks at The Liffey to celebrate his victory. With no room to dance at the table, the both of you would laugh the night away as he would try to show you his moves anyways while he was seated down.

You also fell for his cute charms. He was always laughing and smiling; he was never upset with you or anyone and he always tried to make you laugh when he knew school wasn’t going the way you liked. He was your support system for when you felt like giving up and you were his too.

‘You really like him don’t you?” Your friend asked

Jimin instantly came to mind but you played it off.

“Who?” You replied with a smile

“Ah, Y/N, don’t lie to me! I see you randomly smiling like a crazy person all the time! You guys need to learn how to live properly and give each other a chance before it’s too late! You both work too hard and deserve to be happy!”

You knew your friend was right but with life and all its complexities… the timing wasn’t right. You also weren’t sure about how he felt about you. While he drove you mad, you didn’t know where he stood with you. You both still had your dreams to achieve and love would have to wait. At least that’s what you both agreed on.

The last time you saw him was short. Outside of the Liffey, you both stood in the parking lot before bidding each other good bye.

“I guess this is it Y/n”

“I guess so. You’re going to leave tomorrow for sure?”

“Yeah… Our flight leaves a little after 10. My group and I finally have a chance at becoming a real big thing. Can you believe it?”

He was right. There had been so much buzz about him that you couldn’t help but feel proud of him.

“I’m really happy for you. I know how hard you have been working for this”

He ran his hand through his hair and smiled.

“Thank you for believing in me Y/N. You don’t know how much I appreciate all the support you have given me.”

He leaned in and gave you a hug.

“Promise me you’ll work hard and finish school”

You nodded as you wrapped your arms around him and held him tight.

“I probably won’t get to see you for a while.” He said.

You rested your head against his chest.

“I know” You replied.

“I’m sorry Y/N…”

At this point you were trying to fight back tears.

“Jimin… Before you go, there’s something that I’ve been wanting to tell you…”

You lifted your head to look at him.

“I know we said dreams first.. But I can’t do this anymore. I just want to let you know that I have fallen in love with you Jimin. For all the time we have spent together… I can’t be the only one, right?”

Jimin looked at you shocked.

“Y/N, I…. we can’t….”

You felt this coming, but there was no real way to prepare yourself for this. You tried to make him understand.

“I know, but after all this time… don’t we deserve to know? Don’t I deserve to know? I’ve told you everything and yet I have no idea how you feel about me. I’m not trying to stop you from following your dream… I just want to know if you feel the same way”


“Do you really not feel anything?

Jimin couldn’t do anything but stare at you.

“I have to go”

Go? You couldn’t believe that was all he had to say.


You tugged at his sweater.

“ Kiss me” You said.


“Jimin, kiss me. Kiss me now and if you feel absolutely nothing at all… Then I can leave knowing that…but just know that if you walk away, then we’ll never know what we could have been…”

He looked at you with sorrow in his eyes. You were both so close, yet, he pulled away and apologized.

“I’m sorry Y/N”

He walked away and you were left by yourself.

You saw Jimin sitting outside. Dressed in all black, he looked deep in thought. For a moment, you were even afraid to approach him. For years you thought about going back to visit. But of course your fear of possibly facing him again steered you away. You almost turned around to make a run for it but you were too late.

“Y/n! I’m so glad you could make it!”

Shit You thought

“Jimin… long time no see”

He got up and you braced yourself for what was to come.  He smiled and gave you a hug. The last time he hugged you, you didn’t want to let go. Now that he was back in your arms, you felt your tears coming up.

“Y/n, is there something wrong?”

You were quick to tell a lie.

“It’s nothing. I think my allergies are just acting up again. Let’s go get a drink, yeah?”

You lead the way and he followed.

Sitting inside together was just like old times.

“How have you been Y/N? I heard you bought your parents a new car!”

You laughed.

“Who told you!?”

“Wait, you really did? I was just joking!”

“What?! Are you saying you didn’t think I could?”

Jimin flung his body around as he laughed.

“No, no! It’s just that it’s so crazy how time has flown by. I mean, 5 years ago we were in here talking about our hopes and dreams. And now we’re living them.”

It was true. Everything that you both set out to do was completed. You had finished school and found a great job. Jimin was a big star and making headlines everywhere.

“What about you, mister big super star? How have you been?” You asked.

“Getting ready for another world tour soon!” He said with a smile.

The both of you sat in awe for a moment. To say both your accomplishments out loud felt good.

You took a sip of your drink.

“We’ve both come such a long way, haven’t we?”

Jimin ran his hand through his hair… A gesture of his that you had missed seeing so much.

“We really did”

He held out his glass “To us! For never giving up on our dreams”

You raised your glass. “To us”

You both smiled at each other for a while. To be so close together again was almost unreal.

“I really missed you Jimin”

“I missed you too”

He took another sip from his glass.

“Speaking of us… Y/N, I want to apologize for leaving you like that that one night”

Oh no, not this.

“We don’t have to talk about that”

“Please. That’s why I wanted to meet you today. I want to explain why I acted the way I did.”

You didn’t want to be reminded of that night again and so you tried to stop him.

“Really, it’s fine Jimin.”

For once, you saw Jimin get a little frustrated.

“No, you don’t understand. I often came back here to think about what would have happened if I just kissed you that one night. Like maybe if I did, you and I wouldn’t have missed out on so much”

Confusion struck your face.

“What are you saying?”

“I was so scared Y/N. I thought so much about your dreams and then my dreams… and I couldn’t do that to us. I didn’t want to become a distraction to you and school. I also couldn’t live with the idea of you ever feeling lonely if we were together and if I was gone at the studio for days on end.”

At that moment, you finally understood. All this time, he had been living with what you said in his head. From the beginning of when you first started talking to each other… he remembered why you had ended your other relationship and just now you remembered again why he ended his. He didn’t want history to repeat itself again.  

“After all this time, I thought that you just didn’t feel that way about me..”

He shook his head

“I wanted to kiss you so badly but I was afraid that if I did I would never be able to let you go. I wish I could just go back in time and kiss you. Kiss you and make us work. With you by my side, maybe the past few years wouldn’t have been so hard. Thinking of you was the only thing that kept me going..”

He looked at you and you saw him filled with so much regret.

“I was and am still very much in love with you Y/N. It’s not too late for us, right?”

Fear crept inside of you.

“It’s still going to be a challenge with us working and being away from each other”

“I know but I’m willing to make this work if you are.”

You looked at him and you knew he meant it. You nodded your head and smiled.


“You mean it?

“Dreams first, then love” You reminded him. “With our dreams fulfilled and out of the way now, I’m pretty sure it’s time that we gave love another try.”

The biggest smile grew on his face. He got up from his seat and came to you. He gently wrapped his hands around you and readied you for a kiss.

“Y/N, you are my biggest dream and I love you.”

As his lips touched yours, your heart fluttered at how sweet his kiss tasted. The kiss that you had been waiting for was finally happening and it was everything and more than what you expected. With both your busy schedules, you knew things would be tough, but with him by your side you knew things would be okay.

A/N: You best believe I made a fanfic about the pub he was at when they were in Ireland. Also, i’m feeling a little sad so I’m not sure what the hell I wrote. The ending was probably crap too but oh well. i’m just bleh


Hey guys! Here is a list of all my writing in one place for you. Enjoy! (most recent is at the bottom) *when you request a prompt, please specify what list its from


How you meet. 

Nights out (smut) 

He cheats on you with another girl   part 2

Dog days (smut) 

Home is where the heart is (smut)

Something great 


Never in a million years (smut)

All mixed up

Is it too late now to say sorry (smut) 

Just the way you are (smut)

Dancing queen 

First day of forever (smut) 

Caught (smut)

Crazy little thing called (love Smut) -full version 

Crazy little thing called love (aka complicated) -sneek peak 

Something you can’t fake (smut)


How harry would be in bed  


Green eyed monster 


Prompts*: (list 1, list 2, list 3

“I’m not even sorry.” 

“So, it was you.” 

“Are you still awake…?”

“That’s irrational.”

“Look, I don’t have much time, but I wanted to say I love you.”/ “I shouldn’t be in love with you.” 

“You’re such a bitch.”/”Don’t be fucking rude.”

“You made that way more sexual than it needed to be.”

how could i stop loving you massively over? like why am i so in love with you , i forget to think about anything going around except you.
Is this love or is this called craziness?
do you feel the same? like do you think pretty constantly about me ? like do you love me as much as i love you ? like do you feel it deeply in your viens?
it doesn’t matter! the main thing and most important thing is a true love from your heart to mine ! even if it’s a little , even if it’s boring! i want it ! The first thing i want is love,
second , i want you
third , i want you to know that you are the only one , till i die.


‎كيف يمكنني التوقف عن حبك بهذا الكمّ الكبير؟ لما انا غارقةٌ فيك الى هذا الحد؟ الى ان اتغاضى وانسى التفكير بأي شيٍ سواك
‎اهو حبٌ هذا ام جنون؟
‎هل تشعر بالمثل؟ أَ تُفكر تفكيراً جمّاً مُتواصلاً؟ وكأنك تحبني مثل ان تشعر بحبي ، بالعمق في عروق دمك؟
‎لايهمني! كل مايهمني هو ان اشعر بحب حقيقي منك، من قلبك الى قلبي! و ان كان قليلا وان كان مملاً! اريده.. اريد الحب اولاً
‎وثانياً انت جميعك
‎ثالثاً ان تعلم انك انت الوحيد الى يوم دُفاني.


*** Recommended Thai movie ***

“A Crazy Little Thing Called Love” or “First love” is a 2010 Thai romantic comedy film starring Mario Maurer and Pimchanok Luevisadpaibul. The story depicts love in the eye of young people who first experience it and how it affects their lives and their inspirations. More information click


//Love is Just Love//

A playlist for this MattFoggy wedding AU

Drops of Jupiter - Train // At Last - Etta James // Your Song - Elton John // Islands - The XX // Toothpaste Kisses - The Maccabees // Midnight City - M83 // Somebody to You - The Vamps // Never Tear Us Apart - INXS // First Day of My Life - Bright Eyes // Crazy Little Thing Called Love - Queen // No Control - One Direction


(Wedding invitation made by this amazing girl)

On the last episode of Boku no Hero

Ok, I might be more than a little in love with Bakugo. I love them deranged intelligent types.

(makes grabby hands)

The best moment in the first season is when the villain calls out heroes on their double standards:

So what if he didn’t mean it? Doesn’t make it any less true. 

@lethesomething, so Shigaraki’s voice is Uchiyama Kouki? Now that makes a lotta sense, under all the muffled daddy issues was Kouki’s distinctive nasal tone. He really has a flair for crazed muttering, I have to hand it to him. I am in complete agreement that Suwabe sounds like distilled sensuality. 


Final observation that the soundtrack is too epic for words. Where are all these ominous church hymns and badass guitars coming from? Someone give the music director a big cheque.

The Zodiac Signs as PENTATONIX songs with lyrics
  • Aries: Cracked (A head like steel and a soul of gold, and a heart that's made of glass)
  • Taurus: Can't Sleep Love (Kissin'in the moonlight, movies on a late night)
  • Gemini: Misbehavin' (Oh but I know that I can be wild sometimes, but I never lie)
  • Cancer: Water (Timid heart, hide my scars, make me stronger)
  • Leo: Ref (Maybe I got just a little too much pride to let you back into my life)
  • Virgo: First Things First (First things first, you need love, humility)
  • Libra: New Year's Day (Hear me when I say let's kiss the past away)
  • Scorpio: If I Ever Fall In Love (If I say that I could be your one and only, promise that you'll never leave me lonely)
  • Sagittarius: Na Na Na (You might call it crazy, how I'm acting lately, skipping through the sky)
  • Capricorn: Sing (Don't let 'em bring you down, you know what I'm talking 'bout)
  • Aquarius: Light In The Hallway (Count your blessings every day, it makes the monsters go away)
  • Pisces: Rose Gold (The story of our lives couldn't fit in only black and white)

anonymous asked:

At what point in the series do you think Brian fell in love with Justin and when do you think Brian realized he was in love?

Oh, Nonny. You had to go there. After I showed such remarkable restraint on my last ask, you had to ask the question guaranteed to make me ramble on for a century with all my thoughts, feelings, and theories. Very well. You asked for it. :D

Now, this is a really interesting question to think about and actually somewhat challenging to answer, because Brian genuinely didn’t believe in love. He couldn’t even conceptualize it. So while he may have been feeling all these emotions toward Justin that people generally associate with falling in love, Brian himself wouldn’t have recognized it as love even if it bit him on the ass (which, come to think of it, I’m sure Justin did).

My short answer is this: I think the first time we witnessed a true spark of love from Brian was during 1x07, and it built steadily all throughout the first season, and by the end of 1x17 he was absolutely in love. Now, that’s not to say he always accepted those feelings, or acted in a way that somebody generally would when they’re in love, because, come on, he’s Brian Kinney. As for when he actually realized it? I’d place it at prom, and one specific instance at prom, but I’m going to put that below the cut because believe me, I will ramble. However, we all know what happens at prom, and following those events, Brian tried to drown out the idea of being in love from his mind, mainly with drugs, liquor, and plenty of sex. But by the end of 2x02, I believe we’ve reached the point where Brian can’t deny to himself that he’s in love with Justin, even if he won’t use those exact words.

So, that’s the short answer. If you want the long answer, complete with pictures and a nearly episode by episode description of Brian falling in love with the incredible Justin Taylor, let’s hop along under the cut.

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For those fools rushed in.


I Choose You - Sara Bareilles / Us - Regina Spektor / The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson / 1, 2, 3, 4 - Plain White T’s / Can’t Help Falling in Love - Elvis Presley / La Vie En Rose - Louis Armstrong / Unchained Melody - The Righteous Brothers / Make You Feel My Love - Adele / Come Home - OneRepublic / Burn With You - Lea Michele / Bound to You - Christina Aguilera / Elephant Love Melody - Nicole Kidman, Ewan McGregor, and Jamie Allen / XO - Beyonce / My Girl - The Temptations / Faithfully - Journey / We Found Love - Rihanna ft Calvin Harris / The Words - Christina Perri / Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran / All of Me - John Legend / The Way You Look Tonight - Bing Crosby & Dixie Lee / Unconditionally - Katy Perry / Something I Need - OneRepublic / Crazy in Love - Beyonce / My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson / Happily - One Direction / New Romantics - Taylor Swift / Still Into You - Paramore / Daydreamin’ - Ariana Grande / You Make My Dreams Come True - Hall and Oates / I Will Wait - Mumford & Sons / Gone Gone Gone - Philip Philips / Sex on Fire - Kings of Leon / Poison & Wine - The Civil Wars / I See the Light - Tangled / Come What May - Ewan McGregor & Nicole Kidman / I Won’t Give Up - Jason Mraz / Love Me Tender - Elvis Presley / Falling Slowly - Once Cast / Hey There Delilah - Plain White T’s / Marry Me - Train / True Love’s Kiss - Amy Adams & James Marsden / Love on Top - Beyonce / You and I - Ingrid Michaelson / Once Upon a Dream - Mary Costa & Bill Shirley / I Want To Know What Love Is - Foreigner / Mine - Taylor Swift / Fix You - Coldplay / For the First Time - The Script / The Edge of Glory - Lady Gaga / So This is Love - Ilene Woods & Mike Douglas / True Love - Mark Isham / Catch Me - Demi Lovato / Teenage Dream - Katy Perry / Your Love is My Drug - Ke$ha / Crazy Little Thing Called Love - Queen / Look After You - The Fray / Thinking Out Loud - Ed Sheeran / It’s All Coming Back - Celine Dion / Endless Love - Diana Ross & Lionel Richie / Ain’t No Mountain High Enough - Marvin Gaye / All You Need is Love - The Beatles / Bright Lights and Cityscapes - Sara Bareilles / Can’t Help Falling in Love - Twenty One Pilots


Hello :). First of I want to say I haven’t poster in such a long time because school. But I do have a new one shot written. It’s from The Maze Runner.I also have partly written this for a writing contest from alloftheimaginesblog. So I hope you like it. And I’m excusing myself if there are any spelling mistakes.


The promt of this imagine is ‘She did the bravest thing she could; she kissed you.’


‘He found him.’

‘What?’ You said in disbelief as Minho told you Thomas had found Newt.

Newt left you a few days ago. Without saying anything. No ‘goodbye’s’. No ‘I’ll be back soon’s’. No ‘I love you’s’. He just left like that. It broke your heart, the boy you loved so much just leaving you like that, broken. Broken. Yes, that was how you felt.

Newt did leave a note for Thomas though. How could he not? They were best friends. You never got to read that note. Thomas just didn’t let you. Something was not right and you worried it was your fault somehow.

Something was definetly not right, but you pushed that feeling away. You kept telling yourself everything was fine. Little did you know it was not.

You pushed the door of the car you’d been driving in open and stepped out onto the empty streets.

‘Y/N, I don’t think that’s a good idea.’ Minho shouted after you while you were walking away from the vehicle.

But you didn’t listen. You kept walking the way you’d seen Thomas going. Something in your gut told you this wasn’t going to end well. Yet you kept walking. You had to. You just had to know. You had the right to know why he left the group, why he left his friends, why he left you.

As you turned around the corner of a broken-down building, you saw them. Thomas’ back facing you. He stood across Newt. Newt was in the middle of a conversation with Thomas, but stopped as soon as he saw you. God he looked bad. There was no denying that. But he still was the most beautiful person you’d ever met.

‘Y/N?’ Newt asked. Thomas turned around to see you standing there. You walked forward and ended up next to Thomas. Newt’s eyes never leaving you.

‘Y/N, you shouldn’t be here.’ he spoke.

You looked at him with a questioning look on your face. One Newt had seen so many times back in the glade. Back then everything seemed fine.

‘Y/N, why are you he-‘

‘I had to know’ you cut him off.

‘Know what?’ he questioned. He knew exactly what but still tried to avoid all kinds of tension. He’d been trying to avoid this conversation.

‘Why you left.’ You said. You could feel your eyes watering. You had waited every day to ask him this exact question. You imagined how it’d go. You mentally prepared yourself for this. Yet you couldn’t keep your tears back in the moment.

‘Y/N..’ he breathed. His eyes watering too. He hated to see you like this. So hurt and broken. And all because of his fault. He never wanted this. He wanted to hold you close, arms wrapped around you, telling you everything was fine. But he couldn’t. Because that would be a lie. And he couldn’t lie to you, so he just kept a secret.

‘No! I’m sick of people lying to me and I’m sick of people keeping secrets from me.’ You said harshly, eyeing Thomas in the corner of your eye. But you had noticed just now that he had a gun in one of his hands. Why did he have a gun? Next to Thomas now stood Minho. He must have followed you.

You turned your gaze back to Newt.

‘Newt, tell me…’ you pauzed. Then you continued ‘What’s going on?’

‘I really wanted to tell you, I really did.’ He spoke now crying.

‘Tell me, what?’ you demanded, your concern rising. You could hear your heartbeat going rapid.

‘Y/N, I.. I am not.. Immune.’ He spoke, voice trembling.

That’s when you felt your heart stopping for just a fraction of a second. It then all hit you. His sudden change in behaviour, his skin slowly paling every day you saw him, him leaving at the worst of times. That’s when your first tear fell.

You walked up to him. You reached your arm out to touch his face, he flinched a little under your touch but soon relaxed. You were so close now you could hear each other’s heartbeats. Both going really fast. When you locked eyes with him you saw the sadness, the concern, the last bits of sanity, of knowing what was happening.

‘I’m so sorry love.’ Love, hearing that word made your heart speed up like crazy. It always did when he called you love. You loved how he called you love. And then you did the bravest thing you could do in that moment. You kissed him.

Time stood still. You knew that that was impossible but in that moment time really stood still. You wanted to live in this moment forever. So did Newt. He was not ready to say farewell. But he had to. And he was glad that you were here with him right now. After you pulled away, he wrapped his arms around your small torso and held you close for just a few minutes.

As you let go of him time went on, and it ran as fast as it could. Everything was a blur.

Minho grabbed you and held you back. Both of his arms wrapped around your waist so you couldn’t move. You started crying and you tried so hard to break loose. You were shaking, your skin was covered in red spots of fear. ‘No!’ You cried. You never turned your gaze away from Newt. You saw Newt’s eyes fixed on Thomas. He demanded him.

Now time slowed down. It really slowed down. Everything what happened next was almost in slowmotion.

‘Do it before I become one of them!’


‘KILL ME!’ And then Newt’s eyes cleared, as if he’d gained one last bit trembling gasp of sanity, and his voice softened.

Please, Tommy. Please.

With his heart falling into black abyss Thomas pulled the trigger.

YouTube Rivals AU

Don’t you just love it when you post the unfinished version of a one-shot instead of the real one?
Sometimes Beca hates her fans.

She sometimes hates them even though her fans are her babies, not that she would ever say that. She’s got a reputation to uphold after all. The one thing she hated the most about them was that she could never say no to them and that ended up backfiring. A lot.

When a seventeen-year-old Beca first started her YouTube channel, she had wanted to see people’s reactions to her music. She posted some of her mixes and sometimes some covers. Over the course of time, Beca gained many followers and was established as a Youtuber. Her friend, Jesse, had said that if she wanted to keep her fans pleased, she would have to let them in and be interested in them. Beca waved him off saying that the people only wanted to hear her music, but she was wrong. Her fans started asking for Q&A’s and blogs from her day-to-day life. Jesse still boasted about it to this day. Beca tried to refuse, she really did, but, like always, she just couldn’t say no to them. It was a bad habit and Beca knew it.
Once Beca started making more videos of herself and her best friend, Jesse, she gained double her followers and became quite popular. So popular that, in fact, YouTube offered her a job just for making videos. So, the summer of the year she turned 18, she moved to LA along with her video partner, Jesse, and they rented a small apartment. It wasn’t fancy, but it was their own and now Beca’s dad couldn’t force her to go to college once the school year started. Jesse and Beca’s best friend duo was loved by many people since they appeared to be so different, but were the best of friends.

A little before Beca’s twentieth birthday, she decided to do a Q&A to mix things up for her fans. Beca answered questions like, “What do you eat for breakfast?” “Do you have any plans to move into an actual career pursuing music?” “What’s Jesse doing today?” “Are you and Jesse dating?” “Do you consider yourself a better musician/singer than Chloe Beale?” At the last question, Beca paused. Who was Chloe Beale? Well, it didn’t matter much, if she didn’t know about her, she probably wasn’t very good then.

“I don’t know who this Chloe Beale might me, but you bet your ass I am! In fact, I’m probably better at everything she does,” Beca said as she grinned at the camera and continued answering questions. Beca didn’t realize that what she had just done would change her life forever. The video became quite popular without Beca knowing about it. It wasn’t long until the video reached Chloe’s ears. Chloe decided that the girl might be fun to tease after watching a couple of videos, and decided to post a video response.

Chloe, for those who don’t know, was also a well known Youtuber that had just become popular a few months ago when she posted a video of her a capella group practicing. This video seemed to amuse a lot of people, gaining her followers. People stayed because of her videos with the Bella’s and because of her covers.

Beca was scrolling through her twitter when she saw that a lot of people had been sending her a link. She clicked on it and a video of a redhead appeared. “Beca Mitchell, you may not know me, but I know you. I’m Chloe Beale and it has come to my attention that you think you’re better than me.” She paused. “You may be a musical genius, but you can’t hold cinnamon as long as I can in your mouth,” Chloe said as she continued to eat a spoonful of cinnamon. Chloe winced and coughed a bit, as the timer at the bottom of the screen counted how long she could hold it. At 17 seconds, Chloe started coughing and drank water to clear her throat. Once she had drunk all the water, she cleared her throat and said, “17 seconds! I bet you can’t even do half of that! I’ll be waiting for your response Mitchell.”

Beca couldn’t stop herself from snorting. This girl was crazy; but she did have the bluest eyes and prettiest face Beca had ever seen, so she accepted the challenge. She set up her camera and retrieved the cinnamon and a spoon. “So, Red. You challenged me, and I have accepted. Prepare to get your ass kicked,” Beca said as she put the spoonful in her mouth and started the timer. Her throat itched and ached and she needed water badly, but she was going to to best Chloe Beale if it was the last thing she did. A time came where Beca couldn’t hold it anymore so she drank water and paused the timer at the same time. She coughed and threw herself on the floor next to her kitchen island, where the camara rested, to see if it will make her feel better, it didn’t. Just as she finshed her water, Jesse came in with groceries.

“What is going on?” Jesse asked as he left the bags on the counter and helped his friend off the floor.

“Chloe Beale challenged me,” Beca said with a raspy voice as she attempted to clear her throat.

“And you accepted it because?” Jesse asked as he left Beca leaning on the island to get her some water.

“Thanks,” Beca said as she took the water and drank all of it. “A Mitchell never backs down from a challenge!”

“Did you win?” Jesse asked.

“Lemme see. Fuck yeah!” She fist pumped and high-fived and extremely amused Jesse. “18 seconds motherfuckers! See that Chloe Beale! I win!” She did a tiny happy dance that made her look like a dork, but she honestly didn’t care. Once she was finished, she cleared her throat once more and ignored the laughing next to her. “I await your next challenge.” She smirked.

Once she ended the video, she uploaded it after creating the tag image. She didn’t need to edit it. It was perfect the way it was. The video was way more popular than she expected, not that she minded.

This video, like the last one, reached Chloe in no time. Her friend, Fat Amy, scurried all the Bellas into the living room and played the video. All the Bellas were surprised that this alt girl actually accepted Chloe’s crazy challenge. They laughed as Beca made pained faces when she was holding the cinnamon in her mouth. They all basically started to cry with laughter when Beca threw herself under the counter and all that the camera could see was clouds. Aubrey was a bit charmed by the laughing young man that appeared to be extremely amused by his best friend’s antics. This caused her a lot of teasing by the Bella’s. “I await your next challenge.” Chloe wanted to wipe that smirk so badly she started thinking about her next intrigue.

“This time, I challenge you to a sing off!” Chloe exclaimed to the camera. “The rules are simple, I picked a very hard song with a lot of tone differences and whoever sings it the best wins! You guys have to decide though,” Chloe said while winking. Both Beca and Chloe uploaded the covers and apparently tied since they had about the same amount of followers.

Challenges kept being thrown in the form of videos. Beca challenged Chloe to the chubby bunny challenge which Beca surprisingly won. Then Chloe challenged Beca to see who had the best physical condition. Chloe obviously won with 45 minutes straight of running while Beca only managed 15. Fans loved their videos and their rivalry attracted more followers for both of them. Both Chloe and Beca still posted covers and blogs but they talked a lot about their little rivalry.

Their little rivalry was up to its eighth month anniversary when someone joked that they had a lot of chemistry. This comment exploded since a lot of people thought so too and a ship was created between the both of them. Beca decided to address these accusations on one of her blogs. “There has been a lot of talk that Chloe and I are online dating,” Beca started. “First of all we’ve never met outside of our video challenges and our occasional twitter conversations, so I don’t know if she’s a serial killer or not. On the other hand, she is pretty hot,” Beca confessed while she pretended to balance both facts with her hands, the fact that Chloe was hot obviously winning. She had planned to tease her audience since all of it sounded a bit ridiculous to her. People were weird.

Beca should have expected this. Her fans loved to do things like this to her. They had sent Chloe the video where she had called her hot and Chloe had decided to tease the girl even more. On her twitter. “@BecaEffinMitchell You’re not so bad yourself ;)” This, of course, had all the shippers going crazy. Both Beca and Chloe loved to see their reactions so they decided to continue with their little game.

“@RedBeale Woah! Thirsty much? You’re gonna need to buy me dinner first”

“@BecaEffinMitchell Who said anything about a date?”

“@RedBeale I’m not easy y'know. Unless, you get me really drunk with vodka…”

“@BecaEffinMitchell Good to know ;)”

Flirty conversations like that started happening often and their fans were going crazy. Beca and Chloe were having way to much fun with this.

One day when the Bella’s were sitting around watching a movie, Ashley burst in and plugged her computer in. She started getting whines from her fellow Bellas but they were silenced as soon as they saw Beca'a channel appear. Ashley quickly clicked on a video they hadn’t seen before. It appeared to be a blog but it was different since the scenery had changed drastically. “Hello there awesome nerds,” Beca said with her usual smirk.

“You might be wondering why Beca’s out of her dark, dark cave,” Jesse said as he and Beca walked along a very familiar quad.

“Don’t diss my cave Jesse. It’s comfy and keeps weirdos like you out, most of the time.” Beca glared at Jesse as he chuckled. “Anyway, I bet all of you weirdos are wondering where in the hell we are walking,” Beca said as she huffed.

“We’re visiting Beca’s dad!” Jesse stated excitedly as he looked at the camera.

“Unfortunately, that means getting out of and going all the way to Atlanta’s very own Barden University. What a wonderful experience,” Beca said sarcastically as she turned the camera from her and Jesse’s face to show a well known place for all the Bellas.

“Shush! Finish the video and then you talk,” Ashley said as she pointed at the screen with one hand and held a finger of her other hand to her mouth.

“Fun fact. Jesse and I were actually going to go here for University back in 2012,” Beca said as she walked into the Language department, Jesse in tow.

“Yeah but we managed to escape since Beca got a job at Youtube and she asked me to tag along,” Jesse explained. They kept discussing what it might have been to go to school here until they reached Ashley’s literature class.

“Warren dear, we’re here!” Jesse joked as he opened the door to find Warren in the middle of teaching class and a bunch of students snickering at him. A mortified Jesse looked back to the camera as Warren smirked, very much like Beca.

“I thought you guys were arriving later,” Warren said as he approached them.

“Life is full of mysteries isn’t it,” Beca said with a smirk as she handed a shell shocked Jesse the camera and hugged her dad. They separated and Warren glanced back to his class and mouthed, “my daughter.”

“See you later then?” Beca nodded at her dad and jokingly saluted him as she turned and tugged Jesse along with her. For the remaining part of the video, Beca couldn’t stop laughing and Jesse seemed unusually grumpy. It’s as if their roles had switched. After, Jesse said they were going to meet a friend of his from high school, whose name was not mentioned. The Bellas were even more shocked when they arrived at the Treble house and met up with Benji, who ended up talking about a capella with them.

“A Capella? That sounds kind of lame,” Beca stated from her position on the chair. The camera had been left on the book shelf so none of them had to carry it, but it was still recording.

“Do you even know what it is?” Jesse asked as he squinted and Benji gasped at Beca’s accusation.

“Nope, name sounds lame though,” Beca replied lazily. Jesse grinned like cat and nonchalantly said,

“it’s that thing Chloe and the Bellas do.”

“So?” Beca raised her eyebrow.

“Are you too much of a chicken to try it out because you’re afraid she might be better than you at it?”

“Fuck off! I’m winning 9 - 8”

“You tied three times thought,” Jesse teased.

“You know what? Fine. Let’s rock and roll dude.” Beca approached the camera and took hold of it. “Just you wait Beale, I’m going to try this a capella junk and beat you at it too.”

When the video ended, all the Bellas were shocked, Chloe even more since she had just been challenged to what she was best at. “When was this posted?” Chloe asked. She had been so busy with rehearsals that she hadn’t checked Youtube in a few days, she had warned her fans though.

“A week ago. A tweet from Beca says she’s supposed to stay here a couple of weeks though,” Ashley responded.

“Then let’s wait for Beca’s video to arrive then.”

Two days later, when the girls were all eating at the quad, Beca’s a capella video was released. The Bellas were expecting it to be okay since Beca was good at making remixes, but this was in a different level. Beca decided that if she was going to do this, she was going to do it right. She enlisted a couple of the Treble’s help and spent a lot of her free time working on learning a capella. So, let’s just say that Beca knew what she was doing.

Beca had decided that she wanted to make a cover of Can’t Hold Us. Why? Because she can. So, together with Jesse, Benji, and two other Trebles, she filmed a music video. (See the Pentatonix video to more or less see what they did. Beca would be the blond dude though. Sorry, I don’t know his name.)

Right when Chloe and the Bellas had finished watching Beca’s video and had been pleasantly surprised that the brunette had done an excellent job, Beca walked through the quad with Jesse as they filmed one of their blogs. Chloe opened her camera and started her own blog as they all discussed Beca’s video while Beca talked about how they had nailed her video and Jesse agreed. Beca walked without noticing where she was going and Beca and Chloe simultaneously passed the camera to someone else, Jesse and Aubrey. Chloe stood just as Beca was passing by and they crashed against each other, falling in the process. “What the hell?” Beca said as she stood and helped whoever had fallen up.

“Beca, look! It’s fate!” Jesse exclaimed loudly as he pointed at something, or someone. Beca turned to see a shocked Chloe.

“Well this is certainly unexpected…” Beca said awkwardly as she scratched the back of her neck.

“Well if it isn’t Beca Mitchell. I got to say, you look a lot shorter in real life,” Chloe said with a grin.

“Oh? We’re starting with the short jokes already?” Beca said with a deadpan.

“What did you expect? A heartfelt reunion were we both cry and hug each other to death?” Chloe teased.

“No, I’m fine with the short jokes.”

After their little meeting Chloe and Beca started hanging out. Their video meeting had two perspectives and the fans loved that it had been recorded and uploaded. But now that they knew that they were in the same place for a determined amount of time, they all demanded a collab video. “You guys have asked for it, and here you have it,” Beca as she stood behind a table of good and bad ingredients and two smoothie makers. “May the best smoothie win.”

“This is so unfair! Why the hell are you getting all the good ingredients!” Beca yelled as she watched Chloe put half a banana into her nice looking smoothie and then back at her disgusting, bad smelling one.

“I have better luck than you do, I guess,” Chloe said with a wink.

“I hate you so much right now.”

“Yeah right, you love me.” Beca rolled her eyes and picked an ingredient. This one wasn’t as bad, so she poured it in without hesitation.

“And now, this could either make your smoothie or break it,” Chloe said as they put the last papers in. Beca choose orange juice, but since most of her smoothie was already horrible looking, she didn’t mind at all. Chloe, however, chose tomato juice, which turned her smoothie as bad as Beca’s.

“Luck ran out huh?” Beca said with a smirk as she watched Chloe pour her smoothie into a glass and look at it with a disgusted expression.

“Shut it Mitchell.”

Once their video was out, people went crazy because they had found all this lingering looks and touches and teasing and flirting that may or may not be real. Chloe and Beca were hanging out even more and more, and decided to make one last video before Beca had to leave again.

“This is our last video together for a while guys,” Chloe said as she and Beca sat together on the floor of her room with a bottle of wine next to them. “This is what I like to call, drunk Q&A!”

“I don’t think this is a good idea Red,” Beca stated as she eyed the bottle.

“Yes it is! Now, Beca just turned 21 so this is totally legal,” Chloe said with a wink. They started with well chosen questions but slowly began answering and doing all kinds of crazy dares. There was one question in particular that Beca had been eyeing.

“Have you guys ever kissed a girl?” Chloe read, as if she had been reading Beca’s very drunk mind.

“I haven’t,” Beca confessed. Chloe eyed the girl and crashed her lips against hers. The kiss was surprisingly slow and sweet. Once Beca opened her eyes again, star struck, Chloe was smiling at her.

“Now you have!”

The video was indeed uploaded after two hungover Chloe and Beca watched the video and discussed their feelings. As expected, all their fans went crazy. Some of them even made reaction videos.

You could say that Beca sometimes hates her fans for making her do stuff she wouldn’t normally do, but because of them she has Chloe, and she couldn’t be more happy about it.
Okay then. I recommend you read all of it since I edited this version. I hope you guys enjoyed!

Adderall-And-Alphas' STEREK FIC REC LIST FOR APRIL, 2014

Ah, the time has come. The time for me to actually prove that I’ve gotten the hang of this tumblr thing… fic rec lists are part of that, yeah? And considering I’ve read some of the most amazing fanfiction in the last few months, I can't not share it with you guys anymore. That would be… I dunno, blasphemy or something. So here goes, my to 15 Sterek fanfictions for April, 2014


with bloodied feet across the hallowed ground (owlpostagain)
Teen; 1/1; 29,900 words: There were no last words. No more pleas, no more screaming. Just the sound of Stiles squeezing the trigger, the explosion of a second shot rocketing out of the revolver, and the hunters bursting through the open doorway just in time to see the bullet slam squarely into the center of Derek’s chest.

(Notes: Kidding you not, this is the most thought out, well put together one shot I have ever read from the Sterek fandom. It is a mind fuck of epic proportions and so totally worth your time that I cannot put it into words. It is… absolutely fantastic and if you haven’t read this masterpiece, I question what you are doing with your life; do us all a favor and read it now, please.

Alpha Spikes (starbeast)
Explicit; 7/7; 68,887 words: AU. Alphas are like royalty and are offered their choice of any age eighteen-and-up virgin Omega for each year’s heat season, as a ‘thank-you’ to all they’ve done for their compounds throughout the year. Derek is an Alpha and…yeah, Stiles. Stiles is an Omega. And still a virgin. In every way. And he’s just turned eighteen. This…is not his day.

(Notes: This should be on every Sterek Fic Rec List in, like, EVER. If it’s not on there… wow. Um, I have so much to say about this story and no idea how to put it all into words. It’s just… superb, really. If you haven’t read this, you are sorely missing out and you should read it. Now.) 

Wayward and Down (affectingly
Explicit; 6/6; 32,431 words: 

Pack is family. Family is everything.

This is Stiles’ senior year, and it’s nothing he could have imagined.


That time it took not one, but two separate troll attacks and a malevolent coven of witches for Stiles to figure out how he felt about Derek.

(Notes: affectingly is one of my most favorite authors, and everything you could possibly find by this author is perfection. Wayward and Down is six chapters of pure wonderfulness. There’s a mate trope in there, with the ever wonderful Pack Dynamics tag as well, which is always a plus. BAMF!Stiles is a huge HELL YES from me and we need more BAMF!Stiles in everything. affectingly writes him perfectly and that, my friends, is an art form. So totally worth a read, and so totally worth it’s (minute) length. I could have read 200k+ words of this, I’m not kidding. The build to Sterek is GLORIOUS.) 

I’m Addicted To The Way I Feel When I Think Of You (alltimeblow)
Not Rated; 1/1; 14,787 words: Stiles and Derek have their own family in the form of the Pack and this is how they got there.

(Notes: This is a fanfiction full of feels: be prepared. Specifically pack feels. There are so many pack feels and it is marvelous. The slow burn between Derek and Stiles is something of a holy blessing, as well. This is just an amazingly sweet fanfiction with Pack-Mom!Stiles thrown in there as well and I’m always a sucker for that. This is a must read for… whenever.) 

Hold The Door (Hatteress
Teen and Up; 1/1; 16,700 words: When Derek is killed by a rival alpha, the pack will stop at nothing to get him back. Even if that means blackmailing the most dangerous hunter duo this side of hell. Whatever. That whole devil thing was probably totally exaggerated, anyway.

(Notes: This is one of the best Supernatural/Teen Wolf crossovers I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading. This is another one of those stories where I could read 100k+ words or so of it. BAMF!Stiles and BAMF!Hale Pack are… amazing. They have Dean and Sam down pat, as well. Very well written, and very worth your time.) 

A Million Ways to Say (sixchordSERIES
Ratings Vary; 10 works; 36,709 words: 

The only sensible response was to smash the rest of the cake into Derek’s face.

 (Or, Stiles throws a surprise party for Isaac and nothing goes as planned.)

(Notes: The summary I provided for this collection series is the summary to the first work, Crazy little thing called love and this whole series is just so sweet and pack-feely and domestic and tooth rotting that it’s one of those you should read after a hard day and you need some fluff. It’s all around just one of those things that makes you smile the entire time you read. Treat yourself to this. Please.) 

I Love To Be The Underdog (CaptainnAustralia)
Explicit; 7/7; 33,522 words: 

One of these days Stiles was going to learn that having a death wish was a bad thing.


Five times Stiles got into an argument on Derek’s behalf, and the one time he didn’t have to.

(Notes: Another BAMF!Stiles fic because really, there can never be too many of those. This is also Canon Divergence but it so, so good. I love how this author has really gotten a handle on Stiles’s sass and translates that beautifully in their writing. The relationship between Derek and Stiles is also so wonderful. There’s a bit of angst in this, and mentions of Kate Argent (past) but it’s all around just a lovely work. I love this story.) 

Pack Up; Don’t Stray (the_deep_magic)
Explicit; 7/7; 55,220 words: AU – Werewolves are an enslaved underclass, collared and tagged by human masters. Detective Stilinksi’s on duty the night they bring in an untagged stray.

(Notes: Like Alpha Spikes this is a must read AU that I think should be on every rec list ever. There’s possessive behavior, heroic (mildly impulsive so therefore he’s an idiot who gets himself into poor situations) Stiles, and a Derek that is wonderfully bruised and broken and needs some TLC. There’s slow build in this as well and it is marvelously written. Derek is just… skittish and wary but it works. Everything in this AU just works.) 

We’ve Written Volumes (in Blood and Scars and Ink) 
Explicit; 1/1; 25,935 words: Stiles is on his back on hard-packed dirt. He’s cold and there are leaves stuck to his neck and there’s a four inch gash in his side that he thinks he can feel his ribs through. There’s so much blood around him he feels like he’s floating on a pond and everything is so much dimmer above him than it was a minute ago, which is saying something because he’s in the dark center of the forest in the middle of the night. And the worst of it is that he’s alone, totally alone with the smell of his own blood drowning him and the soft side of him run through by a tree.

As his eyes slip shut, the last thing he thinks is, “This is going to kill my dad.”

(Notes: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. (am I allowed to scream about a fic in my notes? I say yes.) First off, it is happier than the summary implies, I. Promise. The author of this story has collegic background in writing and an MFA, so the way this is written is just so satisfying compared to some other things I’ve stumbled across. It soothes the future English Major in me. Just… I’m horrible with notes when all I’m trying to do is persuade you to read. Just read it. You won’t be sorry.) 

We’re All Freaks Here (pandacowhipster)
Teen and Up; 1/1; 12,918 words:

There are things that go bump in the night, make no mistake.
These are the dudes that bump back.

(Notes: The Hell-Boy AU that you had no idea you needed. Man, do you need it. I’ve read this about 4 times. I still go back to it.) 

I’m Still Up and Driving (KouriArashi)
Explicit; 12/12; 58,155 words: Jackson decides to teach Stiles a lesson for the interest he shows in Lydia. Stiles doesn’t say anything until four months later.

(Notes: WARNING, THEMES OF RAPE (NON-CON). POSSIBLE TRIGGERS. This, at first, was a hard story for me to stomach. In the beginning. Jackson is such a piece of shit in this story, it’s astounding. My heart ached so deeply for Stiles, it damn near brought me to tears. But the love and the support that is also weaved in here from family and friends and pack is like the balm to the wound. The love story that blooms like a flower (slowly, delicately, so easy to tear until it’s not) between Derek and Stiles really makes me happy. I’ll get if you have triggers or cannot read about topics like this, but I urge you profusely to click that link if you can.)

Diamonds Are Forever (but flowers are cheaper) (tylerfucklin)
Teen and Up; 1/1; 9,453 words: 

His name was Stiles Stilinski. He was older than 21, but younger than 25. His dad was the sheriff and he was a student at Beacon Hills Community College. He came into the shop every couple days; always after three, but never past five. He always said hello to Laura, always bought one bouquet, and always spent five minutes trying to make Derek smile with as many puns as he could come up with by the time Derek handed him his receipt.

Derek may or may not be in love with him.

(Notes: Flower shop AU and it is daisies and sunshine and rainbows and roses and Derek is so wonderfully Derek that I giggle thinking about this. Something heartwarming for cold nights (or summer days) is what this is.) 

Lead Me Home (Circe6)
Explicit; 7/7; 36,100 words: 

“Yeah, the world had gone to shit. What’s left of it split into territories, viciously fought over and protected, as if anything is worth protecting any more. Forests to the north, wastelands to the south. There are human territories, wolf territories, witch territories and no-man’s lands, where the Chimeras rule.”

A post-apocalyptic fairytale.

(Notes: It is exactly as the summary states, everything you could imagine, and 100x more. Hush, darlings. Go and read.)

living in your letters (the_misfortune_tellerSERIES 
Teen and Up; 1/1; 9,678 words; 1 of 2: 

Stiles starts writing to Derek after he and Cora leave town.


He gets a few more letters after that, mostly full of Stiles complaining about life in Beacon Hills, telling him what everyone else is up to. Derek likes getting mail from Stiles but isn’t sure if he likes hearing about the humdrum dramas of Beacon Hills all the time. It makes him feel like he’s never left, and not in a good way.

Stiles asks him questions in his letters, questions about what he’s been doing since he’s back in Brooklyn, if Cora is doing OK, what his favorite flavor ice cream is. Derek spreads the letters out on his bed and re-reads them all, before picking up a pen and starting to answer all of Stiles’ questions.

(Notes: This is so worth it, so well written, so beautiful that it honestly made me tear up. Just from… everything that it is. Derek is Derek, Stiles is Stiles, and they’re written so absolutely that this could honestly be put in the TV show and I wouldn’t notice a difference. There is something there with Derek and Stiles and it is everything I wanted and more.) 

To Stiles, On His 28th Birthday (milkyway)
Mature; 1/1; 1,667 words: Derek started out writing a birthday card for Stiles, but then ended up writing a love letter…

(Notes: This is my final rec and it is the loveliest, sweetest, cavity-inducing-ist Sterek fic I have in this list. Our two lover-boys are in an an established relationship. This is exactly as it’s summary states. A love letter. An amazing love letter. An amazing love letter that I squeal over and have read several times. This is a new Derek that I haven’t found in another story, and I love him. Just… warm fuzzy feels all around and a must read. Over and over again. All of my love to this love letter, really.) 

May List, June List

Preference #17--Kinks

Riker: He really loves to be on top. To be the dominant. He adores tying your wrists to the headboard or holding them over your head with one hand. Driving you crazy when you can’t touch him. That only turns him on more.
He loves when Halloween rolls around and the two of you get to put on personality and costume and do the deed.

Ellington: In the bedroom, he loves when you take control. Frankly, he just loves being able to watch your breasts bounce. He loves your boobs, just in general. Can’t keep his hands or mouth or tongue off of them for long.
He also loves it when you refer to him as a different person. Calling him “sir” mostly. He goes crazy for it.
In fact, you haven’t used his name in the bedroom since you first became active.

Rocky: One thing that he can’t get enough of is taking you off guard. Most of the time, he’ll just come up behind you and stand closer than humanly possible. Often he’ll kiss your neck, rub himself against you a little bit, and then you would end up giving in to him.
In bed, he can’t get enough of you running your hands though his hair. That, and hearing you purr. He always says that he prefers that over hearing moans.

Ross: One word. Morning. Well two words. Morning and moaning. What Ross refers to as the “Double M” and it’s his two favorite things.
He adores waking you up with pressing his bare, hard erection against your sleeping body. Usually your thighs.
Then, when he has you awake he just begins. Normally by giving you pleasure to heat you up. Hearing you moan heats him up.
Then, he pulls you on on top of him. He calls it the best wake up call in the world.

Ryland: He loves doing it pretty much any place you shouldn’t be. His bed kink, is not doing it on a bed.
Walls, counters, bathrooms, back of the car, anywhere he can find that you shouldn’t do it, turns him on.
The best place, is the water. He loves sticking his hand in your bathing suit. Even when people are around. That makes him even more aroused really.

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1978 Fender Telecaster

Most famous appearance: Crazy Little Thing Called Love (Live Aid, 1985)
Arguably the most familiar of Brian’s ‘other’ electrics, this stock Tele is used when Crazy Little Thing Called Love is played live. The song was first performed in Dublin on 22 November 1979 and is a mainstay of the set.

BM: “I honestly can’t remember where it came from… On the road, if I was was in LA, if there was time and it was a nice day, I’d go down to Guitar Center to play around with guitars, find something I could fall in love with. But normally I was too busy, so I think what happened was that I just asked someone to go get me a couple of Teles.

“Changing guitars mid-song is fine if you rehearse. It’s like a handshake, you have to know where the other guy’s hand is going to be. I’d give him one guitar and he’d give me the other with the strap taut and you’d sort of leap into it. It’s a procedure that you learn and that’s how I do it. It’s pretty foolproof, unless you lose your nerve and panic!”

Teenagers (2)

Grace is cutting an avocado in the kitchen, “What?”

Anna yells back, “Not you, the other one!”

This makes Grace nervous, what could she possibly need exclusively Hannah for? But Grace trusts her wife. After all, she’s the only human she would ever consider sharing her life with. Ever.

“An, she’s out on the back patio. Do you want a glass of wat—“ 

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