first kiss and last kiss

The Sound of Her Face

She was my first love and my last. My first kiss and my last.

Our first kiss wasn’t even a kiss. It was just her blowing pot smoke towards my face as we sat in her parents’ dim basement, autumn light slanting through the tiny window, pillars of pot smoke dancing in the beams. We’d skipped school to get high, unable to stomach one more day of Mr. Carruthers’ horrid take on world history (“Those who aren’t learning from stuff in the past will have to do history again”). The kiss came soon after.

Love followed, promises of undying, eternal love. One thing was different – our thing. We always kissed before and after we went anywhere, even short, minutes-long trips; the store, the gym, work. A kiss before leaving, a kiss upon return.

“Life is uncertain,” she’d always say. “I never know when I’ll be able to kiss you again.”

When the contagion came, what the media were calling The Virulence, we stuck it out, this time in my basement, minus the pot. We had one window that we could see the outside world through, one small window that let in a little natural sunlight. Walled off from the world, armed with only each other, protein bars and the water in the toilet tank, we waited for the global panic to subside.

It didn’t.

We each made trips out for provisions and to look for something to protect our little basement fortification. She made trips by day, when the virulent were less active, mine usually at dusk. We came back with armfuls of what we could carry: cans of beans, bottled water, once an AR-15, picked from the car of some unfortunate who’d been eaten. The virulent were fast, insatiable, unkillable. Even decapitation didn’t render them harmless; they’d keep marching forward, arms swinging in wide arcs while the head still gnashed and snapped its teeth on the ground. Stupid, lying zombie movies.

She was bitten on one of her sorties. We’d kissed before she went out. She came back for one more.

She leaned in towards me, skin already ashen, eyes dead, the tendons in her neck stretching and creaking as her jaw opened wide, wider, wide enough to black out the sun, the little window, and everything I could see.

anonymous asked:

MOM! I got my first kiss last night!!! And I kissed her first, and we couldn't stop smiling!!! And she smelled so nice!!! And we're going on another date, and she's so amazing!!!

Oh my gosh!!!! That’s amazinggggg!!!!! I’m sooooo happy for you darling!!!!! Enjoy!!!! :D <3 <3 <3


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Our Two Bedroom Story

Bad Master - Minato x Mika

Blind Date - Akiyoshi x MC

Sharing is Caring - Minato x Shusei x MC 

Operation: Stress Relief - Akiyoshi x MC

Heaven is Nice We Should Go There Again - Akiyoshi x MC

Mine - Minato x MC

Pull Over - Minato x MC

My Dirty Girl - Chiaki x MC

Surprise - Kaoru x MC

Loose Lips - Minato x MC

My Lips Are Sealed. - Akiyoshi x MC

Welcome Home. - Kaoru x MC

Kissed By the Baddest Bidder

Daddy & Peaches - Soryu x MC

How Do You Plead, Mr Detective? - Mamoru x MC

King Asshole - Eisuke x MC

Don’t Wake The Sloth - Eisuke x MC

What Do You Need From Me? - Eisuke x MC

How Do You Plead, Mr Detective Part 2 - Mamoru x MC

Get On Your Knees - Shuichi x Soryu x MC 

Let Them Know I Belong To You - Soryu x MC

Baba - Eisuke x MC

I Need A Cigarette - Mamoru x MC

Koro or Pommy? - Ota x MC

Coffee - Black, No Sugar. - Shuichi x MC

Idiot. - Hikaru x MC

Boss - Soryu x MC

How Do Threesomes Work? - Mamoru x Baba x MC

Some Kind Of Drug. - Eisuke x MC

Happy Birthday, Baby. - Mamoru x MC

An Idiot In Love. - Hikaru x MC

Discipline & Punishment. - Hikaru x MC

Cum With Me. - Eisuke x MC

Fairy Tale. - Ota x MC

Front Row Seats. - Ota x MC

Bloody Hell. - Luke x MC

Special Performance. - Ota x MC

How Do You Plead Mr. Detective? Part 3. - Mamoru x MC

Metro PD: Close to You

Side by Side - Eiki x MC

Cat & Mouse - Eiki x MC

Yes, Sir. - Kirisawa x MC

My Last First Kiss

Thank You, Tequila - Ayato x MC

Time of Death 3:43pm - Ayato x Taka x MC

I will Always Choose You - Riku x MC 

2:47am - Taka x MC

Heavenly Bodies - Ayato x Riku x MC

Take A Break - Ayato x MC

Minx. - Riku x MC

After School Affairs

Babe - Rikiya x MC 

Enchanted In The Moonlight

Disgusting Table Manners - Shinra x MC

Show Off. - Kyoga x MC

300 followers smut series; OTBS - The Bet.


Chapter 1; Akiyoshi Zaizen

Chapter 2; Chiaki Yuasa

Chapter 3; Minato Okouchi

Chapter 4; Shusei Hayakawa

Chapter 5; Tsumugu Kido

Chapter 6; Kaoru Kirishima


300 followers smut continuation; KBTBB - Revenge.


Revenge - 1. Shuichi

Revenge - 2. Luke

Revenge - 3. Baba

Revenge - 4. Ota

Revenge - 5&6. Soryu & Mamoru

Revenge - 7. Eisuke


300 followers smut continuation; OTBS X KBTBB - Pushiment.


  • Derek falling asleep in his loft at 7 am after running all night under the full moon in wolf form
  • Derek curling up in a patch of sunlight on the floor because it’s warm
  • Derek shifting back to human from in his sleep and mumbling incoherent things about beards, bunnies and big teeth
  • Dere waking up at noon covered with a blanket and a pillow half tucked under his head
  • Derek trudging groggily to the kitchen to find hot coffee on the counter and Stiles reading some online article on another supernatural creature
  • Derek kissing Stiles on the nose and sipping his coffee blissfully
  • Derek being dragged to the couch for cuddles because it’s Sunday and Stiles is lazy and they have all the time in the world
  • Derek falling asleep again with no nightmares to haunt him because this, this is home and it’s warm and it’s safe and it’s Stiles
What I would be like as MC
  • Be My Princess: All I wanted to do today was chill in my own apartment and watch Netflix, but look what going outside got me. I'm in a palace, dressed in an expensive dress, dancing with a prince. God pinch me, because I MUST be dreaming.
  • Kissed By The Baddest Bidder: So this is my punishment for breaking something really valuable? Being bought by my rude boss and 4 other men for 20 million dollars. *sarcasm* This is going to be fun.
  • Our Two Bedroom Story: *walks into house and sees my stepbrother in my new house* Let me guess, your dad gave me the wrong address and key because I was not told that I was gonna see you here unless he left out that little detail...
  • My Forged Wedding with 7 rings: *repeats to self quietly* He just in it for the money, he wants to be the head of the company. He doesn't love me, he loves this opportunity.
  • Dreamy Days In West Tokyo: it's been a long time...and you guys have changed A LOT in the looks department *smile*.
  • My Last First Kiss: My heart needs stop fawning over my first love or I'll break it myself.
  • Star Crossed Myth: You think I can wash away your sins like you can snap your fingers and stop time? Oh honey, I don't even know how to drive a car yet much less know how to wash away a sin.
  • Be My Princess 2: *casually* You know in another life I married your grandfather.
  • Enchanted In The Moonlight: Hey look, Yokai in my backyard.