first i dont like anyone ever

Recovering past lives:

Close your eyes.

You are in a long hallway. There are thousands of doors to your left and right. Between each door is a marble pillar, elegant and strong. The walls are a deeper shade of your favorite colour. Torches dimly light your path. A long thin carpet lines the floor, straight. Each door is a different design and shape. Open the door to your left. It will take you to a memory. Where are you? WHO are you? Is anyone with you? There is nothing you can do here, this is a memory and it will play out the same each time. Don’t try to force it, let it play out. You can leave by turning around. The same door you entered from will be behind you. No matter where you go, the door out will always be behind you. You will enter back into the hall way. Good luck.

*note: if you encounter a mirror that does not reflect your appearance, step through it

*note-note: If you encounter anyone else walking into and out of doors that you didn’t willing invite in, close and lock all the doors. There should be a key to the doors in your pocket. Proceed to the very last door, it is not marked by any pillars. This door leads nowhere. You control everything in this hallway, the hall is yours. Open the last door and let out the wolves.

*note-note-note: The doors farther down the hall are older. The last door (if you ever reach it) is your first life.

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Soo I had an idea at 2am

…is anyone even into this love triangle besides me?

Yes I’m working on next pages and gonna upload them soon

Yes I hate my handwriting too

Yes I know this is ridiculous in every aspect

I know how it looks like but I swear I’m not 12

Now with Part 2!

I’m such a liar.
When you see me, you’ll think of me as the strongest girl you’ll ever meet.
When you look at me, you’ll see a person who’s never easily hurt, while actually I can be easily hurt with a look.
When you look at me, you’ll see me holding myself like a proudly moving lioness, while if you look closely all you see is a soft kitten who needs a lot of care in order to survive.
When you see me in some situations in life, you’ll think of me as a marvelous iceberg; strong and cold, the kind of cold that is never affected, but if you know, and you’ll never know, I feel the fire burning my heart, I feel like a mad volcano that is never cooling down.
When you look at me, you’ll get the vibe that I never ever needed anyone nor will I ever do, and dont worry about that, I’m very talented at giving that vibe. But, deep down, I need, I need so badly to feel safe in someone’s arms, someone who could understand, someone who could hold something as fragile as me.
Yes, I’m a liar, a huge deceiver. So please don’t believe me when you first see me, because maybe you’re the one who could know how to heal the broken heart I hold.
—  Infinite excerpts.

honestly lately i’ve been wondering if i really liked season 1 as much as i did–season 2 has just been so bad overall, with a few shining moments but overrall: tedious

and then we had that scene, with cat and kara.

(and yes i’m still dying at “it just feels like this pain isn’t going to go away” “well, that’s what i said about childbirth” i’ve found a quip that beats should i call your mother a car? no, she can take her broom)

talking about emotions, talking about how kara has been feeling, how one of the reasons she started dating mon-el was because everyone in her life was in a relationship and she wanted that, for the first time all fucking season we got to hear kara, the protagonist’s view, on her relationship and why she was ever in one when she never seemed to like her boyfriend in the first place

and making a very profound moment, about emotion, about vulnerability, going into depth why this can be a strength, with something that isn’t just a cheesy line–this was something that i had to think about after hearing. and the entire time it was about kara, about dealing with pain and loss and for once this season something that i would want young girls to consider, to think about, great advice for anyone getting out of a relationship, especially with someone they maybe dont even really like, but just don’t want to be single, and all delivered so very well by the brilliant calista flockhart

this scene was all about kara. and so very little this season has been about the titular character. sure, cat talked about her own life–but that was to give kara context for what she was experiencing, to know that she wasn’t alone–the exact opposite of the isolation they’ve had kara go through the majority this season, with only monel to turn to even if she didnt really want to.

this scene reminded me of why i would stay awake until 3 am last semester abroad in ireland to watch this show, why i loved it in the first place–all with only a day and a half of filming from calista.

tl;dr calista your husband is a pilot please have him fly to you to filming every other week for a day trip or two we love you and miss you and melissa probably misses you more she got to be a protagonist again for the first time in ages

Originally posted by keltop

anonymous asked:

On a scale of 1 to 10 how likely do you think is the possibility of Sheith being canon? - Sincerely, a very distraught Sheith shipper who doesn't know whether she should trust the overwhelming staff support for Sheith as something more or just bait.

oh i think theres a good chance actually! i wouldnt believe that if not for 1 korrasami and 2 the staff already voicing that lgbt representation is something important to them that they’d like to add. sheith has a lot of backing from staff, both the writers and vas. and its nice to see that, even with some fans demanding that staff stop “withholding information” and outright writing callout posts about even the showrunner and episode directors for supporting shieth, that they haven’t stopped. there seems to be this general sentiment that the staff owes those kinds of fans something when?? its the writers’ story not theirs? and im glad they’ve made it clear that they aren’t willing to compromise decisions they’ve already made in the writing to suit what’s popular (see: “space mom” allura). 

so anyway: what’s done is done. and from what we have, i think season 2 basically establishes two potential love interests for keith: Shiro and allura. both are kinda unpopular with a lot of the fandom, but based on character interactions so far theyre the two that make the most sense to me. so anyway, i think that sheith has just as good a shot as kallura, which fans are already recognizing as something possibly romantic. There’s a bunch of parallels in their interactions i really like: 

  • shiro and allura are both represented as opposite sides of the scale in reaction to keith’s galra reveal. or, on a scale of allura to shiro, how well do you handle keith being galra after youve gotten close to him?
  • they both hug keith goodbye in this private moment to see him off before a dangerous mission. these scenes also both relate to keith being galra—shiro showing his support immediately after bom, and allura apologizing for her (quite understandable) reaction
  • both ships have an episode where they’re separated from the team and get a lot of one on one character development—see arc of traujeer  and across the universe/blade of marmora 
  • keith is the one who reassures both shiro and allura that the team needs them–who would open wormholes? and Nothing is gonna happen 

so anyway, in terms of which pairing i think is most likely, its either of those two, and id be happy with either ;;    but some other things shieth has going for it: 

  • its the ship i can most easily see being lgbt representation 
  • they already have an established backstory, one that we havent even explored yet, and we know whatever happened it was monumental enough that keith says shiro literally changed his life 
  • shiro is the person keith most desperately wants to see. out of everyone, lying there dying on the floor, the person he wants is shiro. whether you see it as platonic or romantic, its obvious that 1 keith loves him and 2 shiro is the most important person in his life. he doesnt even stay for his dad, but he does chase after the fake shiro
  • seems like theyre fated to keep getting separated and then reuniting, i dunno that seems pretty fairytale to me 
  • keith’s intro scene being his rescue of shiro. right when we first meet keith, we automatically associate him with shiro 
  • shiro wants keith to pilot black, and they already both share a mental link with her 
  • keith’s first and last lines right now are both “Shiro”
  • shiro seeing keith’s hallucinations in bom is, to me, the most deeply interpersonal, intimate scene in the entire series. its one thing to talk to another character about your feelings, but its another to be right there with them in their head. shiro saw a part of him that i dont think anyone else ever will 
  • i talked about this in my hug post a bit but while keith kinda represents this galra side of shiro (he’s the right arm of voltron and shiro’s right arm is also galra) it seems like shiro represents keith’s humanity. keith is humanized by his compassion and vulnerability with shiro. shiro is basically shown to be the one thing tying keith to earth–his family was gone, and he really had no other friends. he was lost without the garrison. after shiro was taken he had nothing left. he’s one of the only paladins who never expresses being homesick. Whatever good memories he had of earth, im guessing shiro was a big part of them. and shiro is the one there when keith finds out he’s galra, is the first one to reassure him. 
  • they mirror each other in a lot of their scenes 
  • seems to get a lot of staff support 

anyway i think it has a pretty fair shot, but that’s just my take on it. as for queer baiting in general, im already seeing people talk about that, but like…we’re 24 or so episodes into a 78 confirmed episode series. major ships aren’t gonna be cannon for a while now, so i think its best to wait a little and give some more time for relationships to develop. korrasami wasnt even a thing until the very end. and while i dont think that will be the case here, i think we just need to give it a little more time. id like to believe theyre sincere about lgbt representation, and would rather them take their time to develop it properly than get something just thrown together and feel like my identity was just reduced to a stereotype 

chensung headcanons
  • chensung is actually one of the cutest ships to ever exist sorry i dont make the rules ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  • the ‘first love’ relationship dynamic
  • it’s like puppy love except it’s amplified by a billion
  • the relationship where they think theyll be together forever because they genuinely have not loved anyone more than they love each other
  • they’d honestly and truly put their life on the line for each other
  • theyre so naive and they dont know a lot but they do know that they love each other more than anything
  • they just click so naturally and can just roam the world for days on end without getting tired of each other
  • chenle luVS HUGS
  • WILL FALL INTO JISUNG’S ARMS ANYTIME ANYDAY
  • “hey chen what do we have for homewoRK- aaaand ur in my arms and we are hugging”
  • THE PLAYFUL RELATIONSHIP
  • probably tasers each other for fun
  • if you dont know what i mean by taser i just mean jabbing each other on the side like theyre being ‘shocked’ idek i just realized people might not know what thAT MEANT
  • like have you seen them resting their hands on each other’s thighs
  • chenle probably does that out of instinct now
  • he’s just so used to it and he wont get any reaction from jisung unless he squeezes his thighs
  • *aggressive thigh squeezing war*
  • that sounds bad
  • sleEPOVERS IN THE LIVING ROOM
  • CONFIRMED, SORRY I DONT MAKE THE RULES 
  • they dont cuddle bc theyre still young and awkward
  • ok jisung’s still young and awkward
  • chenle hugs onto jisung like a koala bear
  • he swings his leg over jisung and wraps his arms around him and just buries his face in his neck and aHH BOYFRIENDS
  • COMPLIMENTS EACH OTHER UNTIL EVERYONE TELLS THEM TO SHUT THE FUCK UP
  • HONESTLY AND TRULY, THE TYPE OF COUPLE TO GO “u hang up” “no u hang up!!” “no U hang up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
  • supportive bfs who cheer each other on like their life depend on it
  • i feel like when they hug, chenle pretends to be a smol bit shorter so his head is like right by jisung’s chest and jisung can just hold him like that and ruffle his hair and it gives him easier access to kiss chen’s head oh my gosh
  • they give each other The Look™️️ that makes the other burst into laughter
  • jisung lives for chenle’s cute giggles and his OHMAIGADs
  • THEIR !!!!!!!! HAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIFFERENCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • sometimes in the middle of the night when they have their living room sleepovers, jisung will take chenle’s hand and just hold them together to see the difference
  • and chenle probably laughs and tells him to fuck off but jisung always laces their hands together and peppers kisses all over chenle’s face
  • “im the hyung in this relationship” “shut the fuck up jisung before i smack that ugly ass smirk off your face” “>:((((((((((((((((((((((((“
  • chensung are like markhyuck in the ‘ur my best friend for life and im dating u’ relationship but chensung’s so much softer
  • markhyuck are like blazing stars in the middle of the night, spontaneous and unpredictable but chensung are soft and slow like the early mornings when everything’s still hazy and mangled
  • they probably havent had their first real kiss yet
  • like sure jisung kisses chenle’s forehead and chenle kisses jisung’s cheek and all that cute shit but theyre probably too afraid to kiss each other on the lips
  • that or chenle’s waiting for jisung to pull the first move
  • “angery reacts only >:((((” “shut the FUCK up jisung omg”
  • chenle calls jisung baobei and refuses to tell jisung why so he ends up asking renjun and turns bright red every time chenle calls him that
  • chenle !!! teaching !!!! jisung chinese !!!!!!!!
  • their selfie game is 2 strong and it scares the other members
  • hugs to make up for everything
  • at least that’s how chenle apologiZES 
  • jisung’s the type to stare at chenle dreamily like he’s in some kdrama and he’s the soft cute lead
  • and everybody knows when he’s just completely out of it
  • his eyes just melt into this soft brown and this smolsmolsmol smile just sticks to his face
  • and every time chenle catches him in the act, jisung just laughs and so does chenle and they just find their way to each other
  • ok jisung probably makes chenle play video games with him and gets mad when chenle kicks his ass
  • “I THOUGHT YOUVE NEVER PLAYED THIS GAME BEFORE” “i havent!!!”
Actor x Reader Imagines or Headcanons

alright, friends. sit down. we’re going to have a chat about boundaries.

so lately, i’ve been seeing a lot of headcanons or imagines based around newsies actors, like ben fankhauser, akb, btc, or sky, some of which are nsfw and based around sexual acts. so i have several things to say about why that is Bad.

1. im willing to guess that you do not know these actors. you have seen videos of them, maybe interviews, maybe youve met them at a stagedoor or interacted on twitter. but you dont know them. you dont know how they would react in those situations.

2. it can be extremely uncomfortable for the actors! they dont know you, and knowing that there are people out there fantasizing about you can be extremely awkward, and puts them in an uncomfortable position.

3. its actually dangerous to the fandom. when we put celebrities up on a pedestal like that, it gives them power. thats how fans, especially young fans, end up being taken advantage of by celebrities. im not saying that anyone in the newsies cast would take advantage of anyone, but again, i dont know them.

4. its especially awkward when youre writing nsfw headcanons. first of all, sexuality and sexual acts are extremely personal things that you cant just assume about someone. second of all, this is a very young fandom. chances are that a lot of the people writing or reading these nsfw posts are minors, and every one of the newsies cast is an adult. i dont really feel like i should have to explain why that is bad.

5. they can see this stuff. have you ever googled yourself before? im quite sure that a lot of this cast goes on tumblr and types in their name. a lot of what they see is going to be fun screenshots or maybe art! but imagine if you were googling yourself and you found a stranger on the internet writing about what it would be like to have sex with you. i mean, we know for sure that akb is on tumblr, and im willing to bet that other cast members are too, and we just dont know it.

now, you might be thinking “i do this as a coping mechanism! it’s innocent! what can i do instead?!”

clearly you have some creativity that you want to get out. write a fic! channel those scenarios out into characters, whether its fanfiction or your own original creations! im not personally a fan of character x reader fics but theyre not inherently problematic, so you could do that! or draw! or talk to a friend about whatever youre going through!

just know that as much as you might love the newsies cast, they don’t know you, they arent your friends, and theyre human. they are in no way more than you.

this is okay to reblog!

Shameless Preferences 5- Ian and Mickey dating would include

Gallavich dating would include:

  • “Fuck you Gallagher”
  • Mickey caring and loving for Ian but not being able to say how he feels 
  • Helping Ian through the bipolar 
  • Fiona still not being sure about it all
  • “Mickey fucking Milkovich?”
  • Lip being surprised when he sees how well Mickey treats the carrot boy
  • “Fire crotch”
  • Ian taking care of Yev
  • Ian showing Mickey that showing love doesn’t make you week
  • Mickey waking up to nightmares about Ian leaving 
  • Mandy being your biggest supporter 
  • Carl asking how the sex works 
  • Mickey being bottom
  • Sex, like all the time. they have so much passion and lust for each other 
  • Stev not likeing Ian, and Ian not liking her 
  • Mickey making sure Ian has taken his meds 
  • Although Mickey wont ever say this out loud one of his favourite things is holding Ian in his arms, Mickey feels as if he is protecting the taller boy from the world and thats all he wants to do
  • Them getting high and talking about the future, which Mickey turns to Ian and says “Well of course your in mine, I dont want it with anyone else”
  • Mickey saying “I love you” for the first time
  • Mickey trying to kiss Ian and Ian says “ Try and kiss me and Ill rip your tongue out” which earns Ian a “Oh fuck you gallagher”
  • Mickey being amazing with Liam “Uncle Icky” 
  • Ian  thinking Mickey looks so handsome in his sleep
  • Having a few “Fag moments” Here and there
  • “Ian what you and I have makes me free”

Originally posted by escapetoreallife

anonymous asked:

Super personal question that I will 100% understand if you dont answer: How would you describe the feeling/experience of being demisexual? I'm currently questioning myself but I don't have anything to compare it to so I'm just super lost.

Well I had never felt sexually attracted to anyone or had ever loved anyone before. Then when I started dating my date mate I started feeling both (love and sexual attraction) for them. It was super strange at first because I was like wtf are these feelings what’s happening. But that’s what made me realize that im not fully asexual, that I’m just on the spectrum.

i hope you all enjoy my v professional banner.

but ANYWAY, I meant to do this when I actually hit 10k followers, but I think by now we all know what has happened, and I finally feel like celebrating.

It’s been a wild ride, from starting out this blog as war-of-hormoan to settling into this new chapter as ricepot-jisung, but I wouldn’t trade any of it! The past year+ of running this blog has brought so many amazing friendships and people into my life and I am v grateful for anyone I have ever interacted with on this blog.

Even though I am currently on hiatus from writing, the constant love and support you show for my work is truly overwhelming. I honestly never thought that posting the first chapter of the city (please dont read it, i cringe) would lead this silly blog to where it is now. 

I can’t say hank you enough! And please know that when I say that I love you from the bottom of my heart, I truly mean it.

So, it only seems right to highlight some of my favorite blogs and people and content creators that make my dash a little bit brighter every day!

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Jace: Alec. Alec!

Alec: What do you want bitch?

Jace: How dare you!

Alec: Yeah, I said it.

Jace: How dare you!

Alec: Yeah, I said it.

Jace: How dare you!

Alec: I don’t even care….and he, he agrees with me.

Simon: Yeah what do you want bitch?

Alec: Will you shut the fuck up?

I’d like to personally respond to the allegations made against me

First of all I would like to emphasis that I have always been a strong supporter of the belief to trust the abused before the abuser. So this has been a particularly hard pill to swallow. I understand why one would quickly jump to conclusions on who to blame here. And yet, I am saddened and terrified by the amount of hate and death threats I have been receiving.

I have not at any given moment, ever, actively sided with anyone who to me appeared to be an abuser. In any form. Never would I stay silent in a situation where I were to witness any kind of harassment or wrongdoing. NO matter what relationship I’d have with that person. I am a very honest person who puts kindness first. I have met many of my mutuals on here in real life and hope they can testify. But, in the end we can all just trust our own judgement.

What I can say about these accusations is that they are NOT TRUE:

The person who is accusing me (and a handful of others) of these things has never been open about their real age towards me (or any other of said group). The whole time I communicated with that person I was of the belief that they were in their early twenties. At no point did I know or think I was interacting with a MINOR. I have only learned of their real age months after I have already stopped talking to them all together. So to accuse me of actively looking the other way when a minor was being harassed is neither true nor fair to claim in any way.

There has not been any form of harassment in the group chats I have been part of.

Never have I witnessed Addy harassing anyone, not said accuser and not anyone else.
However, said person on the other side has later admitted to be a pathological liar in various situations to many different people.

By now there are posts going around that can verify these points with screenshots. (I also have proof of this. If you are interested and want to see them, contact me off anon)

I know I cannot change anyone’s opinions on these matters, but since I’ve not just witnessed but now been falsely accused of such serious accusations ALL I CAN DO is to ask you to think critically about everything you read. Actively consider what you see on Tumblr, what you like, reblog and share with others, who you are actually following and who you blindly believe. Such accusations can have a life changing impact on everyone involved.

I know this is a lot to ask for and yet of such vital importance.

To me, this is an attack on all the progress we as a society seem to have made in the past months. This is an insult to those who truly struggle in life because of past abuse.

So before you blindly repost things: Think of those affected and hurt by harassment and abuse. Think of those struggling with self hatred and suicidal thoughts. But also think of those whose life have been turned into hell by being wrongfully accused.

But please, whatever you decide to do: treat PEOPLE with kindness.

boyfriend!Jungkook
  • before jungkook even thinks of confessing to you first, he’s going to try and figure out some way to guarantee that you like him before he takes any steps forward
  • this will probably include him teasing you about any “crushes” you have, he’ll probably even pull in taehyung and jimin to help him out and be like “hey…do you know who they like??” and taehyung will start laughing and be like JUNGKOOK YOU LIKE THEM DONT YOU and jimin will be like ???? wait you like them???? i thought you were just curious about who they like??? and basically jungkook learns: never ask for secretive help from the 95 line
  • but at some point jungkook decides that you know what hes just has to tell you because although he’ll never say it outloud, the softness of your smile and the happiness that you bring up in his heart is something he can’t just play off anymore
  • so he does tell you,,,, after like three failed attempts to get you alone and when he does you can see it’s hard for him because he acts like this over confident kid but in real life he’s just as insecure and nervous as anyone else and you know when the three words come out ‘i like you’ they’re the most genuine thing jungkook has ever said to you
  • your first dates are all more like friends hanging out,,, you go to the arcade and battle each other in all the games trying to win more tickets but when you’re like one hundred short of the big teddy bear jungkook gives you the remaining amount and then turns away so u dont see him get red in the face 
  • you go to like the movies, usually comedies or action films and you two laugh and have a good time but it’s not exactly romantic 
  • like your fingers brush in the popcorn and jungkook has like an electric shock run up through him because god he wants to hold your hand but ….. ???/? would you want that???? he needs to know
  • finally after like four or five dates of you just chilling with each other, usually going to crowded places like amusement parks, arcades, or the zoo jungkook is finally like ‘we text all the time, they keep going on dates with me, i can do this. i can kiss them.’
  • and so for the first time ever he invites you to a late dinner and it’s at a small little place tucked away near bighit but the food is really good and jungkook’s like ‘it’s a gem for me and the hyungs……im glad you like it’
  • and you guys like talk….much deeper than before and you learn some things about jungkook that shock you, you know that he’s always putting on the most positive front to keep others happy and sometimes he teases to show he has confidence, but somehow you see that that isn’t always just the reason and you know you spill some personal stuff to and you leave the place (jungkook does not let you pay he was like we could split halves but if jin hyung finds out he’ll call me cheap forever) 
  • and as he’s walking you home he’s looking at you from the side of his eye and he’s like …. their lips….look…..soft……jungkook get urself together
  • and he totally gives himself this inner peptalk and he like leans in a couple times to put his hand on your waist but keeps hesitating and pulling back
  • and u notice ofc but u kinda wanna see him pull the first move but by his third attempt you just stop walking and you’re like ‘come here’ u pull him down by the collar and just kiss him gently and u pull back and jungkook is just……..there are just stars in his eyes but he’s also smirking and ur like???/ and he’s like
  • “you like me a lot don’t you?”
  • and you’re like SRSLy jungKOOK rigHT NOW with tHE TEasing 
  • you wanna hit him but he runs ahead chuckling and you like chase him through the streets its cute heh
  • so jungkook slowly and steadily gets more stable in his confidence to like initiate romantic things with you he starts holding your hand and giving you small kisses, but mostly in private because he has this protective feeling over you like you learn this later but he’s like ‘i want to be the only one to see your face after we kiss….i really like it’ (cheese lord right here)
  • but anyway one day you come over to watch him play basketball with the hyungs and like when his team wins he runs over to like high five you but u lean up to kiss him and congratulate his victory and like literally 
  • jungkook almost falls over on the spot
  • like the boy almost goes down like the london bridge 
  • the rest of bts burts out into laughter like taehyung does NOT Let the maknae live after that
  • jungkook gets a lil pouty at u for it but ur poking his cheek like ‘hey hey,,,, it’s not my fault u got so shocked’ and hes like ‘kissing me in front of the hyungs??? that’s like signing my death wish ……’ 
  • did i mention that dating jungkook also means youre now jin’s child in law basically like he treats you like it
  • makes you and jungkook call him both to make sure you are ok when you’re out on late dates
  • if you don’t jin gives you an ear full on safety precautions and how “you kids” worried him to death 
  • taehyung and jimin become like your best friends
  • taehyung helps you play pranks on jungkook like all the time but like he also plays pranks on you and jungkook like once he ‘accidentally’ leaned his head on your shoulder while you were over for a movie marathon just to see it piss jungkook off and when jungkook put ice cubes down his shirt as revenge taehyung whined to u like ‘ur boyfriend is so extra’ but u were like ‘that’s what u get for fake flirting with me nerd’ 
  • jimin is so soft he’s always like ‘tell me if jungkook is treating you right! ill get on that lil demons butt if he’s not ^^’ and you’re like omg thank u and tbh ur always like scolding jungkook if he says anything about jimin being small or w/e and jungkook is like “ur dating me not jimin stop worrying about him” and ur like “wow taehyung was right u get so extra when your jealous” 
  • jungkook like 24/7: im not the jealous type
  • bts: UHUH Ok .mmmmHMMMM
  • as you get comfortable with skinship you learn jungkook absolutely adores giving you back hugs,,, like if you go in for a hug, he somehow turns it into a big hug
  • buries his head in the crook of your neck, nuzzles your hair, tells you the most cutely embarrassing things only because you cant see his face so he is safe 
  • but also whispers like “i drank all the juice even though you told me not to, sorry babe’ and u turn around to scold him but he’s running away laughing…..this is also a habit of his hehe
  • but no seriously he loves holding you in his arms like that and he is always the big spoon if you nap together
  • he does this thing where he pulls you just closer and closer as he gets sleepier and it’s so cute hehe u can feel his lips on the side of your neck sometimes and youre like “jungkook-’ but he’s already knocked out
  • deep into the relationships like half of your dates are either at the dorm/practice room with you and jungkook like watching anime on some laptop or the tv, usually like you two are laying upside down off the couch or are sprawled out on the floor and jin is always like ‘u two are such children!!!!!! jungkook take them out somewhere fancy!!!!’ but ur like no worries mama jin watching anime and feeding each other like nachos is my ideal type of date rofl
  • jungkook always lets you borrow clothes when u come over to the dorm
  • like he has this endless supply of big flannels and white t-shirts so ur always like laying around wrapped in the sleeves of his big flannel and namjoon is like smh is that your couple item? a damn flannel? and u and jungkook are like we are a simple couple
  • if u wear something cute jungkook doesn’t really comment but if you ask like ‘do i look nice?’ he gives you this smile slash smirk and you’re like what does that mean but he just shrugs
  • he can be so aggravating
  • once tried to used your head as an elbow rest and you almost tackled him for it
  • yoongi in the back like:SMAck dOWn 
  • jungkook also carries you to annoy you
  • like you can get up perfectly fine by yourself but jungkook scoops you up in his hands and is like ‘let’s go to the kitchen and get some snacks’ ur like i can walk i have feet but he’s just laughing like ‘i know, but im so strong right???? im such a good boyfriend’ ur like omf no ur being unnecessary 
  • but he is strong,,,,,it’s nice what no you didn’t say that
  • once you and jungkook bought a goldfish on impulse and named it ‘iron man’ and jin was like oh my god can you two even keep that thing alive for more than a week???
  • (probably not sorry iron man)
  • so like when jungkook kisses you remember how he’s like ‘i want to keep it private, this is just for us’ well he’s like that because its kind of his nature to keep things he loves all to himself and also like he’s such a slow kisser sometimes it drives you insane 
  • his kisses are like always soft never applying to much pressure and his lips move only when yours do…..he’s probably a fan of running his tongue over the roof of your mouth slowly, keep you two pressed tightly together for as long as possible with his hand no the back of your neck or on your lower back
  • you’re kinda like expecting him to snap or something, but he likes having you wait and you know want him to do more but knowing that he won’t 
  • jungkook won’t admit it but he loves it when you initiate kisses first, especially if he’s just droning on about something and you’re like ‘come here, instead of talking let’s make out’
  • in his head he’s like hell yes sign me up but on the outside hes like ‘aw you can’t wait a little lon-’ thankfully you shut him up pretty fast 
  • once taehyung got a photo of you kissing and threatened to show it to jin so jungkook did aegyo and let him record it as a payment for him to delete the picture you were like omg and jungkook was like “i sacrifice so much for us” rofl
  • jungkook and you want to go to disneyland and one day you plan to and tbh you two got to the amusement park in seoul and get matching cute headbands but thats like the only couple item u guys really have
  • minus like the flannel he bought you for a holiday once
  • and also probably like adidas slippers hoseok gave u two as a gift on ur 100th day or smthing
  • jungkook does this annoying thing where he lays his head on your stomach while you’re laying down on your phone and ur like ur heavy get off but he does not. he is like “ill get off when u put down ur phone and pay attention to me” hes like 5 
  • you guys eat street food when you don’t get to have dinner and jin nags no matter what but nothings better then walking by the han river in the night breeze holding hands and eating snacks ,,,,, its simple but to you and jungkook its relaxing 
  • once he changed your ringtone to a linkin park song and it was so loud when he called u u almost screamed 
  • in revenge you deleted gdragons albums off his phone 
  • a beautiful relationship really amazing
  • but in all seriousness when you’re down, jungkook can be awkward or clumsy, but he is caring. he really hates seeing you upset but he knows when he needs to give you space because he believes in you and knows you can fix your own problems but if you need him there, he will be there.
  • he’s not good with words but he’s good at knowing what you need like if you really need to call another friend or if you just really need a cup of your favorite tea like he’s got you. no problem. it’s like some sort of telepathy between you two
  • and you have it for jungkook too like he will never out right say he’s sad or needs to lean on your for support but you know when he’s going through something dark like you can read him and it’s comforting for him because he isn’t the type to say it specifically so thankfully you love him enough to know yourself
  • but for the most part you and jungkook are a giggling couple of fun, excitement. like people see the two of you and are reminded of their young first loves it’s so cute
  • jungkook made a photo of you sleeping-in a face mask his phone background so you made a bad fantaken of him yours and you two instead of getting mad just high fived each other for being so witty
  • jungkook shyly kissing your forehead for the first time and you being like “let me kiss yours” and him holding his bangs down like ‘nooooo way’ 

if someone’s done something truly shitty, and i mean “exploited women for sexual gratification”-level shitty, an apology shouldnt be enough for anyone to forgive or even slightly respect them again. its the base level “i recognize this is wrong thing to do” first step. if its something like that i dont think they should ever be respected ever again but they havent even done anything to make amends and nothings changed at all. actions matter, not words in cases like that

my first kiss went a little like this

“You’ve never kissed anyone before?” Phichit asks and can’t help the disbelief coating his words. His roommate of only three months blushes bright red and mumbles something inaudible in response.

And because Phichit is feeling a little mischievous, he says, “Sorry, what was that?”

Yuuri glares at him slightly before he repeats himself a little louder this time, “I’ve just never had the time, with skating and all and besides, no one was ever interested in me anyways.”

Phichit gasps in outrage. “How dare you say that!” He cries out and Yuuri gives him a bemused look. How could no one have been interested in Yuuri? Phichit just couldn’t believe that, not with the number of people on campus that were crushing on Yuuri. That’s not even counting their rinkmates and the other tenants of their apartment building!

“Are you sure no one’s been interested in you? Not even one person?”

“I mean, I don’t blame them, I’m just another dime-a-dozen skater and I’m so plain and I’m not that attractive and–”

“Yuuri!” Phichit interjects, his eyes wide. “None of those are true at all???” He’s slightly stunned. Does Yuuri really think of himself like that?

Yuuri sighs and shrugs slightly, starting to look a little closed off and Phichit immediately tries to think of a way to save the situation. He’s been working so hard to break down Yuuri’s walls the past few months and he did not want to start over from the beginning.

“I’d kiss you,” he blurts out without thinking and Yuuri’s head snaps up. Man, Phichit can’t believe he actually said that, he has no brain to mouth filter sometimes. Yuuri’s eyes meet Phichit’s and Phichit can’t control the blush that spreads across his cheeks.

“You don’t–I don’t need a pity kiss–!” Yuuri chokes out and Phichit makes a noise that probably sounds like a dying cow.

“It’s not a pity kiss!” Phichit interrupts in surprise. His mind races, “I’m just suggesting that we–that we practice kissing, you know? I haven’t kissed much people either and we can just be like, friends who kiss occasionally, yeah?” He keeps his tone casual and smiles brightly at Yuuri.

Yuuri stares at him with an odd expression and the nonchalant smile on Phichit’s face wavers slightly. This is so stupid, Yuuri is way out of his league. He probably hasn’t kissed anyone before because no one interested in him has ever met his standards and–

"Okay.”

Phichit’s smile drops and he gapes at Yuuri.

“Really?” He asks in awe and Yuuri smiles at him shyly.

Phichit beams and tries not to look too eager as he scoots over closer to Yuuri. The closer he gets to his friend, the tenser Yuuri gets.

“Hey,” he says in surprise, “If you don’t want to, it’s okay. I don’t want to force you into anything or make you uncomfortable.”

Yuuri shakes his head furiously and gives him a determined look from behind his glasses. “No, no. I want to do it. I want to practice kissing,” he insists.

“Please take care of me,” Yuuri adds in a mumble, ducking his head. Phichit grins widely. Too cute, he thinks to himself. He reaches over and brushes a hand through Yuuri’s fringe. Yuuri looks up then, his lips parted and–

“Okay!” He says cheerfully and doesn’t hesitate at all before he leans over and presses his lips chastely against Yuuri’s.

Yuuri’s lips are slack against his at first but then slowly, they move against Phichit’s.

Phichit sighs into the kiss happily and tilts his head slightly to deepen the kiss. Yuuri makes a surprised noise and Phichit can’t help but grin. Yuuri’s lips are a little dry and Phichit can feel him holding back but then slowly, Yuuri breathes out and with it, the tension he’s been holding follows.

It’s nothing more than a slide of lips against each other, no tongue involved at all in the minute they’re kissing. It’s not even in the Top 5 of Phichit’s hottest kisses but somehow–Somehow it’s perfect.

Yuuri pulls away, a little too soon in Phichit’s opinion, but the soft, shy smile on his face more than makes up for it.

“Was it okay?” Yuuri asks and Phichit swears in his head silently. How can a man 3 years older than him be so much cuter?

“I don’t know,” he teases and Yuuri’s face falls momentarily before Phichit continues, “I think I need another trial to check.”

Yuuri’s face reddens and Phichit is pleasantly surprised when this time, it’s Yuuri who leans in and presses his lips to his.

FIRST FOLLOW FOREVER

hi it’s me again unfortunately and i’m here with an ugly header bc!!

THANK YOU FOR 1,000+ FOLLOWERS!!

this is probably cheesy as heck but seriously i’m shatting my pants right bc how are there 1000 of u that like my trashy blog :’) thank you for all of you that stuck around since the beginning bc when i started this blog i literally thought i was gonna get like -2 followers LMAO y’all make me so happy all the time :(( and to EACH N EVERY MUTUAL EVEN IF WE’VE NEVER TALKED EVER i love u and i am probably your #1 fan ily and thank you for making tumblr 100000x better

Keep reading

This is the first persona I’ve ever made and ofc it just had to be a clownsona.. This is Hula, she’s a hoop dancer! I haven’t really come up with a story for her yet though sadly, I just wanted to get her appearance sketched out first.

Don’t Make it Awkward Master Post

Summary: @mizzamericnpie asked: Could you write a Dean x Reader where Dean finds out the reader is still a virgin? Maybe due to a bunch of bad experiences she gave up on ever being intimate with anyone. Dean’s going to fix that!

A/N: What started out as a simple ask exploded into almost 8,000 words for me. I had the story in my mind as soon as I read the ask, and I wasn’t expecting to have to chop it up into parts, but I’m happy with how it turned out. My first series! Feedback and constructive criticism always appreciated! Tag lists open!

Part One Here

Part Two Here

Part Three Here

Part Four Here

Also, if you feel like it, check out my Master List here!

First Hc!

@george-et-son-jardin

*d0 0ne where the beat1es are snarky teenagers*

Can do motherfucker. But this is my first hc ever, so if anything looks out of the ordianry, idfk.

🍓Paul is a huge fucking cunt to everyone.

🍓Talks like he’s tuff shit but he knows damn well anyone can beat his scrawny ass.

🍓Secretly just wants attention.

🍓John gets suspened from school bc he’s a delinquent, and a rebel without a clue.

🍓"I dont need school, I’m no loser.“

🍓REAL LIFE SUCKS THE LOSERS DRY, IF YOU WANNA FUCK WITH THE BEATLES, YOU GOTTA LEARN TO FLY. (WHERE MY HEATHERS SQUAD AT)

🍓George is high key a walking bomb threat. (This little thing? I’d hardly call this a bomb..)

🍓He pulled the fire alarm once and the four of them skipped class.

🍓Unnintentionally offends everyone.

🍓The one really quiet kid in the group of delinquents, but will scream at the top of his lungs if someone dared him to.

🍓John gets into fights every Friday at exactly 5:30 don’t miss it.

🍓Literally hates the world.

🍓Kinda emo.

🍓Closet bisexual.

🍓Has an obvious crush on Paul, but everyone is scared to ask if he really does.

🍓Ringo is smol but a sinammon roll.

🍓Makes fun of everyone and starts rumors.

🍓"John that guy over there said you’re queer.”

🍓Smokes in the bathroom.

🍓Buys and sells shoes for more than they’re worth.

🍓"Just because I’m short doesn’t mean I won’t pop you in the mouth..“

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged.”

I was tagged by @xintract

LAST:

Last drink: water
Last phone call: my dad called to pick me up 
Last text message: It’s either “^-^” or “kkkk”
Last song you listened to: Tooth Paste Kisses by The Maccabees
Last time I cried: I want to all the time


HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: thank god it’s no
Been cheated on: well… it doesn’t count
Kissed someone and regretted it: kinda?
Lost someone special: yup
Been depressed: All the time I function with the apathy it bring. I hate it
Been drunk and thrown up: Nah fam


IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: All the time actually 

Fallen out of love: yea it sucks

Laughed until you cried: yea, it was a literal rotfl
Met someone who changed you: Everyone I meet changes me in a way
Found out who your true friends were: Yes
Found out someone was talking about you: Yea, then I dropped them into a ditch. Or if it was good, I hugged them
How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: 2
Do you have any pets?: Kinda? The leopard gecko ain’t mine but I have a pet cactus
Do you want to change your name?: I ask people to call me something else sometimes… so no? My name has so many nicknames
What time did you wake up this morning?: 6:02
What were you doing last night?: Writing fanfiction
Name something you cannot wait for: October shipping weeks and my new figure drawing class
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nah
What’s getting on your nerves right now?: INFINITE SNEEZE
Blood type: My mom is O so I might be? I haven’t checked
Nickname: Cole, Nikki, Zoe
Relationship status: so single and so so desperate
Zodiac sign: leo
Pronouns: they/them or whatever 
Favorite tv show: I have so many just check my tags
College: Well… i’ll let you know when I get accepted
Hair color: Medium Brown

What do you like about yourself: My… creativeness?

FIRSTS:
First surgery: none actually

First piercing: well regular earing holes and I tired getting 2 more… TRIED 
First sport you joined: ha no. 
First vacation: San Francisco. I love it 
First pair of sneakers: how would I know?
Eating: H O W
Drinking: is this referring to alcohol? I love Dr. Pepper
I’m about to: Write some mean Xefmek
Listening to: Your Song by Ellie Goulding
Want kids: N O

Get married: I would kinda like to? I don’t think anyone would though
Career: Storyboard artist is what im striving for

WHICH IS BETTER:
Lips or eyes: eyes
Hugs or kisses: kisses
Shorter or taller: who cares?
Older or younger: idk
Romantic or spontaneous:  both? It depends

Sensitive or loud: uhhhhhh???

Hook up or relationship: relationship
Troublemaker or hesitant: ehhhhh I honestly dont have preferences for people


HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger: nope
Drank hard liquor: NO
Lost glasses/contacts: The real struggle
Sex on first date: uh no
Broken someone’s heart: I think maybe
Been arrested: nope
Turned someone down: when the only people who ever seem to like you all have stalkerish behavior… yea
Fallen for a friend: 2x trust me dont do it. Bad. It just hurts

DO YOU BELIEVE:
In yourself: sure
Miracles: yea why not
Love at first sight: only slightly
Heaven: only darkness after death
Santa Claus: I did… Once

Im tagging just people I know

@justafujoshixoxo @jacedraws101 @spaceblankie @trinityboillat 

huh… I thought I knew more people…