finding beauty out of shit

I realized that only thing that makes people special and unforgettable is their heart . Not their abilities or talents because there’s always someone else out there who has the same talents . Things like that is replaceable but you can’t replace the heart or seek out the same treatment a good person gave you in someone else .

6

have you ever listened to the mad girl’s love song? 

if you think you have, know you heard her all wrong.

inside her head is where you do not belong. 

now run, before her hold on you is, oh no, too strong. 

-Alexandria Drzewiecki

4

I would never let a guy degrade me like that.

                        Not a guy, of course. Lissa.

Boyfriend Moonbin
  • hIM USING HIS SMILE TO L I T E R A L L Y GET EVERYTHING HE WANTS AND IT ALWAYS WORKING
  • teaching you how to dance
  • waking up next him to find him awake and looking at you
  • “moonbin-ah.. why are you staring at me..”
  • “because you’re beautiful” >> LIKE, THIS CHEESY SHIT..<<
  • finding yourself belting out songs together and harmonizing perfectly
  • telling you how when he first saw you, he knew he instantly wanted to date you
  • dongmin forcing him to go and ask you out but halfway to you he turns around to dongmin and runs back
  • “why can’t you go ask her out?!”
  • “what if she rejects me?!”
  • “AISH”
  • cONSTANTLY TRYING TO PULL PRANKS ON YOU WITH THE HELP OF THE OTHER MEMBERS OF ASTRO LIKE GUYS CMON I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIENDS..
  • moonbin watching you get ready and just smiling
  • him getting all bashful when you compliment him
  • “you look handsome today”
  • *his face instantly gets red*
  • cooking by moonbin is either real good or real bad there is no inbetween
  • “what is this”
  • “ramyun”
  • “… why is it like a board”
  • SELFIES WITH HIM ARE REALLY STUPID LIKE HE’LL PINCH YOUR CHEEK FAT AND PULL IT AND TAKE THE SELFIE AND SAVOR THE PICTURE LIKE ??
  • sneaks pictures of you and sends them to your parents like “she’s here with me safe & warm”
  • holds your hand under the table while introducing his parents to you
  • takes you to normal places on a date one day then thE NEXT DAY HE’LL TAKE YOU TO LIKE SOME RANDOM ART MUSEUM THAT NO ONE’S EVER SEEN BEFORE LIKE WHERE DID THIS COME FROM I THOUGHT YOU DON’T EVEN LIKE ART
  • teaching you how to body roll properly
  • tries to get you up to dance
  • ends up picking you up and forcing you to dance
  • you could be like washing dishes or doing laundry aND HE’LL RANDOMLY COME UP BEHIND YOU AND THROW HIS ARMS AROUND YOUR WAIST LIKE MOONBIN
  • literally the flirtiest member out of the group hands down
  • HE’LL FLIRT TO YOU WITHOUT YOU REALIZING THEN LATER YOU’LL BE LIKE “oh u were flirting o i see”
  • has like 20 emojis next to your name consisting of inside jokes you two have and some hearts
  • waking up to a cup of coffee and a cute note
  • sURPRISING YOU WITH FOOD 24/7
  • watching him dance and finding it the most entertaining thing in the world
  • HIM MAKING YOU SIT BETWEEN HIS LEGS AND CUDDLE WHILE WATCHING A MOVIE
  • trying to make out every time you two go to a movie theATER WHICH IS PARTIALLY WHY HE ALWAYS PREFERS THEATRES ON YOUR DATES
  • not letting any of the other members sit by you because he always wants to sit beside you
  • resting his hand on your thigh while driving or just sitting in general
  • KAROKING IN THE CAR TOGETHER
  • moonbin always finding his way into your selfies
  • WATCHING HIM TAKE CARE OF TODDLERS AND BABIES AND JUST DYING AT HOW HE HANDLES THEM AND HOW MUCH HE LOVES CHILDREN
  • HIM ALWAYS PUTTING HIS ARM AROUND YOUR NECK WITHOUT REALIZING IT LIKE BOOOOY
  • watching him dance giRL GROUP DANCES WITH MINHYUK AND JUST DYING
  • inviting you to take bubble baths together
  • aND IF YOU JOIN HIM, GIVING HIMSELF A FRCKIN SHAMPOO MOHAWK
  • him spLASHING A LOT WHEN YOU TWO SWIM OR BATHE TOGETHEr
  • thinking about how he wants to marry you 24/7 and getting so frustrated because he can’t tell anyone how much he loves you without sounding weird
  • THINKING HE’S THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD WHEN HE WEARS BASEBALL CAPS
  • THEN HIM TAKING OFF HIS BASEBALL CAP WHICH IS WAAAAY TOO BIG FOR YOUR HEAD AND PUTTING IT ON THERE ANYWAYS
  • moonbin then adjusting your hair bc it got real messed up in the process
  • watching you from a distance and just observing
  • ALWAYS RESTS HIS CHIN ON YOUR SHOULDER WHILE GIVING BACKHUGS LIKE ……………………….
  • when he finally does end up proposing, he’ll do it in a public place so he can finally confess how much he loves you