find our way back

which road leads back to you? i’ll walk barefoot through thorns if only i could reach the beginning again. i’ll dig up the grave. i’ll shake the death off. i’ll decorate the abandoned house. i’ll give it cpr until it comes back gasping for air. i like when things aren’t perfect, anyway. we can cover up the bleeding parts with band-aids and kiss each others’ fault lines. this time will be better, i swear. i know you’re saying goodbye but i’m still trying to figure out ways to make this work. you’re saying our story’s over but i don’t believe you. i still think we’re going to find our way back to each other in the end. this isn’t over if i keep pretending. this isn’t over. this cannot be dead.

Must it be a tragedy, they way I loved you.
The way you loved me, with hopes of maybes
and might have beens.

Maybe someday, our story will be more than a tragedy.
Maybe one day we will find our way back to each other.
But maybe, someday, one day, somewhere
we’ll have the ending that we should’ve had.

You were the chapter of my life when I was good.
You were the love of my life, and I loved you.
For you my dear are my greatest of poems,
that way our love may never die.

—  The way I would turned us into poetry not a tragedy.//t.c

TO THOSE “ANTI VIXX ANTI LEO” FANS YALL BETTER FIND A FUCKING WAY TO BRING OUR BABY BACK TO INSTAGRAM. AFTER SHITTING AND HATING ON THE POOR BOY THAT DROVE HIM TO DEACTIVATE AND PRIVATE HIS TWITTER YALL BETTER BAND UP AGAIN AND APOLOGIZE. 

 IF YALL PETTY ASS JEALOUS ASS BRUNT NO COMMON SENSE BLACK HEART DISGUSTING HAVING ASSHOLES CAN BAND TOGETHER AND SENT HATE THEN YALL CAN ROUND UP ONCE MORE AND APOLOGIZED AND OWN UP TO YOUR MISTAKES. 

 PLUS I AINT DONE YET. YALL BETTER BUTTER THE FUCK UP TO TAEKWOON SO MUCH THAT THE CINNAMON ROLL FEELS ENDLESS AMOUNT OF GENUINE FORGIVENESS THAT IN THE FUTURE HE’LL POST SELFIES OF HIM SMILING 24/7. HE AND EVERYONE ELSE DESERVES HAPPINESS. GENUINE HAPPINESS. SMILES. LAUGHTER. FUN. ALL THAT HAPPY UNICORN GOLDEN POT OVER THE RAINBOW FEELING.

 IDOL OR NOT. NO ONE. I FUCKING REPEAT NO ONE. SHOULD BE SENT HATE FOR WHATEVER FUCKING REASON. IMMA SAY IT AGAIN FOR THE KIDS AT HOME AND EVERY ASSHOLE WHO I KNOW WILL DO IT AGAIN. LEO AKA JUNG TAEKWOON, VIXX AND EVERY IDOL AND HUMAN BEING IN THIS EARTH DOES NOT DESERVE HATE OR ANY MALICIOUS INTENTIONS TARGETED TOWARDS THEM. 

 IF YALL SALTY AS FUCK OVER YOUR BIAS BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP…THEN GOOD. STAY SALTY AND IN FACT THROW YOURSELF IN THE OCEAN TO MAKE IT EVEN MORE SALTY BECAUSE NO AMOUNT OF SALT IN THIS WORLD CAN COMPARE TO YALLS SALTY GRAINY GRUMPY HAVING ASSES. 

 WE DO NOT OWN LEO. WE DO NOT OWN OUR BIAS. WE DO NOT FUCKING OWN ANYONE.

Okay with everything going around and all these theories and the recent episode saying that the ghost rider’s eventually turn the people into one of them. I started imagining 6x09 or even 6x10 where they finally find stiles and all the memories come back and just as they think that this is it they have stiles back they’re never going to let anyone take him away from them again, the ghost riders take him. Whatever you do don’t imagine this. Don’t imagine Lydia crying running to be in stiles arms while scott is running behind her just as eager to hug his brother just to watch the ghost riders take him away again.

Originally posted by lance-mcclain

One of my all time favourite parts in Out Of The Woods are the lines “we were built to fall apart… then fall back together”
Because while most people would automatically think that is about a relationship between two people it also refers to us as people and sometimes it’s okay to fall apart and feel like things aren’t going to be okay… it’s okay to get lost along the way… it’s okay to fall apart… but once we find our feet again we will always fall back together the way we are meant to.
It is all part of our lives and our journeys…
Yeah we might have some cuts and bruises. But we are back together and stronger than we were before…

Sure, there are days when I need my space, and you need yours. But I know that we’ll always find our way back to each other. All the fights and obstacles that stand in our way have made us stronger. They’ve helped us learn about ourselves and realize things aren’t perfect. Hell, we wouldn’t know what to do if they were. I guess I’m trying to say I wouldn’t change anything about you. You’re the one I fell in love with, and days like today fall for you all over again. If by some miracle you’re reading this, just know that I will always love you.
‘Sometimes its not enough’, those words tore through me and broke my heart. Because it was true, it wasn’t enough, our love wasn’t enough and sometimes thats the way it has to be, but that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt. She was the love of my life, I’ve always struggled to write our story because it would never be an easy one. And I don’t think I’m ready to get over you and let you go. I watched as you cried darling and it took every fibre of my being not to comfort you like I used too, because I couldn’t. That wasn’t my job anymore. I was holding back tears because we were never meant to end like this. But we lost ourselves in each other and somewhere along the way we just couldn’t find our way back to each other. But my dear I was so lost without you, my world has gone dark since you left. I love you, I always will. I can’t imagine the day that I won’t.
—  Its not enough. Our loves not enough.//t.c
Cute & Clumsy

Warnings: none

Rating: M

Word Count: 1476

I was pressed against the wall, the material of one of his t-shirts had ridden up my torso. Dan’s freezing hands were on my waist, and mine were currently messing up his soft wavy hair. We’d been in his room making out like teenagers since Phil had left the house to run some errands. I left his room to put a plate in the kitchen and he had all but attacked me when I came back, shoving me against the wall and capturing my lips with his own. We were never spontaneous like this, but I was not complaining. He nipped at my lip and I scratched my fingers into his scalp in response, making him moan against my lips. Eventually, Dan’s tongue managed to find its way back into his own mouth and our swollen lips pulled away from each other. His chocolate eyes burned into my own, we were both breathing heavy. My hands came down from his hair and slid over broad shoulders. Keeping our eyes locked, I let one of my hands trace along his collarbone and he shivered. His breathing was rough. “Not that I’m not into making out with you, bear,” I kept touching along his chest, “but what brought this on?” Dan looked down, and a glimmer of that shy awkward boy I fell in love with years ago passed over his face. My other hand cupped his cheek, and brought his eyes back to mine. “I dunno. I just kinda like seeing you in my clothes.” The words came out small and breathy. His hands pressed into my waist, and he kept looking between my eyes and my lips. I couldn’t help but tease, though. “Oh really? So how come you didn’t attack me that time I wore your sweater to the mall? Or whenever I wear your shirt and we-”

“Fine, I like it when you wear only my clothes.” His face grew warm against my palm. I smirked and rejoined our lips to save him from embarrassing himself any more. Slower this time, we kissed and kissed and kissed. Dan’s hands slid up the skin of my back, pulling his shirt up while my fingers made their return to his curls. Reluctantly, I parted our lips once more, but kept his face close. “Well you know what I think is hot?” I murmured, relishing the way his warm dry lips brushed over mine as I spoke. “What?” he breathed. It was my turn to cast my eyes downward. “If you and me…” I trailed off, he was hanging on to my every word, though. “…fucked right here. Against this wall.” He said nothing, so I reunited our lips. Only for a second, though, just enough to leave him wanting more. “Wait, actually?” I didn’t respond, just started trailing kisses down his jaw and along his sensitive neck. I nibbled at creamy skin until he finally caved. “Fine. Don’t be mad if I drop you, though.”

My lips pulled into a smile and I went to pull Dan’s shirt over my head, but he stopped my hands. “Leave it on. Please.” I smirked and nodded. My hands wandered over the fabric of his pajama shirt. I had no issue with pulling his clothes off. I started sliding my hands across his skin and he jolted away from me, separating our mouths. “Your hands are freezing!” he whined. “So are yours. And I’m not even complaining,” I quipped right back. We fell back into making out. I switched my weight from one foot to the other. Dan’s fingers suddenly started massaging my breasts, pinching gently at my nipples through his shirt. Though I wasn’t particularly sensitive there, I still arched toward him in encouragement. Hands ventured south, one slipping underneath the band of my panties. My teeth sunk into his lower lip when he ran two fingers up my slit. Dan started rubbing circles into my clit and I had to force myself to concentrate on kissing him. I moaned. Unconsciously, one of my legs came around his waist, giving him a better angle. When one of his fingers slipped inside of me, I pulled back. “Don’t tease,” I whined. His lips curled against my own, “Sorry, baby.” My leg dropped off his side and he stepped back to finagle his sweats and underwear so they sat about halfway down his thighs. I couldn’t help but laugh at how comical he looked with his pants partway down. “Hey shut up, jerk. Or I’ll leave you here,” Dan warned. I rolled my eyes, “You couldn’t leave me here if you tried,” I taunted. He came back to me again, pressing our bodies against each other. “Okay, let’s do this,” Dan said, eyes playful. I nodded and lifted my leg to wind around his waist once more. Doing so lined us up perfectly. It occurred to me we’d never had any sex involving a position like this, Dan seemed to realize that too. Cautiously and carefully he ran his hand up my other leg and brought it upward. Now, I wasn’t heavy, but I wasn’t exactly light either, so I was pretty surprised when Dan easily lifted me so I was wrapped around his middle. Once my ankles managed to lock right above his backside he finally slid into me, making us both sigh. My arms rested over his shoulders and I pecked his lips. “Wow. I can’t believe that worked,” I said in disbelief.

“I know. I honestly thought I’d drop you and you’d leave me here with my pants down.”

“Oh shut up. But I’m not too heavy right?”

“Nah. I probably don’t even need to carry you, actually. If I just-” Dan’s hands were suddenly gone from around my thighs. I buried my face into his neck and squeaked. He had leaned us forward so I was pressed hard between the wall and his body, using our weight to hold me up. I pulled my face back and brushed his nose with mine. The adjustment he made had pulled him deeper inside of me, and I moaned softly. “Alright moment of truth,” I said. He nodded and started moving. In seconds, we found a rhythm that had us both gasping into one another’s necks for a few minutes.

Things probably went south when I went to tug on Dan’s hair. I knew it always unravelled him, having a pain kink and all. It broke his concentration quick. His pace faltered and I suddenly became aware that my feet had fallen asleep. My ankles unlocked themselves from around Dan without my permission. Forgetting I was pressed against the wall, the fear of falling made me squeeze my thighs hard around Dan’s waist. Seeing gravity trying to yank me down, he went to try and hold me up by the waist, but had to step away from the wall to do so. With nothing really supporting me, I started an unavoidable journey downward. His shirt sliding easily against the wall didn’t help, and now Dan couldn’t stop me from falling. What with me still clinging to him, he lost his balance as well and we started sinking. I yelped and Dan screeched, then we were a heap of sweaty limbs on the floor. Struggling, we untangled and Dan all but yanked his sweats back into place. Then his clammy hands were everywhere, checking over me like a parent. He was poking and prodding me asking, “Pumpkin, are you alright? Did I fall on you? Does anything hurt?” I swatted his hands away when he found a particularly ticklish spot. “I’m fine, babe. I just can’t believe that we fucking fell,” I laughed. We managed to prop ourselves against the wall, legs and sides and shoulders touching while we sat on the floor together. “Yeah. Honestly I don’t know why you thought we could try it. We are literally the clumsiest people in existence. I’m surprised we lasted as long as we did,” Dan said. I rolled my eyes. Together, we sat on the floor, just laughing and probably finding the situation more hilarious than it was. Soon, though, we were sitting in comfortable silence on the carpeted floor of my boyfriend’s bedroom. “I love you, you clutz,” Dan sighed.

“Same to you, butterfingers.”

I threaded my fingers through his, and noticed how cold and clammy our palms felt when pressed against each other. I was struck with an idea right then. Bringing my leg across his lap I straddled him, bracing my hands against the wall beside his head. Dan looked up at me with a curious smile on his face. “What are you doing now?” For about the millionth time today, our lips connected. When he broke for air, I put my lips to his ear.

“There’s no reason we can’t fuck against the wall like this, right?”

Dear Ex Best Friend,

For starters, I hate saying that, “ex” best friend. Our friendship was always just worth more than that, and I know you know that too. I hope you realize nobody will ever take your spot, nobody will ever lead up to you. Our friendship was too special for someone to be able to take your title. Plus, nobody will ever be you.

Next, I often think of the “what ifs” and “could’ve beens”, but in all honesty maybe this is where we are supposed to be. Maybe we will find our way back to each other one day, maybe not. However, I will always be here for you, disregarding all the circumstances. Even if you do not ever want to be my friend again, I will always be a friend to you. And I am terribly sorry for how we ended our friendship.

Furthermore, thank you for being such a wonderful person. You were my person, and you came into my life when I needed someone. I will forever be thankful for you. Even if we never cross paths again, our past contains memories I will cherish forever. It was just you and I against the world for awhile, and that’s all we needed at the time, but high school indeed changed everything.

In my opinion, we needed to find ourselves. I admit I lost myself for awhile, and I am terribly sorry that it changed me into someone I was not. I will forever regret that, but just know you will always be my person. Even if I am closer to other people now, you will forever have the spot of being my actual best friend.

The worst part of it all is we can walk past each other now and act as if we were never in each others life. I miss you terribly sometimes. Especially in the summertime, it is like every memory painfully fulfills my mind. I go through old pictures and I wonder how everything just changed so fast, I wish I could have stopped that.

Also, I hope someone walks into your life one day and is an actual great friend to you. You deserve that and please do not settle for anything less, you deserve to be treated like a person, not as if you do not exist. I also hope all your dreams come true and everything in your life turns out good.

Buddy, do you remember how we would always say “do not jump oceans for people who would not jump puddles for you” ? I know you do, so keep that in mind always on your path throughout life. You can overcome all the obstacles life throws at you, and I admire your strength. And I wish you the best for all the next stages in your life.

Lastly, although we are not close anymore, i still want to thank you for all you did for me. Thank you for being my person, wiping my tears, venting with me, going on walks, looking at stars, and laughing together. There is nobody else I would want to have such great memories with. I am so sorry for everything. Also, I hope you still get that apartment we planned on getting in California.

Love always,
Your Ex Best Friend.

—  Smf
I miss Cophine !!!!!!

“I love you”

Originally posted by succubuspet

“I miss you”

Originally posted by delphinecosmier

“I didn’t want to fall for you, I wasn’t suppose to, but I have”

Originally posted by clonesbians

“And if you let her die without me it is personal”

Originally posted by themomentofhappiness

“I just want to make like crazy science with you”

Originally posted by a-jedi-in-purgatory

“I came back for you” 

Originally posted by geekspiralling

I have a theory before we leave this life, we see what we love, I mean like pit of the soul can’t live without it love. And if it’s strong enough, sometimes we find our way back.”

Originally posted by modelcitizenthespian

 credits to @thatstoomuchstress for suffering with me  

anonymous asked:

do you have any like canon-following non-au larry fic recs?

sure!! 

I want to run after you
I want to scream your name
whisper I love you
just make you come back to me

but you believe you don’t deserve me
which is the worst lie you’ve let yourself believe
because, wow, do you deserve me


you calm the restless waters of my heart
you quiet the devils that live in my mind
you are my match, my soulmate


so I know that no matter what
we’ll find our way back to each other
and I’ll love you until the universe ends

I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love. And to always know in the deepest part of my soul that no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find our way back to each other.
—  Leo, The Vow - 2012
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Yesterday was fun and a great experience :D

I finally met @golzy and @extreme-op-wuff it was so nice to meet you two irl  I was freaking out lol haha XD and I got lost when I’m searching the booth :“) I should take the map :”) I feel stupid :“)
Thinking back how I talked is so embarrassing like I can’t English that day :”)and I was so forgetful :“) and i felt stupid :”)and I was too high, I just forgot my manners :”) :”) :”) :”) 
Found out some undertale cosplyers, I searched the whole area for sans and undyne bit no sign of them and gaster is in the void so I couldn’t find him

Funny thing is my friend told me on our way back home that he saw sans and papyrus cosplayers walked pass him and I was like “WHY DIDN’T U TELL ME!!??? *angry horse sound* HEIDBJEBXUEBKZVEJDHBSJEHE”


And of course you have to buy stuff…LOTS OF STUFF and also the prints yoo!! I took the last print of kimono dad with two cinnamon rolls lol lol lol XD
Anyway it was fun and it was like book fest all over again XD← how many time I said this already? XDD Lol lol buy everything~