Y'know, if anyone wanted to do the thing where they steal me away and make me their mindless slave forever and I don’t need any knowledge about chemistry or geology or biostatistics or much of anything for that matter…..
i haven’t worn make up in about 5 days and my hygiene has just been shot to hell due to finals. i can’t wait to get home tomorrow, do my make up like this, and get out of my little funk by looking nice.
i’m so tired my eyes are burning my fingers feel so heavy i just remembered i wrote an entire paper today as well as finishing half of my project stupid me tried to motivate myself to work so i washed my sheets and now i cant go to sleep until they’re finished drying why do i hate myself
JESUS CHRIST IM SO BORED AND NOT MOTIVATED TO DO ANYTHING CUZ I HAVENT GONE OUTSIDE ALL DAY O____O
Like I can go outside anyways…..no one wants to hang and I have like 828393 things to do at home but no….I feel dead
could my feelings just cease to exist, just for the next 5 days..
the self loathing
the lack of motivation
the inability to concentrate
and all the other unnecessary shit.