finally-learning-it-though

Bite Me (Part 14)

Characters: Reader, Sam, Dean (…a pairing is approaching…I know I’ve said this for a few chapters now…Slow burn, guys.)

Warnings: slight angst (self shaming), mild language

Overview: You were raised in the hunter life. You fell out of it. It wasn’t your choice to get pulled back in.

Word Count: 1,339

A/N: This is the fourteenth installment in my first ever fanfic. Time for a plot twist! Thank you @wheresthekillswitch and @hannahindie for commentating and fangirling with me (as always). These words, like everything else I write, are for me. Feel free to join me in the adventure.

Read (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Part 5) (Part 6) (Part 7) (Part 8) (Part 9) (Part 10) (Part 11) (Part 12) (Part 13)


On the fourth anniversary of Uncle Jay’s death, I took off from work early and found myself curled up in my bed, staring at an empty web browser. I didn’t remember much about the drive home, just that I’d made it miraculously in one piece with a spaced out mind. My hands hovered above the keyboard, fingers twitching as my brain debated whether to proceed with the thoughts that had been plaguing my mind all day. Arlo, feeling my stress, snuggled closer against my legs and rested his head on my calf.

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anonymous asked:

Odd question, but can I have a teacher AU type thing please? what if the {1p} Allies were teachers, and they had a student that was late for their class every single day, and one day the student comes in (late of course) with a cake that has "Sorry I'm always late to class" written on the top with frosting? (sorry, I just thought this would be cute)

America: “Hey, there you are! Stuff’s on your desk, now as we were saying, those Communist bastards!”
Subject: American History
Alfred would just peek over his glasses as the door opened, just to make sure it wasn’t administration or visitors, but once he saw his student he would smile and chuckle before pointing to their desk. Since it is the last day, he wouldn’t really have a plan, he would just be playing History Jeopardy with the class and teaching them anything they wanted to know. Though when he saw the cake he would bust out laughing and smile at the student as he pats their shoulder. “Dude you didn’t have to make a cake to apologize, I hardly started class on time anyways!”

England: “I do hope you realize I stopped marking you tardy about a month ago.”
Subject: Literature
Arthur would be a stickler for attendance and punctuality. So this student would test his patience a little bit, though as long as they were not a distraction and kept up with the work, he would never let it become a large problem in his book. Even on the last day of class, he would be trying to teach a little bit before just leaning against his desk as he talks with other students about their jokes and theories. Contrary to popular belief, he actually would have a sense of humour, though most of it would be literature based. Though once he sees the cake he would just chuckle and roll his eyes, “thank you for the apology cake, but alas poor Yorick, it is too late for that attendance grade to change.”

France: “Hm? What is that?”
Subject: Home Economics
Francis would look up from the board as he turned to look back at his desk, his eyebrow raised as he looks at the cake on his desk before reading the words written in icing before looking at his student “What is this?”. As the student explained to Francis what the cake was, he would chuckle and shake his head but smile at them “Merci…But you’re lucky I’m forgiving, any other teacher would have failed you. Remember that with you first period teacher next year, oui?” Francis would smile at the student before patting their back with a wink.

Canada: “Welcome to class-huh?…”
Subject: Chemistry

Matthew would have a fun activity planned for the last day of class; by that I mean his students could be on their phones and talk with one another. When the student came in, he wouldn’t be surprised by as he sees hem set the cake down on his desk he would slightly cock his head to the side before gasping as he sees the cake before smiling and shaking his head “You didn’t have too…But thank you; also, over the summer, try and invest in an alarm clock…okay?”

Russia: “Why am I not being surprised that you are late?”
Subject: Mathematics

Ivan would be sitting on the edge of his desk when the student came in. He would give the student a small nod and smile as he talks with the other students; it’s the last day after all, they can finally learn he’s not that scary. Though as the student handed him the cake he would read it before laughing quietly as he smiles at them and pats their shoulder “A cake is not needed to be apologizing. But thank you. Try to show up next year.”

China: “Oh there you are! Only 5 minutes late! Good job! Better than last week!”
Subject: Biology
Yao would look up as the door opened and he would smile as his hands are covered in dirt from re-potting his herbs for the class. He would genuinely be happy that for the last class, they made it earlier than usual. He would nod to their seat as he bounces around the room helping kids with the plants or taking care of the cute little animals he kept in his room. Though once everything was taken care of he would hop up on his table and watch the class, but as he saw the cake he would laugh before cutting it up for everyone to share. “You didn’t need to make a cake…oooooh, no you did. This is good!”

“It’s ok. I’ll see you on Wednesday.”
He was my best friend, more like my brother, and the son my parents never had. I’ll never forget that Monday when my parents had to tell me that he had been killed in a terrible accident. I was simultaneously devastated and angry. I was angry because he had lied. Instead of seeing his goofy, smiling face on Wednesday, I was picking out his coffin. It turned into years of me not trusting that I would ever see anyone again once we said goodbye. I lived my life in fear of truly letting someone in, just in case they were ripped from me. It’s taken 14 years, but I’ve finally learned that even though he is gone, he taught me so much. Life is an adventure and you must live every day like it’s your last. I’m no longer afraid of goodbyes. Time doesn’t totally heal the pain, it just makes it more manageable.

anonymous asked:

How would the boys react to their s/o asking them to help her braid her hair? I tried to braid mine and kept thinking it'd be nice to have a helper.

It’s Mod S! It’s so rare to find a guy who can braid hair, so I want to believe that the C:R guys would at least try and give it a go, haha. 

This’ll be Code: Realize Guys Braiding Their Partner’s Hair. Let us know if you want anything else with this! ^_^ 

Arséne Lupin: Lupin himself has never braided hair before, but he absolutely wants to give it a try for his partner. He ends up being terrific at it and wants to braid his partner’s hair all the time. His partner doesn’t ask often, but secretly adores it when Lupin braids their hair. He tells his partner how beautiful they look while he braids them and says they’re adorable. 

Abraham Van Helsing: Van will not be keen on the idea when his partner first asks. But seeing his partner’s desire for it, he will cave and attempt to braid their hair. It’ll take a few times before Van can get it right, so he’ll get frustrated when he struggles with it. After he finally learns how, though, he’ll start asking his partner if they want their hair braided frequently. 

Impey Barbicane: Impey will find the act of braiding his partner’s hair romantic, and so he will never refuse when they ask. The first couple times don’t go very well, but once Impey gets it down, he’s an excellent braider. Impey will often want to braid flowers in to his partner’s hair because he just finds it so adorable. Sometimes his partner caves into his whims, too. 

Victor Frankenstein: Victor will do what his partner asks, although it makes him quite nervous as he has never braided hair before. And it shows: Victor struggles with braiding hair for a while. He ends up practicing almost nightly on his partner because he desperately wants to be good at it. His hard work does pay off, though; his braiding gets much better as time passes. 

Saint Germain: Saint Germain doesn’t hesitate to braid his partner’s hair, and he is a brilliant braider. This surprises his partner greatly, but Saint G just says he has had time to learn many things.  He always asks how they want their hair braided and if they want any ribbons or accessories for their hair. The braiding sessions act as a kind of calming technique for his partner. 

I actually really liked how this turned out, despite my difficulty grasping digital media. I mean… I basically just paint and it takes forever. I feel like I’m finally learning some new things, though! 

Aldebaran, art, and design © me! Ren fair monsters © Hauket.

shierrart  asked:

Hello! I am writing about a serial killer in a fantasy setting and he uses a knife/dagger to kill his victims. My question would be, what kind of a knife/dagger would be good for this? His victims don't have weapons on them and are smaller than him if that makes any difference. Thank you!

Any knife or dagger would be good for this. It doesn’t even have to be a “professional” knife or combat oriented weapon. It can be a kitchen knife, a butcher’s cleaver, a meat hook, a surgeon’s scalpel, anything you want really. If he or she is a savvy serial killer then they’re most likely to use a knife that leaves a minimal amount of forensic evidence. However, unless you’re basing your magic and fantasy setting around a modern 21st century understanding of medicine, detective work, criminal profiling, and forensics, it doesn’t really matter. He’ll use whatever is within the range of he has access to and maybe has special meaning (maybe not), perhaps a knife with an interchangeable handle and one that is easy to clean. It really depends on what type of killer he/she is and since I don’t know the character, the setting, or the type of law enforcement in question it’s really difficult to guess. (I say he because most of the serial killers we know of and profiling circles around are male, but historically there have been several prominent female ones.)

While serial killers have probably existed for as long as humans have, our understanding of their psychology (and even the use of the term “serial killer”) really only dates back to the 1960s-1970s before that they were something of a mystery.

I’d actually step back a moment and look at serial killers. I’m going to pull a passage from Whoever Fights Monsters: My Twenty Years Hunting Serial Killers for the FBI by Robert K. Ressler and Tom Shachtman dealing with the profiling of “The Vampire Killer” aka Richard Trenton Chase. Ressler, arguably, coined the term “serial killer” in the mid-70s, and is one of the originators of modern serial crimes investigation.

Here, in the original (and not entirely grammatical) notes written at the time is how I profiled the probable perpetrator of this terrible crime:

“White male, aged 25-27 years; thin, undernourished appearance. Residence will be extremely slovenly and unkempt and evidence of the crime will be found at the residence. History of mental illness, and will have been involved in use of drugs. Will be a loner who does not associate with either males or females, and will probably spend a great deal of time in his own home, where he lives alone. Unemployed. Possibly receives some form of disability money. If residing with anyone, it would be his parents; however, this is unlikely. No prior military record; high school or college dropout. Probably suffering from one or more forms of paranoid psychosis.”

Though profiling was still in its infancy we had reviewed enough cases of murder to know that sexual homicide — for that’s the category into which this crime fit, even if there was no evidence of a sex act at the crime scene — is usually perpetrated by males, and is usually a intraracial crime, white against white, or black against black. The greatest number of sexual killers are white males in their twenties and thirties; this simple fact allows us to eliminate whole segments of the population when first trying to determine what sort of person has perpetrated one of these heinous crimes. Since this was a white residential area, I felt even more certain that the slayer was a white male.

Now, I made a guess along a great division line that we in the Behavioral Sciences Unit were beginning to formulate, the distinction between killers who displayed a certain logic in what they had done and whose mental processes were, by ordinary standards, not apparently logical— “organized” versus “disorganized” criminals. Looking at the crime-scene photographs and the police reports, it was apparent to me this was not a crime committed by an “organized” killer who stalked his victims, was methodical in how he went about his crimes, and took care to avoid leaving clues to his own identity.  No, from the appearance of the crime scene, it was obvious to me that we were dealing with a “disorganized killer” , a person who had a full blown or serious mental illness. To become as crazy as the man who ripped up Terry Wallin is not something that happens overnight. It takes eight to ten years to develop the depth of psychosis that would surface in this apparently senseless killing. Paranoid schizophrenia is usually first manifested in the teenage years. Adding ten years to an inception-of-illness age of about fifteen would put the slayer in the mid-twenties age group. I felt that he wouldn’t be much older for two reasons. First, most sexual killers are under the age of thirty-five. Second, if he was older than later twenties, the illness would have been so overwhelming it would already have resulted in a string of bizarre and unsolved homicides. Nothing as wiles as this had been reported nearby, and the absence of other notable homicides was a clue that this was the first killing of this man, that the killer had probably never taken a life before.

Whoever Fights Monsters, Robert K. Ressler and Tom Shachtman, pg 3-4.

Sir Also Appearing In This Book: Ted Bundy, John Wayne Gacy, David Berkowitz (“Son of Sam”), Charles Manson, Edmund Kemper, Peter Sutcliffe (“The Yorkshire Ripper”), Richard Speck, and Jefferey Dahmer. If you’re planning to write about a serial killer, even a fantasy based one, I recommend reading about what the experts who caught actual serial killers have to say before turning to recent television like Dexter or Hannibal. The book also includes some discussion of the various crime scenes and killing which may provide you with some (admittedly rather gruesome) inspiration.

What kind of killer is your killer? Organized? Disorganized? If we’re discussing someone who routinely uses the same weapons over and over again, I’m going to guess these aren’t crimes of chance. Though whether or not this was the weapon he first began killing with (and holds sentimental value) is probably a question worth thinking about. If it is, then it’s likely a common one that’s valuable to his daily activities.

Is he stable (and capable of holding down a job) or mentally unstable? Why does he kill his victims? In the case of “The Vampire Killer”, he believed the people he was killing were tied to a secret Mafia organization that was poisoning him for his mother. In his trial, he firmly believed this was his chance to out the truth. We know untreated paranoid schizophrenia often results in these sorts of delusions.

Why your killer does and who he targets are going to be much more important than what he performs his killings with. Women? Men? Girls? Boys? Nobles? Merchants? Prostitutes? Religious minorities? Is he punishing his targets for some perceived slight or sin (stalking and killing prostitues because they represent immorality and corruption, coupled with a repressed sexual desire)? Is he trying to save the world? Are his killings just hack jobs or do they have a theme?

It’s all up to you really.

References for Further Reading/Viewing:

Whoever Hunts Monsters by Robert K. Ressler and Tom Shachtman. I’ve already said why this should be on your shelf if you’re writing serial killers, but I’ll say it again: FBI expert and discussion of real case files. When it comes to research: Reality > Fiction.

Seven In this famous thriller, Morgan Freeman and a young Brad Pitt star as two cops chasing down a serial killer who performs crimes based on the seven deadly sins. (Yes, Supernatural fans you can finally learn “what’s in the box” though you may wish you didn’t.)

From Hell by Alan Moore. One of Moore’s lesser known (i.e. less popular than Watchman) works surrounds the investigation into the possible identities of Jack the Ripper. Not only is it very good, it’s also very thorough.

-Michi

Masterpost on Malia Tate

First off, I’m not stating that Malia is evil and everyone should hate her, this is just me considering the possibility that there’s more to her character we haven’t been shown yet, which, in addition, would make her a more believable character. I know there are many fans out there who already love her the way she is, but to me she hasn’t been convincing yet and I feel like many others think the same.

There are many things unclear about her, and yes, I know she was in like only four episodes, but her quick integration in the pack and some other following aspects are justifying reasons to think twice.

 

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