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Chapter 25 - “This Was Me All Along”

Word count: 3, 218


Your head was spinning from the words Cameron had said to you, your emotions were all over the place as you flew around your room to tidy it for Jonah was going to be here any second.

You shut your bedroom curtains as you knew it was too much even for you to leave them open for Cameron to see you, there was no doubt in your mind that Cameron would kill Jonah.

You re did your hair and makeup and found something to wear. You heard the door go and you jumped out of your skin; you quickly checked yourself over and rushed downstairs to answer for Jonah. This was going to be a fucking nightmare.

“Hey J.” You smiled, immediately hugging him, he flinched at first then he hugged you back with equal amounts of force.

“Yo, so babe what’s this all about? Why’d you call me, what’ up?” Jonah said, bombarding you with questions.

“I don’t want to talk about it; all I want to do is take my mind off everything shitty in my life right now.” You sighed, walking to the kitchen with Jonah following you. “Cameron and I… I don’t know what we are any more, we argued, and I-I think it’s over.” You stuttered.

Jonah gasped and furrowed his eyebrows. “What do you mean over?”

“He told me to choose between him and you; I wouldn’t so he walked out.” You shrugged. Jonah’s eyes widened.

“A-Are you okay? I mean, Cameron he’s… he’s the love of your life.” Jonah said, quickly rushing over to you to rub your shoulders.

“That’s funny coming from the person who tried to break us up, well you finally got what you wanted J… we broke up.” Your voice cracked a little and tears filled your eyes, Jonah hugged you tighter as you let them fall but no sound came from your lips.

“Prior to what you may think, all I ever wanted was you to be happy and I thought that was with me but I guess I was wrong.” He sighed, you nodded.

“Anyway.” You said wiping your tears. “What food did you bring?” You said excitedly.

“You didn’t say what type so I got everything.” Jonah grinned. “Candy, chocolate, chips you name it.” He emptied his bag pack and out poured your favourite foods.

“Thanks J, you’re the best.” You smiled. “Come on, let’s go upstairs and watch a movie or something.” You said, grabbing what you could with one hand and dragging him by the arm by the other.

“Okay but no chick flicks, I have watched ‘Another Cinderella Story’ way too many times for a guy.” He shuddered.

“Well guess what, that is at the top of the list.” Jonah groaned. “Don’t complain everyone knows that is my all time favourite throw back movie.” You smiled.

“I’m never gonna forget.” Jonah sighed. You threw everything on your bed and collapsed on it, groaning loudly. Jonah rolled his eyes. “I swear you are so dramatic, you’re spending too much time with Logan.”

“Excuse you but I have just broken up with my boyfriend who only just became my boyfriend like two days ago even though I’ve known him for almost a year and we fucked before we even knew each other’s last names.” You ranted.

“My boyfriend who slept with one of my friends and didn’t tell me for months and who fought with my best friend in front of me and made me choose between you and him so I have a reason to be dramatic Jonah.” You finished.

“Damn girl calm down I was only joking.” He laughed. “I don’t understand why you didn’t just choose Cameron; I would’ve understood Y/N.”

You raised an eyebrow. “You, Jonah Marriott, understanding?” You scoffed. “Please, you know you would’ve kicked off stop bullshitting.”

“True, but eventually I would’ve understood.” He laughed lying next to you so that you were laid face to face. “I’ve missed this.”


“Remember, before Cameron even before Kai when we would sit and talk for hours. I would tease you relentlessly-”

“Well we all know why.” You scoffed.

“Shut the fuck up.” He said playfully hitting you. “I don’t know what happened, how I got like this. I fought with my best friend in the whole world – we go to each other’s family parties.” Jonah said.

“We’ve all changed, grown up.”

“No I haven’t though, somehow I got even more childish than what I already was and going after my best friend’s girl… that’s not cool at all. I’m so sorry Y/N; please I need you to forgive me.” He pleaded.

“How do you always manage to get me to forgive you so easily huh?” You smiled.

“It’s a skill I mastered from a young age when I used to tease you until you cried then beg for your forgiveness until I did it again.” He laughed.

“Dick.” You said punching him. “Relax J; you’re lucky I can’t stay mad at you for long.”

“Its a blessing and a curse.” He grinned.

“Whatever.” You said rolling your eyes. “I’m just so fucking mad at Cameron, like seriously? Who the fuck gives ultimatums?”

“He was probably expecting you to choose him.” Jonah shrugged. “Now he thinks you have some sort of hidden feelings for me, great.”

“Yeah he did, he told me but he doesn’t understand.”

“Understand what?”

“I didn’t choose you over him and I didn’t choose him over you. I chose both of you because I love you both and I want the two of you in my life. He just doesn’t get that.” You sighed.

“He will baby girl, trust me.” He said touching your face gently, then he realised what he was doing and he took it back immediately. “I-I’m sorry just, old habits.” He said blushing. You shook it off.

“We used to be so close; everyone thought we were dating before Kai, even sometimes when I was with Kai. When did we drift apart?”

“I guess when I started that thing with Grace when you and Kai got together. I needed a distraction I couldn’t stand seeing you with such a fuck boy.”

“Jonah, don’t pretend that you’re not a fuckboy.”

“Not funny. I’m not at all.”

“Then what do you call that thing with Grace, using her then not talking to her? I call it fuckboy actions.”

“Whatever, anyway I wouldn’t admit to myself that I actually liked you so I started sleeping with Grace.”

“Jonah she’s a nice girl you know, you should totally hit that.” You smirked.

“No, I wouldn’t feel anything because she’s not-”

“Me?” You asked, cutting him off.

“Yeah, I guess. I don’t know.” He stuttered. “I’ve been in love with you for way too long to think about anyone else right now I’m just scared to-”

He was cut off by your loud gasp.

“What? You did know didn’t you? Cameron must’ve figured it out and told you… please tell me he told you.”Jonah groaned. “Ah shit.” He covered his face with his hands.

“He told me, I just didn’t think you’d ever say it to my face.”

“Well, I’m full of surprises.” He said raising an eyebrow, his mannerisms reflecting Cameron’s perfectly.

“I swear you and Cameron are exactly like each other.” You said, you were a bit spooked to say the least, it was like they were the same person – except Jonah has broader shoulders.

Jonah laughed and hid his face. Without thinking you took hold of his hand and closed the gap between you.

Jonah immediately flinched backwards but your lips were on his before he could say anything. He automatically responded tangling his hands in your hair and tugging gently. You straddled him and both his hands grabbed your butt making you grind forward, you kept on doing this and you couldn’t stop yourself.

“Um Y/N, we need to stop,” Jonah said pulling back from you, you chuckled and leaned in again but he pulled away making you frown. “You need to think this through; you’re still in love with Cameron.”

“Cameron left me.”

“But I know he still loves you, those kinds of feelings don’t just disappear. Believe me I’ve tried.”

“I don’t care J; he left me because his pride was hurt. I don’t think I want to be with someone like that.”  You said.

“Well when you make your mind up you know where I am.” He said getting his things.

“No no where are you going?” You said stopping him.

“Um home?”

“No stay, there’s no one home and I don’t want to be alone tonight.”

“Y/N I’m not sure.” He said frowning.

“Pleaasee?” You said pouting and hugging his waist. “For me?”

“If Cameron finds out…”

“He won’t I promise.” You reassured.

“Okay, sure.” He smiled. I’m just gonna take a shower in the main bathroom is that okay?” He asked.

“Yeah course, I’ll be my bathroom, you already know where everything is.” He nodded. “Oh and Jonah?” He looked up. “You’re sleeping in my bed.” You winked before shutting the door.

Cameron speculated that there was something going on between you and Jonah and now he is going to get just that.

You heard Jonah re enter your room; you cracked open the door and saw he had his boxers on and a towel around his shoulders. You smirked to yourself and let your towel fall, your seduction skills were about to come in handy.

You opened the door just wide enough for Jonah to see the back of your body your hair was wet and flowed down your back. He immediately noticed and he stopped in his tracks. You found some underwear and sauntered out of your bathroom.

Jonah shifted uncomfortably and snapped his head around.

“Shit I wasn’t uh I wasn’t staring. Um Y/N you should get some clothes on.” He said turning around.

You ignored him and stood straight in front of him. He looked down at you lustfully.

“Y/N please don’t, I won’t be able to stop myself.” He said, his hands snaking around your waist.

“Then don’t.” You whispered.

He groaned to himself before gently pushing you down on the bed. You moaned into the kiss and wrapped a leg round his waist.

One of his hands flew down to grab your butt as he began to kiss your neck softly; he squeezed your ass as he rubbed circles on your hips. His hands got nearer and nearer to where you wanted him and you began to palm his dick through his boxers.

“W-Wait wait Y/N stop, Cameron. We can’t.”

“What? Don’t you want this?” You breathed.

“We can’t do this to Cameron.” He said, letting go of your ass. “I do want this, but not like this.”

You sighed and shrugged. “Um okay, we’ll just cuddle then?”

“Yeah sounds good.” He smiled and you turned around taking his arm with you, you eventually fell asleep.

*two days later*

You were getting ready for school and Jonah was already ready, waiting for you.

“Oi hurry the fuck up.” He shouted from downstairs.

“I’m coming!” You shouted.

“You ready?” He smiled, he was eating some toast and he was occupied on his phone.

“Mm hmm.” You nodded; you grabbed your bag and locked the door behind you. You tossed Jonah your keys to drive your car as you couldn’t be bothered.

You were drinking from your thermos bottle when Jonah said. “You nervous? For today I mean.”

“Nah, why would I be? I’m super pissed at Cameron but I’m trying not to think about it.” You shrugged, lying back in the seat.

All weekend you tried to get further with Jonah but he was having none of it, saying you were too upset about Cameron to make such an important commitment with someone. You just prayed for the old Jonah to resurface.

“I don’t think we should tell anyone what happened – this weekend. We were too close to doing something we would have regretted.” Jonah said.

“Fine whatever.” You sighed.

You finally arrived at school and since you were too tired to get ready any earlier you are on time – not earlier like you usually are so everyone saw you and Jonah get out of your car.

You got a few stares and smirks as you approached school, Jonah close behind you. He was getting a few jeers from his jock friends as he was the captain of the football team.

You looked at Jonah and he just laughed and put an arm around you – in a friendly way.

“You must want a school up roar. Literally every girl wants to fuck you.” You whispered.

“I’m used to it.” He smirked. You hit him as you walked to first period. “See you in a bit.” He called as he ran to practice.

You were walking to the other end of the school and time passed as you eventually turned the corner to AP biology.

Suddenly you were dragged in to the store room by someone and you immediately screamed. A hand covered your mouth as they switched on the light.

You clenched your jaw as you saw who it was. Cameron.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” You shouted.

“Stop shouting or we’re gonna get caught.” He warned. “I wanted to talk to you.”

“About what?” You said, folding your arms.

“I saw you this morning with Jonah. Are you two fucking now?” He snapped his eyes wild with fury.

“No Cameron and seriously, you left me. You have no right to be jealous.” You replied.

“I have every fucking right, because right now Jonah gets what he has always wanted.”


“You.” He said, you scoffed and Cameron’s eyes flew up angrily. He was looking you up and down and backing you into a corner until you were backed against a wall.

“No Cameron don’t do this, you don’t get to fuck my head up again.” You whined.

“Do what?” He said, acting fake puzzled. His voice was at a low whisper now and it would have creeped you out if you wasn’t so turned on.

His hand was trapping you and you felt like you couldn’t move – at all. Your breath hitched in your throat as he had one hand on your waist.

Cameron noticed this and smirked.

“Oh this? Just making sure you know only I can make you feel this way.” He said seductively. Now both hands were on your waist but you were still pinned to a wall.

“Cameron, why are you doing this?” You breathed - your voice wobbling. He moved your hair to the side and left gentle kisses on your neck. “You walked out on me, you left.” You said.

“I know baby I was just mad, then I saw you with Jonah and I knew I made a mistake.” He said sincerely, stopping to look into your eyes for any signs of forgiveness. One of his hands slid underneath your dress.

“You left me.” You repeated again it was intended to be a harsh voice but it came out weak and desperate. Cameron was killing you, knowing where not to touch to keep you wanting.

“I’m sorry baby.” He mumbled, coming close to your lips. You were breathing heavily by this point. “I’m sorry.” He whispered before smashing his lips on to yours. Immediately you felt your stomach twist into several knots.

Your heart was racing as he ran his tongue against your lips, begging for entrance. You easily complied and he shoved his tongue down your throat. You moaned over and over again as he picked you up and you locked your legs around his waist.

“I love you.” He panted in between kisses; you nodded not trusting him to say it again. Both of your hands were tugging his hair as he sneaked a hand down your dress.

He pressed a harsh finger on your clothed clit making you gasp loudly. “Fuck Cameron, please.” He was rubbing circles and you couldn’t help but wiggle your hips.

“No Y/N I draw the line at fucking in school.” He smirked. “But…” He pushed your panties aside and stroked your clit softly.

“So wet for me babe and I haven’t even touched you.” He smiled wickedly. “I bet Jonah couldn’t make you feel like this.”

You nodded and screwed your eyes shut. “Fuck me Cam, just do something,” You snapped.  He sat you down on a nearby table.

“As you wish darling.” He kissed you again and shoved two fingers in, you squealed quietly as he smirked again.

You rolled your eyes and smirked back, you didn’t know how you always ended up in situations like this.

“Move Cameron.” You whine, shaking with need. He moves both his fingers, not even starting slow as uses his thumb to rub your clit. You moaned loudly and ground against his finger, begging for more friction.

He slams in another finger, working and stretching you open.

“Shit Cameron.” You breathed.

“Jonah will never get to see you like this, do you understand?” He growled.

“Y-Yeah.” You replied.

You arch as he grinds the heel of his hand a little harder on your clit. You’re shaking, so close now with him moving his finger quickly in and out and rubbing your clit. Abruptly, your orgasm washed over you as he rubbed your clit through it making you want to scream.

To stop this, he kissed your harshly as more juices squirted out of your pussy.

“Cameron stop please.” You begged, but he carried on until he felt like you had no more energy left in you.

He finally stopped, but not without pulling the smuggest grin. “What babe?” He said with a cocky smirk.

“You couldn’t have just left me alone?” You said, getting your wipes from your bag. “I swear to God, you confuse the hell out of me.”

“Look, I’m sorry for giving you the ultimatum okay. I never meant to hurt you and I certainly never meant for you to go running to Jonah.” He said pulling his jacket on. He helped you down and pulled down your dress.

“I didn’t go running to Jonah, he’s one of my best friends so I called him. Nothing happened.” You lied.

“I know babe and I trust you. I know you wouldn’t do something like that.” He said holding the sides of your head. You gulped. “So can we forget about it, please?”

“Cameron I don’t know…” You said.

“Okay, I’m not going to force you. I just want you to think on it but I know what you’re going to do, you know you’re in love with me, so don’t fight it.” He joked.

“Whatever.” You said, standing on your tiptoes and wrapping your arms around his neck. “That’s what’s making it so hard.” You sighed.

You kissed him gently and slowly, savouring every moment.

“Okay I’m gonna go, I have class.” You said.

“Yeah of course, I forgot.” He laughed. He opened the door and checked both ways for any teachers or students. “It’s clear.”

You stepped out and brushed yourself off.

“Please think about it babe, Jonah’s got nothing on me.” He smirked before turning around and walking away.

You laughed and then it hit you, what the fuck were you doing?

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