Anybody else literally yelling “omg stop!” in your head when you notice yourself picking your skin but it’s impossible to actually make yourself stop?
When I was growing when it came to certain things that society wanted from me and I didn't agree, when I encountered this thing in media I felt immense pressure inside to be that way to the point of "you can't be otherwise it's your fate". And in order to avoid this I needed to watch only something that said the opposite thing very vigorously. So I wonder if someone saying "fic made me think it's ok" have similar problem? Maybe they have this pressure inside and if they don't see 1/2