film music websites

anyway

i loved that feeling of fear sitting at sunday service with nothing but fear of the people that could see spirits because youd be seconds away from being outed 

i loved it when i was brought to a seminar with Dae Mo Nim and having the evil spirits slapped out of me as a very small child 

i love it when we were told to avoid music, films, food, website, clothing because we were better than that 

i loved the feeling of self imposed isolation that comes from raising children to believe they are innately better than all others because our bloodline was cut off from original sin 

i loved that feeling of stressing to get matched and blessed because once that happens i would be saved of being gay and married to a woman and helped to be straight 

i loved the feeling of being totally and utterly trapped 

i loved the feeling of blaming myself for my family’s various problems over the years