And so he became home.

Because I realized something through it all, that yes, you lose a whole hell of a lot of people throughout this life, more than you’ll ever want. One right after the other, each person walks into your heart, makes you believe - believe in them, and one day, one day it all just stop. And when they finally leave, they all seem to take a piece of you with them. Now you’re left with nothing but empty scars and holes reminding you of those you once loved.

But then one person comes along, and you tell yourself that this time you want your walls all the way up, higher than ever before. You don’t want to let him in, having to clean up another mess, and beating yourself down when he leaves - just like the rest of them. But what if this one stays? What if you’re the one who was wrong about him and you kept all those walls up for nothing?

He became home because he taught me to love again. He filled all my holes, mended every scar, and made my heart whole again. He was the one to love me.

—  c.f. // “don’t let me down”

anonymous asked:

my gag reflex is also shit and im not really a fan of penetration but id love to be surrounded by bangtans cock filling all my holes idgaf im a hoe for them. gimme the peens


All Holes Filled

I need to let this out. I am married with three kids and love my husband. He works a lot all over the country. When I see him we only have the same old sex. I am bored and want the freaky kind you see in porn. My husband is very fit and well endowed, but I am eager for a hot man or even men in some cases to use me like a humping post. I want anal and swallowing all of it down my throat. I want sperm all over my face. I want strange men to call me names and use me in every hole. I want to feel like a dirty respect-less whore. When my husband has sex with me i think of other men burying their hot meat inside me. Filling all my holes at the same time. It has come to me turning off all the lights and making it completely dark while we do it just so I can choke myself while we do it. Once he put it in my ass and didn’t realize it and I didn’t say a word. Was the best sex I have ever had with him. I have decided to sleep around on him while he’s away. I have found a man that is willing to do this knowing I’m married. I just needed to tell someone. There are no boundaries. I’m going to get all my holes filled tonight. Thank goodness! Finally.