feels))

I remember the first day we met. My hands were shaking and I didnโ€™t know why but I think now I do. I think that somehow I knew that you were going to change my life. I wasnโ€™t going to be the same person as I was before. And I think that scared me. But Iโ€™m not scared anymore because youโ€™re here and weโ€™re together. Itโ€™s you and me and now we laugh about that first day because those two kids, they couldnโ€™t even imagine where theyโ€™d end up. But we wouldnโ€™t want it any other way.
8

Fine, I will admit the truth. I do not wish to be the father I had, nor do I wish to be the father Marcel has come to loathe. Perhaps I am better as a myth. And Hope is better off without me.

That the strength of the fear I have
Doesn’t stop me from seeing what I aim for

That the death of everything I believe in
Doesn’t cover my ears and my mouth
Because half of me is what I scream
But the other half is silence.

That the music I ear from far
Be beautiful despite sadness
That the woman I love will always be beloved
Despite the distance
Because half of me is departure
But the other half is longing.

That the words I speak
Are not heard as prayers nor repeated with fervour
Only respected
Like the only thing that is left for a man sank in feelings
Because half of me is what I hear
But the other half is what I shut up.

That this will of mine of leaving
Be transformed into quiet and peace I deserve
That this tension that eats me inside
Will be rewarded one day
Because half of me is what I think
But the other half is a vulcano.

That the fear of loneliness fades away, and the living with myself becomes bearable at least.

That the mirror reflects a sweet smile in my face
That I remember of seeing in childhood
Because half of me is the remainings of what I used to be
The other half I don’t know.

That I’m not just needed for a simple joy
To calm down my spirit
And that your silence talks more and more to me
Because half of me is shelter
But the other half is weariness.

That the art points us an answer
Even if it doesn’t know
And that no one tries to twist it
Because there needs to be simplicity to make it bloom
Because half of me is audience
The other half is song.

That my madness be forgiven
Because half of me is love

And the other half too
— 

Metade (Half) Oswaldo Montenegro

latino smh headcanons
  •  latino nursey is very quiet in english and very loud in spanish.
    • everything about him is louder in spanish tbh even his laugh turns into this giant high pitched howl. 
  •  while the difference is most drastic in nursey, both tango and whiskey also raise their volume. 
    • whiskey also relaxes 10x more like hes kinda uptight just a general rule but around other latinos? its like his whole personality changes. 
  • listen, also? tv is such an important part for them to connect w/ the hispanic world?? 
    • nuestro bellessa latina is so important that they dvr it but also all try very hard to schedule around it, so they can watch it in person.
    •  since nurseys not as into futbòl as tango and whiskey are, its really the climax of his life as a latino. 
  • tango cant eat spicy things.
    • he Just Cant
    • Like not even the tiniest of sprinkle of jalapeño on tortilla chips
  • nursey is unhealthily addicted to coffee, like cuban coffee that’s just basically a straight shot of espresso. not for the faint of heart. its like liquid adrenaline 
    • tango tried it once and like, could barely exist on the same plane as us mere mortals
  • whiskey also lowkey makes fun of everyone else’s accents because he grew up in puerto rico up until highschool so his spanish is excellent but he also thinks its really cute when people fuck up esp tango
    • tango has a complicated relationship with spanish bc hes always afraid of sounding too hispanic when saying things like latino countries or specific words that he cant help but say with an accent and then people look at him weird because he doesn’t look hispanic
  • tango is honestly a telenovela encyclopedia. u name it, hes seen it, can quote the most iconic scenes, and will act them out at any given time
  • whiskey is absolutely his abuelita’s child like. he calls her every couple of days if not every day he loves her so so much and nursey chirps the shit out of him for it but really he’s just lowkey jealous whiskey is so close with his family.
  • tango is also jewish and people are often very confused about how that works because both of his parents are argentinean. tango just confuses them more by trying to explain it.
  • all of them just sort of speak a unique blend of all of the slang from their respective countries like they have all just accepted the many different forms “im drunk” or “dude” or “drinking straw” come in. but the curse words that are common phrases in one country and horribly offensive in the other are a constant issue tbh
  • tango and whiskey are fabulous dancers. nursey, bless him, tries his hardest. he truly does. he just really has two left feet off of the ice
  • whiskey is truly an impressive drinker. all three of them can hold their liquor well but whiskey is just. stellar at it. he started drinking at like 13 and enters college as a seasoned alcoholic. (just kidding hes not an alcoholic!(actually tbh its hard to tell but lets just say he isnt))
  • i could forreal go on forever about this so i’m just gonna end it here: they all hate being called mexican, tango and whiskey especially (yes it’s partially about futbòl). there is something about being misidentified so grossly that really grinds ones gears. hence the gratuitous amount of clothing/memorabilia each of them own based on their nationalities.
    • if u think tango doesnt own a big argentinian flag that he definitely ties around his neck when appropriately timed, ur wrong
    • how many puerto rico tshirts can whiskey own? answer: an obscene amount. like for real at least 4 or 5. they’re both very extra

jackpo21  asked:

What are your top ten duels you wish we had in Arc-V and why we you think we should have gotten them?

Sorry for the incredibly late answer, but you got at a time where I was too busy to do anything more than answer simple questions or do reblogs ^^’

As for the Top 10 duels that we should have gotten and why… dunno if I will fill the 10 spots, because I was happy with most of the duels happening in Arc V, also I feel I will be cheating because lots of them involve the Bracelet Girls dueling :P

10 .- Serena vs Yuri

People say I’m complicated or whatevs, many times though I’m just simple, and truth is I hungered for a duel between them since Yuri mentioned he had wanted to duel Serena for her abbility :P

9.- Serena vs. Obelisk Force and/or Barrett

Really anything alternative to the nerve gas bullshit would have been better but Serena dueling against her captors or facing a seasoned warrior like Barret? Sign me the fuck up for it!

8.- Yuya vs. Yugo

Yeah ok I know that them dueling would have ended in one absorbing the other, but really a duel between the two would have been so damn awesome with their hammies personalities.

7.- Dennis vs. Asuka

I will repeat this until I’m out of breath but Dennis dueling Asuka would have resonated much more in their quality of traitor vs. defector and Asuka representing all the things Dennis was too much of a coward to do, compared to him and Kaito dueling because um,., they’re both Yusho’s students was weak -_-

6.- Sora vs. Yuzu

Don’t get me wrong I’ve loved their tag  duel against the Security, and their relatonship is still one of my favorites in the series, but can you imagine how much more epic their conversation would have been if they had been dueling? IDK I’m kinda of a sucker for teacher vs student duels

5.- Yugo vs Yuri

Yep, this duel only makes it to the half of the list, because even though they were amusing together, I honestly don’t think I felt like watching a whole duel of Yuri taunting Yugo and him overracting to it.

4.- Serena vs. Yuzu

Take your pick, either their first meeting, them in he FC or even Yuzu trying to kick some sense into brainwahed!Serena would have made me happy

3.- Ray vs Reiji

Pretty much anything involving Ray dueing by using Reira as a proxy or host rubs me the wrong way, no matter how much I like Reira so yeah I would have really liked to see Reiji  dueling Ray because yay! Sibling angst and all that

2.- Serena vs Yuya

Godammit, Serena was a Lancer too, the one gripe I have on Yuya’s trials was that Serena was deprived from challenging Yuya on her own.

1.- YUYA VS YUZU

Do I really need to say it?!