I hate antis so fucking much… I hate what they have turned fandom into and I hate what lengths they are willing to go just for some fucking moral crusade about a GODDAMN FICTIONAL PAIRING.
I try my best to enjoy fandom, I try my best to ignore and block all the nasty people who just keep bullying because of no reason. I do my best I swear, but… seeing artist being driven away from fandoms they love, seeing fans hating the original material because of the fandom, seeing creators horrified at what their fans are and feeling unmotivated to continue, seeing people being driven TO DELTETE THEIR BLOGS OUT OF FEAR AND HARRASMENT it’s… too much…
I try to keep positive, to think nothing is 100% bad and they have some kind of… reasoning behind all this malice. I want to motivate people to love fandom and fan content as much as I did back all those years ago, when fandom saved my life and helped me become a better person. But a place where suicide bating is acceptable is… not the place I grew up in.
I miss the times where you could say something fucked up and someone would be into the same thing, and even if there was none you could just laugh it off, not fear for your privacy or mental health… I like dark content, I always have, and being censored like this hurts SO MUCH.
I’m sorry I got so negative… I just needed to vent, I’m angry right now I just… I hate antis so fucking much