feel like i'm getting a cold

Deep Ass Starters.
  • Sometimes it's hard to get in depth with your muse and their backstory, because you can't figure out how to bring those things up with others. Here are a couple of starters intended to make things a little more personal!
  • "What's holding you back?"
  • "I'm not comfortable with this conversation."
  • "Will you /ever/ be comfortable with this conversation?"
  • "Let me in sometime!"
  • "It's not that easy, you know."
  • "Help me understand."
  • "It's hard to connect with someone when all they do is push you away."
  • "Why are you always so cold?"
  • "Why are you always so happy?"
  • "Are you really happy now?"
  • "Who hurt you this badly to make you this way?!"
  • "What, did your ex mess you up that badly?!"
  • "Why do you keep fighting it any time you feel?"
  • "It's a problem, I get it."
  • "This is all kinds of messed up."
  • "That's not exactly a good coping method."
  • "So what happened, with your parents, really?"
  • "What was your childhood like?"
  • "Everyone has at lest a little bit of mommy/daddy issues. It's nothing to be ashamed of."
  • "My parents aren't exactly perfect models, either."
  • "You were bullied? What for?"
  • "Was it hard? Coming out, I mean."
  • "You can't just run away all the time."
  • "You can't just hide all the time."
  • "Are you still thinking about them?"
  • "I'm not the enemy here. But this makes me wonder who the real one is for you."
  • "Is the reason you're so cold and defensive because you feel threatened?"
  • "How long has it been since you last spoke to them?"
  • "You never talk about it, why?"
  • "How come you're so different around them?"
  • "It's like you don't have a care or worry in the world."
  • "You seem so perfect. I don't get it."
  • "What was your ex like?"
  • "I don't think I was ever good enough for them."
  • "Are you not comfortable being intimate?"
  • "Why don't you feel comfortable being intimate?"
  • "Letting someone see you that vulnerable, it's a scary thing."
  • "Are you scared of being hurt?"
  • "Have you ever been taken advantage of?"
  • "Why are you afraid of saying I love you?"
  • "I never understood how someone could say those words so easily."
  • "You're hurting others the way you've been hurt in the past, don't you think that's ironic?"
  • "You use people to make yourself feel better."
  • "I'm scared of being used again..."
  • "Losing someone isn't easy, but you're making it harder than it needs to be."
  • "How long has it been since you lost them?"
  • "You're too attached."
  • "I'm not attached, I'm just comfortable with what I'm familiar to."
  • "Maybe the real reason you're so controlling is because, deep down you'd rather have them in your grasp than lose them."
  • "Why did you ever break up?" / "Why did we ever break up?"
I generally feel loving someone who doesn't love you back is the most painful feeling in the world

anonymous asked:

I've got the opportunity to break things off with my abusive parents, but I'm having a lot of anxiety and cold feet and nonsense feelings. Could I get some encouragement and stuff?

Imagine a door.

This door is yours, and no one else’s.  When you lock it, it stays locked.  When there’s a knock on it, you don’t have to answer.  No one and nothing can open it without your say-so.

When you close this door, there is peace and quiet like you’ve (perhaps literally) never known.  There are nights of deep, safe sleep.  There are lazy mornings beholden to no one.  There is space and time to find parts of yourself you never had time for before.  Instead of finding small precious snatches of safety in the cracks of life, you can have as much as you want.  Forever.

I’m not going to tell you to close that door.  Like I said, it’s exclusively yours to control, and you don’t even need to take advice about it.

I’m just going to tell you that it’s yours.

anonymous asked:

we got 3C with victor how about consider this....3C with yuuri. He'd probably be sooo embarrassed ;;;)

snz meme

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Keith: guys I-I’m feeling something… I think my lion is trying to talk to me
Pidge: woah
Hunk: dude omg
Lance: wtf how?????
Coran: a lion has never attempted to speak with their paladin this early!!!
Allura: Keith, listen very carefully to what your lion has to say. It could be very important.
Keith:….okay
Red lion: Keith…
Red lion: I swear to god if you don’t stop getting your ass in danger I’m going to bite you myself. Do you know how hard it is being a fucking robot lion tasked with defending the universe without me having to save your as from the cold vacuum of space every five minutes. Is it me????? Am I doing something to drive my child away??? Please tell me because I would really appreciate it if you would fucking stop it and sit down for TEN FUCKING MIN-

Fake Chats #168
  • Jungkook: you look a little...not well.
  • Taehyung: that's your opinion.
  • Jungkook: that's a fact. You're all droopy and you keep yawning and you do this thing where you seem to lose your bearing for a second. You know, like you would if you weren't feeling well.
  • Taehyung: I'm lost in thought
  • Jungkook: you look like you're sleepwalking with a cold.
  • Taehyung: appearances can be deceiving, Jungkook.
  • Jungkook:
  • Taehyung: except not in this case. I do feel like I'm sleepwalking with a cold. Can I go to bed?
  • Jungkook: yeah, you do. And go, I don't like when you look like you're about to fall over.
  • Taehyung: if I did fall over, you'd catch me, right?
  • Jungkook: I'd try.
  • Taehyung: you're strong enough.
  • Jungkook: you're just trying to get me to carry you to bed, aren't you?
  • Taehyung: I'd jump on your back but I'm too tired.
  • Jungkook: fine. Hop on.
  • Taehyung: thanks, Kookie, you're the best.
  • Jungkook: I know.
  • Taehyung: and you I love you?
  • Jungkook: I know.
  • Taehyung: and you know I want to snuggle?
  • Jungkook: I know. Shove over.
  • Later, Jimin: are you two seriously snuggling in my bed?
  • Taehyung: no.
  • Jungkook: appearances can be deceiving.
  • Jimin:
  • Taehyung: except in this case.
Sentence Meme: Illness
  • "An ambulance is on its way."
  • "Are you feeling okay?"
  • "Bless you."
  • "Call 911!"
  • "Do you have a tissue?"
  • "Do you think it's broken?"
  • "Does that hurt?"
  • "How long do you have?"
  • "I don't get sick."
  • "I don't want to feel like this anymore."
  • "I hate hospitals."
  • "I think that's going to need stitches."
  • "I think you need to talk to someone - a professional."
  • "I'm contagious."
  • "I'm going to be sick."
  • "I'm not crazy!"
  • "I'm not going to make it."
  • "It hurts!"
  • "It's just a cold."
  • "Ugh, my head feels like it's about to explode."
  • "We need to get you to a doctor."
  • "What's the prognosis?"
  • "You're burning up."
  • "You're sending me to a shrink?"
  • "You're sick."

“I’m not going to put myself in a situation I know I’ll be uncomfortable and stressed in,” shouldn’t warrant being told to just “give it a chance,” after months of “"giving it a chance,”“ and shouldn’t warrant being forced to do something that will make you unhappy, and after you don’t give in it still shouldn’t warrant the silent treatment and anger.

Handling a situation with maturity and calmness should not result in hostility from the other person.

You should always have the right to refuse going into a situation.

Highly Suspect // Sentence Starters
  • "You kissed me on the head and left me out for dead."
  • "I just wanted to tell you I'm alive and doing fine, so how are you?"
  • "Your eyes are lined in pain."
  • "And I tied you to the tracks."
  • "Won't you let me in?"
  • "I'm dying to get in."
  • "These fellas are telling me I'd be better off dead."
  • "Nothing flashed before my eyes."
  • "No pretty angels and no bright lights."
  • "All I saw was the Devil's soul (and it looked a hell of a lot like my own)."
  • "You were the one that I used to love (and I'm still in love)."
  • "I never loved you the most."
  • "Black tears don't hide in rain."
  • "Fuck me up."
  • "I need you to aim straight for my heart."
  • "And if you're gonna miss, then hit my head."
  • "You're fatal but I love who you are."
  • "Cause lately I've been feeling so strange."
  • "They're painting me red."
  • "And no one told me which way to go."
  • "And every single night I get cold."
  • "I feel like death is coming soon."
  • "All I wanna do is fucking sleep."
  • "But at my best, I am the worst."
  • "Tell me, what's worse than this?"
  • "The echoes in the halls---they dance along the walls---the memories of your ghost."
  • "A pure love, unrehearsed."
  • "I can't breathe, much less believe the truth."
  • "I am a hungry shark, fast and merciless."
  • "My muscles will contract, your bones will crack."
  • "I am here to win this fight.
  • "Aim for the sun and shoot."
  • "I've never known your love."
  • "You know what you're doing, (you know that it hurts)."
  • "I'll follow you down to the edge of this earth."
  • "I'll kill for you."
  • "Your eyes, they could cut through diamonds and steel."
  • "Sharper than the blade in your hand."
  • "You grab the gun, I'll take the wheel."
Unusual Song Lyrics for the Signs
  • Aries: "Show me someone who says they've got no baggage, I'll show you somebody whose got no story, nothing gory means no glory but baby please don't bore me" (Sloppy Seconds, Watsky)
  • Taurus: "I'm a princess, cut from marble smoother than stone, and the scars that mark my body, they're silver and gold" (Yellow Flicker Beat, Lorde)
  • Gemini: "One more sad movie star divorce, three hundred died in an airplane wreck and you think of all the people suffering and you bury that pain, but you can tell me everything, and we’ll ride on that wave" (King of the world, Weezer)
  • Cancer: "And I know what it feels like, what it feels like being alone. You let them take, you let them take you home, and I know what it feels like to wanna be held, you get so tired, you get so tired of being cold" (Fragile, Rozes)
  • Leo: "This chest is full of memories of gold and silver tears. I'll give you more to own than all of this, I'll give you more than years" (Slow Your Breath Down, Future of Forestry)
  • Virgo: "So what are you waiting for, cuz someone could love you more, I'm just a lost boy" (Lost Boy, Troye Sivan)
  • Libra: "When I wake up, the dream isn't done. I wanna see your face and know I've made it home" (Painting Flowers, All Time Low)
  • Scorpio: "I feel like I could die beside you, with anyone else it's not the same. And I would do anything to last, when you undo my belt, I melt" (Melt, Heyrocco)
  • Sagittarius: "I can't keep my feet up off the edge, I kinda like the feeling of standing close to death, like when you're driving me crazy" (After Midnight, Blink 182)
  • Capricorn: "Gave you a minute when you needed an hour. Chose to push it aside instead of leaving behind you. If any word that I said could've made you forget I would have given you them all, but it was all in your head" (Bridges, Broods)
  • Aquarius: "Give me a pen, call me Mr. Benzedrine, but don't call the doctor, I wanna blow off steam" (20 Dollar Nose Bleed, Fall Out Boy)
  • Pisces: "Please use discretion when you're messing with the message man, these lyrics aren't for everyone only if you understand" (Message Man, twenty one pilots)
chills

I like how chills can make someone who’s usually not cuddly want to snuggle up, and how tactile the care is for them… tucking someone in blankets, rubbing their arms, giving them hot water bottles. And the contrast between how cold they feel and how hot their skin is to the touch. 

It’s especially nice if the sickie complains that it’s cold, and others who know it’s really fine in the room realize then that sickie’s running a fever. 

Bonus for shivering, chattering teeth, and saying “I just can’t get warm.”

Now and Not Yet, touken fanfic

Summary: Just Touka and Kaneki sharing a nice night together ✿♡

Rating: K+? something fluffy & a bit nostalgic | Words: 1,212 words

A/N: this is very short and weird, i wrote this not having a main plan of what i wanted to write, but i still wanted to write something so this is the result, haha.. i don’t know why i’ve been writing so much fluff lately, i think the angst is huge in the manga right now that my soul needs a tiny spark of happiness once in a while, but i’ll be back with the angst soon i promise 🙏 anyway, i hope you’re all having a nice day today, enjoy this and please reblog if you liked it! feedback is more than welcome 🐇💞🐐


Preview:

He’s trying to do something with his hands, biting his lower lip in concentration until he smirks, and stares at her, brows arching to make her see.

“Look,” he repeats, encouraging her to look at the wall.

She does, and blurts out a flabbergasted gasp. Her body slightly jolts, excitement filling her chest when she realizes that Kaneki is forming a rabbit with his hands, the shadow perfectly projected on the wall.

A rabbit!

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pllsetskyonice  asked:

23 from the prompt list!

Prompt 23 - OTAYURI. They don’t deserve you.

I took a liberty with Yuri’s back story. I hope you like it ^-^

Yuri was uncharacteristically quiet during their routine Skype call.

He didn’t use a single curse word. He didn’t bug him with how Mila was eating his brain over her weight gain or how Georgi was having a panic attack after seeing Anya’s instagram post with her new boyfriend. He didn’t complain how Viktor was using him as a pigeon to pass his crappy love notes to Katsuki right under Yakov’s nose.

And to top all that, he’d forgotten to feed Potya that morning.

“What’s bothering you, Yura?”

Yuri snapped his eyes up at Otabek through his laptop screen, watching him hard for a minute.

Otabek was expecting a denial with full on bravado or at least a casual shrug. He didn’t expect Yuri to lower his eyes and pretend to clean the non existent dust off his keyboard with his fingertip.

Yuri took a minute or two, before meeting Otabek’s gaze again. It felt cold.

“My parents are getting a divorce tomorrow,” he muttered, his voice lower than a whisper.

Otabek was at a loss for words. “I'm… I’m so sorry-”

“Nah. Don’t be,” Yuri had recovered enough to casually shrug.

There was a moment of silence, before Yuri continued. “I thought after Dad’s promotion, things were going… better. I thought… I thought we would have a chance to be together again. Like y’know? Family. God-” He rubbed his face with a quick drag of his hand. “It was so silly of me. I… I feel like an idiot, seriously!” he huffed.

“They don’t deserve you, Yura.”

Otabek knew it was harsh. But he’d never seen Yuri so lost and broken, not even when he’d lost his gold to Katsuki. Otabek couldn’t watch him like this.

And when Otabek flew to St. Petersburg the very next day, Yuri was so shook up that he wrapped him in a hug like an Octopus and cried his heart out for a full ten minutes right in the middle of the doorway.

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Rose x Ten, post GitF-au/fixit; angst, fluff, romance, more angst, and possibly some smut later, but this part (and all parts on ff.net) is sfw (minor exception for brief language).

(see the end of this part for notes and special thanks)

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Minuet, Part II

Part I | Part II | Part III

Twisting in his grasp, Rose cranes her neck to look at him, finally, and there he is, all furrowed brow and tight mouth and eyes glittering with anger, and god, if she wasn’t so irritated with him right now, she just might kiss him.

“That’s what you were going to do, isn’t it?” she asks instead.

***

Eyes widening, the Doctor only has a moment to let his mouth drop open in surprise before another gentleman steps in—time to change dance partners. Rose slips into position with the newcomer without so much as a blink or even a glance in the Doctor’s direction, never faltering in her rhythm; a quick peek at the Doctor moments later tells her that he has allowed himself to be swept up in the tide of dancers, sidling up to his new partner across the room.

Rose turns away, swirling in her partner’s arms, but she can feel the eyes of the Doctor boring into her. She shivers despite the summer heat.

“That’s beside the point,” he whispers when they meet again, touching palm-to-palm first with one hand, then the other. “I’m a Time Lord.”

“Really? First I’ve heard of it,” Rose replies drily.

“I’ve been doing this for a long time, Rose. A very long time. I understand the risks.”

Rose rolls her eyes. “And stupid apes don’t.”

At least the Doctor has the decency to flinch at those words. “That isn’t what I meant.”

“Of course it is,” Rose sighs, and they both step back, granting a berth for other dancers to flit gracefully between them. “After all,” Rose continues when they reconnect, hands clasped, “I’m hardly one of the most accomplished women who ever lived, am I?”

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Coldflashwave, y/y?

Barry forgoing a meal or two because he’s too busy, running low on energy and all but collapsing during a fight. It’s not a big deal, he’ll be fine, and Snart’s just being deliberately annoying when he’s insisting to drop him off at home. Barry would put his foot down and speed off, if he wasn’t so. damn. tired. Snart can wipe that look of faux-concern off his face, though, and Barry will tell him. Any time now. As soon as he can get his eyes to stay open.

And if Leonard enjoys it a little too much to have an armful of bone-weary, barely conscious Scarlet Speedster snuggling up to the fur-lining of his parka’s hood as he carries him to their car, well, no one ever has to know it.

Mick’s along for the ride because, let’s face it, he’s not going to miss out on the chance of witnessing Leonard’s embarrassing little crush on the Flash in action so he can mercilessly tease him about it later. Doesn’t have a thing to do with the kid being kind of adorable when he’s all spaced out and incoherently grumpy like this and he’s not racing around to mess up their plans.

Cue Barry being thoroughly out of it when they drop him off at his doorstep, and only realising that he’s just kissed Captain Cold and Heatwave goodbye about five minutes later when he’s faceplanted on his bed and is halfway towards sleep already, and damn, how is this this life?!

  • Most girls: My favorite characters are the strong women or the strong men with hearts of gold!
  • Me: Me too! Especially the morally ambiguous ones who kill everyone except that one special lady who appeals to his softer nature!
  • Most girls: Wait, what?
  • Me: Yeah. You know, those characters that are introduced and one of the first things they do is kill or attack an innocent person to show how bad they are? But then you still wanna see them get a happy ending, and you get super overprotective of that character like they aren't a cold blooded murderer? Those are the best!
  • Most Girls: 😳
  • Me: And then they'll always have that one scene where they break down and have a moment of sensitivity and vulnerability and it'll feel like your heart is getting ripped out and stamped on?
HIGHLY SUSPECT             Sentence Starters
  • "I don't want to be in my skin..."
  • "I feel like I'm ready to blow..."
  • "The truth is that I can't breathe, and I can't feel and I can't move..."
  • "I'm starting to think that maybe there is no God..."
  • "When you're up against the world, it shows..."
  • "Well I'm out here drowning and surrounded by an ocean of emotion..."
  • "This can't be real..."
  • "Baby, I'm broken..."
  • "Feels like you just keep on pullin' me down..."
  • "Will it ever be the same again...?"
  • "Tell me what's worse than this...?"
  • "You are the one that I used to love..."
  • "I've seen better days..."
  • "I've seen your best and worst..."
  • "At your worst, you're still the best..."
  • "At my best, I am the worst..."
  • "What's worse is all the coke..."
  • "The ice that numbs my throat, if only for the night..."
  • "It's just a fact cause I am here to win this fight..."
  • "Hey, I'm feeling OK, it's good..."
  • "Lately I been feeling so strange..."
  • "I'd be better off dead..."
  • "It's been getting harder to sleep..."
  • "But I'm still here, so..."
  • "Why don't you pour me another one..."
  • "I'm so cold again..."
  • "My patience is wearing thin..."
  • "I feel like death is coming soon..."
  • "All I wanna do is fuckin' sleep..."

Vampire AU

For the wonderful @kittyboo8015

Kitty, @gouguruheddo and I figured you deserved as many vamps as you could handle :)  Thank you, a hundred times over, for being such a sweetheart.  You’re always so wonderful to chat with.  Keep being amazing, babe <3 We’ll come kidnap you someday. 

[Are you seeing this gorgeous art?? I’m dying.]




[~4.3k Victorian Era Vampire AU, NSFW, angst mixed with gentle loving, as the Eruri’s should be, some blood and injury]

**Arthur Randall is from Kuroshitsuji, shoutout to that AU I crave, and Auguste Dupin was Edgar Allen Poe’s Sherlock before Sherlock. Poor Nile.

[high enough, bloodsport

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