feel in control

sometimes i think that the reason Allura didn’t tell Shiro or the other Paladins about the “dark history” of Voltron is because she knew the Black Lion was traumatised by the experience and wanted to give the Lion the chance to open up about her trauma in her own time and at her own pace

‘Someday Someday’ :: Tumblr Edition, #13

I had always been a good student.

Not because I was particularly academically gifted, but because I was good at studying. And by that I mean, studying was a completely foolproof source of alone time. I could shut myself away and still have it be socially acceptable because everyone understood a student’s need to study. The high marks were really just a by-product of my need to be alone, and to feel like I was in control of something.

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anonymous asked:

I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm glad that I further understand what my curiosity is but I don't like it. I want it to go away. I feel like I've been forced into this. I'm not trying to be like woe is me but it's frustrating having parts of yourself you can't control. You can't cut and paste what you don't like or don't want to deal with. At least I'm low key shallow so I don't have a lot of real life crushes anyway. Sorry I needed to vent...

It’s always okay to vent, so don’t feel the need to apologize for that. I’m sorry that you are feeling so much inner turmoil. I know that it can feel like you have no control, but remember that there are things that you do have control over. You cannot change your orientation, but you can try to shift how you perceive your orientation. Your orientation isn’t something you have been forced into; it is a part of who you are. What is forced is the societal view that there is something bad or wrong with this natural part of you, and that’s something you can push back against. You’ve already taken a huge step by figuring out your curiosity! Remember that you don’t have to date anyone you don’t feel comfortable dating, you don’t have to come out or tell anyone you don’t want to. There is no rush on figuring this all out. Take your time, find voices online of people who have come to terms with their orientation, and try not to be too hard on yourself. It gets better!


Team Let Steven Dye His Hair Pink But Only If He Reclaims It As His Own Instead Of Trying To Imitate Someone Else First Because Really That’s Pretty Fucked Up 2k17


“he spent five hundred pounds on jeans”

“He’s got his eyebrows plucked and his asshole bleached”

“Tribal tattoos and he don’t know what it means”

“And wears a man bag on his shoulder, but I call it a purse”

“Drinks beer, but has a six pack, I’m kinda jealous”

“He wears sunglasses indoors, in winter, at nighttime”

“Now you’re eatin’ kale, hittin’ the gym”

Originally posted by imabeast78

The Zodiac Signs as Bad Things

Aries: Destruction

Taurus: Surrender

Gemini: Dishonesty

Cancer: Betrayal

Leo: Abandonment

Virgo: Failure

Libra: Injustice

Scorpio: Loss of control

Sagittarius: Restriction

Capricorn: Disappointment

Aquarius: Judgment

Pisces: Heartbreak

I tried really hard to be happy; I swear to god I did. But, it seems, every inhale I take makes me long for the last, every broken heart I suffer through tempts me to shatter ten of those around me, and every glance at the sky reminds me of the weightlessness I lost years ago. It was so much easier when I danced through life without a second thought; when I truly could move like no one was watching. Now, I wring my hands dry of the urge to shake those with lovesick smiles lazily drawn on their faces. It takes everything in me to restrain myself from taking them by the ear and shouting.
(you fool, don’t you know that the higher the climb the harder the crash? and your wings will one day melt. and when they do, you’ll drown in the misery you’ve neglected.)
—  WHAT A CURSE // k.m.
  • what she says: I'm fine.
  • what she means: Kishimoto wrote a love story that transcends time, labels and limitations. Naruto and Sasuke are two expressions of the same energy. They're both determined, capable of incredible, deep emotion, easily attract loyal followers, and were always watching and wanting to be with each other. At the same time, they are different enough to be perfect complements. They compensate for each others weaknesses and compound each others strengths. This isn't a relationship; it's an artistic masterpiece. A symphony. A composition that puts the Mona Lisa, Taj Mahal, Sistine Chapel, and Great Wall to shame. Just look at the parallels between them, and the story of the sun and moon. Note the phallic symbolism of the statues in The Valley of The End. They are each other's first, last and only. The fact that they're not 'together' in every possible meaning of the word will haunt me until the day I die, possibly beyond. I am not okay.
Manga/Manhwa Worth Reading (Ongoing)

I’ll upload a list every month! Stay tuned.

1. Killing Stalking (depictions of strong violence and harassment, warning). The only reason I’m reading this is to find out how the relationship between the main characters will turn out to be.

2. Kamisama Hajimemashita (the most important arc of the manga just finished)

3. Tokyo Ghoul :re (the clowns are here)

4. Saezuru Tori Wa Habatakanai (One of my favorite yaoi manga. Warning, not everyone’s cup of tea, even though it’s a masterpiece)

5. Shingeki no Kyojin

6. Moritat (Law and Jesse omg)

7. Never Understand/ Out of control (last chapter came out this morning. An interesting read)

8. Kuroshitsuji (another arc finished, right?)

9. Horimiya (slow updates, but worth it)

10. A Man Like You (oh, the angst)

One by one they slowly fade away. Don’t hope. Don’t hope for a even minute that they won’t. They all do.
—  another-broken-hello