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tarot card meme
send my muse one of the following..
  • The Fool: Something they’ve always wanted to try
  • The Magician: Something they’re very good at
  • The High Priestess: One thing they wish they knew
  • The Empress: A woman they really admire
  • The Emperor: A man they really admire
  • The Hierophant: Something they believe in
  • The Lovers: A person who makes them very happy
  • The Chariot: A place they’ve traveled or would like to travel to
  • Strength: Something they struggle with
  • The Hermit: Favorite way to spend a day alone
  • The Wheel Of Fortune: Something they wish you could change
  • Justice: A decision they wish they could do over
  • The Hanged Man: A time when they wished someone would listen to them
  • Death: Someone they really miss
  • Temperance: Their ideal day
  • The Devil: Who they talk to when dealing with big issues
  • The Tower: Something that changed their life
  • The Star: Someone they consider perfect
  • The Moon: Something they fear
  • The Sun: Their happiest memory
  • Judgement: Their favourite song(s)
  • The World: Their dream job
  • The Criminal: Custom questions
Maybe

Tonight you say
you wish you were dead
when I bring you a cup of water
and prop up your feet

it kills me a little
your words
blade sharp
in my battle
to keep you alive

how weary I am
under the weight
of our disintegrating minds

maybe this isn’t a poem
not enough purple smoke
the mirrors all cracked
like the newest lines under my paladin eyes

measure my love
in the dirt on my face
the callouses on my hands
the knots in my too long hair

measure my loss
in burdens not shared
words not said
futures rewritten

and for all the heat of your fear
the bed made cold
without you

Hellbound

inspired by @the-flame-and-hawks-eye​‘s wonderful Hellbound AU


Alright - so I started this song a while back, and left it due to lack of whatever. So recently I went and reread some of the newer chapters and bam, I finally finished it.

Shay - you’ve created quite the world. Thanks for being such an incredible person and huge inspiration for so many people.

lyrics under the cut

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I just google’d “Kim Possible drinking game” and these are my favorite results

Take one sip when:

  • 2000s pop-culture reference is made
  • Bonnie is mean 
  • Ron does something dumb
  • new gadget
  • catch phrase/Ron-ism
  • cheerleaders are practicing

Two sips when:

  • movie/TV show is parodied
  • something scientific is explained (even if inaccurate)
  • continuity error
  • kung-fu and mad fighting skills
  • Kim saves Ron
  • Kim’s middle name
  • Camp Wannaweep
  • Rufus saves the day

Three sips when:

  • Bonnie admits she’s wrong/helps someone
  • Ron does something without dumb skill
  • a villain interacts with another villain
  • Ron conquers a fear
  • the bad guy(s) is(are) caught

Finish your drink when:

  • Drakken has a good plan…
This Is Not An Apology

This is not an apology
This is not an apology
The words have fought underneath my skin for over a decade
Battling with guilt and conscious 
Tumbling through the mire that is non-existent self esteem
Trapped in the pit of my stomach in a cage of ice cold fear

The fear of being wrong
The fear of being a mistake
The fear of being a disappointment
The fear…of your disappointment 

The words are rattling in their cage so fast they fly to my heart
And suddenly I’m afraid of one less thing
Even though a hundred more fears take its place
But the words are here in my heart now
And nothing ever rang so true
So there’s nothing I can do when they come to my throat-

Do you know the last time I wrote: “I am transgender” was in my letter to you?
Because somewhere between my heart and my throat, shame was born
And I wore it like a shroud

Thumbing through the pages of that old story
Filled with pity for the boy who got uncomfortable at the phrase: 
“I could never tell!”
And thinking: “I’m glad I moved past that”
But the next time you called I couldn’t bring myself to correct you when you referred to me as ‘she
It was easier to let you believe
Even though every time the weight on my shoulders threatened to suffocate me

When you cry over old pictures of the life you always wanted
My body turns to stone
While the molten lava burning in my chest seeps through cracks
Piece by piece, fueled by time and unexpected, unconditional love
Like any other coat
My shroud begins to wear away

It takes one last moment of unwarranted mourning
One last moment of shame
One last moment of fear
And suddenly
I’m free

Your words used to echo in my head as clear as the day you said them
And those days, there never seemed to be enough oxygen in the air 
But for the first time in years, I can say, “I am transgender”
And still be breathing afterwards
I can say “I am transgender”
And not immediately being to self-destruct
I can post a picture of my face online with the tagline ‘trans man’ 
And not worry about who’s going to see it

For the first time I feel honest when I tell that terrified kid in that old story:
“It gets better”
No matter what your mom said
You don’t have to apologize

She should never have made you feel guilty for loving yourself more than you love her visions for the future

This is not an apology
Because I’m not sorry
No one will ever make me sorry again

Because I’m not a vision
Because I’m not a possession
I’m not an idea or a concept
Because I’m a person
Because I’m a man
And my name is

-d.s.l.

eject

i crave in others what my organ sack lacks—
warmth, honed bones, usefulness;
i want to dip into them,
i want to bathe myself in otherness
to become something
different than the dull familiarity
of soft self, sad self, stale self

there is no one else i could have been;
when the void vomited my flesh,
its sick black residue
seeped into my ear. i have been poisoned
from the start. i sometimes fear
the sinking back in, the retraction,
the returning home—other times
i want it with an urgency, a hunger

i look at my hollow eyes, their
circular knowing of. they are
slick as little fish eggs, foreign
as jupiter or another’s blood.
if the void got to choose
when it spit me up, then i’d like
to choose when i go back

i really didn’t think he’d do it

(spoilers)

i told my mom, nah that’s not gonna happen. he’s not gonna sacrifice his kid. the only children who die on this show are evil ones like joffrey and minor characters like the butcher’s boy and lommy.

they’re not gonna kill such a sympathetic, innocent, kind-hearted child who’s been a pretty major character since season 3, and the only person who humanizes stannis, he of the ‘personality of a lobster’ (direct loras quote).

his love for his daughter was his one redeeming quality and the thing that made him interesting to me.

i mean really, just look at how these dorks look at each other

and the round-about way he tells her he loves her

AND THE WAY SHE LOOKS AT HIM WITH TEARS IN HER EYES, KNOWING HER DAD LOVES AND APPRECIATES HER

boy was i wrong. her face when it’s about to happen…

the fear

the desperation

and stannis just fucking stands there looking all remorseful

no, i will never forgive you stannis. what you’ve done is worse than anything anyone else has done on this show. worse than the red wedding. worse than the beheadings and torture and poisonings.

you burned your own fucking child alive, your only child and heir, the one you went through hell to save from greyscale, all for some freaky fire cult you only half believe in which is just a means to an end for you. an end that means NOTHING without an heir and without the only person who loves you unconditionally despite your many many flaws.

i know grrm and d&d coordinated on this and it might happen in the books in some way, shape or form but that doesn’t excuse any of them.

i’m mostly just frustrated with d&d for some of the choices they’ve made with regard to female characters. i don’t read the books but apparently arianne martell of dorne is supposed to be a pretty empowering female character which they decided to leave out for really good reasons i guess??????

dany’s rape was horrifying. cersei’s rape was horrifying. sansa’s rape was horrifying. but the shireen thing got me right in the feels and it’s just something i won’t be able to get over.

ever.

AKA STANNIS IS DEAD TO ME NOW AND ALWAYS

sincerely, me of the house heartbroken.

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