On some disgusting shit,
I never noticed how you enjoyed making me feel ugly, unwanted and unworthy. Smelling my fear and my fresh. Your nose felt cold against my warm skin.
Only because you wanted to share your sadness when I wanted to pull you out of it. I’ve got enough reasons to cry, why become another? First your smile, then you break.
Our private shadowy conversations crawl into my subconscious. I lace your words with intentions that you never murmured. Love sounds right in your vibrato. The word slithers from your tongue to my heart.
Oh, the friends I’ve lost to hold you with weak fingers. A mouse dangling at the lips of a lion. Blow me, baby! Watch me spin in your fingers, grip me so gently but with power. The weight you’ve got on this pet shackles my soul. I can’t lose this. What am I without?
Once and for all, I could slip out your hands! Once and for all. Let me push myself to be free of you. Where can I run where you won’t find me? Think fast, be nimble.
Offer me an exit. Show me the way out. I screamed into deaf ears until I realized how easily I could slip. I ease from your grip and run faster than me regretting telling you “Cum in me” Dont look back. Don’t look back. Don’t…I look, then I noticed the other mice.
His hunger wasn’t for me.