fear of myself

You know what? 

People have to right to block.

If someone makes you uncomfortable, then go ahead.

We need to stop saying that blocking is a bad thing.

If you don’t want someone interacting with you, then go ahead and block.

Blocking isn’t a weak move.

A weak move involving blocking is when you block someone after a argument and imply that you won.

Blocking someone because you simply don’t like them is perfectly normal.

You guys seriously don’t know how humans work, huh.

Humans wan’t to remove out of their site everything that upsets then and makes them uncomfortable. 

People have to right to dislike people.

People have the right to make themselves happy, even if it’s just a little happier.

Not everyone can handle the things you can.

Some people go through/went through trauma that has made them live in fear and vulnerable to possible harm.

Whether it was abuse from someone else, or themselves abusing their own body and mind.

Not everyone works the same way as others.

Each and every human being functions differently.

And we should stop judging people for wanting to make themselves happy.

Imagine Abby making it into the bunker and she just launches herself at Marcus, gripping his coat, both kissing each other like they’re each others oxygen, Marcus holding her tight by the waist. And then, they’ll pull away (but still holding each other) and while their foreheads touch, Abby whispers “I was afraid that I wouldn’t see you again.” Then Marcus replies also in a whisper “I had those fears myself.”

3

spn reverse graphics challenge | @juliemcniven
↳ prompt: Nancy Fitzgerald

Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

me: trips going up the stairs and bangs pretty every body part against the steps

me: does not make a single sound out of fear of embarrassing myself more than i could have

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.