fear of infinity

anonymous asked:

Nando and beach day hc's would be great if you wanna do them :D I'm going to the beach for a few days and I'm leaving later today so ✨

•Nate really goes because he wants to catch a bit of a tan before tour

•Andy being the gigantic kid he is, however, won’t let him just laze around all day when there’s so much to do

•So the man-child picks Nate up, throws him over his shoulder and carries him to the water

•Poor Nate has that whole fear of infinity and the ocean and all that fun stuff– In turn, that leads to him not letting Andy leave the shallow point of the water, and even then he has a tight grip on his hand

•After Nate practically drags him out of the water, Andy buys ice cream cones to make up for it

•Sandcastle building competitions (of course)

•Their lunch gets hijacked by seagulls though– Which in turn leads them to have to walk to get something from a restaurant near by

•The two stay until sunset and just enjoy the day out

•Though, both of them catch sunburn because the dummies forgot to put on sunscreen

getting Real

All you see, hear, and feel during meditation are the thrashings of the mind as it begrudgingly melts into Stillness.

Meditation is the difference between knowing truth and being truth.

It is the key to remembering and experiencing what you really are: endless, boundless divinity. 

Your fear of stillness is not unique to you, nor is your fear of infinity. Everyone possesses this fear to a degree. It is the ego’s fear of dissolution and abandonment. 

The ego is identification. The ego is the part of you that wants to know itself, to rid itself of some things and gain other things, and finally to change the world to mirror itself.

The ego in its most simple form is the image that you have of yourself and how that shapes the image that you have of the world. The ego is made of judgements, opinions, insights, and perceptions. It defends these things as much as possible and is very concerned with being ‘right’.

Abandoning the ego means no longer being so certain about anything but at the same time losing no confidence. A yogi’s confidence comes from being sincere in the moment and connecting with emptiness rather than asserting any part of his or her world.

Therefore, the aim of the path is not to change the way all of this is but rather to awaken to your existence as it is beyond perception. It is what you ARE, what is doing the perceiving, rather than the perceptions themselves. It is the Realest.

Meditate. Awaken. 

What they’re trying to tell us?

As I said in a previous post, the background song in the beginning of the Kitchen scene between Wanda and Vision is called “I fall in love too easily” (by Chet Baker) (x) 

But the important thing is that the soundtrack of the next scene, when Vision is talking with Wanda about the Mind Stone, it’s called “Celestial Bodies” (by Henry Jackman) (x)

Foreshadowing about Infinity War, maybe? Someone think the same? Nobody?

What the hell Russos

alternative song titles - mitam edition
  • hey angel: are u as obsessed with me as i am with yooouuuu?
  • drag me down: thx for putting up with my bullshit. u never had to but u did anyway, which is great because i'm rlly scared of being alone, ya feel?
  • perfect: fear of commitment™
  • infinity: u left and OUCH u hurt my heart u dick (talkin to u zayn)
  • end of the day: *clap, clap, clap, clap* such heart palpitations, wow, very love
  • if i could fly: (piano, piano) LOVE DECLARATION OF THE CENTURY (piano, piANOOOOOO)
  • long way down: u hurt me and that was soooo unpredictable, i'm saaaaaad
  • never enough: LOOK WE ARE ADULTS WE DO THE SEX / u give rlly good head and that's nice
  • what a feeling: can't believe i managed to reel in a 10, good eyes, good eyes
  • love you goodbye: DON'T LEAVE BEFORE WE HAD BREAKUP SEX. nice outfit btw
  • i want to write you a song: i couldn't think of a creative song title
  • history: we are great, we are cool. pls don't leave (like zayn did)
  • temporary fix: LOOK WE ARE ADULTS WE DO THE SEX II / 'friends with benefits' is an underappreciated concept
  • walking in the wind: a-ooo-ooo-ooo i'm just going for a walk but i like to make even the smallest goodbyes very dramatic a-ooo-ooo-ooo
  • wolves: they call me unreasonably paranoid, very possessive boyfriend for a reason
  • a.m.: drunk banter in the early hours of the morning, fuck yeah

Here I present to you a list consisting of #550 phobias that someone can have. These all come from different online lists of phobias and they are organized in alphabetical order. If you’re looking for a specific phobia, ctrl+f and type in the keyword. This is also for my 300 followers. Anyway, please like if you’ve found this helpful. Enjoy, lovelies. (◠‿◠✿)

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cavaleiro-de-dragao  asked:

About ironpanther, I would love to read more of that soulmate au. While I'm at it, will you put it on ao3?

All righty! Here’s a bit more of the soulmate au from T’Challa’s perspective and the team (somewhat) realizing they dun goofed. And yes, I will post it on Ao3! :)


The day the ex-Avengers were pardon T’Challa had felt almost insulted by how easy it had been. The struggle and exhaustion Tony had suffered during the battles and working on the Accords, literally shedding blood, sweat and tears to find a balance only to have his old team tear into him, to have it all put away and momentarily forgotten? T’Challa wanted nothing more than to walk up and shout to the world incoherent words and then sit back and watch them trip over themselves trying grasp what he had said. But he had more important things to do. One of those including being present for Captain America and his team’s return.

James Rhodes stood besides T’Challa. As did Virginia Potts, hidden behind her Rescue armor. None of the Captain’s team mates were any wiser of her identity behind the mask. The Vision remained behind them. It was the four of them standing at a distance as they watched Steve Rogers walk forward. Maria Hill and Nick Fury waited for Rogers to reach them. They greeted each other as the old friends they appeared to be.

“Captain, it’s good to have you back.”

“It’s good to be back.”

The Asgardian prince, the one responsible for setting in motion the Captain’s pardon, made his presence known. They listened intently as he explained the dangers heading their way, the war that was about to start and the battle they were to be a part of for Earth’s safety.

An alien invasion.

“Are you serious? Another alien invasion?” Barton cried.

Another one, just as Tony had predicted.

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Will you still love me even if it hurts me?
Will you still love me even when I push you away?
When I’m more comfortable with solitude than your embrace?
because it’s not that I don’t trust you… I just don’t trust myself.

Because I love you and that’s what makes
my rage boil up to the surface
for it’s only a cover emotion;

I am afraid…
of what you could potentially,
do to me.

I apologize for all of the things I have done
and will do
to keep you away…

And all I ask from you is to not run away
because my subconscious is just testing you
to see if you will be like the rest of them
to see if your word is bullshit
like the rest of them.

I have been conditioned by fear
to fear the fear within you and within myself…
all a vicious cycle of “what ifs” and potentials
that make me question if  I am truly enough
if I truly do deserve all of this
that I am worthy for all that I inown
but I fear it is but a curse
that I’ll never truly measure up to it…

What a dis-ease I have
that I fear love
for the climax is sure to be followed by the fall
for whatever rises must come down
this is the false truth that my mind has been accustomed to
but I have come to realize that interdependence is the reality
and our codependence is only in our minds
for when we fear we create disharmony
and without fear we create infinity…

because I fall down but when I look at you I’m able to pick myself up
and I truly believe that dependence isn’t the malady
but the idea of independence that keeps us from our humanity
we are born connected to our mothers
and we are taught that the disconnection from the cord that has given us life is but a lesson to live by
that our happiness cannot be defined by another
but the lie is that solitude gives us strength…

Do you not see the madness in this?
Do you not see how our self-reliance
has made us all self-hating?
Because we are dependent on the air that we breathe
and the water that we drink
and the connection to everything!
We cannot sustain, survive, and live without these cords
that connect us to each other and everything.

I will no longer stand here alone and lie to myself
that this is how the world is supposed to be
because I’ve had visions that I once could not understand
but I see now that I am so powerful
I hold within the deepest caverns of my heart the ability to create
just like my mother and her mother before her…

I am no longer afraid of my power
for the people who’ve told me to hide it
and told me that my gifts were curses
were only afraid of their own reflections…
God, such irony!
That we are afraid of our own beauty!

—  The Vision | Kassandra Dea
Phobias or fears


Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Algophobia- Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.
Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Amathophobia- Fear of dust.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.
Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.
Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Ancraophobia- Fear of wind. (Anemophobia)
Androphobia- Fear of men.
Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.(Ancraophobia)
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anglophobia- Fear of England or English culture, etc.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.
Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Antlophobia- Fear of floods.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.
Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.
Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.
Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Ceraunophobia, Keraunophobia)
Astrophobia- Fear of stars or celestial space.
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia. (muscular incoordination)
Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.
Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist’s dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.


favourite revenge episodes: 5 / 5

3x01: Fear

If you think your just gonna enjoy the perks without the misery, you’re wrong. My mother will draw you in and destroy you. It’s what she does. And if she doesn’t, I will.

Last summer you took me to the ocean.
You taught me how to fall in love with broken seashells and how to fear the infinity of the water.
We sat on the edge of the waves,
Ankles deep in the sea-kissed sand,
And I whispered that I loved you with each passing tide.
Your shadow beside mine,
Walking down the boardwalk with burning bare feet and naked hearts,
We were careless.
I think for an instance that we forgot that we were far from perfect.
We bought a small beach towel on a night in mid-july
And we laid out on the cold sand like a layer of sheer lust.
You rested your head on a sandy pillow
And I laid upon your chest under the full white moon.
The perpetual waves were a symphony of youth, recklessness, and of first love.
Memories like this make me miss the sound of your voice
—  gwegg

We all want to have a character who is unique, their own person nearly. And I’ve seen a  lot of roleplays where people have decided to give their character a phobia. But  why not give them a really unique and underused phobia. So I have compiled a masterlist of phobias and what they are, also with a link that talks more about each of them. They are alphabetically organized as well.

I hope this helps. So please like/reblog if it is useful to you and to spread this out and help whoever needs it!! 

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