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FATSHION FEBRUARY GUYS!

I wore this tonight to the poetry open mic I go to in Asbury Park at the Annex. The theme was “tortured early ‘90s art school student” OR “stereotypical French poet”.

Xe’s a killer queen, guys. My curves tonight were somethin’. Got a million compliments and even got a reading of Mack the Knife dedicated to me!

Got some VBO and fat from the side shots. My belly was so sexy tonight ♥

  • Black wool beret - found in my house
  • Bandana - Peelander Z “Mad Tiger” bandana
  • Tunic shirt/dress - from Costco, of all places, I don’t remember the brand
  • Belt - Target
  • Sweater tights - Christmas gift, unknown brand
  • Boots - Doc Marten “Triumph”
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i should be cleaning

my anxiety is taking over my entire body

so i painted it

my face, at least.

drawing on my face as self care

also look at these sequinned purple braces (suspenders) i got last night at claires for like 3 dollars

i am channeling david bowie via the sun on my forehead

i need him today

i am a queen, i am a dinosaur queen, can’t you see the damn tiara

look at my belly today. my belly is beautiful today. look at my thighs today. my thighs are beautiful today.

they are always beautiful. i am always beautiful.

i am beautiful and i am a wreck, i am a mess.

i’m not even wearing this anywhere. i’m going to shower soon and wash the negativty clear off my body

but until then i will adorn it beautifully for my own consumption and joy

i hope you like it

i got this new skirt at the goodwill on saturday for two dollars omg

the colors are so weird, though, like this picture is so washed out. i am not that pale in reality, and the skirt is really purple and NOT blue

IM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT AN OUTFIT AROUND IT

ugh this skirt

it’s a size medium. it is so tiny

i am pleased that it is v stretchy

the vbo with this skirt is ferocious

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I went to Chinatown today and got STUFF

I got these sweet ass fake Rayban floral print sunglasses that FIT OVER MY GLASSES

And these 2 adorable floral print light scarves (spring scarves yo) because I’ve obviously gone Full Hipster

and holy shit this fucking bear full of mango candies that says “I AM FASHION” on the back IT’S LITERALLY ME OK and it’s a coin bank when it’s empty :v

also snax of course.

I am so fucking angry right now

tw: fat hate

One of my best friends posted a lovely image of a fat person in their underwear, proudly showing off their body. The image read something that paraphrased meant that all bodies are beautiful and like not to let societal bullshit get you down, which is a nice sentiment.

A friend of mine proceeded to comment on how “being fat is unhealthy” and “don’t expect society to find your body beautiful if you’re going to showcase how unhealthy you are.”

Then people started jumping in to say shit along the lines of STOP SUBJECTING ME TO YOUR FATNESS and STOP TRYING TO FORCE ME TO BE ATTRACTED TO FAT PEOPLE and LOSE WEIGHT SO I DON’T HAVE TO LOOK AT YOU and YOU CAN’T BE HEALTHY IF YOU’RE FAT AND THAT’S OBVIOUSLY MY BUSINESS

and just

fuck

NOBODY’S BODY IS PUBLIC PROPERTY

MY FAT AND FUCKING BEAUTIFUL BODY IS NOT PUBLIC FUCKING PROPERTY

I got pissed, I said that someone can be healthy at any size, said that they had no business spewing hate in a derailing fashion when it was simply a post meant to tell all people that they have beautiful bodies

As expected, I had this gem thrown at me:

“Looks like McDonald’s has free WiFi.”

Fortunately, my close friend (the OP) deleted the thread to stop any more foul shit like that. Fortunately, while my appearance may be disgusting to them, their personalities are disgusting to everyone and I can change my appearance. They can’t change that shit.

I then ate crabcakes triumphantly, joyously, and indignantly.

Nest time someone pulls that shit I swear I am gonna put on a tight short skirt and a belly shirt and I am going to sit on them while I stuff myself too full of fast food

and I am going to vomit on them.