I really don’t know where to start. You appear to everyone as the funny random, sometimes scary chick who is either wild or quite calm, but can change in an instant.
But wait folks there is more.
Your thoughts only seem erratic to most because of the combination of things you like to watch/listen to and that you are almost trying to stay ahead of the game by one step.
You, like I said before, are fun and easy to get along with but there is something deeper a strong yearning for acceptance but also to be different (whether that is to stand out or not I don’t think so). Anyway this deeper feeling can cause you to have moments of ‘weakness’ where you just can’t seem to handle it. So you just sort of go to the 'happy place’ or seek comfort (Rick) for help.