I’m that type of fan
I’m the soft/worried type. I baby them a lot even if most of the idols I stan are older than me. On my daily basis I’m worried about them. Like, if they’re eating well, if the’re overworking, if they have free time to sleep and rest properly, if the companies treat them well… That kind of stuff. I feel attacked too sometimes with those dance moves moves, those looks, the performances- Yeah, I feel that too. But mostly I see how curte some (most) are, how noisy, funny, intelligent, talented they are. Excepting for just one case (because Jaebum is too much) I never dreamed about dating them, or I don’t feel that attraction towards them. Idk I mostly think about how would it be to have them like friends, or siblings. Like, can you imagine being friends with BTS, or Got7, or Monsta X, Astro, Black Pink, EXO (etc.)?
I want to protect them and make sure they’re healthy and happy. That’s my duty here.