fangirl*

Every time I read fanfiction
  • In public: *silent, smirking from time to time, just a normal reader*
  • Alone: *unholy noises, rolling on the bed like crazy person, squealing and clapping my hands like an idiot seal*
Isn't it strange to think that some people will never know what it's like to be in fandoms?

They’ll never spend hours scrolling through tags on tumblr

They won’t pterodactyl screech when they see their otp

They won’t know how to handle ship discourse

They won’t stay up late into the night reading fanfics

They won’t get into heated debates over a problematic fav

I respect them, but it’s strange to think that my friends and family will never know the simple things about being a fangirl (fangirl being a gender-nutural term)

Discovering a new show...

Normal People: Hey, this looks interesting.

Me: Oh look, another fandom to sell my soul to.

  • <p> <b>Person:</b> So you're a fan?<p/><b>Me:</b> *thinks about the cursing, the crying, the heartbreak, the fan fictions, the aesthetics and tumblr posts I have made*<p/><b>Me:</b> Yes... I guess you can call it that<p/></p>