This was the best concert ever!!!! BTS really outdid themselves. I went to the concert in a group, so there were five of us. One of the people in the group camped out, so our number line up was in the 90s, plus we all had soundcheck tickets ( bless her because I don’t know how she survived because it was so cold outside.)For soundcheck, it was the best experience ever! I like that BTS felt comfortable enough with us to show up to soundcheck without any makeup or hair done. They legit looked like they rolled out of bed, they were still handsome though. Since there were not that many people there, it was so intimate and personal. I made eye-contact with Jimin, Taehyung, Jin and Jungkook. Since they were not dancing during their rehearsal (except for Baepsae) , they were looking straight at us while singing. When they were practicing Dope, Namjoon didn’t even rap, he let us say his lines for him lol. It was so hype at soundcheck even though there were barely any people there. Also, Namjoon was the only one who showed up with glasses on. A fan had a sign that said “King of Destruction” for Namjoon, when Jimin saw it he was laughing lol. Overall soundcheck was such an awesome experience and it felt nice personally connecting with the members on that type of level. When the members were leaving, all of a sudden Taehyung came running back, he said “ I forgot my cellphone” poor Taehyung lol. Then we went back outside to line up and then entered the venue. I was right in front of the extended stage on the right side. I had the best view ever, first row is really the best lol
I was laughing the whole night because of my friend and her commentary ( if you watch my fancam for J-hope’s MAMA, you will see what I am talking about lol). My favorite member was Jimin and he was in front of me for the majority of the concert :) But he is so strange though. When he is dancing he is so focused and serious and his body really flows with the music ( I am so happy I saw it live and up-close). Jimin is really a beautiful dancer. However, he was feeling himself a little too much and almost busted his ass twice twirling and spinning around. If he fell in the pit, it would have been RIP to both Jimin and the security. Speaking of security even they were turing up to BTS lol. There is like three sides to Jimin. 1st is the serious and passionate dancer.
Then his cute fluffy side. OMG, Jimin smiles while he talks, and it just melts your heart, he is really adorable lol.
However,we also have flirty Jimin, he was having multiple fans shook all night. My friend was a Yoongi bias, but she was having a lot of eye contact with Jimin lol. The majority of the eye contact I had with Jimin was during soundcheck. During the actual concert I didn’t even notice he was staring at me, sometimes times I noticed, but I was only able to film some of it. Also, his thighs are no joke they, they are so thick lol. When the fans did the rainbow ocean, he was so amazed and was staring at the whole venue in disbelief lol, all of the members were shook.
I also, had a lot of eye contact with Taehyung too, he was so interactive and cute with the fans. However, the energy from J-Hope was no joke. He was hype for 2 and a half hours straight. He is such an amazing performer, honestly the majority of people who left the concert all said they are now J-Hope stans lol. He was like a ball of light and sunshine, and he was smiling so much. I also, caught Jin staring a lot, even though he was on the opposite side of were I was on stage lol. Towards the end of the concert when they were saying goodbye I had eye contact with Namjoon for too long, and then he opened his eyes really wide and waved goodbye ( I wish I had footage of that). Jungkook was cute too, a fan gave him the American flag and he took it and ran around with it.
The performances at the concerts were well done, and I was able to appreciate their choreography even more so seeing it live in person. They all can dance so well. I loved when Cypher Pt 4, was performed. For someone who says they are a rock, Yoongi sure was getting his life though lol.
This was really the best concert that I have ever been too. I was able to meet so many wonderful people. One of my friends was talking to the staff members and they told her that BTS were so nice and respectful, but they are also jokesters. Overall, the staff loved them lol. My other friend also knew a girl who’s dad was working at the show, so she got to meet BTS, but she was too shy to say anything so she just waved. I really had an amazing time and I can’t wait for them to comeback soon.
You woke up on top of Jimin, and Hoseok was right next to you guys on the couch, head thrown backwards and mouth slightly open.
Jimin’s cheek was red where you had been leaning on. You pushed yourself off his chest and fixed Hoseok’s head so he wouldn’t have neck pains when he woke up.
By three, you guys were refreshed and staying in the house seemed boring compared to last night.
They performed for you at the karaoke bar and drank until they couldn’t sing properly anymore. The taxi dropped you guys off around three in the morning, none of you even bothering to make it to your rooms.
Today you and Hoseok wanted to relax while Jimin decided to go shopping.
“Let’s just go walk around the park.”
“Okay. Let’s go.” You said, throwing on a light hoodie.
“It’s too hot for that. Here…” he went into his room and pulled out a brand new spring dress.
“When did you buy that?” You asked, annoyed that you would have to get dolled up.
“I ordered it last night. It got here this morning, isn’t that crazy?”
He must have been awake and seen you on Jimin. Probably half awake when the package arrived and returned to the couch to keep sleeping.
“Okay, I’ll wear it but only because it’s nice out and a walk in the park seems like the perfect thing to do right now.” You said.
He got ready too and you hesitated. “Isn’t this a bit too much?” You looked at how nicely dressed he was too, in khaki slacks and a baby blue button up.
“No. We look cute. Don’t we look like a couple from the 40’s?”
“No.” You scoffed, smiling at his silliness.
Today you promised yourself to go along with his silliness. It would make him happy and you wanted to feel the sun on your skin, refusing to think about work or your worries.
The park was about fifteen minutes away. You swore you two could film a movie right then and there, the park was beautiful. Hoseok looked like celebrity too.
There was a big fountain deep within the park and Hoseok managed to lead you guys straight there. It was more like a rectangular pond, long enough to take up a few minutes just to circle around its perimeter.
You finally took out your phone and snapped away, but taking pictures of him instead as revenge for taking pictures of you nonstop on the way here.
“These are coming out pretty good.” You smirked.
Once Jimin was famous, you could be his professional photographer because in these pictures, Hoseok looked like a model.
You giggled at the pictures, amazed by how good the phone’s camera was.
“It’s not the phone Y/N. It only captures the beauty that already exists.” He looked off into the distance and waited for you to take some pictures.
Again, they came out as if from a magazine. You laughed and immediately showed him.
“Okay. Enough paparazzi. I’m just going to walk around the fountain, no pictures please.” He said arrogantly, acting like a celebrity.
“I understand” You laughed. “Carry on.”
He laced his hand into yours and didn’t bother to see your reaction.
You didn’t think about it for too long because he bought ice cream from a man rolling around his cart. How nice it must be to work in the park…watching children pass by and couples going on dates.
It felt silly knowing that’s exactly what you two looked like, a couple.
Embarrassed, you freed your hand and happily ate your ice cream, sitting on a nearby bench with him.
“Let’s take a picture of our ice creams.” He suggested.
“Okay, but I already bit the cone.” You pouted.
You stretched your hand out next to his and he snapped the picture.
“Now I just have to put a caption….‘my ice cream and Y/N’s half eaten ice cream cone…hashtag fat ass’…”
You giggled and snatched the phone out of his hands.
“Ay, give it back. I wasn’t really writing that.” He laughed.
Brining the phone father away from his reach you shook your head and licked your ice cream. “No.”
“Yah! I just want to send it to Jimin and make him jealous.” He whined, reaching over your body as you stretched your arm back as far as possible.
His face only inches away from yours, and his determination making you laugh. “Nope…no.”
“Okay.” He said suddenly, then he quickly gave your lips a small peck.
You were so shocked, so surprised.
“Hobi!” You gasped, looking around and laughing at your own embarrassment when you realized no one was watching. “Why did you do that?”
Admittedly your heart was beating faster.
“What? You can kiss me when you feel like it but I can’t? I like it when you call me Hobi by the way.” He smiled, looking into your eyes and pushing your hair behind your ear.
“And when did I assault you so?” You asked, amused.
“You don’t remember? Oh, Hobi! You’re my teddy bear, come here! Then bam! You kissed me right here.” He pursed his lips and poked his right cheek.
“Hoseok…” your smile faded and your tone was serious.
“What’s wrong Y/N?”
“I was drunk. It just happened. Plus that was on the cheek, not on the lips.” You mumbled.
“I know. I just couldn’t help myself. I’m sorry.”
“I’m not ready.” You breathed, suddenly feeling anxious.
“I know but…what are you afraid of? You have me, Y/N. You can tell me anything, you can flat out reject me if you want to but just tell me. No matter what you say, I’m not going to get mad or think differently of you.” He said, a slight frown on his face.
You placed the phone on your lap and thought about his words.
“I know about Jimin…What he did that night the cops were here.” He said.
You gasped and brought both hands to cover your face, dropping the cone onto the ground. “He told you? I’m sorry I didn’t tell you first.” You said, voice trembling and tears in your eyes.
He pulled one hand away from your face and you turned away from him.
“It’s not about who tells me first. Jiminie could have kept it to himself but he didn’t because we’ve been friends for a long time and he respects me enough to admit when he does something stupid that could affect me. What I don’t understand is why you were afraid to tell me. I tell you all the time, you can tell me anything and I want you to tell me everything.” He sat closer and hugged you to him, kissing your forehead.
You faced him and apologized again. “I didn’t want to hurt you Hoseok.”
“I don’t care. I want you to dump everything on me. All the bad things, all the good things. Don’t hide anything from me. That’s what really hurts most.” He brought your chin up and you looked at him. “Promise?”
“I promise.” You nodded.
“Okay then let me do this…and don’t think about it for too long because I know you’re not ready and I’m okay with that. Just pretend it never happened. I just need to know.” He said seriously, gazing into your eyes.
You wondered what he was talking about but you got your answer quickly.
His lips pressed against yours, catching you by surprise. Unknowingly, your lips responded and your body buzzed with an unfamiliar feeling, but it felt warm and safe and euphoric. His hands gently held your face. He moved his lips again and you were shocked by how natural this seemed, and overwhelmed at the same time. He pulled away with a small peck and you looked into his eyes, a small smile on his face.
This is what it felt like to be loved…
It was too much. Your heart was racing and you flushed pink then frowning the second you remembered what he said…to forget.
He understood that you couldn’t give him what he wanted…at least not yet.
“Let’s go. Maybe we could catch up with Jimin and do some shopping.” He said, grabbing your hand and pulling you off the bench, already putting that moment behind.
He let you walk around by yourself. They stayed at the boutiques while you headed to the Target.
It felt nice just being able to grab a shopping cart and buy your own things. Just the simple task of getting groceries and whatever else you wanted, felt like a brand new start at life. It felt good.
When they caught up with you, they grabbed a few things and you guys quickly went to checkout since it was getting late. The sun would go down in an hour or so and everyone was starving.
On the way back to the car, the temperature was noticeably colder. Hoseok just had his button up but Jimin had his hoodie. He unzipped it and handed it over. You gratefully accepted it.
Inside you felt a bit weary, as if you had to be more conscious about your actions in front of them. Jimin still didn’t know that Hoseok told you about the incident.
Hoseok showed no ounce of reaction to Jimin’s gesture as you put on the hoodie.
Tonight’s menu was ramen. You guys were too hungry to wait for food to be done cooking so you added some sausages, some veggies and whatever else seemed good.
Within fifteen minutes, you guys were sitting on the couch, watching a war movie and drinking soda.
For a moment, nothing felt real again. It was like you were watching someone else’s life. It was different, but in a good way.
“Give it to me Y/N.”
“Jimin it’s fine but I don’t think you need to add that extra chorus at the end.”
“What else?” He asked.
“Nothing else. I’m no expert. Maybe you should tell Hoseok to listen to it? See what he thinks.” You slid him a folded up sticky note with a thumbs up you drew on it.
“He’s too nice. You’re more straightforward with the feedback.”
“Are you sending these demos to a label?” You asked, sending back the USB.
“I can hear you guys mumbling!” You guys faintly heard Hoseok yell.
Why?…well you and Jimin found out that the only reason Jimin comes to comfort you after having nightmares so quickly, is because there’s a hole in the wall between your rooms, right above the floor.
It was about the diameter of two fingers and you could see through it. He had the cute idea of attaching two paper cups to either side of string so there you guys were, communicating like kids. If you both laid down on the floor, you could see each other’s faces.
You touched pointer fingers, a secret handshake of sorts that you two came up with since your fingers just reach each other.
Crawling into bed, you were sure that each of you would get a good rest and somehow you also knew that this week was going to be just as exhausting as the last.
Suddenly remembering you jumped out of bed and ran to the hole again.
“Jimin!” You half whispered.
“What’s wrong Y/N?” His eyes appeared at the hole.
“Hoseok told me that you told him what happened.” You said quietly.
“Ah…he did?” Jimin’s expression was too serious.
“I’m kind of glad you told him. Relieved actually.”
“Why is that?”
“Because you’re a good friend to him. You told him the truth and now I can trust you without a doubt.” You said.
He stuck his finger through the hole. “Of course. Jimin is one outstanding guy isn’t he?”
You poked his finger and giggled. “Yes. Goodnight Jimin.”
In the middle of the night, you went to get some water and Hoseok must have heard because he shuffled into the kitchen.
“What’s wrong Y/N?”
“Nothing. I was just thirsty. Go back to sleep.”
He smiled before turning around and going into his room again.
A small part of you wished something was wrong. Then you’d have an excuse to be comforted by him. It sucked though, because now you felt guilty. Like you were abusing his feelings for you.
How could you be in his arms knowing what it meant to him? How could you hold his hand and or throw your arms around him?…but how could you not?
He was your friend, your best friend, the one who made you want to live again, your other half. The one who held you down to this earth and made you smile.
Things were good, yes…but a relationship? Could you even make him happy? You didn’t even know how.
But how could you forget that warmth in your heart when Hoseok kissed you? It was like you could feel what he felt. It was wickedly impulsive on his part but that didn’t matter. It felt perfect.
Hoseok was a part of you now and there was no way in hell that you would continue to live on without seeing his smile everyday.
He was so full of life and hope, everyone saw it. You had him all to yourself now, you’re his first priority and that made you feel safe, protected, brave even….
One year was all it took for him to single-handedly to make you happy. What more could you ask for? You had a friend and a protector.
And what about Jimin? Wouldn’t it be weird for him to see you and Hoseok as a couple and have to live together? Was that another reason as to why he wanted to leave?
He proved to be someone you could open up to. Someone who was trustworthy. Best of all, his honesty proved that he had Hoseok’s best interests at heart.
The fact that he confessed to Hoseok just crushed any doubts about him that you had. Jimin was a good guy. One you wanted to get to know more of…but that kiss was something different.
You couldn’t give too much thought to it without thinking about how a Hoseok must feel. He didn’t say he was upset…
Thinking about it brought you more feelings of guilt but it was easy to put yourself back in that moment, when Jimin grabbed you close and kissed you as if you were his already. The shock of the moment took your breath away, paralyzed you and it was also wicked. He did it to hurt her, Yumi.
The look in his eyes when he apologized to you though, it was more like he was sorry about your reaction and not so much the kiss.
The Jimin you grew to know so far was kind, trustworthy and caring. If he hurt other people then that was his problem. For now, it was just you, Hoseok, and Jimin against the ugly world.
“Jimin.” You whispered, lightly tapping Jimin’s door.
Hoseok was gently snoring next door.
You woke up before he died in your nightmares.
Jimin opened the door, half asleep but quickly waking up when he saw it was you.
You threw your trembling hands on his shoulders and arms, touching him and making sure he was real. Your face, crying into his chest.
“Shh…” He said, hugging you tight.
Still in his arms, he walked you backwards to your room.
You laid down once again, but you were shaking. You faced the wall and closed your eyes, trying to calm down and sniffling like a baby who’s just cried for hours. He hugged you from behind with a bit of pressure.
“I saw you die again…” you managed to blurt out.
It made you think, maybe you should speak to Dr. Yoo about how graphic these nightmares were getting, how violent they were. It wasn’t fair. It was like torture.
“Don’t think about that anymore. I’m right here.” He said, rubbing your arm, warming the skin.
You clenched your hand into a fist and listened to his voice, angry that it was taking so long for you to relax.
He hummed and sooner or later your breathing returned to some normality.
Almost asleep now, you wanted to tell Jimin he could go but even that seemed like using too much energy. It threatened to wake you up again. You couldn’t even lift your eyelids open now.
Everything was quiet.
The last thing you could possibly remember was his lips placing a soft kiss on your shoulder before he left.
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HI HELLO MY NAME IS ERIN AND I LIKE DRAWING DAN AND SPACE
aka I just found a design for dan that I like
Also?? Colored line art??? Amazing??? Like look at that
Also I’ve been messing around with styles lately so if I ever end up posting art it’ll probably be strange and different