exactly 1 year ago today all my dreams came true. it has been 1 year since I met the person who I look up to and the person who means the world to me. even tho it was one year ago I still remember everything that happened that night and I still can feel the way it felt to hug you and I will never forget that as long as I live.

so taylor @taylorswift if you ever happen to see this I just want to say thank you for everything you have done for me. saving me in the middle school years when my friend turned her back on me. when I would cry at night so I played the speak now album so fall asleep and everything was better. thank you for making music that makes me feel so good I dance and spam my friends on snapchat with me singing and dancing. thank you for allowing me to become friends with all the amazing people I have become friends with. I love you. thank you for being my best friend. ❤️


Pairing: Philip Hamilton x reader

Words: 458

Warnings: none

Request: Requested by anonymous: Uhm hi. Would it be possible for you to write a Philip x Fem!Reader where she’s a dancer and is stressed about an upcoming performance so Philip calms her down and maybe dances with her? I really need this. Sorry this is so long….

A/N: Whenever I see “I need this” I get worried are you ok? I’m here if you wanna talk! I love all my followers

You stopped the music, wiping the sweat off your forehead. You had been practicing for your upcoming dance, and you were terrified. You sighed, throwing yourself into a chair. Worries flooded your mind.

What if you’re not good enough?

What if you mess up?

What if you fall?

What if you trip, and ruin the performance?

What if-

Knocking on your door broke you out of your thoughts. You got up to open it, revealing your best friend, and long time crush, Philip Hamilton.

“Hey. You were practicing I assume?” He gestured to the cleared space in the living room, and the radio you set on a table.

“Yeah, I have a performance coming up in a few weeks. Gotta be perfect.” You smiled. He walked inside, sitting on the couch. You sat next to him.

“Are you nervous?” He said suddenly.

“What?” You replied, confused.

“For the performance.”

“Oh. Yeah, of course! I might fail, and then ruin the whole thing, or I might-” Philip was giving you an odd look, which made you quiet down.

“You’ll do great.” He assured you, gently taking your hand before a smile spread on his face. “Dance with me.”

“Wh-What?” You squeaked, although you allowed Philip to drag you into the cleared area. He rushed over and put slow music onto the radio. “Philip…” You breathed, fighting back a blush that threatened to spread on your cheeks.

“Dance with me!” He repeated, excited taking your hands and dancing slowly to the music. Your cheeks heated up rapidly as you danced to the music as well. “You’re a great dancer.” Philip whispered. That’s when you noticed his cheeks were reddened as well.

“Thank you.” You breathed, leaning closer.

“You’re beautiful.” He whispered again, looking at you, as if silently asking you if he crossed any lines saying that.

“I-” You paused, not knowing what to say. Before Philip could pull away, you closed the gap between the two of you, pressing your lips to his. His eyes widened in surprise, but he easily pulled you closer, pressing against you.

“Maybe if we have other ‘practice sessions’ like this you’ll do better for the performance.” Philip laughed, his forehead touching yours.

“I guess we’ll just have to test that theory.”

Get To Know Me Tag

I was tagged by the lovely @anthracite-camelies! Thanks sweets!

Nickname: Jen, short for Jenny is the most common one. Of course me and my sister call each other every single foul nickname under the sun but it’s all in good fun. ;)
Star Sign: Saggitarius, i’m a fall/winter baby.
Height: 1.67 cm
Time Right Now: 11.20 pm, I’m a bit of a night owl.
Last Thing Googled: Animals without necks, to show my bestie the gorgeousness of these photoshop pieces.
Favorite Artist: This is an impossible question, let’s say Gerhard Richter I’ve really liked his stuff lately. I do love me some Monet too though.
Song Stuck In Your Head: Elizabeth Taylor by Clare Maguire is pretty stuck in there at the moment.
Last Movie I Watched: Bridget Jones’s Baby, me and my best friend went to see it and laughed our asses off.
Last TV Show Watched: I’ve been binging Orphan Black with my sis lately. Can’t get enough!
What Are You Wearing Right Now: Underwear, a sports bra and a black tee. Lazy sunday clothes.
When Did You Create This Blog: I think it was earlier this year, can’t remember maybe february or march.
Do You Have Other Blogs: Yes I have my CC find blog and my private blog where I just put everything that I love so it’s basically a mix of random video games, eighties shit and animes.
Gender: I’m a ladyyy.
Hogwarts House: According to several online tests and the Harry Potter website I am a Ravenclaw.
Pokemon Team: Oh I haven’t dived into that rabbithole yet I’m afraid I wouldn’t come back out. No i’ll keep playing on my 3DS instead hehe.
Favourite Colour: Red and purple.
Average Hours Of Sleep: 6-7 on average.
Lucky Number: 3!
Favourite Characters: Buffy the vampire slayer, also Willow in a close second. Also Veronica Mars, forever and always a marshmallow.
Dream Job: Singer but my huge stage fright will probably always prevent me.
Following: That I’m following or that’s following me? I’m following 398 blogs and I have 275 followers. :)

I tag: If you’ve done it ignore me but I tag, @blarffy, @annabellee25, @weepingsimmer, @rtaremedey, @108sims, @thosefuckingsims, @bubulle-sugar and @kyootxims!

anonymous asked:

911, I'm in love with my straight best friend who just got in a relationship and she's pissed because I have a hard time being happy for her and she can't understand why

stay the fuck away from that omgggg do not ever fall for a straight or bi girl bc they never know wth they want so they just play with your heart

Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
You claim to love her, inside and out, but the only time you call her beautiful is when it’s 3 in the morning and I’ve already turned you down.
—  girls tell each other everything, c.j.n.