falling into thoughts of you

La Vie En Rose (Loki x reader)

Warnings: none really

Note: just something short i wrote! English is not my first language, and please give me feedback!

Originally posted by not-to-be-or-not

The rain was falling outside, making you more relaxed than you thought you could be. As one of the Avengers it wasn’t often you were relaxed at all. Though, the late night talks with Loki helped a lot. It was like he understood you in a way no other did. He listened and answered. You had fun together. Your friendship evolved to something with unclear boundaries. You loved him, that was for sure, but how you loved him, you didn’t know.

“Can I come in?” you heard Loki ask from behind the door. Quickly you sat your hair so it didn’t look so messy and tried to hide the smile on your lips.

“Yeah sure.” You answered. The door opened, and in came Loki. He didn’t have anything but his pants on. It took your breath away. ‘God he is handsome’ you thought, and tried to hide your blushing face. He smiled at you and walked towards your bed, where you were sitting.

“What did you want Loki?” you asked, hoping he wouldn’t ever leave.

“I just, I wanted to talk. You’re the only one who likes me here.” He said quietly. You got up from the bed and walked towards him. His eyes followed your every move. You took his hands in yours, looked into his pained, green eyes.

“They don’t matter. If they can’t see the amazing in you, they don’t deserve you.” You said and smiled to him. He chuckled. It sounded amazing.

Suddenly, he leaned forward. Slowly. You were forehead against forehead. Not easy when he was so tall compared to you. He sighed deeply, got himself together, and finally pressed his sweet, soft, cold lips onto yours.


When you kiss me, heaven sighs

And though I close my eyes

I see La Vie En Rose

When you press me to your heart

I’m in a world apart

A world where roses bloom

And when you speak angels sing from above

Everyday words seem to turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me

And life will always be

La Vie En Rose

Songs used:

La Vie En Rose - Daniela Andrade 




9 of 14

Nodding she gulped “and you might not come back from” she finished for him. Tears formed in her eyes but she refused to let them fall “don’t you think I’ve thought of those things?” She drew in a shaky breath remembering the nights she had lain in the dark wondering if he was alright whenever she heard of another hot spot in the news. Each time she wondered if he’d be deployed to help cool things off and if he did go would he come back?

“I know you probably have,” he pulled her close “I just need to be sure you understand what kind of life I’m asking you to have if you still want me. Can you handle this? I have no right asking anyone to live on pins and needles. I know how difficult that is. I know how hard it was for my Mom to hide the fear and the tears from us kids when we were growing up.”

“What got her through those days?” she asked.

“Love for my Dad and us kids” Phoenix shook his head “my Mom’s a tough cookie.”

“So am I,” Teasha told him a firmness in her voice that wasn’t there before “I’m willing to stick by your side if you’ll let me. I can’t promise not to worry because I’d do that regardless of what you did for a living.”

“You mean that? Really, really mean that?” he asked pulling a stray strand of her hair and tucking it behind her ear.

Nodding “I do” she leaned into him wrapping her arms around him “If you let me I could even fall in love with you.”

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
I like how I didn’t look for you. You just came in like a raging storm and my world was forever changed.
—  another-broken-hello
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.