I apologise in advance for ranting
So today I had band class for my last period and I sit next to an asshole eight grader (I go to a middle-high school) and he constantly bothers me. Usually I can ignore him (not really but I try to not say anything or be rude) a note: I have anxiety, and adhd so I already have trouble concentrating. So this boy knows that I have adhd and he constantly picks on me.today he was being slightly nicer (he was completely ignoring me) and then we start playing new songs for a concert we’re doing. So I’m reading the notes and trying to get the rhythm right and he’s goofing off (cause he doesn’t care) I asked him if he could stop talking so loud about some random stuff he was saying. And he’s like “why? can’t concentrate? Didn’t you take your pills?” When he knows fully well that I can’t take the pills because they make me stop eating and they make me really anti social and stuff. And so he keeps doing his thing for like twenty minutes (during our entire review time) and then we have to play. He fakes playing and I’m trying really hard to make up for the loss of one of two second clarinets. When we finish playing the song we go to the next one (which I wasn’t able to review at all) he starts muttering random stuff and I’m already shaking a bit so I muster up all my courage and say “can you please stop you’re going to give me an anxiety attack” and then he just repeats the words “oh I’m gonna give you an anxiety attack” for the entire song then I finally ask the teacher to move me and he says I can’t be moved because of my position. He asked me what was wrong and I told him that the kid was bothering me. He asked him what he was doing and loudly In FRONT OF THE ENTIRE CLASS he practically yells “ oh I’m gonna give her an anxiety attack” and everyone starts staring at me and I just hand my clarinet to the kid in first chair he nods at me and the teachers give me a pass for the nurse where I breakdown. This is fucking bullshit it’s not fair that kids who love and practically live for music have to be around kids who don’t care and bring them to the edge and I just can’t deal with this bullshit anymore.