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George Harrison appreciation post

So, today is George’s birthday. It’s the first one I get to celebrate along with thousands of other amazing people all across the world. And it means so much to me. As some of you know, I don’t really think about that “favourite Beatle” crap or anything, but George has always been different. Special. I don’t know why, but it’s just like that. The way he talked. The things he said. The way he sometimes just started into nothing, that thoughtful look on his face. His dry, unexpected jokes in random places. His smile. Everything about him is just perfect. I truly value him, not just as a beautiful soul and wonderful songwriter, but as a true friend. He has no idea how much he did to me. How much he did to thousands of lost people around the globe. He helped me out numerous times. He was there for me when nobody else was. And I am forever thankful for that. So I should feel happy today, right? It’s my “best friend’s” birthday today! But I just don’t feel happy. I can’t feel happy. I feel empty. Just empty. Because even though he’s always there, he isn’t. Y'know, today I realized he’s gone. That feeling when it hits you really hard: he is not coming back. I’ve been told that I shouldn’t worry, that I should be calm, that he is in a better place now. I know he really is in a better place, but, still, I can’t think that I will never be able to put my hand in his. To feel the warmth of his body pressed against mine. There is no chance I’ll see him smiling upon me. But there is still something I can do. I can say thank you. Thank you, George, for helping me. Thank you for making my life complete. Thank you for everything. Just thank you.


What I want

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

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