my entire life i have had my emotions clouded by anxiety. i’m unable to experience them as they inherently are. rather, i experience a sense of urgency and nervousness in all i feel, plus a need to understand, so i try to rationalize or intellectualize the emotions and connect a to b and b to c and so on and so forth. labelling each way i feel as a concrete good or bad. it’s so unhealthy. i can read about it and try to educate myself about the “right” way to feel but that won’t allow me to learn how to feel things properly. it’s not something that can be taught. i mean, maybe it is and i’m clueless. but i’m determined to fix it. EQ is just as important as IQ, and rn my EQ is practically nonexistent. this realization has me fucked up today, i’ve been in bed in silence since i woke up just thinking about this repeatedly and my entire internalized life makes so much sense now. i don’t know if this even makes sense to anyone else because it’s difficult to put into words 


inspirational ladiesJung SooJung:
↳ “I’m human so how could I not have regrets. Doesn’t everyone feel regret a few times, wondering why they did something? But rather than having regrets, I think more about myself in the future. Curiosity over what I’ll be doing in the future comes before definite thoughts about what I want to do. What will happen if I choose this path, what will happen if I choose that path. Because depending on my decision, roots will take place and spread in different directions.

Harry from “Fins and Feet” which is the project Ros and I are working on!

@rosketch colored my sketch of merman Harry and she always does a wonderful job I am SPEECHLESS

Fins and Feet is a really cute fun story and you guys are gonna love it!!