extremely frustrated right now

okay I know everyone is really disappointed in Jackson right now… I am too… I’m mainly shocked and confused… cause doesn’t his comment just sound really badly worded? like first he was addressing how many other kpop idols have done the same thing so he’s wondering why he’s the only one being attacked atm and then he says “haters gon hate” which was just dumb to say but I’m pretty sure he’s talking about all the people straight up threatening him because people have been threatening to beat him up and kill him in the comments… it doesn’t make sense for him to mean the haters as in people calling him out for cultural appropriation and then he say immediately after he respects and loves all races… and lastly when he says “you are on the wrong page” could mean that this is all a misunderstanding?

I don’t know cause it doesn’t seem like something Jackson would mean especially in the past when he posted a picture a fan edited of himself with darker skin and people called him out for blackface and he immediately deleted it and apologized?

I’m still very confused about the whole thing and I know he’s extremely frustrated right now and went to comment but he should have thought out a better way of responding

Overlooked Efforts | Oh Sehun

GenreFluff, Angst

Word Count1.6k

Summary - In which you claim to be not jealous of Sehun’s new study accomplice, deciding to make him jealous in revenge. Well that ends well…


Harry Potter AU



It was a fine afternoon I spent strolling through the halls, midst conversation with Chanyeol as we walked towards the library. After stopping in front of the huge pair of double doors, we were immediately told not to enter by a very suspicious looking Baekhyun.

“You can’t go in” He shrieked as I tried to push past him

“Umm yes I can, and frankly I’m a bit late so I have to go in like now” I admitted, already being worried about the diva strop Sehun was going to throw when I entered late to our study session. I’d already told him to halt his quiditch practices for this, so I couldn’t make myself seem more unpleasant as to show up late to my own given time.

“Just take my word for it and go in some other time. I don’t want to see you hurt” Baekhyun suggested, making me more confused about his antics than I usually was anyway. I tried to look into the large room for any possible clues, but he’d placed his arms across

“Baek what are you talking about? I’m getting late for my study session with Sehun, and he really doesn’t like it when I’m late” I rushed

“You can’t go in because… He has someone else with him in your spot!” He blurted

“Under the staircase? Is it one of his quiditch teammates again? Cause I’ve told hi-” I began to fume

“It’s a girl…” Baekhyun ended, cowering behind Chanyeol as soon as the words left his mouth.

“W-what? Who is she?” I tried to keep my calm

“Siena from Ravenclaw, I heard them talk about her being his tutor for a while now” He nervously informed

“Oh her! She’s hot” Chanyeol decided to pipe up, and I instantly shot him a death glare

“Hot as in… She needs to uh - cool off with all that ugliness! Eww” He changed, mirroring Baekhyun’s nervous look.

“I just don’t know why he’d pick her over me” I huffed, looking over and trying to spot the two. I sucked in a short breath when I saw the giggly pair stumbling out from behind the large bookshelves. As soon as Sehun spotted me standing with Chanyeol, the grin on his face turned upside down; his attention momentarily with me before he went back to his preferred friend. “Put your arm around me” I muttered to Chanyeol

“What?” His eyes widened at my sudden request

“Put. Your. Arm. Around. Me” I enunciated as he shook his head.

“Y/N I don’t think this is a good- Never mind” Baekhyun gave up as I grabbed Chanyeol’s arm and put it around my shoulder. I spotted Sehun’s glare at the corner of my eye, and a satisfied smile took over my face.

“Y/N what do you think you’re going to get out of this?” Chanyeol sighed as he pulled me closer. Him being my best friend meant that this kind of skin ship was a usual. But I knew he felt uncomfortable when he found that it had another purpose.

“I’m not entirely sure, but I think it’s working” I nervously admitted, turning to grin at him. “Look I’m sorry, but I don’t know what happened. I don’t know… Why I did that” I shook my head

“Is there a chance you may be, I don’t know… Jealous?” Baekhyun wiggled his eyebrows

“I am not!” I snapped, pulling Chanyeol’s arm closer around me. Okay maybe I was a little annoyed, but certainly not jealous. I began to play extended the sleeve of his robe as an act of innocence, but the two continued to give me their suggestive stares.

“Y/N you’re gonna break my arm” Chanyeol warned as he chuckled at my sudden aggressive attitude. “You know you’re kind of hot when you’re jealous” He drawled, lowering down to place a small peck on my cheek.

“Hmm… Put a sock in it Park, he can’t hear you” I chided, kissing his cheek and walking over to the shelves.

I was walking through the rows in search for the basic Hexes spell book, when I heard a familiar voice clear his throat beside me

“So what’s up with you and Chanyeol out there?” Sehun asked, leaning against the shelves as I nonchalantly continued my search for the book.

“A more valid question would be: why do you care?” I replied with a question, tilting my head at his sudden curiosity

“Hmm I don’t know… Maybe it’s the fact that you two strictly claim to be ‘just friends’, but then all of a sudden you act all couple of the year, cuddling and kissing” He accused, causing me to let out a little chuckle at his not-so-subtle sign of jealously. But that would be pointless obviously; he has his own lady to worry about, why would he be jealous of the thought of me with another guy?

“We’re just being friendly” I shrugged, my answer being an instant cue to roll his eyes

“Yeah okay… Because all friendships consist of constant pecks on the cheeks, him wrapping his arms around you every five seconds and you curling up into his chest ever so often. Man would I love to be stuck in a friendzone like that” He scoffed

“Did you just hear yourself?” I laughed “My question still stands though, why do you care? You have your own lady friend, who you picked over me by the way, to be bothered about”  I prompted

"I’m just making sure he isn’t taking advantage of you at this time of dismay which you’re going through…” He sighed

“Excuse me?” I huffed

“Y/N, you can’t lie to me and say that you aren’t the tiniest bit jealous of her. I mean come on! I’ve seen the daggers you give her every time you make eye contact, it’s like you’re thinking of a hundred ways of how to kill her” He laughed to himself as I continued to stand un-entertained by his antics. I was most definitely not jealous of her! I mean sure she had to be the replacement of me being Sehun’s tutor for the past two years, but now that I’ve seen how much of an ass he’s being about this, I’m extremely glad this happened.

“You are just so full of yourself aren’t you? Saying all I ever think about is you. Well news flash mister Oh Sehun, I do not have any feelings for you! Emphasis on NOT!” I clarified “There is no reason for me to be jealous of her so shut your egotistical ass up and leave me alone” I snapped, half-lying to myself

“Jealously so evident in those sentences…” He sighed as I let out a groan at his consistent douchebagery. It’s a word. As the smirk continued to play on his features, I decided to set things straight as I walked up as close as possible to him, looking him in the eye as I spoke

“You listen to me, and you listen to me loud and clear Oh Sehun. I am not jealous of you and your perfect princess of a tutor, so why don’t you just waltz out of this section just as easily as you barged in, and take your asshole vibe with you” I finally hissed pushing his chest back with my hand and walking away; only for my wrist to be instantly gripped by him as he twirled me in to his chest with our arms tangled between us. We tried to steady our breaths as the unwanted tension began to build up again; focusing on anything rather than his face becoming an extremely hard thing to do, staring into each other’s eyes out of will.

“And scene” His low chuckle sent me mixed feelings and right now, this felt extremely frustrating. “Now you listen to me Y/N. My efforts of finding out your feelings towards me have definitely paid off, maybe not in the most graceful way” He began and I continued to impatiently stare at him, but I already kind of caught the drift of this being a confession “And I’d like to clarify one thing before you get mad at me; I had no intention of making you jealous, I just knew ‘Defence Against the Dark Arts’ isn’t your forte so I asked Jian. But when you started getting closer to Chanyeol, I started feeling this odd possessive vibe towards you and I honestly feel like that whenever you’re close to guys” He mumbled

“Sehun you can’t do that… I’m not your girlfriend and people are going to start getting ideas-” I

“Why? Why are you not my girlfriend Y/N?” He asked childishly

“Sehun I-” I began to feel at a loss of words because this wasn’t exactly the conversation I was expecting to have with my best friend. But hey! Here we are now.

“No no no, you like me -Baek told me, you can kill him later- and I’m absolutely crazy about you, so why aren’t you my girlfriend yet?” He

“Asking me would be a good start” I mumbled in the heat of the moment, my eyes widening at my own words as I looked up at him with wide eyes, as if to say ‘I don’t know where that came from’

“So… Do you want to be my girlfriend?” His voice came out unusually nervous as he spoke. My mind was suddenly a mess after I looked up at his hopeful eyes; I subconsciously nodded at his words causing a smug grin to take over his features. I didn’t know what just happened, but apparently I was glad it did.

A/N: I’m really sorry that the ending came out a little… poopy :( But I hope you lovelies liked the rest of the imagine as I have worked really hard on it :) I hope the anon(s) who requested, liked this (yes I merged two requests again, but they paired so beautifully! Please don’t kill me hehe) Thank you all for reading <3

~Shazz xx


Make You Scream (Gally Imagine #16)

Prompt: You fake an orgasm with Gally and he gets mad

A/N: This is seriously the dirtiest imagine I have written yet and I don’t even know.. I hope you guys enjoy because was a totally new experience for me! Love you guys and enjoy!

Your P.O.V:

You and Gally had been dating for about 5 months now and it was amazing. You were probably the happiest you’ve been ever since you got sent up the Glade and you knew Gally was happy too. He treated you like a princess and had the upmost respect for you. There were days were you couldn’t help but think how lucky you had gotten. Gally was one of the most attractive guys in the Glade. Also, the sex was pretty damn good too. Gally loved to please you and take his time, but tonight you were exhausted.

“You like that, princess?” he grunted, slamming into you. “Yes Gally, harder!” you moaned out. You felt for bad for lying but you just wanted to get some shucking sleep. Gally always made sure you came first and right now you weren’t anywhere near the finish line. “Oh Gally, I think I’m coming!” you screamed, trying to clench your walls to make it seem like you had really climaxed. Gally started to pick up the pace and before you knew it, he to had reached his orgasm. He rolled over to the side of you, trying not to crush you under his weight. “That was great babe.” he murmured, obviously out of breath. Instead of responding all you could do was nod your head tiredly before sleep overcame you.

Gally’s P.O.V:

          I loved Y/N with every inch of my being. She was beautiful, smart, kind, and funny, my better half so to speak. For the 5 months that we had been dating everything was perfect. And by perfect, I mean the sex was shucking great. I’d say we had a pretty healthy sex life; having sex almost 5 days a week. And every time, I had made sure she cam first. She was my princess and deserved it. However, this night was different. I could tell by the way she was talking. Normally, she didn’t really speak much. The only sounds coming from her lips were sexy moans and screams. An occasionally expletive here and there followed by my name at most.

          “Yes Gally, harder!” she seemed to force out. That was when I knew something was off. I didn’t think too much into it, as I continued my pace only for her to announce that she was coming. I soon followed and almost immediately she fell asleep. At first I lie there completely confused and a million thoughts ran through my mind. Finally, it hit me; She had faked it! Never had she ever faked an orgasm and my pride was a little hurt. If she didn’t want to have sex that was all she had to say! Soon, my embarrassment turned to anger. I had come up with a plan to get back at her. Tomorrow, she would be wishing that she hadn’t lied to me.

Your P.O.V:

          I woke up the next morning to find myself alone in bed. That’s unusual…  I thought to myself as I started to get up and get ready for the day. Normally Gally was the one who had the most trouble getting out of bed, always grabbing my waist and begging me to cuddle with him for a few minutes longer. Today, however, was not the case. Shrugging it off, I finished getting dressed and headed out towards the fields. Being a track-hoe meant that I had the pleasure of spending my entire day out in the hot sun. Before heading to my station I decided to go say morning to Gally since I didn’t get a chance earlier.

          “Hi Babe!” I greeted him cheerfully, wrapping my arms around his sturdy waist. I felt him tense up a bit, before turning to greet me as well. “Hey” he stated simply, before heading over to Ben. He looked upset for some reason…  Deciding not to push the subject I heading towards Newt and the other gardeners. “Someone looks like he’s in a bad mood.” Newt stated simply, coming to my side to help pull some weeds. “Yea, I think he just didn’t sleep too well last night,” I replied looking over to were Gally now stood. He was currently chopping up wood and I could see the sweat dripping down his back. He must’ve felt me staring because he turned around, making eye contact with me. A small smirk suddenly appeared on his face and he slowly began to take his shirt off.

          The sun was hitting him perfectly, showing off his toned arms and chiseled chest. Then, he winked at me. My jaw instantly dropped and before I could react any more he turned back around and went back to chopping wood. “Cat got your tongue, Love?” Newt chuckled, snapping me out of my thoughts. He caught me staring too. The rest of the day continued and I kept stealing little glances at my boyfriend. Every time we made eye contact he would either lick his lips or wink at me. He knew licking his lips turned me on tremendously and here he was doing it while everyone was around! Lunchtime finally rolled around and I could already feel myself starting to get aroused.

          I grabbed a tray of food and headed to my usual table, sitting next to Gally. Sitting on the other side of me was Ben and directly across from us sat Minho, Newt, and Thomas. I greeted the other boys warmly when suddenly I felt a hand on my thigh. Looking over I could see Gally was smirking, and his hand slowly made its way towards the hem of my shorts. His fingers danced their way towards the bottom of my shorts, tickling the soft skin before giving my thigh a tight squeeze. My eyes went wide and I tried my best to cover up the moan I wanted so desperately to release. Instead, I started to cough. Gally’s hand flew away from my thigh and he looked at me with concern; “Everything all right, princess”? My face went bright red and all I could do was glare at Gally. “Yea, Y/N. Your face is bright red. You don’t look good at all. Why don’t you go lie down for alittle?” Newt suggested. “Yea babe, you look terrible,” Gally agree. Through gritted teeth I accepted their offer and got up from the table. As I turned to walk away I couldn’t help but let out a squeal as I felt Gally pinch my ass. “What the shuck was that?!” Minho asked, completely oblivious to what had happened. I didn’t even respond, instead I practically sprinted to my private hut hearing Gally’s loud laughter behind me.

          Once I was safely inside my room, I flopped myself down on my bed completely frustrated. I was extremely turned on right now and Gally knew it, yet he still kept teasing me! Letting out a cry of frustration I decided to take matters into my hands, since Gally was NOT helping. The door to my hut didn’t lock, but I knew that the rest of the boys would still be working so I figured that I’d be in the clear. Turning around to lie on my back, I slowly started to peel off my shorts; the cool air making me shudder as it came in contact with my now soaked panties. Once my shorts were discarded I moved my shaking hands towards my still covered breast, making sure to focus on my erect nipples.

          “Mmmmm, Gally…” I moaned out, arching my back. “You called, princess?” I husky voice asked, making me shoot upright. There stood the man who had done this to me; the man who was turning me into a mess of hormones. “You know I don’t like it when you play with yourself with out me, baby” he whispered, making his way towards me. “Gally! What the shuck-“ I started to yell but was cut off by him pulling me into a hard kiss. My arms immediately wrapped around his neck as he lowered himself onto the bed, now straddling my hips. I could feel his length pushing against my core through his jeans. My hips involuntarily bucking, loving the friction it caused.

          Instead of meeting my thrusts, he pulled back chuckling softly. I couldn’t help but whimper at the loss of contact. “What’s wrong, Y/N?” he asked with a knowing smile. “Gally, I want you!” I begged like a small child. I started to get on my forearms to look at him better but was stopped when I felt his hand come and cup my dripping center. “Damn baby, you’re already so wet. Who did this to you?” he asked, slowly starting to rub my through my panties. Bucking my hips, I let out a throaty moan. “You Gal, you made me this wet!” I panted out. I could feel myself start to reach my peak when he suddenly pulled his hand away. “How do I know you’re telling the truth Y/N?” he spat out, anger etched on his beautiful face. He leaned down so that now both his hands rested on the sides of my head, trapping me under his body. “I know you faked it last night. I was really hurt, you know. But now, I’m going to make sure that you come so hard there’s no way in hell you can fake it!” he growled into my ear. I was going to apologize but he smashed his lips to mine, his one hand making its way to my left breast. He squeezed it hard which me yelp into his mouth. I could feel smirk against my lips before he pulled away. He started to peel off his shirt, which was still covered in sweat. It slowly peeled off his chest and I bit back a moan.

          “Take. Your. Shirt. Off. Now.” He demanded, his fingers playing with tops of my panties. It took me a few seconds to comprehend what he said before sitting up and peeling the shirt from my chest. It was Gally’s turn to let out a moan as I revealed my naked breast to him. His hands went to my chest and he roughly started to massage my breast. I could feel myself getting even more wet if that was possible. “Gally…” I moaned out, his fingers now playing with hard nipples. “What was that, princess?” he asked gruffly now moving his hands to the hem of my panties. He slowly began to peel away the thin material, “God baby, you’re dripping”. I was too lost in the moment to even think of being embarrassed. Gally then slammed two fingers into me as I let out a high-pitched scream. His fingers seemed to move at an impossible speed and I could feel myself starting to unravel. Before I could reach my peak Gally pulled his fingers out of me. “Fuck Gal!” I yelled, feeling empty. Every nerve on my body was alive and I needed him inside me now.

          “Gally, fuck me!” I practically begged. He leaned in and gave me a rough kiss, biting on my lower lip before pulling back. “I’m going to fuck you, Princess. I’m going to fuck you so hard that you’ll wish you never faked one in the first place” he growled in my ear before sucking on my earlobe. Leaning into his touch I let out a loud gasp as Gally finally entered me. I had no time to adjust as he bagan to pump into me with almost super like speed. The bed was shaking so much that I was sure it was going to break. Taking my leg, he put it over his shoulder, now being able to fuck me deeper. This new position gave him access to my G-spot and I knew I was close. Tears started to form in my eyes, and I let out one last scream as I was overcome with the most powerful orgasm of my life.

          My vision went white and my entire shook, like I was having a seizure. Gally continued to ram into me at a rapid pace so he too could release. This only prolonged my orgasm and the last thing I remember was Gally groaning out my name as he came.

          I woke up to find myself lying next to someone else. Their arms were wrapped around me and we were naked. A mild pain came from my core and suddenly I remember what had occurred earlier. Gally had fucked me so hard that I passed out. “I don’t normally make assumptions babe, but I’m pretty there was nothing fake about that orgasm of yours” Gally whispered in my ear, making me chuckle. “Shut up, Gal” I chuckled, elbowing him before turning around to face him. He gave me a kiss, this time slow and passionate. “I hope I didn’t hurt you” he suddenly said, face falling. Shaking my head I lent in for one last kiss, “It was amazing Gally. I love you,” I said. He looked at me before smiling. “Love you too, Princess” he replied, pulling me in closer. “Lets get some rest?” he suggested, closing his eyes. I didn’t even respond as sleep overcame me once again.

          “I think Gally might’ve killed her!” Newt exclaimed with a loud laugh. “Yea man, I’d hate to think what would happen if I lied to him…” Minho replied, walking back towards the homestead.

Guys, this is the satellite image of Puerto Rico from the blackout. Due to a fire at a power plant that caused the entire system to collapse, 1.5 million Puerto Ricans haven’t had electricity for over 24 hours.

Tonight is the second night we face with no power. In some municipalities and sectors, people don’t have water either.

Our governor has already declared a state of emergency. Our gas stations get drier each day.
People have been dying and their deaths have been directly/indirectly caused by this blackout. A man was found dead because of inhaling gases that leaked from the electric power generator at his house.

We still don’t know when we are going to continue with our studies in our schools and universities. Right now, I don’t know when I’m heading back to school.

Puerto Rico is suffering and this is an extremely frustrating time for all Boricuas in the island right now. Please share and spread the word of what’s going on.

(DON’T REBLOG THIS) ya ya a little salty post but i just love how i can’t jokingly say dan is loud and annoying without someone jumpin on my ass but people can turn these projects that dan spent so much time on into a meme so much so that dan feels like it didn’t even matter and that we don’t care about it haha it’s ok tho

anonymous asked:

Why do you hate Maya and Topanga's relationship so much? I think it's sweet

*psa, when I use the term boyfriend, I really mean there is a mutual thing going on*

As a whole, I don’t hate it, but in regards to the love triangle, I think it’s unrealistic and extremely frustrating. 

Right now, Riley is in a lot of pain, because her best friend has developed feelings for the guy she is seeing. Maya spent two seasons flirting with Lucas and developing feelings for him despite the fact that he was seeing her best friend. Imagine being in a mutual relationship with someone, and then having to deal with your best friend pulling your boyfriend by the shirt and bringing him close enough to her face to kiss him. Imagine your best friend looking visibly turned on around your crush and saying things like “pick up the bed with one hand” because she is voicing that she is attracted to him. Imagine your best friend developed a crush on your boyfriend and started flirting with him and making her feelings known through her actions. How would you feel?

Now, imagine talking to your mom about feeling overwhelmed because your best friend thought it was okay to pursue the guy you were seeing. Imagine having to deal with that kind of pain and betrayal and going to your mom for comfort, only for her to get up and comfort the source of your pain and tell her that the situation is not her fault. How would you feel?

I have had the same best friend my entire life. She is my next door neighbor and we are extremely close. She is also very close with my mother. My mom saw her as soon as she came home from the hospital and often used to babysit her while her parents were away at work, or needed some time to themselves. Yet there is no way in hell my mom would sit there and comfort her if she decided to flirt with the guy I was seeing. Because what Maya did was shitty. She hurt Riley and she did in fact mishandle things. And to sit there and watch Topanga coddle her and tell her that she did nothing wrong (and in front of Riley nonetheless) pisses me off big time. 

I’m just extremely tired of the narrative not holding Maya culpable. And it kills me that Topanga, Riley’s mother, is doing the same. 

*forever screaming because no matter how hard i try and no matter what i do something fucking goes wrong even though i followed all the proper steps to build this stupid fucking thing and it starts to give me problems weeks after i’ve built it and i can’t find any working solutions and i’m wondering what in the fuck did i do to receive these fucking problems when the roommate did the same exact shit but his shit is running a-plus a-okay fucking fantastic and mine is just running shit now and i’m constantly on the verge of crying because i cry when i’m fucking frustrated and i really just want to pick this fucking computer up and throw it out a fucking window and stop letting this bullshit haunt me i legit hate this bullshit that’s happening to me right now literally every single time i try to do something fucking substantial some bullshit hurdle presents itself to me and renders all of my current and future work useless and what in the actual fuck am i supposed to do when all the solutions i’ve been offered aren’t fucking working and what the fuck else am i supposed to do when the problems keep reoccurring and i just want to scream and this is bullshit and i can’t believe you’ve read up until this point because i really am just a frustrated mess right now and i really need to scream*

anonymous asked:

For this reason the rating is down. They must has an episode with team family and new characters but not a whole episode of new characters.

Thanks for the observation anon. I feel extremely frustrated right now because my fave show is falling in their ratings.  I want to remain loyal and I plan to but can’t they see what they are doing wrong?  New characters move the story forward and sometimes take the story in different directions. That’s fine and I’m still interested in the show but I really wish they’d concentrate more on our core characters.  I like Tara and I like Heath but an entire episode about them and new characters was certainly not needed.  I mean, if we couldn’t get more Richonne this episode then why not get back to Morgan, Ezekiel, and the Kingdom?  This episode could’ve encompassed both communities.  I sure hope we get an awesome episode next week.

Secret (Part 10)

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7,Part 8, Part 9, Part 11

“Xiumin, I think it’s time for us to talk.” She began, crossing her arms, and resting her back against the closed door, to make sure there was no way for the oldest boy to escape. He was trapped.

Xiumin looked away from her, as he sat down on the bed, he didn’t want to face this problem, he didn’t want to face her, or his feelings. He didn’t want to be in this situation in the first place. All he wanted was for things to go back to how they used to be, before they got twisted and complicated.

“Don’t look away from me, it’s rude.” Luna scolded him, placing her hand under his chin, and bringing his face up so his eyes would meet her large ones. Her gaze pierced through his, as she made eye contact. Xiumin felt his heart skip a beat.

“What do you want me to say?” Xiumin asked her, and a part of him faintly whispered to himself, that he would do anything she asked him to.

“I want you to open up, and confess your feelings Xiumin. I can see it. I can see the way you look at Baekhyun and I when we are together, I can see how your body tenses up, how you look sad, and defeated. Xiumin I saw the way you looked at Baekhyun and Chanyeol just now. Don’t take me for a fool.” Luna told him, her voice stern. She always pulled this tone whenever she wanted something, or when she wasn’t happy about something, and right now, she was extremely frustrated with Xiumin, and his behavior.

“I can’t.” Xiumin spat out, looking down, but Luna pulled his face back up.

“Why not?”  She demanded, her face inches away from his now, her eyebrows were furrowed, and her tone had become rougher, letting Xiumin know she wasn’t playing any games.

“I just can’t okay!” Xiumin replied anxiously, trying to free himself from her hold without causing her any pain. He didn’t want to talk about this, he didn’t want to talk about his emotions, he didn’t want to lay them out on the table like that.

“WHY NOT?” Luna asked him again, raising her voice in annoyance. She hated how the oldest member was being so stubborn about something so obvious.


Luna noticed how his whole body began to tense up, and shake, with each and every loud, pain filled sob Xiumin let out. The tears now were uncontrollable, like the tides, and nothing could wash them away. Xiumin brought his hands up to his face, covering it in shame, but Luna knelt down in front of him, and gently brought them down. She smiled at him warmly, a mix of pity and adoration could be read easily on her features. Her heart ached in behalf of the oldest boy, the last thing she had ever wanted was to cause him pain.

Xiumin’s eyes widened the moment they met hers, the tears freezing on his eyes, welling up, but not yet falling. His heart skipped a beat at the sight of her warm smile, and her glimmering eyes, and he wondered, he just wondered if the whole situation could have been a misunderstanding, a misreading of his stupid heart.

But either way, he was doomed, he was the odd one out, the lonely sock left at the end of a tumble dry, the one left without a pair. Baekhyun had Chanyeol, and Luna, well Luna had the whole world at her feet, and the Universe at the reach of her fingers.

And staring there into her eyes, with his heart beating harshly against his chest, so hard he thought he could faintly hear the echo of it bouncing off the walls, the world could have stopped for him, because Luna’s eyes, so wide, so pure, so shiny were staring into his, with love and concern, and her hair fell perfectly over her shoulders, and her hand was still holding his, and he could feel her warmth and smell her perfume, and there was nothing he wanted more than to stop time, and never have to give this up.

“It will be okay Xiu… I’m here for you, I’ll make sure you’ll be okay. Have faith in me yeah?” Luna asked him softly, her hand cupping his cheek lovingly, as her heart contorted and twisted in pain.

The heart is such a stupid, foolish organ, and it has the power to drive us crazy, but there is nothing more wonderful than feeling its first beats of love. Things get a little more complicated though, when you are not entirely sure who it is beating for.


Usually I don’t post rants or anything like that but I’m extremely frustrated right now.

One of my friends was told that their fic was going to be outed to the actor that they wrote about. Truthfully, I think that’s 100% FUCKED UP! You should NOT do that to someone!

I’m making you a promise right now, to all of my followers. If ANY of you EVER do that to ANY of my fics WITHOUT my permission, I will stop writing, and completely forget about my Tumblr.

If you love people’s writing, and want them to continue writing, Please please pleassseeee do NOT out their work! It’s hurtful and just not okay.

Sorry if this annoys anyone but ugh!!