extra few pounds

I used to hide, hate what I was, a real woman with scars, stretch marks and cellulite. So many insecurities in my mind. Beautiful definately was not I. But now I see that was all in my head. Paradigms built by other people’s expectations,what our own culture through media and even my own distorted view, of what defines a woman as beautiful. I will no longer let magazines tell me I am not beautiful because I have a few extra pounds here and there, because I have scars, pimples, stretch marks and cellulite. I am a real woman with a real body that has seen the passage of time and that has given birth to children. Yes, my body is not as it was when I was 15 but these marks on it tell the story of my life,of the sacrifices I have made and trials I have had to face and that is beautiful if you can truly reflect on it. You see,every body is beautiful for the story it tells of the soul that in it resides.I am beautiful because I embrace all I am and in that serene acceptance lies true beauty.
—  e.v.e.

From a few extra pounds to downright fatboy. Be a struggle for this chub to get those old workout pants on his fat ass, let alone exercise in them.

The RFA meeting huggable and chubby!MC for the first time

Yoosung 

  • Bby was v ( triggered )excited to see you at the party
  • When he looked for you, he saw a cute, curvy girl in a red dress talking to Jaehee
  • All the other RFA members were busy so he couldn’t ask them if they had seen you, so despite his shyness towards new people (especially cute girls) he walked to the two of you to ask Jaehee
  • “Hey, have you seen MC? I’m not even sure what she looks like so I’m kinda having troubles here”
  • Jaehee looked at the cute girl next to her and nodded, then said “yeah, I’ve seen her”
  • “Where is she? I want to meet her!” Yoosung ily but you’re so oblivious
  • The cute girl blushed and said “you already have”
  • ??
  • Are you his MC
  • ??
  • You look so soft and pure
  • And now you are getting crushed in his arms
  • “MC I’m sorry I didn’t recognise you you’re so pretty wow I love you”
  • He didn’t care about a few extra pounds, he was already excited for all the cuddles!
  • Blushing the entire evening because he loved the way the dress fit you You can not convince me that Yoosung would not be obsessed with your boobs okay


Zen

  • Was feeling really down after the whole Echo Girl/ankle sprain thing
  • Excited about meeting you but high-key worried about you visiting him this late bc of The Beast ™
  • When you knocked on the front door and anxiously pulled at your sweater, he saw you through the peephole in the door
  • hOW CAN SOMEONE LOOK THAT CUTE
  • He quickly opened the door and hugged you tight, muttering how glad he was that you’re safe and with him
  • He doesn’t care too much about looks, he fell in love with your personality after all so he would think you were pretty anyways but those curves tho
  • Did you say body worshipping?
  • You better expect getting showered in compliments and hearing soft whimpers from him controlling his beast all evening from pinning you against a wall and squeezing every part of you
  • Because you forgot your pyjamas and he was not letting you sleep without clothes or in the ones you are wearing, you had to borrow one of his shirts and sweatpants
  • “But Zen you’re literally half of my size that won’t fit” “Shhh just try, a gentleman won’t let his lady go to bed without comfortable clothes”
  • The clothes fit, but really tightly, hugging your curves
  • Zen had to go outside and calm down to not ravish you right then and there


Jaehee

  • She was never one for physical contact
  • But when this really cute girl walked up to her at the party and revealed that she was the one who had provided her with so much support, she couldn’t help but hug her
  • Baehee secretly loves hugs! And you’re cute and huggable!
  • She was just happy that you weren’t as thin as her, that meant you took care of yourself and wasn’t so busy that you constantly skipped meals
  • Kept sneaking glances at you the entire evening bc “yes that’s my girlfriend best friend and she is so pretty”


Jumin

  • Let’s be real he had shamelessly been checking you out since the moment you arrived in his penthouse
  • He wasn’t used to seeing women who weren’t stick thin and fake, so he was all for your natural curves (you had an attractive face and body in addition to your personality, what a pleasant suprise)
  • “Am I making you uncomftorable?” he asked when you caught him staring for the nth time and blushed, but smirked when you just shook your head
  • Respected your boundaries and restrained himself to a few pecks on your cheek, as he wouldn’t be able to stop if he did anything else  daddy Jumin
  • Just like Jaehee, not very big with hugs and cuddles before he met you (unless you count Elizabth the 3rd) but now! He loved it when you hugged him from behind when he had to bring work home
  • Salty af bc Elizabeth prefered cuddling with you


707

  • He had seen you before on the cameras and background check so he knew that you were on the heavier side, but he didn’t mind at all
  • He has probably already jacked off to you a few times, js
  • “She is still eating healthier than me, she is just unlucky and has bad metabolism so as long as she is happy, I don’t care”
  • Despite acting like he didn’t have a crush on you, he was really looking forward to seeing you in person! Defenders of Justice also need hugs ;-;
  • Tried his best to act platonic and/or ignoring you but his need for constantly touching you kind of gave it away
  • When you finally convinced him to at least bring his laptop to the living room so he could sit in the couch with you while working, you leaned your head on his shoulder
  • He gave in, wrapped his arms around you, kissed your forehead and simply held you for a few minutes before returning to work


~ jane

Fitness Sometimes Sucks

The fitness industry is the most deceptive, skeevy industry on the face of this planet.  People lie, falsify, and manipulate all kinds of results and prey on those who don’t know better, who have low self-esteem and self worth, people who hate themselves, and people who just want to better themselves.

I’ve never been so frustrated with my fitness journey in my whole life.  

I’ve been on a constant diet since I was eleven years old.  Actually, it was probably more like 9 because I was a lil chunker. Throughout the course of my life I have probably spent hundreds, even thousands of dollars on all kinds of fitness related shit and I am just plain sick of it.

I’m sick of people who are, “certified” trying to sell me their dumbass PDFs that are the “key to losing weight and toning up”

IM SICK OF THE WORD TONING

I’m sick of girls who have been thin their whole lives trying to tell me, someone whose body likes to hold a few extra pounds, how to lose weight, get in shape, get a six pack, “blast that cellulite”, and lose that extra ten pounds

While I’m at it, I’m sick of protein shakes.

and five pound pink dumbbells

I’m also sick of people telling me to eat less…. or eat more… or eat more fat with less carbs…. or less carbs with more fat…. or to count my macros…. and weigh everything I consume… or eat clean… or non processed… or whatever

I’m sick of people telling me to do an hour of cardio… or two…. or HIIT cardio or LISS cardio

I’m sick of fitness gurus who basically came out of the womb with a six pack telling me how to diet and exercise.  

Also, IF A MAN EVER TELLS ME HOW TO DIET AND WORK OUT EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE IM GOING TO SQUISH HIS HEAD WITH MY QUADZILLAS. because to be honest men do not know how the female body responds to diet and exercise at all.  

UG IM SORRY FOR MY PSYCHOTIC RANT IM JUST SO IRRITATED ATM SEND HELP.

How fucking disgusting it is that fatphobia is so prevalent in this country that there are people who would rather kill themselves with malnourishment than eat a big meal.

There are young girls and boys who would rather skip all the meals in their day than gain a few extra pounds.

There are fat people who have ATTEMPTED SUICIDE because of the things people say to them.

And yall really out here tryna act like there ain’t no damn problem. There’s a HUGE FUCKING problem.

Pietro and the Pie

A/N: Hey @stucked82 I’ve seen our comment and guess what! You got yourself a fic, my dear! Hope you like it?

Request: Maybe a Pietro x plus size. the reader can’t believe Pietro liker her because of her body and because he’s so flirty with all women and she doesn’t think she deserves a hunk like him???

Word count: 1.9k

Warnings: Swearing. Bad humour.

Originally posted by gyllxenhaal


So it was just another one of those days - you and Pietro Maximoff, just two very good friends out for the day. It wasn’t long before the craving for caffeine got the best of you both and you decided to stop for a brew. You should have know better, really.

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Simon Scorns

(hi tumblr, welcome to another one of my fics written in 1 hour and uploaded without proofreading or editing! this was inspired by this post, where i was tagged by @carryonbydefault to write this! hope you all enjoy this, @witchraftywizardry, @lmaolanguagesamiright, @ anyone else)


Baz knew he had fucked up on the night that Simon Snow came home with his tongue pierced.

It wasn’t that Baz disliked it - in fact, it was rather attractive in a grungy sort of way - but he had chosen a silver sterling tongue stud, and refused to take it off.

“C’mon, Snow, don’t be that way,” he pleaded. Everytime he tried to get closer, Simon would stick out his tongue menacingly, and Baz was forced to retreat. It probably made a funny sight. It wasn’t funny to Baz, though. “Fucking hell, what did I even do?”

“Nothing,” said Simon, stubbornly.

Baz rolled his eyes. “Don’t give me that. I must have done something. And from the looks of it, something terrible, considering you went and got your tongue pierced just to spite me.”

“The world doesn’t revolve around you,” he insisted. “Maybe I just like how it looks.”

“Sure.” Baz said. “So you’re saying you’re not mad at me. That you just put the one metal I can’t touch in your mouth. Because you like it.”

“Yeah.”

“… Alright. I guess you can change it in a few days when it heals,” he said, still not buying it but not willing to press the subject. He couldn’t think of anything he had done (recently) to warrant this, so maybe Simon was telling the truth? He was airheaded like that sometimes. “So, what are we having for dinner?”

“Italian.”

“Simon.”


Oddly enough, this wasn’t the first time his boyfriend had done something like this. Simon wasn’t very good at communicating his feelings, so he often resorted to petty actions whenever he was upset. But poor Baz was honestly stumped over what he had done this time.

(He was currently standing ten feet away from where Simon sat eating garlic bread, with a look of pure loathing on his face.)

“Love…” he began. “Are you sure there’s nothing you want to talk about?”

“Nope,” Simon said, taking a giant bite out of his garlic bread.

“Darling-”

“There’s nothing!” the other boy insisted. “Except I kind of smell like garlic now. I’ll go take a bath, since it bothers you so much.”

“Thank you,” said Baz with obvious relief in his tone. He loved Simon, but it was hard to be around him while he stunk of the most evil bulb in all of the bulb family. (Except maybe onions.)

Simon walked past him to get to the bathroom, sending Baz skittering away from him to avoid the stench. He smirked as he pulled a small bottle out of his pocket and opened the bathroom door.

“What, you’re drinking in the bath now?” asked Baz.

“This isn’t for drinking,” said Simon. “This is for bathing.”

He turned the clear bottle so that Baz could read the label. When he did, Baz groaned.

“Babe, can we talk about this?”

“No,” Simon said, and poured all the contents of the vial labelled “holy water” into the bath.


This couldn’t continue. Once Simon got out of the bath, Baz cornered him, intent on fixing whatever he had done once and for all. But Simon wasn’t responding, and it burned to get too close.

“Please talk to me,” Baz begged. “I can’t take this, not knowing why you’re mad at me or what I’ve done to deserve this!”

Silence.

“Come on.” He said. “Use your words, Simon.”

That finally got a reaction out of him. He crossed his arms and scowled. “Open the fridge.”

“I’m not getting you more garlic.”

“Just open the damn fridge.”

Baz opened the fridge and looked at his boyfriend inquiringly.

“Tell me what you see,” he demanded.

The cold-blooded boy leaned forward for a better look. “Last night’s chicken, lettuce, milk, ham, leftover Italian-”

“And you were the last one to go grocery shopping, correct? You bought everything?”

“Yes?”

“Now tell me what you don’t see.”

“Lots of things? I don’t see a 3 pound gummy bear, because you ate that last week. I don’t see my dignity.”

“Look harder,” Simon commanded.

Baz sighed but did. His eyes darted to all their usual provisions, including eggs and cheese, almond milk and fruit, but he still didn’t understand what was in their fridge that could have angered Simon so much-

Oh.

Fuck.

“Butter,” he said. “I forgot to buy butter.”

Simon leaned back in his chair with an angry expression on his lovely face, looking for all the world like a toddler that had just been denied a lollipop.

“Simon, did you go through all this just because I forgot to buy butter?”

“I always remind you, and this is the second time you’ve forgotten it! I wanted to make scones yesterday but then I realized that my loving boyfriend forgot the most essential thing on our grocery list-”

“Christ, Simon, I’ll go buy you butter right now if it means you’ll cut it out!” Baz choked out through his laughter. (He was laughing harder than maybe ever before in his life. His boyfriend was ridiculous.)

“Better get a move on, then.”

“I’m going!” said the hysterical vampire. “I’ll be home with butter or my name isn’t Baz Pitch. And will you please wash all that shit off? I want to kiss you when I get home.”

Simon scowled again, but nodded. “Only if you get the good butter.”

Baz groaned (but agreed) before sweeping out of the apartment and onto the streets. The best brand of butter was called Echiré and cost a ridiculous £10, as opposed to the usual price of £1-£2. But Simon was worth a few extra pounds, even when he was an idiot.

Baz remembered the tongue stud and how good it looked, how hot it would be with anything other than silver in it, and decided that he wouldn’t change his idiot for the world.

  A Dream Come True


My first attempt at a RPF! I love Norman, but am nowhere near an expert on him, like I am with Jeffrey. 😜 So excuse my writing of him.

Jeffrey Dean Morgan x Reader x Norman Reedus

Word count ~ 3500

Warnings- a few swears, reader talks sex, nothing else in this part.

Tags~ @stileswolfi @magikat409 @jasoncrouse @nothin-after-79 @magpiegirl80  @omgitss0y @binegan @metal-xo @mypopculturediva @angelofthenite


 This was all new. A convention wasn’t anything I had ever experienced , especially one specifically for The Walking Dead, one of my all time favorite television shows. I always thought those conventions were for hardcore, borderline crazy, fans. Yet here I am, packing for my flight to Atlanta.

 I went all out, purchasing the most expensive “platinum” weekend tickets, I even booked the hotel that I had heard the celebrity guests were staying at. Only place I “skimped” on was buying only photo ops and autographs for my two guys, Jeffrey Dean Morgan and Norman Reedus.

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25 Apps Every College Student Should Have

 Submitted by Campus Ambassador, Shanna Farley  ///   University of Northern Colorado

A new year has begun! Along with it new challenges and rewards are sure to come - this is especially true when you are trying to navigate through your college years. Luckily the college students of today live in a world where apps exist. Apps can do so much more than flip a bunch of angry birds across the screen or crush all the candies. They can help you reach your personal life goals and at times can be complete lifesavers. From a real student in the trenches, this is a list of apps that every college student should have programmed into their phones. The best part is, they are absolutely free!

Educational Aids

StudyBlue: This is an app that allows you to create virtual flashcards on any subject and allows you to borrow flash cards from other students. This app is great because you can just open it up at any time and flip through the virtual deck you have created for yourself.

Evernote: Create notes, to-do lists, set reminders, take photos, and record audio. This app is there to keep you on the track to success and makes sure you never forget.

Easy Bib: Doing your work cited is often tedious and at times confusing, with Easy Bib all that is now a thing of the past. Type in any book, website, film and Easy Bib will give you the right citation. You can even scan the barcode of your book to generate the correct citation.

Algeo Graphing Calculator: Never have to worry about being without your graphing calculator. This app can do just about anything you would ever need from a graphing calculator and from what I’ve seen it’s one of the best on the market.

Google Drive: Use this app to store all those important documents you’ll be accumulating.

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(You’ll be sure to be the top of the class with the Algeo Graphing Calculator)

Daily Life Aids

Venmo: Send payments to your friends, roommate or whoever. You can now pay someone back at any time and any place without any of the hassle. Co-Ed Supply sent Venmo promo cards a few months ago!

Viber: Contact those you miss from across the globe without all those pesky fees.

Everest: Use this app to keep track of any personal life goals you have. It can be anything from traveling across Europe to losing those few extra pounds. This app helps you break down the steps to reach that goal and lets you seek out advice when you need it.

Cam Scanner: Allows you to use your camera phone as a scanner. This is very helpful for copying notes from a missed class.

Lyft: Need a ride to the party or the concert of the year, but have no transportation of your own? With this app you can contact one of Lyft’s drivers to pick you up and get you there safely.  The fees are very competitive and sadly the app is mainly designed for popular U.S. cities.

Assistant:  Just because you’re not in the big leagues quite yet, doesn’t mean you can’t have your own personal assistant.  The rest of your apps will be envious of this one because there is so much it can do. It can post memos, keep track of your schedule, post on your social networks, give you suggestions based on your likes, and it can even follow specific commands directly related to your phone. It’s an app completely personalized to you and it even comes in different languages.

Your School’s Personal App: This is a big one many students forget. Keep in the loop with important dates or special events with you school’s app or apps.

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(Your personal assistant knows what is needed to get you through your day)

Money Saving Aids

Ibotta: A great app for when you are going shopping. Get paid for buying the items right on your grocery list. This app allows you to earn back a portion of an item you have already paid and they are always expending, so now you can even earn money back for going to new movies.

Retailmenot: Finds any online discounts for any store at a click of a button. It can even generate coupons for in store purchases as well.

Wrapp: Send free gift cards or offers to your friends and receive them as well. You can also send purchased gift cards as well. Some great offers include $6 for H&M, $5 for David’s Cookies and many more. Always  great gifts to give when you are a little low cash.

Plink: Get rewarded for places you already make purchases to like Regal Cinemas, Burger King, Panda Express, Dunkin Donut, and more. All you have to do is connect your account to a card and rack up points for purchases. You can redeem your points to get gift cards from Amazon, Walmart and more.

Gas Buddy:  A penny saved is a penny earned and that is certainly the case with this app. You can track down which gas stations in your area have the cheapest prices for gas.

Fancy Hands, Task Rabbit, Agent Anything and Ask Sunday: Earn some extra cash by running errands or being someone’s personal assistant. These apps are filled with individuals posting certain tasks to do for a price. These tasks can range from setting up a restaurant reservation to picking up a much wanted item. All these apps seem to be localized, so you’ll have to check which ones are for your area.

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(Get paid for grocery shopping with Ibotta)

Leisure Aids

Mixology: Impress everyone at any get together with your bar tending skills and you’ll sure to be the life of any party. This app is like a bar tending school in your pocket. (Must be 17 or older to download)

Spotify: In the war of free streaming music apps, I’m on the side of Spotify. I love that it allows you to shuffle playlists you’ve made yourself or playlists others have made and you can even listen to the radio. They also rarely play those pesky advertisements.

Project Gutenberg: Gain access to a large range of literature for free. This app can be useful for educational pursuits or leisure reading.

Flixter: Watch movies from your own collection or free films provided by Flixter. You can build a descent virtual library to no or very little cost.

Evenster: This app allows you to track events in your area, so you can be sure there is always something to do.  

Duolingo: A game that is getting popular by the minute. Learn a new language or challenge your language skills with this great app. Languages included: Spanish, French, German, Portuguese, Italian, and English.

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(Brush up on your language skills with the Duolingo app)

BONUS!

Zombies, Run!: Okay, this one isn’t a freebie, but with all the money you have saved from other apps it will be well worth your while. It’s an interactive running that allows you to play a game and listen to music at the same time. The concept is that you have to run to survive the zombie apocalypse and g complete little missions along the way. This app will be sure to keep you motivated on your resolution for a new you.

(All apps can be found on Google Play or the Apple app Store)

If You Won’t Love Yourself, We Will

Originally posted by amynelsons

Request: Hiya. Its me again. I’m sorry 😳 but um, I was wondering if you could do an Ethan imagine (I frickin love Ethan) where y/n isn’t very skinny and is slightly overweight and is so self concious of her body and what not and Ethan is there to tell her encouraging words to.her (it doesn’t have to be romantic but I wouldn’t mind if it is) sorry this is so long

Summary: Fem!Reader is overweight and self conscious about it and Ethan goes and makes her feel better about herself. What a nice guy I love Ethan.

A/N: Hey guys, this request hit very close to home as I too struggle with being self conscious about the way I look and wih body dysmorphia. It sucks, and there are definitely better days than others, and I wanted to kinda depict the way I personally feel on the bad days when I don’t want anyone to see me. It’s unedited because I honestly just didn’t want to reread it and get sad while watching Harry Potter. As always, italics signify the inner monologue of a character. Hope you guys enjoy this one. Also I’m pretty sure I’ve used that gif of Ethan before, but I kinda had to use it for this fic, it’s too perfect not to.

Wordcount: 1190good length, yes?

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anonymous asked:

Seriously, a plus size superhero makes no sense, especially a girl, they'd be slow and useless! Also none of the guys on Legends or any other superhero show would want them as a love interest because they're fat. You can argue all you want but its a fact.

OK, I’m taking this off private now because its getting crazy and I want more opinions.  All I said was I wanted to see more plus size characters on shows, especially superhero shows since I enjoy them, but I don’t want just stereotypical plus size characters, particularly women.  Legends I brought up because they have a character leaving and I think a plus size female superhero character would be AMAZING.  They wouldn’t be ‘slow’ or ‘useless’ as you say.  I am plus size and lift weights and can do all kinds of things that I see in Legends and other shows, and there are 1000s of others who are plus size who could too. So that is ridiculous and cruel to think that just because someone is big makes them useless.

Also, I know plenty of plus size women (including myself) that do just fine with people who they are attracted to.  I’m married to someone I think is hot and he sees me as attractive even if I’m fat.  So any character on a tv show can be the same if the writers make them.  If a woman on Legends was plus size, liked science and nerd stuff I really think Ray wouldn’t give a shit about her size.  If she was a good drinker and could punch as hard as Mick he would want her even if she had a few extra pounds on her.  And Jax would probably love someone no matter what as long as they were kind and funny and really adored him back.  There is no reason that a plus size character shouldn’t be on a superhero show and also shouldn’t have a love interest if it makes sense so I’m just going to say your wrong and bid you good day, this is the last message I’m answering of yours.

Well this hapened sooner than I expected but after receiving this anon yesterday it was kinda all I could think about.

Ardyn’s just like “whatever I’m beautiful and you all know it.” He doesn’t care about a few extra pounds. Everything about him is already so extra so why not? And he looks heckin adorable like this, too. I love every Ardyn :3

shout out to @poisonous-panda because she was the first to get the gears on this going

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YOU’RE MY EVERYTHING~{Taehyung x chubby reader}

warnings:fluff ,angst, reader cries


“Y/N!” Taehyung yelled as he ran towards you with his arms wide open. He quickly swept you up in his arms and hugged you as if there was no tomorrow. A few years ago, you wouldn’t have cared about Taehyung randomly coming up to you and picking you up or hugging you but things had changed now. You both had grown up. He had become a famous Idol now while you, you were just a normal girl. A chubby one at that which absolutely did not help your case. Being chubby while you were always surrounded by girls almost half your size was something that had damaged your self esteem over the years. Fortunately, this had not affected your friendship with Taehyung. He was always by your side.

Feeling self conscious you quickly pushed yourself away from Taehyung and smacked his arm lightly. “Yah! Taehyung oppa! I told you not to pick me up like that, you know I get scared easily.”

To this he only replied with one of his cheeky and signature box smiles which instantly made your annoyance go away and your insides churn.

“Soorryy Y/N . I was just really excited to see you. We haven’t spoken to each other since a long time, “he said as he pulled your cheeks gently and smiled wider than before. This action of his caused your face to flush as you looked away from him and tried to avoid his gaze.

“But we just met four days ago, yahh.. oppa are you not feeling well? You’re talking as if we’re meeting each other after months. "you replied while raising one of your eyebrows up and staring at him. ” This guy really… “ you mumbled to yourself as you started walking away. In the midst of this short meeting you had forgotten about the task at hand which was to go to the bookstore you always visited once a week.

"N/N wait for me… I’m going to spend the rest of the day with you. I have so much to tell you.” Taehyung whined as he trailed behind you while holding onto your hand. You figured that he was going to be sticking around for quiet a while so you didn’t mind. You just lead the way and occasionally nodded or gave a wordless reply to one of his questions. You couldn’t stop thinking about the bookstore. You felt excitement run through your veins as you thought of the book you were going to buy this time. In fact, you were so lost in thought that you didn’t even feel Taehyung’s hands playing with the ends your hair as the other wrapped itself around you wrist.

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On reaching the bookstore you let go of his hand and headed towards the section your book was in. All this while Taehyung couldn’t stop thinking about the way your hand felt in his. He kept on glancing at you when he got the chance to and saw how you scrunched up your your nose when you couldn’t find your book or the way you smiled when you did mange to find it. He felt the end of his lips turn up as you skipped towards the cashier . He placed his hands in the pockets of his coat after he had adjusted his scarf and let out a deep sigh. He stared at you with a warm feeling that made his head go fuzzy and his heart beat at an erratic rate.

His eyes immediately scrunched up in confusion when he saw you walk towards him with your head down and hugging your book tightly towards your chest. It was as if someone had pressed a button that caused your cheerful self to behave like someone who didn’t know what happiness was. It made his heart ache.

At once he took your hands in his and lead you outside the shop. Once he had made sure that you guys were a bit secluded from the crowd he quietly asked you what happened.“What is it, N/N? Tell me..You know you can tell me anything.”

You couldn’t reply. You didn’t want to. You knew that if you tried speaking right now you would end up crying. The fact that everyone judged people according to their appearance disgusted you. All you wanted was your book not those dirty looks or rude comments that the girls in the line whispered behind your back,pretending as if you couldn’t hear anything. But it did make you realise something ,that they were right, weren’t they? It’s all about a persons visuals in this world now. This thought… it made you weak. It hit the nerve. It broke you.

You couldn’t make out what Taehyung was saying. You just leaned against the wall and cried till you felt like your lungs would explode. You felt his hands slip into yours and pull you into his chest. He let you cry against his coat and gently rubbed your back. He soothed you by whispering sweet words.He felt his heart break a little as you cried harder and grabbed his coat in your hand.

A few minutes passed. You weren’t crying too much now. Your head was lying on Taehyung’s chest as you sniffled softly. He patted your head gently as he leaned back and looked down at you. You looked so vulnerable, so fragile. He wanted to take care of you, he didn’t want you to feel like this ever again.

“Will you tell me what happened ? Y/N ,you need to talk to me if you want me to help. Just please.. Say something.. ” He pleaded, he didn’t want to see you this way anymore.

“I-is it… real-really a sin to be like me? Do-do I not get.. th-the right to live my life with-without being judged about the way I look? Am I really that hideous to look at? ” You rambled while pausing in between as you let out more sniffles.

Taehyung understood what had happened. He realized what was going on and why you were crying. He never truly understood the fact that just because someone weighed more, they would automatically be classified as “ugly”. He never even thought about Y/N’s appearance. All he could focus on was her personality and even if he ever thought about it, he always thought that she was one of the prettiest girls he had seen. Sure there were people who weighed less than her but he never saw that as a bad thing. He always thought that she felt the same way as well. Being upset over a few extra pounds wasn’t something that should ever affect someone from enjoying their life. No one can be perfect. There will always be someone thinner. He didn’t care about that. He loved you for you. Not for your body or your face. Wait. He loved you.

Did he really love you? What else could explain such feelings and emotions he felt when he was around you. Taehyung was sure of it. He loved you. He felt his cheeks blush as he realised the fact and turned his gaze away from you.

“Who told you that you can’t enjoy your life? Who told you that you need to be perfect in order to live in this world? Who told you that you are hideous?” Taehyung whispered in his deep voice which sent shivers down your back. He had never sounded so serious before. “Why would you fill your head with such disgusting and stupid thoughts? Just because someone commented something about your looks? You shouldn’t have the right to live your life if you want to spend it while pleasing other people. It’s not your life then. You shouldn’t care what others whisper about you. It’s just meaningless gossip. People need something to talk about everyday. Today it might be you, tomorrow someone else. There’s no pleasing them. You have the right to do what you want and to ignore such idiotic talks. Use it. Never for one second think that you are hideous or ugly or not worth anything. You are here for a reason. You mean so much to the people around you. Don’t you ever forget that. Y/N…..do you know the effect you have on people? When I feel nervous before my concerts I think about you.. I think of your calming smile and I think about how brave you are. ” You felt your eyes widen in shock as he spoke. He couldn’t possibly mean it. Right?

“I am able to face my haters.. because of you. You made me realize that it doesn’t matter if people talk about you. And now you’re the one behaving like this? Y/N-ah you are stronger than this.You are brave, kind and courageous.
You are my hope. You are my strength. You’re my everything. ” Taehyung’s voice diminished into a soft whisper by the end. He did it. He told you how he felt. He wrapped his hands around your waist and brought you closer to his body. Burrying his face in your neck, he breathed heavily and sighed in content.

He looked back at you and softly kissed your forehead. And without waiting for your reply he leaned in and connected his lips to yours.

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anonymous asked:

hi, I love your blog sm! how about Jumin, V and Jaehee reacting to an MC that wants to lose weight?

Jumin

  • For Jumin, it depends on why they want to lose it. Do they want to improve their health or do they feel pressured to?
  • As his S/o they would become inevitably become famous and gossip rags and tabloids are ruthless when it comes to appearances and weight, so MC might become very self conscious of their size and looks in ways that are completed removed from reality.
  • Add to this the fact that her peers will soon become the wives and girlfriends of similarly rich men, a lot of whom will take extreme measures to maintain their weight and appearance and it’s easy to understand how MC’s opinion of their body would become distorted very quickly.
  • Anyway, Jumin would be supportive in either scenario, asking his nutritionist and chef to organise healthy meals for MC and even offering them the use of his private gym. He would encourage them to look after themselves, but tell them almost constantly that health is more important than the numbers on the scale.
  • If MC is more self conscious than trying to improve their health, he will reiterate how much he loves them and tell them constantly about the parts of them (both inside and out) that he loves.
  • “MC, I love the colour of your eyes”, “MC, you always have something intelligent to say”.
  • He also levels with them about his own insecurities in regards to his appearance and health etc (he would be received a lot differently by the general public and his father if he did not look the way he did and, surrounded by people who have had plastic surgery and diet to extreme levels, he would be hyper aware of that).
  • The focus for him would both be less about how he feels about their body and more so helping them become confident on their own.

Jaehee

  • Jaehee would be a lot like Jumin, since she would know far more about the pressures on people (esp women) to look a certain way.
  • I also think that realistically both Jaehee and MC would put on weight in the first few months of the coffee shop being open  
  • Considering she and MC spend a lot of time around cakes and other confectionery in her after end, I feel like they would have to actively take care of themselves to avoid not only putting on a few extra pounds, but also deteriorating their health over the long term. A diet of coffee and cakes is genuinely bad for concentration, as one example.
  • She wouldn’t be as shocked as other members of the RFA or take it personally if MC felt bad about their size, since she would relate in ways they probably can’t.
  • She’d offer to take them to judo classes and do a lot of research into diet plans that MC will probably enjoy.
  • Jaehee will reaffirm that she doesn’t care what size they are, but she won’t be the type to say MC shouldn’t either.
  • If it’s got nothing to do with how they look and is more because they want to improve their lifestyle, she’d be completely behind it and go through their cupboards like she did for Zen, going over with MC which parts of their diet and current lifestyle could be improved.
  • If it is her after end, she would make sure MC got plenty of water and a good meal after work shifts.

V

  • It might be that MC refuses to pose nude or won’t look at any of the photographs they’re featured in.
  • To be completely honest, it would upset him that MC felt anything less than wonderful because he considers them the most beautiful, amazing, exquisite masterpiece he’s ever seen.
  • Hasn’t he told them enough? He’d feel awful, especially considering how much he feels MC reaffirms his own self confidence and love.
  • He would support them through their dieting and take them on long ass hikes with him to take photos or the perfect scene to paint, all while constantly letting them know that they’re perfect, even if they don’t necessarily feel that way themselves.
  • He would have learned a lot from everything that went wrong with Rika and instead of trying to prove his devotion to them and take their sadness away, he’d take a step back.
  • If MC just wants to be healthier in general, he would feel a lot less guilty and eat all of their first attempts at healthier food completely enthusiastically, even though they’re probably really bad and look nothing like they do on television or whatever cookbook MC happens to use.
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It started as a simple few extra pounds. Winston never truly intended to end up so large. But the moment Grodd laid eyes on Winston’s belly and how much more attractive it made him look in his eyes, there was no going back. Truth is, neither one knew who influenced who in this scenario, but once the ball started rolling, it refused to stop. At least, not until one of them became the ball…

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Those Accents

Pairing: Crowley x Reader x Benny
Word count: 1,760
Warnings: Low self-esteem, swearing, smut, oral (reader giving and receiving)
Request: @crowleysqueen88 Hi lovey ladies! May I have a request with bennyxreaderxcrowley? Where the reader has insecurities about her weight and the boys show her they love her. Maybe fluffy smut?? Thanks lovelie 


Tonight was supposed to be date night with your two men- Crowley, and Benny. One night a month was always set aside so that all three of you could spend it together. There was one night for you to spend with each of them, as well. Anything else was just a nice bonus.

You’d been trying to find the perfect dress for that night, and with each one, you were feeling less and less like going out. It was finally spring, and nice enough to wear one. And they were all a bit too snug. You weren’t ever ‘small’, but you could tell you put on a few extra pounds.

Moving to sit on the end of the bed, you flopped back. You were in just a shirt and underwear, having put your shirt back on after you’d given up. Your arm was over your eyes when your bedroom door opened. “Hello, love.” Crowley greeted you, glancing to the pile of discarded dresses on the bed. “Can’t decide on a dress? Would you like me to pick something?”

You let out a small sigh and moved so that you were resting on your elbows. His face fell when he saw the expression on yours. “They don’t fit right anymore, Crowley.” You told him softly. “I’ve gotten fatter than fat.” You groaned.

“You’re bloody perfection, love.” He shot back. “I’d think after all this time of me ravishing your body would show just how much I desire you.” His eyes met yours.

“Crowley, you’re a man. You like sex.” You pointed out, eyebrow raised.

Without a word, he left the room and left you alone. When you thought he wasn’t coming back, he returned with Benny. “He’s been downstairs watching some football game.” He rolled his eyes. “Now, I think tonight calls for a change of plans.”

Benny smirked, licking his lips at you. “Is that so?” He sounded aroused already.

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Hot Chocolate Kisses pt. 3

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<– Part 2 | Part 4 –>

Genre: Fluff/Angst
Pairing: Jongdae x Reader
Wordcount: 2767
Warnings: Family issues, depressive behaviour sort of….
Notes for update: 25
A/N: Ahhhh things are coming your way guys <3 poor reader :( let me know what you think!!!!


Your pov

He looked at you, at little stunned, perfectly curled lips parted. There were no words from him as he studied your features. It made you nervous, you just showed him a part of you nobody saw before. A tear made it’s way down your cheek and you quickly rubbed it away.
“You think I don’t know you, but I’ve practically grown up with you.” You mumbled. “You were always here at the cafe, or on the bleachers. Kim Jongdae, I think you’re…..24? And you sing here on Saturdays with your two friends.”
A smile appeared on his face and he reached out to you, touching you shoulder. “It’s okay, you don’t have to…always want to be what others expect you to be. I know being at the top sucks, I guessed.”
You were slightly dumbfounded by his reaction. “I…shouldn’t be telling you this.”
“It’s okay, I just don’t want you to regret this in the morning. You’re secret is safe with me.”

Originally posted by everybodyloveschen

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Beautiful - Jensen Ackles x Reader

Summary: Omega Reader had a baby four months ago and she’s gone into her first heat since having the baby. Jensen her Alpha and husband has to make her feel beautiful.

Warnings: abo dynamics, heat, knotting, oral sex female receiving, fingering, bad body image, sex and language

Jensen was sitting in the rocking chair in the nursery, feeding his son a bottle when the scent of his Omegas arousal hit him. His Omega and wife Y/n hadn’t been in heat since being pregnant and having their son. So she was due to heat and it only worried Jensen because whenever he tried to touch her, she pushed him away. She’d said she wasn’t ready or she didn’t feel good, but he knew what it really was. Jensen was going to make her feel beautiful and sexy.

Once his son had been burped and was asleep again, Jensen put the baby down gently in his crib. He went back to the bedroom, Y/n pulled the sheets up over her naked body as soon as she saw hee husband. Jensen got closer to the bed and saw she was covered in sweat, “hey babe, why didn’t you tell me you were going into heat” he said. Y/n just shrugged her shoulders not wanting to talk about it or look at him.

“Y/n sweetie look at me” Jensen said, he put his fingers under her chin guiding her to look at him. “I don’t feel pretty or sexy, I feel fat and ugly and I don’t want you to see me” Y/n said. She wanted to hide away, but her body wanted to be close to her Alpha, she sat up. She still held the sheet over her body but she collapsed into him biting her head in his neck.

Jensen put his hands on her bare back massaging it soothingly, “Y/n, you have never been ugly, you’re more beautiful today, then the day I met you” he said. “You gained a little weight when you were carrying our pup, but you are still sexy as hell” he said. “When I walked in here a minute ago and saw you naked even if just for a second, see what you do to me” Jensen said, taking her hand and putting on the hard bulge in his pajama pants.

Y/n lifted her head looking at him, she knew he was sincere, he’d never lie to her, his body definitely wasn’t lying. “Well if you still don’t believe me, I’ll just have to show you” he said. He guided her back to the bed, he pulled the sheet from her body, he stood up and took his pants off followed by his undershirt.

Jensen got on top of Y/n pressing his lips to hers his tongue brushed over her lip and she opened her mouth. His hands on her cheeks and the side of her head, it was a kiss full of love and understanding. He broke the kiss, peppered kisses on her cheeks to her chin and neck. Jensen attached his lips over the mated mark above her pulse point, running his tongue over it and kissing it.

He kissed both sides of neck stopping at both her earlobes sucking and nibbling at them. Jensen peppered kisses over her chest moving down to her breasts, “I love your breasts baby, just as perky and firm as the first time I saw them” he said sucking a nipple into his mouth. “Oh Alpha, yes” she said, he sucked and hobbled her nipple, while his hand massaged her other breast.

Jensen kissed the valley between her breasts, taking her other nipple in his mouth giving it the same attention as the other. Y/n just threw her head back moaning as her Alpha worshipped her body. He moved down kissing all over her stomach and she immediately tried to cover herself. Jensen moved her hands, “the few extra pounds you put on are nothing compared to his beautiful and sexy you looked with our pup bowing in this womb” he said.

Jensen kissed every inch of her stomach not stopping untilhe reached the top of her pussy. “I could kiss you all over your body all day, but right now I need to taste my Omega” he said. Y/n said something she meant to sound his name but it was just sounds. Y/n opened her legs and he buried his face in her pussy, licking and sucking tasting every inch of her pussy. He ran his tongue over her clit circling it over and over, sucking her clit into his mouth. Sucking and lucking her clit as she pulled his short hair while moaning.

Jensen added a finger to her entrance sliding it in and pumping it in time with his licks. She dug her nails into his head eliciting a growl from her husband. Jensen added a second and third fingers making a scissor motion opening her pussy for his cock. He removed his fingers right when she was about to him, “Alpha” she whined clearly unamused. “Don’t worry Omega, Alphas got you, I’ll give you what you need” he said.

Jensen attached his lips around her entrance and slid in his tongue pumping it slowly. Her orgasm shot through her, she dug her nails into his head, as he sucked and lapped up her slick and juice pouring out of her pussy. Jensen crawled back up to her lips kissing her passionately, she tasted herself on his tongue and lips. “Alpha, knot me please Alpha” she moaned. Jensen slid his cock into her wet pussy feeling her stretch around his large cock. “Gonna knot my Omega, put another pup in your belly” he grunted.

“Yes Alpha, fuck me, knot me, fill my womb with pups” Y/n said as he started thrusting slowly at first. Jensen ran his hands over her body exploring every inch of her naked and sweaty body. Y/n thrust her hips up meeting his pace, his knot forming inside her pussy. “Alpha let me cum please” she screamed. “Cum Omega, cum with your Alpha"he demanded, her pussy clenched around his cock forcing them to cum together.

The room was filled with the sounds of groans, growls,and a chanting of his name, his knot fully formed inside her pussy. Jensen rolled them to their sides, she adjusted herself getting comfortable. His knot fully formed inside her pussy locking them together. “Thank you for making me feel better about myself Alpha” she said, “anytime Omega, anytime you forget I’ll be here to remind you” he said. Months later Y/n gave birth to twin girls, completing their pack.

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