Amanda and I were talking about taking our minds out of boxes and deconstructing our belief systems. And we talked about how in order to think outside of your box, you must first know what your box is. In order to deconstruct something, there should first be a structure.

When I was a Christian, I was in a box. Sin was in my box. Heaven was in my box. Hell was in my box. When I called myself an atheist, I thought I was thinking outside of the box, but what I’ve come to realize is that all I did was find myself another box to put myself in. I had changed boxes and got confused by the different scenery. My new box didn’t want words like “god” and “religion” anywhere near it. 

What I’m trying to say is I’m actually breaking boxes now. I’m in a pavilion or something currently and one of these days I’m gonna blow the roof off.

EKU adventures

Had an amazing time with Emy and Amanda this weekend. Though there were some ups and downs due to all the crazy drama, I think everyone overall enjoyed the visit quite a bit.

I am so happy I got to see Bisky for 2 days straight. The chick is really awesome and means a great amount to me. I regretfully didn’t get to finish Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind but we will someday and I personally think it looks to be a really well directed movie and I like the concept a lot so far. We’ll watch it soon, right Emy? Well, I’m not sure I’d have any say in the matter regardless, as it is her favorite movie. Anyway, I feel like we got even closer somehow this weekend. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised at this point.

Also, I got to talk with Amanda a lot more than I probably ever have, and we got along pretty well, so hey there chick, I’m glad that this trip was good for us too!Speaking of Amanda, I was able to attend (with Emy and Amanda’s family) this wonderful choir concert that Amanda was preforming in. The tables were extremely eloquent, and we were served delicious food between the beautiful songs. Might I add that both of the women were gorgeous that night and I was happy to be in their company.

I’m grateful for both of them and though I had barely any sleep over these last two days I haven’t felt so awake in a long time. Thanks, girls.

URL Change

I think I’m getting a little bored with my url. I love Expressionsplus, but I think I’m going to switch it up. 
More like redesigning faith. I think many people need to stop conforming to religious doctrine. Theists (and Non Theists) need to reevaluate spirituality. Create your own faith based on experience, not requirements and expectations. 
Any thoughts or opinions before I change it?

expressionsplus asked:

So can we be each other's back up? Like if neither of us are married by the time we're 40, we get married? I'm sure gay marriage will be legal everywhere in 20 years.

YES and I am publishing this ask as to make sure that everyone knows of our promise.

Although I’m pretty sure you and I both have male backups already. And I have no idea how us two babes could be single in 20 years because someone is sure to snatch us up by then. If not then fuck em, you’ll be the best wifey ever.


Watching this video that Amanda made me. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO MONTHS WITHOUT SEEING HER.

Like she is so adorable she showed me her room and talked to me and asked me questions like I was there and she has a pink elephant for meand I am dying because what am I going to do an entire summer without her WHEN I MISS HER THIS MUCH AND IT HASN’T EVEN BEEN A WEEK

omg I may have cried a little this bromance is becoming too much for me.

AMANDAAAAA I tried making you a video tonight but honestly my nose is so stopped up and I sound like death so I’m going to try tomorrow instead when I’ll have more to talk about and I don’t look like I got ran over. I love you so much and I’m so proud and I liked the bathroom a whole lot, the pants, the book ends, and definitely your face. This was the best video ever.