Congratulations hun!!! Can I get a ship?? You know me pretty well by now:p
Why are you even asking? Come on…*smh* lol, I love you.
First Ship: Dean Winchester!
Are we suprised? Didn’t think so! You are like his twin. You love classic rock, appreciate a good car, love cheeseburgers, to which you lovingly refer to as “junk”. Dean would appreciate that you work hard as hell and you don’t let anyone keep you down. Both of you don’t take shit from anyone and I have a feeling, when things got tough, a few explitives would escape your lips much in the same manner, but when Dean loves, he loves hard and he loves fierce. He is loyal to a fault and would probably die just to protect you. Sunday drives in Baby, stopping in at a dinner, to head home to spend the night in the bunker sound like heaven to both of you.
Second ship: Thor! (This gif is you and me, like…it just is, lol)
(Here’s the real gif)
Now, I didn’t just choose him because you love Hemsworth, I chose Thor because your love of flowers and nature. After Thor’s banishment to Earth, he changed his tune from a riled up prince to a respectful man. He appreciates what he has, weighs options carefully now, and stops and takes time to smell the roses. He would love to watch you in the gardens of Asgard while he practice sparring and you and his mother work to beautify the world around you both.
I don’t know why, but I see you with Logan from X-men. Both of you have no bullshit attitudes and god help the person who fucks with someone you love. He’s resilient because he’s a mutant, you’re resilient because your a mother who’s faced hardships and you just keep going, despite everything you face.
CALLOUT POST FOR SOME ADORABLE MEMES YOU NEED TO FOLLOW!
So i have quite a few tumblr buddies, some i talk to every day, some who are mutuals, and some i talk to randomly, but still enjoy their blogs ^u^ So here is a list of my friends you should definitely follow (And why)
(Its not in any particular order, i just remembered them at random)
rulerofpurple An adorable meme who makes adorable art x3 They’re super kind and adorable and are always there for a talk about birbs ^u^
saifishworthy A cute lil meme who’s art is just adorable, always leaves a nice message and is a cutie patootie
jealousyblood OKAY SO THIS MEME IS AMAZING AT DRAWING TF2 PEOPLE ESPECIALLY MEDIC SO GO FOLLOW THEM RIGHT NOW
lil-memer Quality memes and art, is so adorable and sends nice messages ;3;
chlorienne THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND RIGHT HERE AND SHE IS A PRECIOUS CINNAMON ROLL WHO WRITES FANFICTION FOR THE VOLTAGE FANDOM Go follow her, she is bae
miketothecore An amazing role player who is multiship so go follow em and start RPing ;3;
drawdroid OKAY SO THIS NERD RIGHT HERE IS my beloved wife and you should go appreciate their art because ohmygoodness its amazing, she is kind and adorable and a big meme so go, go right now :3c
theonlyonedancing AIGHT THIS MEME We talk regularly on skype, but it is a little hard because of timezones, her art is beautiful and amazing, and you should go follow her, she has quality ish up in there and is amazing and adorable
jerecenttrash Mmkay so this cute meme makes amazing art for her ship Jerecent (Jeremy and Vincent), even if you don’t ship it, you should follow her because her art is awesome
holywastelandworld OHMYGOODNESS Okay this meme is amazing, is always around for a talk on skype, is constantly hilarious and a cute nerd and always cheers me up
honey-voiced-honey-palmer An awesome roleplayer and is total Night Vale trash (Not a bad thing) Is awesome and adorable and go follow them ;u;
mrkenyon I talk to him sometimes, and he is a very funny nerd ^u^ He does amazing voice acting, and hilarious youtube videos, so go, go follow :£c
skyecandi A cute-ass Catdog who is a precious cinnamon roll, too good for this world ;u; Go follow her, she is amazing and in need of some love ^u^
twitchy-hooligan A cute ass meme who is always up for a talk, and is an adorable nerd ;u;
lucky-addie Okey this meme’s art is amazing, and you should totally go like it, brony or no brony ;u;
averytheunsavoury MMKAY SO THIS BEAUTIFUL MEME I (Sort of) Met at a Con, they are adorable and cute and sweet and so nice, so go talk to them because they are just so sweet and nice ;u;
thelastsworld MUMMA K! xD Okay so Mrs K writes amazing stories for her characters, she is the sweetest woman ever, she is always there to cheer you up and give you hugs if you are sad, and she is just such a sweet person x3 Go ask her about her stories and characters ;u;
lovergal2121 A cutie patootie who draws and makes so many references to Portal, i am now confirmed anger core xD
explitic Omfg this meme is my cuddle buddy and makes the best art, and is just adorable, we talk on skype and she is the closest internet friend (Geographically speaking) :’D Go give her art requests AND ASK ABOUT THE ART PROGRAM THING WERE MAKING OMG
askkensake This nerd ;3; He does an amazing ask blog, streams every Tuesday, so go ask some questions and go follow ;u;
mikethesecurityguard Aight Cam is super sassy and doesn’t take any shit, which i really admire ^u^ We used to talk quite a bit, but we don’t anymore, which is a little sad, but what can you do? He’s awesome, and funny and you should go follow him, he’s a total nerd
lolzman87 Ey this dude does awesome voice acting, seriously its amazing. He voices characters from different fandoms, but my favourites are the characters he does from Rebornica’s webcomic pilot ^u^ Also he is an adorable sugar princess and you cannot tell me otherwise
ask-discorded-princess-luna Aight this awesome meme, i don’t talk to enough. But her art is adorable and amazing, and you should go ask her some questions because honestly is awesome ;u;
Okay and thats my list of memes you should follow ^u^
Context: My character was in a cave waiting for the party of five to find her. On the way, in the forest, one of the characters dies. Our lovably thick-headed (and low charisma) Cavalier makes a funeral pire for her…but doesn't create a boundary and so burns the entire forest to the ground and proceed to go find my character. Upon leaving the cave:
Me: What…happened here?!
Cavaliar: I definitely had absolutely not a single thing to do with it at all.
Everyone rolls Sense Motive against his low Bluff. And everyonenat-1’s. Everyone. Followed by rauckus laughter and severe explitives.
Smut. (Don’t read if this isn’t your type of thing.)
I glanced across the room at him. His dirty blonde hair in all different directions as he held the bottle in his fingers. He let out a giggle and proceeded to utter some slurred speech that resulted in an eruption of laughter from across the room. Jack liked to drink. He would tell me that he liked the way it made him forget. He liked to ‘actually feel something’ he would say. I would stare up at him and nod, occasionally acknowledging his explanation with a simple ‘okay.’ As I sat there on the couch I glanced out of the window and took in the vast city. I loved the city, and I loved experiencing it with Jack. I turned my attention back to my phone as more laughter continued to erupt from a few feet away. I felt two soft hands delicately wrap around my waist. “Hey. You ready?” Jack rested his head on my shoulder and whispered into my ear. I slowly spun around so that I was facing him.
“I am.” I smiled softly and pecked his nose with my lips, our facial features brushing together for a short moment. I could smell the bitter scent of the alcohol escaping his lips. Jack took my hand in his and we shuffled our way to the door. Jack lifted the keyset from the counter top while mumbling a few goodbyes. I made my way to the front seat while Jack drunkenly inched his small frame into passenger side. He softly sat down and let out a big sigh.
“I’m sorry.” He mumbled softly. I glanced over to my right, careful not to turn my head completely toward him.
“What do you mean?” I questioned softly. I had known exactly what he meant. I studied his facial features. His lips were slightly pursed and a few strands of hair fell over into his eyes. He lifted his hand up to push the away.
“I know you don’t like it when I get this way.” Jack sighed out. I glanced out the windshield. It was pitch black outside except for a faint yellow street light in the distance. I watched it flicker on and off as I could hear Jack shift in his seat. I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t like seeing him in this drunken stupor but there wasn’t a thing I could do about it. I was not going to control him. I slowly put the car in reverse as I drove back to our hotel room.
We didn’t speak for the rest of the ride.
I pushed the keycard into the door as I heard a click. I pushed open the door as Jack followed closely behind. I could hear him heavily shuffle his feet across the carpet. I sat on the edge of the bed as he removed his shoes and made his way into the bathroom. I listened for the door to shut as I heard the shower switch on and a stream of water follow. I slowly stood up and I removed my garmets and changed into one of Jacks t-shirts and a pair of shorts. I untucked the heavy comforter from the top of the bed as I climbed in. I shivered slowly as the cold sheets touched my warm legs. I leaned over and plugged my iPhone into the wall. I scooted down into the mattress and sighed silently as I switched off the overhead lamp and fell asleep to the sound of running water.
I woke up to my phone vibrating on the counter. The screen read “Jack Gilinsky.” I clicked the lock button on my screen as the room went dark once more. I glanced over at Jack, I yearned for his touch. I don’t know if there had ever been a night where his arm wasn’t securely wrapped around my waist. I missed it. I couldn’t help but feel the slightest twinge of guilt. I quietly removed the comforter and stepped out of the bed. I grabbed my phone and made my way into the dimly lit hallway. I dialed Jacks number as a raspy voice answered. “Y/N? Where are you guys?”
“Were at the hotel, why?” I glanced at the clock on my phone screen. It was nearly 5AM.
“Jack left a voicemail on my phone last night. He had been crying and I couldn’t really make out what he was saying. I wanted to make sure he was okay. He didn’t answer when I tried to call.” Jack must have been with a girl, too, because I heard soft giggling in the background. As well as a voice asking whom he was talking too.
“Yeah, fuck, he’s alright. He’s asleep. I was too. I’m gonna go.” I pressed end and made my way back into the room. Careful not to wake Jack. He was sleeping on his back. His chest rising and falling with every breath. He looked more boyish and innocent by the second. It was hard to believe we had been fighting about getting drunk. I had remembered when we used to argue about who got to eat the last bite of ice cream, I remember when things were simple between us. I watched Jacks facial expressions. His eyes were puffy, I cringed. I couldn’t stand it when Jack cried. He was such a good guy. I loved him. All of the sudden this wave of passion came over me. ‘How could I have been so stupid?’ I thought. Jack fucking apologized to me and I had ignored him. I scooted over to the side of the bed and ran my hand over his shoulder. His eyes fluttered open.
“Y/N?” Jack stuttered out. As soon as he saw me his mouth immediately curved into a smile. I loved that. Every time he looked at me he did that. It made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
“I love you, Jack.” I professed. “I’m a fucking idiot” I whispered. Jack giggled softly.
“Stop, no you aren’t.” his head rested beautifully on the pillow as his hand caressed my cheek. I shivered at the touch I desperately missed.
“Kiss me.” I stated. Jack moved closer to me as his head slowly rose above mine.
“I love you.” He spoke as his lips brushed slowly against mine. I smiled as he placed a soft kiss on lips. Jack deepened the kiss. Laying back on his pillow and gesturing for me to straddle his hips. I did exactly that. I continued to kiss Jack as his hand grabbed onto the back of my thigh and pulled me towards him. Our lips moved together perfectly as I ran my fingers through his perfectly disheveled hair. I loved kissing Jack. It was so erratic. Everything was unexpected. I ran my hand down his shoulder as I pulled away from him for a brief moment.
“I want you.” I practically moaned into his mouth. This only turned him on further. I could feel him getting hard underneath me. Jacks hands made their way to my hips as his thumbs gently pushed my shorts farther down my legs. I began to slowly move my hips against his. He seemed to like this, he would pull away and sharply breathe in whenever I would begin to roll my hips. This was the hottest thing I had ever experienced. I broke the kiss as I allowed his to slowly remove his t-shirt from my body. He violently tossed it across the room and he flipped me on my back and began to go down on me. He pulled my shorts from my body and noticed that I wasn’t wearing any undergarments. Jack sat on his knees for a few seconds before muttering a few explitives and proceeding to remove his briefs from his body. He glanced up at me.
“Wait, fuck, are you on the… Fuck” He stuttered. “Are you on the pill?” Jack nervously asked me. I rolled my eyes into the back of my head.
“Yes, fuck yes.” I nodded and he sighed a sigh of pure relief. His face slowly made its way up my body before reaching my lips. His face was literally millimeters from mine before he mumbled.
“What do you want?” I could feel his finger rest on my sex.
“Fuck, Jack, I want you.” I retorted. “I want you now.” Jacks lips were resting on top of mine as he slowly entered me. We both moaned onto each other’s lips.
“Shit.” Jack sighed onto me. He began to move his body steadily into me. I raked my hands through the back of his hair. He frantically searched for a spot to place his hands before resting them on either side of my head. I moved one hand to the center of his back as he continued to thrust. Jack continued to breathe heavily as I continued to release short, throaty moans.
“Jack, oh my fuck-“My breath hitched in my throat as I could feel my climax nearing. Jack began to speed up his thrusts. His groans contained explitives that turned me on even more as I reached for anything I could grab onto. I wrapped my arms around his small frame as began to rapidly thrust. I ran my fingers down his back as I reached my climax. I made sure I moaned his name into his ear which only made him near his climax. I felt him release inside of me as he slowed the pace down and pull himself out of me. We just sat there. Drenched in our own ecstasy.
“Where has that been?” I panted out. I smiled and rolled on my side to face him. He was frantically out of breath.
“Fuck, I don’t know.” Jack looked at me and smiled. “We just made love.” Jack quietly whispered. He followed with a boyish smile as he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into him. I kissed his shoulder.
“I’m in love you Jack.” I breathed out. He sighed and pulled a sheet over my exposed shoulders. I fell asleep in his arms.
That was probs the longest smut I’ve ever written. So, um yeah.
Ashton tore around his room, books and papers being thrown the moment he touched them. The chair by his desk was left overturned on the floor and his laundry basket tipped over by the closet. He swore a few times before throwing his pillow at the wall. He paused, taking a breath as he looked around the room, seeing his destruction. He groaned and kicked his bedframe before falling on to the mattress, face pressed into his sheets. His fist came down on the bed next to him, followed by another muffled string of explitives.
THIS CONTAINS SMUT, So if thats not your thing, you probably shouldn’t read this… :)
I slowly shifted on my side of the bed as I heard Jack walk through the doorway. He was high. I could smell it. Jack had been out all night with some of his old friends from Omaha and he was just now getting home. I glanced over at my clock. It was 3:27. I quickly shut my eyes as I listened to Jack quietly remove his clothes and throw his shoes onto the floor. He sat on the side of the bed, plugged his phone in and laid down. He sighed and pulled the cover over top of his body. I didn’t dare move. I could feel his body heat radiating from under the duvet. He wrapped his arm securely around my waist and whispered, “Hey Y/N, you awake?” I stayed quiet for a few seconds until I finally responded.
“Yeah, Jack, I am now.” I slowly shifted myself so that we were facing each other. His hand still prominently on my hip. He looked at me.
“Hi.” He spoke.
“Hey.” I giggled. He leaned towards me and moved his hand onto my cheek. He slowly brushed his lips against mine and I could smell the smoke on his lips. “You’re high.” I whispered. He slowly moved away.
“Yeah, and?” He breathed out.
“Jack, I don’t wanna have sex with you when you’re the only one who is high.” I was being a bitch. I knew that. Jack shifted himself so that he was on his back. I looked at his bare stomach as it slowly moved up and down. He just laid there. He didn’t speak. I examined his face. It was absent of emotion. Like he’d known he had done something wrong, or was it because he was sad? I couldn’t tell. I wanted him. I wanted his love, I wanted his kiss. I wanted to feel the way his body moved on top of me as I writhed beneath him. I don’t know why I didn’t like to fuck when only Jack was high. I guess I felt as if it didn’t mean as much to him as it did to me. I knew Jack loved me, I knew that, but sometimes I couldn’t pinpoint why. I decided to make a decision. I slowly got up and walked over to the foot of the bed and knelt down. Jacks hoodie lay strewn on the ground. I slowly sifted through the pockets as I felt for a small bag and a lighter and pulled it out. I made my way back to the bed as I went through the bag and pulled out a small joint and lit it. Jack just looked at me.
“Y/N, what the fuck are you doing? It’s almost 4 AM!” Jack questioned. I took a hit and let out a small cough. I felt the tension inside of my head slowly drift away as I passed Jack the blunt. He took a hit and laid it on the bedside table. “You’re crazy, you know that?” I smiled at him and took his face in my hands and pressed my lips to his. He slowly laid my head on the pillow as his hands explored my body. I wanted him. Bad.
“Stop fucking playing around, Jack.” I stated. I slowly removed my tank top as Jack pulled his boxers down. His hands grabbed my hips as he slowly grinded on top of me. I let out a few raspy moans as I could feel the high start to envelop my body. Jack slowly pulled down the fabric that separated us as he aligned himself at my entrance. He slowly pushed inward. He grabbed onto my shoulder as I grasped for anything I could hold onto, which, at this point was a loose sheet. He started to move his hips faster as I let out moans. Jack muttered a series of explitives across his beautifully sculptured lips. Jack slowly leaned over top of me as I grabbed onto his back and moaned his name into his shoulder. He loved that.
“Fu-uck.” Jack breathed out. He continued to breathe harder and I flipped him onto his back so that I was on top. I slowly repositioned him at my entrance as I moved my body downward. I grabbed onto his chest. I threw my head back as he spoke. “Look at me, Y/N. I wanna see your face when you come.” I did as I was told. As I moved up and down on top of him I bent down and grabbed his face with my hands and kissed him. I whispered a soft ‘I love you’ across his lips as we rode out our highs together. I removed myself from the top of him as I laid back down on the bed. All I could hear is the sound of our hard breathing going in and out. I laid my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arm around his waist.
“I love you.” I whispered.
“I love you, too.” Jack raspily spoke. He took his hand and moved the top of my head closer to his as he placed a small kiss on my forehead. I laid there for a while and took in the quiet. Outside, I could hear a car pass the apartment and inside, I could hear the sound of the refrigerator whir on. I could feel Jacks chest move up and down as he drifted to sleep. The last thing I remember was seeing the burning blunt laying on the plate that lay next to our bed, and before I knew it, I was asleep, too.
IM SO SORRY THIS SUCKED MAJOR ASS,
I’m working on a new fanfic. Its called 3AM.. you can find all the links here.
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12 am: in virginia, at a bar taking celebratory shots with my debate coach. we bring back a bottle of wine for the hotel to celebrate with the rest of the team.
1 am: everyone is incredibly drunk. my coach is wrapped in blankets on the bed pretending he’s a burrito.
2 am: i black out. i’m told that i somehow managed to somehow prepare myself for bed without incident.
5 am: the debate team wakes up and heads out to take a shuttle to the airport. i’m still very, very drunk.
6 am: i go through airport security staggeringly intoxicated, slurring my words and stumbling around. i try to play it off as “tired” and succeed. we’re informed that our flight has been delayed.
9 am: we board the plane for a 5-hour flight to take us from virginia to los angeles, california. we travel back in time three hours. notable in-flight moments:
two grown-ass adults get into a shouting match full of explitives because one accidentally kicked the other during a moment of turbulence and the other would not accept the first’s apology
my coach solves a “hard” level sodoku puzzle in pen
12 pm: we land at LAX and i’ve managed to sleep off my drunkenness. we all grab lunch.
2 pm: we take a 2.5-hour bus ride from los angeles to santa barbara.
4:45 pm: we’re picked up at the bus station by a friend. my teammate and i debate on whether or not we should go to our lecture at 5 even though we had previously informed our professor that we’d be absent, and eventually agree that we ought to.
5 pm: my teammate and i leave our luggage with the rest of the debate team and literally run across campus to make it to class on time. we arrive three minutes late, just as the professor is starting class.
5:30 pm: i’m dying in class and SO. TIRED.
6:30 pm: i grab dinner.
7 pm: i drop by my coach’s apartment to pick up the luggage i had left with him.
it’s currently 7:30 pm and i had planned to do some work and answer some messages here before showering and going to sleep, but i can barely keep my eyes open.
i had an incredible few days in washington DC and the debate competition was so fun (only in hindsight, though - as it was happening i was a nervous wreck, but my coach said we performed our best thus far.)! i got to see some old friends, meet new people, and tour our nation’s capital for the first time. nonetheless, i’m happy to be back in my bed in santa barbara :)