Too many feelings Part 2
Summary: You and Bucky never get along one day Steve asks you to help him after on mission. Feelings could change?
Paring: Bucky x Reader
A/n : Thank you so much @widowsfics for reading this for me telling me was good and revise I love you even more.
You avoid him all morning true to your world. You skip breakfast and your morning run because you were not in the mood to leave your room and see him. Unfortunately, you couldn’t stay in your room all day even if you wanted.
You are scrolling thru your tumblr when you see that Steve is calling you. You smile when you see that he is alright and smiling at you thru the screen “Hello Doll.” You try to see if he’s hurt but he seems alright “Hey Steve, are you okay? Why are you calling me two days in a row something happened? Where is Tony?”
“Call down Doll. I am fine, Tony is being a pain in my ass so he is great and I only call to see if you and Bucky are okay.” You are relived and ask Friday call Bucky to your room. You two are having small talk until Bucky enters your room.
“What do you want?” You pat your bed to him to sit by your side “Steve is here.” He start to complain but sit by your side “What do you want, Steve?” You receive a sympathetic look of Steve “Are you alright Bucky? Did anything happen? You had any nightmares?”
You are expecting him to respond but he doesn’t say anything so you intervene “Everything was fine. Bucky here was not hurt when he get and I cook for both of us. No nightmares that I know off.”
“Yes, I slept the whole night.” The two men started to talking about the mission that Steve was currently on when you heard a loud noise coming from the Safe house “ Damt it Stark. I have to go. Take care of her Bucky.”
When the screen turns to black you expect him to leave your room but no, he lies on your bed and you feel vulnerable with having there. He can see your pictures hanging on the walls, your teddy bear on the floor and your journals on the table, you feel exposed.
“Why did you lie to Steve?” You leave the bed trying to hide what is on your table “Did you really want to worry him about what happened last night? I rather that he focus on the mission that if he is going to come back home to my dead body.”
Your words don’t shake him “I would never hurt you. You shouldn’t be afraid of that.” You smile at him sadly “I know you won’t, but you should leave right now.” He gets up and starts to look around “Nice room … explains a lot.”
You almost feel bad for the punch bag in front you, you are not even trying to practice you are just punching the bag to relieve your stress. The speaks were blowing your favorite song and you are so concentrate that you didn’t listen to him coming in.
“If this was a real fight you would have your ass kicked right now.” You jump at the sound of his voice “It’s good that I am not planning to fight then.” You continue to assault the punch bag felling his eyes on you “Who taught you to do this? You suck.”
“I just need to relieve some tension James, not save the planet.” He gets behind the punch bag holding it for you “Why are you tense, it’s because I am here? I make your nervous little girl? Because your heart is betting way to fast.”
“What the hell are you talking about? Of course it’s because of you, you hate me why are you here?” He gets closer to you “Why did you lie to Steve?” You groan “I already told you that.” He is almost on your face now “Yes but I don’t believe it, you were afraid to tell him that you were in my bed with me? Of course that is not the same but you don’t want the Capitan to be jealous of you having another man in bed.”
“I want to smack you face right now. How fucking dare you?” You don’t realize that you are pressed the wall of the gym “Do it. But I am wrong? I know that you sneak in his room and I saw him sneaking on yours. You two are just fucking or it’s something more?”
“You are an idiot gosh I hate you. I am not fucking Steve, he is my best friend.” You try to leave but he doesn’t let you “Explain to me what you do in his room at 2 am?” You take a deep breath not believing what is happening right now.
“He has nightmares you all have but he let me comfort him after them. So when you see me entering his room at 2 am it’s not for a quickie, is because he needs a hug and to know that someone cares about him.”
He lets you go and say “You really should hit me.” You can see so many emotions in his eyes especially guilty “I am not gonna do that Bucky.” He looks even sadder “Why not? Is not like I don’t deserve I am an ass to you.”
“A lot of reasons actually, the first one is that you can stop me with you want. I not stronger enough to hurt you and even if I was I don’t want cause you pain. That’s all you had all your life pain and suffering.”
“You know that you don’t have to be Jealous right?” He is leaving the room after helping you clean “Why would I be jealous? It’s not like…” You don’t let him finish the sentence “Steve he is your best friend, between you and me it’s always gonna be you. I am not trying to steal him from you so if this is the reason that you hate me you can stop.”
You can feel that he tensed up “You should fuck him, he needs a good lay and you are already there cuddling with him, just open your legs and help the poor boy have some fun. It’s gonna work better than tea and cuddles.” You don’t expect that you two would be friends any time soon but why he has to be so rude and talking with such a violent tone with you?
“You are sad men Barnes. I hope that one day you find someone that cares about you.”
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