Trudging through the doorway of your shared apartment, Yoongi lets out a sigh of relief as the door closes behind him, the rapper finally being able to settle down in the comfort he calls home. It was a little over one in the morning and he was exhausted, the rapper wanting nothing more than to climb into bed. It had been a while since he had last saw you, a good two months passing by due to his hectic schedules, and Yoongi was happy beyond belief that he was finally able to come home and rest with the person he loved the most. His gaze scans around the living room – the entire apartment completely silent – and he would’ve thought that you weren’t home if it hadn’t been for the light in the living room illuminating dimly in the corner. Setting his bags on the ground, he makes a move to go search for you when he hears your voice from the hallway.
Immediately he feels himself being pushed backwards as your arms loop around his neck, a quiet chuckle escaping him as you all but tackle him. Loosely wrapping his arms around your waist, he pulls you close and hugs you, a soft kiss being pressed to your temple as a sign of ‘hello’.
“Hey baby,” he greets, voice gruff and laced with fatigue. “What are you still doing up?”
You pout, tilting your head to the side as you feign a look of innocence.
“I wanted to stay up and wait for you,” you murmur. “I missed you.”
Yoongi feels his heart soar at your words, a timid smile crossing his lips as he leans down to kiss you softly. Mumbling a quiet ‘I missed you too’ against your lips, he draws back to gaze at you. The sight of him in front of you makes you giddy, your heart almost swelling out of your chest as you press yourself closer to him, all but beaming at your boyfriend as you bounce on your toes.
“Do you wanna unpack?” Your gaze meets his, the smile never faltering from your lips. “Or maybe we can lay together for a little bit and then you can unpack? Or if you’re hungry you can eat something! Or maybe you can –”
Your words are muffled when Yoongi lets out a laugh and covers your mouth with his hand. His eyebrow is raised upwards, the rapper entirely amused by your hyper state. It’s only then he catches the faint smell of coffee before the wheels in his head start turning, your boyfriend giving you a teasing look as his hand drops from your mouth.
“How many cups of coffee have you had, (Y/N)?”
You blink, a frown forming on your lips as your feet shuffle at the floor.
“One,” you say, lying through your teeth. Yoongi knows it, too, as he sends a pointed look your way. Sighing in defeat you nuzzle your face in the crook of his neck and mumble your answer.
“What was that?”
“I said four,” you murmur, and Yoongi shakes his head at you.
“Listen!” You stop him, not in the mood to hear a lecture. “Is it such a crime that I wanted to wait up for you? I haven’t seen you in two months, Yoongi, and I didn’t want to miss you coming through that door. I refuse to let you lecture me over – hey, what… What are you doing?!”
Your rant is cut off when Yoongi’s arms tighten around your waist, the rapper hauling you up and over his shoulder as he lets out a deep laugh.
“I’m taking you to bed,” he states, ignoring your swinging legs.
“Min Yoongi put me down this instant! You’re going to hurt yourself!”
He completely ignores you as he walks down the hallway, your body pressed onto his shoulder as he kicks the door to the bedroom open. Swiftly placing you onto the bed, he grins as he leans to loom over you, the tip of his finger pressing to your nose.
“You need to sleep,” he clarifies. “And so do I.”
You pout, huffing quietly as you cross your arms over your chest.
“But I’m not tired,” you mumble. Yoongi lets a smirk cross his lips then, his eyebrow raising as his gaze darkens and drops to look at your lips.
It’s hurts, so fucking much, the pain in my chest is so sharp I’m surprised I’m not bleeding out from it. My eyes water as I rewatch jacks snapchat story clicking through the first one until I’m there again, watching Nate make out with some girl. But why should he care, she’s beautiful and I’m just a bumpkin, besides it wasn’t like we were together, we never had been.
In fact I’m certain he has no idea really that I like him so much, we were friends. I hung out with him and swazz and the rest of the crew, fairly certain that I was thought of as one of the boys. But I didn’t want that anymore, especially not with Nate. Id dressed up tonight thanks to my few friends that were girls and could give me tips and well dress me like how usual in style girls dress. I was wearing a tight crop top and some high waisted jean shorts and all white high tops. They’d done my make up which I rarely ever wore and even put lipstick on me.
I was sitting in the uber having just arrived at the house and decided to check my phone and see what I might be walking into when i saw the video. And now here I was sitting on the steps outside the party contemplating wether I should still venture in or not. I was leaning toward not, when the door opens and stass and sammy come out giggling while leaning into each other in this late evening.
“Oh my gosh, y/n you’re here! And you look so cute too!” Stass giggles waving at me.
I smile back but still think I can get away when Sammy’s eyes land on me, a huge grin graces his face.
“DAMN Y/N YOU LOOK HOTT C'MERE” he yells dragging me into the low lighted house.
I pray that he doesn’t take me into the kitchen, but it seems that’s where we’re going as we stumble into Johnson, whose still giggling with his phone while sammy is trying to find me a something to drink as he tells me for the thirtieth time.
“Naaatteee, y/n needs a drink. So help her.” He shouts before leaving me in an awkward silence with him and his possible new girl.
“It’s fine I was just leaving” I mutter.
Making sure to avoid looking at him or even in his general direction, quickly shuffling out of the room just as fast as I came in it. He calls my name but I’m speed walking as fast as I can out of there, already wishing I hadn’t even tried to look this good for a hopeless cause.
“Y/n!” I heard my name being called.
But didn’t feel like facing anyone at the moment so I started to jog, making it outside and to the sidewalk, before a hand pulled me back into a hard chest.
“Careful there, wouldn’t want you to get hit by a car.” He murmurs.
That makes one of us, I think. Because the embarrassment coursing through me is enough to make me want to live under a rock.
“Why’d you leave?”
“I just realized why I don’t come to parties is all,” I mumble.
He turns me around, but I keep my chin down, staring at his chest that’s covered by a white shirt. Hoping that he’ll let me go. But I feel one of his arms that’s wrapped around my waist, move and suddenly his warm hand engulfs my chin pulling it up so I have to stare into his eyes. They’re hazy, but he’s looking at me with a concerned expression. And I hate it, because it makes my heart flutter, but after seeing him with that girl I don’t want it to beat hard for him.
“What’d you say? Why are you trying to leave?” He asks.
“It’s nothing Nate, I just remembered why I don’t usually come to parties is all.” I say.
Wanting to move my head back down, but his fingers keep me still, he even lowers his head a bit so that he can stare me in the eyes a bit more intensely.
“Fuck, you look good tonight Y/n” he whispers.
And that’s when I remember the exotic make up my friends helped me do, and now I was wishing I hadn’t even tried. Although the way his eyes have lit up makes me smile a little.
“Thanks, but I gotta go so take a picture cause I probably won’t be looking like this again.” I say pushing off from his chest and stumbling back a few steps.
“Come on Y/n, just come in and stay for fifteen minutes and if you really hate it then leave, come on please lil ma” he whispers sticking out his bottom lip in a pout.
I sigh taking his out stretched hand and following him back inside. He smiles at me triumphantly before we’re back inside. He’s grabbed me a beer and the music is booming, and with some liquid courage I pull Nate onto the made up dance floor with me, heart racing with excitement.
“Alright I’ve seen you’re victory dance, so show me what you got” he laughs.
He’s talking about the few times when I beat him at 2k16, and the little dance i’d do.
I smirk,at first swaying my hips while looking at him before turning so that my back is to his front and grinding my hips into his slowly, just like I practiced in front of the mirror several times. I go to step away scared that I somehow did it wrong, as he’s not responding, plus looking at the other girls who are dancing on guys they seem to be doing much better than me, when I feel his hands slip around my waist and pulling me into him.
I smile a little before getting into the beat of partition that has just come on, I lean into him before bending down and sliding back up all the while pushing my ass into him. His thumbs hold and rub into my hips, and he grinds along with me. Before i pop back up bending down a bit and looking over my shoulder at him. His eyes are hooded and he’s biting on his lower lip, I can start to feel a stirring in my pants so I move back to just sway with him.
“Fucking hell Y/n” he whispers.
His lips brushing against my ear as he nuzzles his nose into the crook of my neck. I giggle, wrapping an arm around the back of his neck. We stay like that for awhile when a more upbeat song comes on. And that’s when the boys come out. Sammy sees me smirks as he dances with stass, Johnson, the lil shit grins at me before pulling me out of nates arms and twirling me around. I giggle seeing swazz come over and offer Nate a blunt, funny as the song I guess I’ll smoke, comes on. I dance a little with Jack, and then with sammy and stass, but really I just want to go back to dancing with Nate. However when I turn to go back to him, I see the girl from earlier. She grinding on him, and he seems happy with it.
Rolling my eyes I take a swig from swazz’s bottle, before grabbing his hand and dragging him away from the girls he was with. He starts to say something but I shake my head, smiling and dancing with him. Swazz starts to pull me closer as I move my hips provocatively, or what I assume is provocative. But I don’t get too far as Nate stumbles between us, his girl in tow.
“What the fuck are you doing swazz?” He asks.
“Nothing, y/n and I are just dancing” swazz says shrugging.
The girl whose leaning into Nate’s side huffs and tugs on his arm.
“Get off will you.” He snarls wiggling his shoulders so she lets go.
He then turns to me, grabs my hand and pulls me off of the makeshift dance floor. I stumble after him yet hold onto his hand tightly as he leads me out of the house and back to where the cars are.
“Nate what’s going on?” I ask
“I just want to get out of here lets go somewhere Y/n” he whispers before turning to shoot me a cute dimpled smile.
“The beach. Let’s go to the beach” I say.
He nods in agreement before I step closer to him til he’s only a few inches away, slowly slipping my hands into the front of his pants and grabbing his keys. His eyes are swirling as he licks his lips slowly while staring down at my own.
I lean up on my tip toes, and kiss where his dimples would be before going back down and nodding for him to get in the car as I get in. He stops me from closing the door. Pulling out my seatbelt and sliding it across my hips, his lips brush against my collarbone and I stare down at him as he smirks. He kisses it gently once again before I hear the clicking of my seatbelt and he walks around the front of the car, while I sit there trying to catch my breath.
When he gets in he looks over at me and raises an eyebrow.
“Well let’s go to the beach!” He cheers.
I smile, starting the car and pulling out while he starts to fiddle with the radio. He plays with it before I decide to take over, pulling the aux cord and playing my drake pandora station. He starts to sing along before opening the window and sticking his head out like an idiot causing me to laugh. Finally we pull up to the beach and I park.
“So what are we going to do now?” He asks looking at me.
I wink biting my bottom lip, before unbuckling and jumping out of the car.
“What are we doing y/n!” He hollers.
I don’t say anything looking over my shoulder at him as he leans against the side of the car, I take off my shirt and throw it at him before unbuttoning my shorts and taking them off as well, I turn away running a little bit before slipping off my bra and running to the crashing waves.
“Come on skate boy!” I yell beckoning for him to come to me.
He shakes his head laughing before jogging to me and slowly taking off his clothes, when he gets to his boxers and is only a few feet way from me I turn away and dive I tot he chilling water. When I come up for air Nate is already in the water as well looking sexy in the moonlight.
He swims about a foot away just looking at me, I smile a bit still feeling shy swimming in nothing besides the boy I’ve liked for so long.
“Look at the stars.” He whispers.
I do as they shine bright and twinkle high up in the sky.
“They’re beautiful,” I murmur.
“Yeah you are” he says.
So I look over at him, his white teeth flash in the moonlight before I splash his face, not wanting him to see my cheesy smile.
He laughs splashing me back, we get into a splashing war before we both tire out and decide to just float a little while.
“Y/n” Nate says.
“Hmm” I whisper back still looking at the sky.
“Why did you dress so differently tonight? Not that I don’t like it, it just seemed like you were trying to impress someone.”
“I mean, I was”
I say looking at my pruning hands, while Nate looked over at me, frowning.
“You. I was trying to impress you.” I say.
Tired of hiding how I felt.
I start to swim back to shore, when like earlier tonight I’m pulled back into NATES chest, though this time he holds me as I wrap my legs around his stomach and he runs my back, warming my chilling body.
I look down at him waiting for him to say something. He doesn’t but he kisses my chin, softly, before I lower my head and or lips touch, once, twice, three times. And then he deepens the kiss. His tongue tracing my top and bottom lip before I open my mouth and our tongues dance together. My hands tangle I’m his wet hair, while he holds me tighter.
My head is swirling as he ends the kiss with another soft kiss to my lips.
“God you don’t know how long I waited for you to say that.” He growls.
Kissing me hard once again.
This time when it ends we swim back to shore, I shiver as I pull in my underwear, sneaking glances at Nate and his bare body, it’s beautiful, before he’s pulled on his pants he starts to pull on his shirt before looking over at me. I’m shiver in my shorts and struggling to pull on the right ass crop top. He chuckles coming over to my side and pulling away the shirt, his hands trace up and down my stomach before he puts his own shirt on me.
I smile gratefully before we head back to the car hand in hand.
Sorry this took forever to post but I do hope you enjoy! 💕