exotic chick

Confession: as I lawyer I’m resigned to the notion that I won’t find my black counterpart to marry. Black male professionals aren’t too keen on bringing dark skin, natural haired, thick chicks to the firm Christmas party…even the ones that do like blk woman aren’t seeing me before the light skin, red bone, mixed/ exotic chicks…but I like myself and I won’t change for a man’s attention. Am I destined to be alone?