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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EYCTE!

the last shadow puppets - everything you’ve come to expect // 01 april 2016

“I stopped drinking again”
And the whole room rolls their eyes
And improper assessment of my life
It’s not wrong
But it’s also not right
I’m having a tough time
Existing
Loneliness has become my forte
I haven’t cracked a smile in four days
Except fakes ones
So people won’t be concerned about me
That includes you
But there I go again
Much ado
Feet hurt
As I fail to untie my shoes
I’m always running late
To being early
I never said that you made an intention to hurt me
But intentions can change
In so many ways
I’ll just live out my days
Listening to music that I wish I could make
And starting books
With characters I wish I could date
I could wash my face
But that wouldn’t rub the pain off
Tears fall to my chagrin
The sensation makes me scoff
I’m lost
You found me
And led me deeper into darkness
But I kept your flash light
I hope you don’t need this.

devilangel657  asked:

How about the reactions of the republic ie senators Anakin and 212th when confederates stop fighting bc its obi wan! And then their stories of what he did as a padawan come out, even more glad it was obi wan as chancellor.

Senator Mandai is pleased, very pleased. Not so much for the numerous congratulations she’s received so far for her “ingenious” move to install Chancellor Kenobi. No, she is not pleased for her own sake.

Ten separatist worlds asking to rejoin the Republic.

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It’s an odd feeling. You’re not in ecstasy or oblivion. You’re just existing in the in between.
‘I think I exist,’ he said wearily. 'I am conscious of my own identity. I was born, I shall die. I have arms and legs. I occur a particular spot in space. No other solid object can occupy the same point simultaneously. In that sense, does Big Brother exist?’
—  1984 by George Orwell, 1949

When everyone is getting mad at you for bailing on them so often, but they don’t understand that you are struggling and can barely get out of bed half the time to just do life.. it’s just so exhausting to have to give others so much effort and energy when you don’t even have enough to keep yourself going