I am so damn tired. The kind where I lay in bed wide awake because sleep isn’t what I need.

I am so damn exhausted. Tired doesn’t really do it justice.

—  I’d like to wake up
- K.H.

okay look bc I’m already seeing some of it. even if the sequel trilogy turns out not so great, can we not repeat the mistakes we/older fans did with the prequels? don’t act pretentious to kids/preteens that love the sequels bc that’s what they grew up with. don’t act like anyone who loves the sequels are fake fans. don’t harass the actors. even if the rest of it turns out not so great, just let people enjoy it. criticize it if you want but please don’t become that 40 year old dude who lectures 13 year olds about why the prequels sucked and they don’t know anything about sw

Recharge

I’m tired
not of you though
But being in a group of people.

It’s okay
You can talk
I just need a break

It’s fine
I’m not mad at you
I’m just exhausted

I’m sorry
I’ll see you later
I got to go

Somewhere quiet
Where I’m all alone
To recharge.

I’m sitting on the floor and crying my eyes off. I feel so alone, does anyone even realise my struggle is real? that i’m in so much mental pain, standing on the edge of the cliff. Thinking about jumping, ending it all.
Not a medication or therapy can make me better. I hug my mom and say nothing, I can’t hurt her again, I just want to be with her a little longer.
I’m so scared, so physically and mentally exhausted. I sit under the shower because my legs are too weak for standing.
I’m so full of bad thoughts, full of anxiety and pain. I let part of it out with the blood, but it’s not helping. I’m trapped and so lost.

And again this writing will just fade away, get lost between other messages. And it will mean nothing